Presence @hellobabyd---hend - Tumblr Blog

I want :

Please talk to me

to build something

to be more skinny

to shut up

love this dreamy picture of me yo hair a toatl mess

#tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #tw sui talk #female hysteria #i wanna kms #tw self destructive behavior #tw sui vent #i wanna die #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit #girl dinner #girlblogging #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #this is a girlblog #tumblr girls #cute

sol-entre-estrellas

my absence will never haunt anyone because my presence never mattered

i think this week might be it

#tw depressing thoughts #tw sui ideation #tw sui talk #female hysteria #tw self destructive behavior #i wanna kms #tw sui vent #i wanna die #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit

I'm literally so smart and a good gaslighter. I feel a bit bad but it s okay it s better for everyone. My parents started worrying about the fact that i wasn't eating (again), weightloss and that my obsession with food was coming back. And i managed to convince them that i was just not that hungry and that it was a healthy diet for me to deal with my medication and stomach pain. Also both of my parents are therapists so i'm a mindmaster yaaalll at the end they were like "ok we're glad you re doing something for your depression" hehehehe

I have a question, i have body dismorphia and don't have a scale at home so i have pretty much no idea of my progress and if i lost weight. I've binged one time but overall i've stayed pretty consistent until now. How long do i have to wait until having visible results ?

someone help me i'm really losing my mind

I'm really tired

I feel like my life is like watching a movie, everything feels too fast, things happen, come and go yet i feel disconnected like a mere spectator at a theater