𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝖿𝗂𝗋𝖾 ,

𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘪𝘳 ,

[heirashari-a]

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#𝐻𝐸𝐼𝑅𝐴𝑆𝐻𝐴𝑅𝐼. an independent and private writing blog for KEYLETH OF THE ASHARI , taken from critical role's first campaign. this blog is unaffiliated with the fandom. based upon personal headcanons with tie ins from both campaign and animated series. blog is not spoiler free , nor has mun seen campaign three. heavy and triggering themes may apply , follow at your own discretion ! GUIDELINES BELOW THE READ MORE ! bloomed by VEX , she / they , 30 & cst.

TRAVELING WITH : fenthiras & moonache .

A STUDY IN : passing through fire to grow , picking up the mantle , love is not enough , bravery in softness , flowers in eternal bloom , found families.

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001. this is a writing blog for keyleth of critical role. i claim no affiliation with critical role and only use this blog for roleplaying purposes ! keyleth can be placed in various different media such as BG3 , general fantasy & others. this isn't to say, i won't interact with the critical role fandom , but i consider myself removed from it.

002. hello , it's lovely to meet you ! i'm evie , she / they , 30 and located in cst. a little about myself is that i am currently a parent and suffer from various mental / physical health issues. that all goes to say , my time here is limited. keyleth is not my only blog , and for me roleplaying is a hobby. some days my blog may be dead quiet , or sometimes it might run only on queue. if you're someone that can't wait for replies / tends to rush others , i'm probably not the blog for you.

003. this should go without saying but if you’re someone who supports / writes homophobia , misogyny , racism , incest, ableism and other problematic behaviors ?  i won’t tolerate it  and it will instantly earn a hard blog. if you see me interacting with someone who has had this type of behavior in the past , don’t hesitate to let me know. * this blog also does not support / will not interact with tru.mp supporters / MA.GA supporters.

004. the best way to interact with me is through inbox prompts or plotting. my ims are always open for plotting , and discord is available for mutuals. it just feels easier for me to have a sense of direction when i'm writing something.

005. this blog is multi ship and heavily chemistry based. i tend to go ship exclusive with those i ship with , but don't ask the same !

006. DNI : i understand the issues and hesitations that come with DNIs. but for my safety and mental health i ask that you do not interact with me if you interact / follow my abuser / ex partner and their partner. former aliases are avery / kc ( goeshard , brut4lities , erlosung , and more ). their partner is xeno ( mamisms ). i have more information about that located here. if you have any questions don't be afraid to reach out.

[heirashari-a]

keyleth is here now @heirashari

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for now , keyleth is being moved back to my multi @vextales !

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for now , keyleth is being moved back to my multi @vextales !

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for now , keyleth is being moved back to my multi @vextales !

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Keyleth crop. Tall prints available soon. ♥️ @ten.devils

[heirashari-a]

i never could outgrow you.

arms wrap tightly around daughter , the comfort in her words. endlessly proud of both her children , how far they've made it. but it does not stop her from missing them , from missing days when they were small and easy to keep an eye on. but now they grew far from her sight , and it was no easy thing to accept. they had their own lives , their own adventures. and with that came motherly worries , ones that plagued the tempest in late hours of the night. ones that remain unspoken , but clear in gaze when they returned home. reluctantly does she let go of @freewillds , forest hues passing a glance over her for any new injuries or scars. it's a routine , like a habit formed. keyleth does not mean to be overprotective , to cling to children. but it comes naturally , when one knows death as well as she does.

❛ good , because i'd be lost without you , little bird. ❜ a kiss placed atop daughter's head , before heading towards home. ❛ i want to know everything , and don't keep the scary parts out , okay ? ❜

[heirashari-a]

the constant reminder that keyleth is going to outlive everyone she loves , including her own children.

[promptling]

EPIC: THE ITHACA SAGA change pronouns as needed!

i'd rather lie than allow them to think they've won.

i never thought i'd resort to this.

i don't know how much longer i'll last.

it was far from the norm.

could it be some kind of sign?

is it finally time?

i'll be here, buying you time.

time is fleeting.

time to be the man of the house.

let the arrow fly.

i'd rather die than grow old without the best of you.

i would not have it any other way.

i never thought that it would end like this.

i'll be here waiting.

we've been here for hours.

can't you see we're being played?

haven't you noticed who's missing?

i heard he's on a diplomatic mission.

channel the fire inside your soul.

i've suffered every punishment and pain.

i have had enough.

we have the advantage.

somewhere in the shadows lurks an agile, deadly foe.

we've the numbers and the might.

you don't understand it.

this man plans for every fight.

keep your head down.

the odds can be tilted.

you don't think i know my own palace? i built it.

our leader is dead.

the rest of us are no longer a threat.

let's have open arms, instead.

he's more cunning than i assumed.

let's make the bastard rot.

throw down those weapons, and i'll ensure you'll be spared.

i don't want to hurt you.

i've come prepared.

your very presence has doomed him.

come and arm yourself.

mercy? mercy?

my mercy has long since drowned.

all of you are going to die.

you've filled my heart with hate.

i've dreamt of how i'd greet you.

i can't find the words.

i wish i could show you.

i never could outgrow you.

how time has flown.

i'd make the storm clouds cry for you.

i'd capture wind and sky for you.

i'm finally home.

how i've longed to see you.

i'll be there in a moment.

is it you?

have my prayers been answered?

am i dreaming once more?

you look different.

your eyes look tired.

is it really you, my love?

i am not the love you knew before.

would you fall in love with me again?

i know that you've been waiting.

what kinds of things did you do?

i traded friends like objects i could use.

all of it was to bring me back to you.

i am not the person you knew.

could you do me a favor?

a symbol of our love everlasting.

do you realize what you have asked me?

i will fall in love with you over and over again.

no matter how long it's been, you're mine.

don't tell me you're not the same person.

how long has it been?

[radsity]

i just want Keyleth to hold Vax so gently. They both deserve it ; O;

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Endless TLOVM

[heirashari-a]

IM ALIVE, VAX.LETH IS ALIVE.

[loliwobbles]

«And every day that raven comes to visit.»

Art by @loliwobbles

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐀 𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 . ( a collection of lyric prompts based on various works by florence + the machine . adjust phrasing as necessary , will likely be updated in the future . )

it's always darkest before the dawn .

we will find new saints to be canonized .

holy water cannot help you now .

the horses are coming , so you'd better run .

i never felt so alive and so dead .

i'm damned if i do , i'm damned if i don't .

i've always been in love with you .

what has been done cannot be undone .

i don't care whether i live or die .

we will never be afraid again .

i feel nervous in a way that can't be named .

it was so far a fall , but it didn't hurt at all .

the saints can't help me now .

i want to find you and tear out all of your tenderness .

sooner or later , the things you love , you lose .

run fast for your mother , run fast for your father .

i like to think , at least , things can't get any worse .

i would give all this and heaven too .

i was in the darkness , so darkness i became .

all my stumbling phrases never amounted to anything worth this feeling .

in order to get to the heart of things , sometimes you have to cut through .

i'll be dead before the day is done .

time after time , i think "oh lord , what's the use ?"

the heart is hard to translate , it has a language of its own .

it was all so strange and so surreal .

i'm not here looking for absolution .

now and then , it seems that life is just too much .

be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers .

if you could only see the beast you've made of me .

pretty little face stopped me in my tracks .

i'm aching to attack .

you want a revelation , some kind of resolution .

it's so easy to say it to a crowd , but it's so hard to say it to you aloud .

i don't want your heart , it leaves me cold .

i am no mother , i am no bride , i am king .

she's a cruel mistress , and a bargain must be made .

well , me and my ghosts had a hell of a time .

with all my education i can't seem to command my heart .

it's a conversation i just can't have tonight .

you left me in the dark . no dawn , no day .

jesus christ , it hurts .

a woman is a changeling , always shifting shape .

the very thing you're best at is the thing that hurts the most .

i'll cut your little heart out 'cause you made me cry .

i knew that somehow , i could find my way back .

a thousand armies couldn't keep me out .

i'm ready to suffer and i'm ready to hope .

you've got the love i need to see me through .

is this how it is ? is this how it's always been ?

you keep me up at night .

oh , tell me it's not over yet .

no walls can keep me protected .

i'm going out , i'm gonna drink myself to death .

time goes quicker between the two of us .

would you leave me if i told you what i'd done ?

now , there's no holding back .

oh god , you're gonna get it .

you need your rotten heart and dazzling pain like diamond rings .

in the dark , i can hear your heartbeat .

i never knew my killer would be coming from within .

i was never as good as i always thought i was , but i knew how to dress it up .

don't forget me when i let the water take me .

this world is a beast of a burden .

you know i still like you the most .

what a thing to admit .

sometimes i think it's getting better , then it gets much worse .

i'm on fire , but i'm trying not to show it .

you are the space in my bed .

would you have it any other way ?

things go wrong , no matter what i do .

you make a fool of death with your beauty .

now she sleeps with one eye open , and that's the price she'll pay .

they were there when i woke up this morning .

heaven help me , i need to make it right .

until i wrap myself inside your arms , i cannot rest .

when someone looks at me with real love , i don't like it very much .

would you leave me if i told you what i've become ?

i'm always running from something .

it's good to be alive , crying into cereal at midnight .

okay , but let's discuss this at the hospital .

i know everybody lets you down , and i'll do the same .

your heart is the only place i can call home .

i wish to remain nameless , and live without shame .

sometimes i feel like saying "lord , i just don't care" .

i would put my words into poetry for you if i knew how .

if they ever let me out , i'm really gonna let it out .

but know , in some way , i'm there with you .

i've been wandering the streets for days .

don't let them get you down , you're the best thing i've ever seen .

how could anything bad ever happen to you ?

you couldn't have it any other way .

it's the only way i can escape .

what a place to come from .

little did you know your home's really only a town you're just a guest in .

run for your children , for your sisters and brothers .

you can't choose what stays and what fades away .

you'll be sorry that you messed with us .

call me when you need me .

although we stick together , it seems we're stranging each other .

this is as good a place to fall as any .

in your place there were a thousand other faces .

here's to drinks in the dark at the end of my rope .

lay me down , let the only sound be the overflow .

there's no salvation for me now .

i'd do anything to make you stay .

what's in a name ? i still remain the same .

i've been taking chances , i've been setting myself up for the fall .

tell me what you want me to say .

you are the silence in between what i thought and what i said .

i've been a fool , and i've been blind .

i never knew daylight could be so violent .

regrets collect like old friends , here to visit for your darkest moments .

so you packed your bags just to wait out the shitstorm ?

my doe , my dear , my darling ...

you're my head , you're my heart .

everyone lets you down in this brief hole of a town .

i'm not giving up , i'm just giving in .

i've been losing sleep , i've been keeping myself awake .

sometimes i feel like throwing my hands up in the air .

the only solution was to stand and fight .

i don't know how it started , don't know how to stop it .

i'm done with my graceless heart .

i can never leave the past behind .

do they speak to you ? 'cause they speak to me too .

i thought that love was a kind of emptiness .

it's hard to dance with a devil on your back .

sometimes i wonder if i should be medicated .

every demon wants his pound of flesh .

tell me what all the sighing's about .

could you tell from the moment we met ?

i heard your voice as clear as day ... you told me i should concentrate .

all my girls have their lace and their crimes .

i like to keep some things to myself .

no one asks any questions here .

the feeling comes so fast and i can't control it .

you came over me like some holy rite .

i was screaming out a language i had no idea existed before .

i thought that love was on stage , giving yourself away to strangers .

leave all your love and your longing behind , you can't carry it with you if you want to survive .

i thought that love was in the drugs , but the more i took the more it took away .

i never wanted anything from you , except everything you had and what's left after that too .

i don't want your future , i don't need your past . one grand moment is all i ask .

[heirashari-a]

we're going around in circles , we are lost . (from kashaw)

𝚂𝙷𝙴'𝚂 𝚃𝚁𝚈𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙱𝙴𝚂𝚃. trying to find footing as a leader , to stand tall and make herself confident. but the truth is , keyleth has no idea where they're going. but she doesn't let the mask slip , or at least tries not to.

smile blooms on features , looking to kashaw. a nervous laugh , trying to quiet the shakiness of her voice. ❛ we're not lost at all , i totally know what i'm doing ! ❜ yeah , she had this all under control. they'd find where they were going , what they were looking for. as long as she had the slighest bit of confidence in herself , she could manage ( in truth , there was not even in that ). ❛ how about we go this way this time ? ❜ she motions with arm pointed out in a direction , hoping it's some place they haven't been yet.

[heirashari-a]

i will be here today !

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