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I told my husband that my Abel/Vox story was going to have a sad ending, but I had an idea to add 2 chapters that would have the happy ending for anyone who wanted it and he was like “why? Leave it sad.”

Some people like happy endings!

Me. I’m people.

Also, what would the Abel/Vox pairing be called? 🤔

So many things to think about. 😂😂

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I had an Abel/OFC story in my head recently.

Basically Serenity was created to be Adam’s new Heavenly wife because when he came to Heaven, Eve didn’t and the angels were like “he needs a wife to take care of him.”

Adam met the girl once, she was plain looking and had no wings or anything like that, basically she looked human, but in Heaven. Adam says he doesn’t want her or any wife, that he’s done with the whole marriage thing.

The angels are convinced he will change his mind, so they give her the job of taking care of the Heavenly version of Eden. Years pass, Adam does not change his mind and she continues to care for the garden. Eventually the garden and she bond, so it flourishes when she is happy and dies out when she is sad. Luckily, she is almost always happy. She really has no attachment to Adam and isn’t upset at all that he isn’t interested.

After Adam dies, Abel is wandering around and ended up in the garden and meets her. He has no idea who she is or her connection to his father. She doesn’t see the need to say anything either because she doesn’t consider herself married to Adam.

She and Abel become close, best friends. He notices the garden is becoming more lush and vibrant as well.

They end up sleeping together and starting a relationship. Just as things are starting to get really good, Abel gets word from the hotel that Adam is there, he’s alive.

Abel takes her with him because he wants to introduce her to his father. He doesn’t tell her that until they are already there and it’s too late.

Adam is a sinner in Hell and is working on redemption. He is happy to see Abel, but when he sees her it gets revealed who she is.

Abel freaks out because he basically slept with his step-mother. Despite the fact that she keeps telling him that she and Adam weren’t really married, they didn’t even consummate it or agree to it, Abel is still a bit freaked out.

He starts ghosting her while trying to get his head on straight, and she knows that it’s over. Her heart breaks and the garden starts to suffer. Afraid that her fragile human emotions will destroy the garden, she goes to Sera and asks her to severe her ties to the garden and Heaven.

Sera warns her that doing so possibly means she goes to either Earth or Hell instead of staying in Heaven. She says that it is fine, that when Adam rejected her then she should have left then. Sera sees her sadness but is unsure as to why.

She does as requested and she chooses to leave Heaven and go to Hell. The hotel staff help her find a place and get on her feet.

Abel isn’t doing so well and eventually ended up back at the hotel. He finds that it has been over 5 years since he last visited and Adam has started a relationship with Lucifer surprisingly.

Abel is happy for him, but surprised he didn’t want his new wife. Adam explains that he had always been with someone and wanted to see what it would be like on his own.

Then, a small child comes running up and jumps into Adam’s arms. Adam holds the child as If he does it all the time. Abel is in shock and asks if he has a new baby brother.

Adam looks at him weirdly and asks when the last time he spoke to Serenity and Abel admits it’s been a while and is confused.

Adam has to tell Abel that this child isn’t Abel’s brother, but his son. He also tells Abel that Serenity has been in Hell for the past 5 years as well. She drops her son off with his grandfather while she works.

Abel cannot believe it, but now that he looks at the child, he can see Serenity and himself in him.

He waits until Serenity comes and picks up the boy and asks to speak with her. Serenity agrees and Adam watches his grandson.

Abel and Serenity have a conversation and work through a lot of things before starting again. Happy ending!

Don’t know when/if I’ll write this out, but it sounded interesting to me.

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I finally decided to post again. It’s been so long and I’ve been so busy (still am honestly) but I decided it was time.

If interested, please check out my latest AdamsApple.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/85633466

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

In this story, canon events still occur in season 1 and some in season 2 but this is a what-if scenario on if Adam was Charlie’s mother and was forced to forget. Lucifer doesn’t know, Lilith doesn’t know (although she figures it out), only Heaven knows and they aren’t talking.

Only have 3 chapters up so far, but please feel free to read if you would like.

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I’ve been working again on my Vox/Abel story. These two are just so interesting to write.

I went back (because that’s how I do 😅) and wrote a scene where Vox was pretending to read the contract from Heaven promising he would not attack again and they would provide his access to Heaven’s media library (not knowing he still has access to it). He’s trying to figure out how to get an in with Abel so he will let his guard down and take him to Heaven where he can take over from within.

Meanwhile, Abel is wondering if Vox suffered a brain injury when the television fell on his head and is struggling to read as a result because Abel went through the same thing when he first showed up in Heaven. Luckily Emily and then St. Peter helped him, so he’s wondering if Vox has the same issue with no one to help him.

I was trying to find something these two could possibly have in common and death by head injury was the only thing I could figure out. 🤣

This also gave me a reason why Adam was the first human soul in Heaven despite Abel dying first. After his death, Abel was confused and lost ending up in purgatory where he was found after Adam arrived at Heaven’s gates.

I thought it was interesting and kind of enjoy the dynamic I’m creating between these two.

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Yet another AdamsApple story idea I had (really need to relax on those 😅).

Adam is reborn in Hell, he has a female body, which shocks him. He decides to embrace it rather than reject it. His back has a large tattoo of his wings with long, wavy brown hair and bright glowing gold eyes. He looks relatively human compared to the other citizens of Hell. He does have a rather busty chest which does hurt his back and does get periods as well, so he figures that must be part of his punishment for some reason.

He gets a job singing in a club where he discovers that his voice has power like Lilith’s does. In addition, he learns that he can still call on his guitar axe and his wings will appear as translucent objects and still work as well. He chooses to hide these as many sinners will recognize them. He hates that he has the power of song because he doesn’t want anything to do with Lilith.

One day Lucifer arrives at the club, which everyone is super excited about. Adam is not, but pretends so no one gets suspicious.

When he gets up to sing, he sees Lucifer sitting with a woman in the crowd, a high class Hellborn Goetia, who looks bored. Adam chuckles to himself because it looks like a first date gone wrong (because it is).

He sings and doesn’t look at Lucifer again until the end. His song got Lucifer’s attention and he is staring at him now. Adam quickly makes his way off stage hoping he isn’t recognizable.

Lucifer doesn’t recognize him, but is entranced by the beauty with the amazing voice. He starts coming regularly just to see “Angelica”. They do have several conversations and Lucifer does ask Adam out.

Adam considers it and agrees to go just for the experience. He doesn’t think Lucifer is actually serious about him because surely he is still in love with Lilith, so figures he will go and can, at least, say he was on a date with Lucifer.

Except it is the best date he had ever been on and Lucifer was so attentive that he agrees to another…then another and another. Lucifer chances a kiss and Adam responds, which surprised him.

They end up at the hotel late and make love for the first time, which shocks Adam that 1) he wanted it and 2) he liked it. He realizes that he still feels those old feelings back in Eden and wishes that he had said something back then, but he was scared that Lucifer would freak out about it.

Meanwhile, Michael and Lute are trying to toughen Abel up so he can lead. They decide to go to Hell and do an unscheduled extermination to get some blood on Abel’s hands.

Lute, thirsting for revenge, convinces Michael to go to the hotel. They show up and Lucifer goes out to deal with the issue. Adam looks out Lucifer’s window and sees what is going on and knows he needs to do something.

He goes to the roof and draws Michael’s attention. He leaps off, landing gracefully with his wings on the ground. Lucifer is shocked when he sees them because they remind him of Adam’s wings.

When Adam sings, the exorcists, including Lute and Vaggi (despite being fallen now) instantly know that this is Adam’s soul.

(My reasoning for this is that in this story, Adam used a part of his own being to create each exorcist angel so they recognize it within them and it’s also why he is usually so protective of them outside of their circle. The way their personality is created and their demeanor is based primarily on which part of Adam’s personality was used to create them. Lute got some of Adam’s anger whereas Vaggi got his sense of righteousness and so on. The “weaker” ones got some of Adam’s compassion and kindness which he tried to push down while he was leading. It’s why he was harder on them.)

As he sings, Lucifer also comes to realize that Angelica is Adam. He’s not sure how or why he didn’t realize it before. Michael and Adam fight, where Adam wins, but doesn’t kill him. Michael is angry because the exorcists turned on him to stand with Adam despite the fact that he is a sinner now.

Adam knows that the jig is up and starts to leave now that his girls have Michael under control. Michael, in a last fit of anger, yells at Adam about his “pathetic crush” on Lucifer. Adam doesn’t respond to Michael as he continues to yell about Adam’s “pathetic attempts to gain Lucifer’s favor that failed” and calls Adam a failure.

Adam shows surprising maturity as he walks down the hill and away from the hotel before yelling back for Dangertits to “fuck him up.” Which Lute does. 😂

After Lucifer helps the exorcists get Michael back to Heaven to await judgement, he has to come to realization that he had been dating and falling for Adam this whole time. He has barely had a chance to really think on it when Lilith returns.

Charlie thinks her parents will get back together, but instead Lilith asks for a divorce. She has come to realize that she is in love with someone else (not sure who it will be) and wants to be with them. Lucifer agrees as hearing Lilith has found someone and how she cares about them makes him understand that he feels the same about Adam.

He goes to find Adam and they do eventually end up together. Haven’t decided if it is right away or if there is a secret love child from their one night together (leaning towards love child honestly cause I love making these two have kids 🥰).

There is a few other things I would have go on I think but this would be the main storyline of this whole thing. Not sure when (or if) I’ll get to it, so for now it can live here. 🤣🤣

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I’ve been watching a lot of previews for the vertical dramas series and noticed like 90% of them start with “I opened my eyes to find I had been reborn on the day of <insert major life choice>” and then they make a different choice.

I watched so many of those previews that I thought, why not make it AdamsApple?

My thought: Adam dies at the end of season 1 the same way, except when he opens his eyes he is given a vision of the future he missed, including watching Lucifer get made into a battery, Lute trashing his office, Abel put in charge of the exorcists and struggling, Pentious being redeemed, and so on.

He is then given a choice of going back to any point in his afterlife, any decision he has made, with the power to use this new knowledge to change his fate. At first he is mad he can’t go all the way back to garden, but it is made clear that Charlie has to exist.

Charlie is the key to unlocking redemption for sinners and must exist to enable that future. She cannot be changed.

This decision can alter Adam’s future and lead him to the happiness he was promised long ago. Adam doubts it as he believes his happiness was lost the moment Lucifer went with Lilith.

He decides not to suggest the exterminations, but instead brings up redemption himself. At first Sera is skeptical, but Adam convinces her it is the best course.

This decision leads to Adam, Lute and Vaggie going to Hell and working with Charlie to redeem sinners. Lilith does end up leaving, but for another ring in Hell and Lucifer moves into the hotel. Eventually he and Adam do end up together.

Very rough idea, but thought it would be interesting if Adam was on board with the redemption idea from the start or suggested it himself long ago and how things might play out.

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This was a small scene that popped into my head where Lucifer asks Adam to be more than friends, Charlie overhears and isn’t happy about it. I don’t have a full story around it, just this moment, but I might someday.

Adam held the duck Lucifer had given him in his hands, silently watching as Charlie and Lucifer argued.

She was angry that Lucifer had asked Adam a question, one Adam hadn’t even answered yet, before she burst in angry and yelling.

Lucifer had moved and was defending Adam, even though Adam hadn’t replied yet.

‘I want to be more than friends, will you go out with me?’

That’s all Lucifer had asked before Charlie burst in calling Adam a homewreaker. Adam was shocked. Since landing in Hell, Charlie had always been extremely nice to him, like she was with all the other sinners.

She even encouraged Adam and Lucifer to work through their differences and become friends.

Adam didn’t know that Lucifer also wanted more.

Adam looked at Lucifer as argued to defend him and what was going on to his daughter. Adam had never said anything, but he had fallen in love with Lucifer. It had shocked the hell out of him to figure that out.

He never thought Lucifer would return those feelings and was fine with remaining friends. Especially since Charlie had announced yesterday that Lilith was coming back.

At first, when Lucifer asked, Adam assumed it had to be a joke, a bad joke that wasn’t funny at all. But the duck in his hands told a different story.

This duck…Adam knew would have taken Lucifer days to make. The details on it were more than his average ones.

It was of Adam, back when he was still angelic, holding a guitar and smiling. However, he could see a small heart above Adam’s heart with a tiny “L” in it.

Adam loved it and loved Lucifer. When he held it, he was sure Lucifer knew of his feelings for him. But he didn’t.

Before Charlie had burst in, Lucifer had asked his question filled with nervous energy and a shy smile. It was cute. Adam was prepared to say yes. He wanted to.

Adam looked up from the duck to the arguing father and daughter. He knew how much Lucifer loved his daughter. This fight must be hurting him immensely. He was always trying to help and show his fatherly affection to her, even if she didn’t always understand or accept it.

“Well, maybe you should just leave if you’re going to just hurt Mom like that?!”

Adam felt those words as if they were aimed at him directly. A punch in the gut that he saw visibly hurt Lucifer.

Adam felt his heart break watching this. He couldn’t get between them. Besides, he knew that Lilith was coming back and the situation would only get worse.

Lucifer was married to Lilith. Nothing Adam did would change that.

He forced his pain down as he did the one thing he didn’t want to do, but knew it would fix everything between Charlie and Lucifer.

“No.”

The word stopped the fighting and caused both royals to turn to Adam. “What?” Lucifer had said in a low tone, nearly a whisper.

“I said, no.”

“No…to me…or?”

Adam stepped forward and placed the Adam duck on the coffee table. He didn’t want to, he loved that duck and all it symbolized, just as he loved Lucifer.

But he wasn’t going to cause Charlie and Lucifer to fall out again after Lucifer put in so much work to try and salvage their relationship. Not for him.

“Sorry Lu,” Adam said. “But I only see you as a friend, nothing more.”

Adam felt his heart break as he said those words. He watched Lucifer’s face drop and sorrow fill his expression.

“Oh…” Lucifer said softly. “I see. I thought maybe…but I was wrong.”

Adam wanted to burst out that he wasn’t wrong. That he loved him and wanted to be with him forever.

But a glance at Charlie reminded Adam why he was doing this.

“I’m sorry,” Adam said before taking a deep breath and walking out of the room.

Adam kept the tears at bay until he was back in his room, a pillow held close to help muffle the sobs.

In the other room, Lucifer picked up the duck he had been working on for weeks. He didn’t use much magic, wanting it to be made purely from his own hands.

His heart snapped and tears flowed freely. He didn’t care who saw. He thought Adam might feel the same way, love him just as much as Lucifer did him.

For a moment after he gave him the duck, Lucifer thought he saw Adam about to answer ‘yes’ before Charlie came in.

But he was wrong. It was all just wishful thinking.

“Dad, it’ll be okay,” Charlie said. “Mom will be back soon and we can put this behind us.”

Lucifer shook his head slightly. “No, I won’t,” he said before turning to Charlie. “I never told anyone this, but when your mother left she divorced me.”

Charlie gasped, surprised. “But I thought…”

“Yeah,” Lucifer nodded. “I was holding out hope too. Called and texted her a lot. But…when you and I reunited, I realized that I missed the idea of her, not her specifically.”

Lucifer looked towards the door Adam had walked through.

“It was Adam who helped me see that. Not by lying or manipulating me, but by just being by my side and talking to me. I never thought I would love another, but…” tears filled Lucifer’s eyes again and he couldn’t contain the painful sobs any longer.

Charlie was by his side instantly, holding her father as he cried tears of pure heartbreak.

She hadn’t realized how much her father cared about Adam. It was like her and Vaggi. Lucifer loved Adam.

What were they going to do now?

—

This scene just hit me as I was reading and I was like “what if Adam broke up with or left Lucifer because Charlie didn’t like the idea of them dating?”

Anyways, not sure if I’ll ever flesh this out into a full story idea (I have too many as it is), but thought I would share it with all of y’all. 😁

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YOUR PAYING EVERY CENT OF MY THERAPY!!!!!!!

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This scene is living rent free in my brain. If I gotta suffer, we all gotta suffer. 🤣🤣

Although…I have started having inspiration for another moment for this, another short chapter, where Charlie sees them both suffering and tries to make it right. 🤔

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Part two:

Vaggi could tell something was wrong with Adam. It wasn’t so much what he said or how he said it, but his aura seemed to be dimmed.

Charlie also seemed to watch him closer, which made Vaggi pay closer attention.

Had he done something to Charlie?

Memories of those years in Heaven’s army filled her mind, making her terrified that Charlie may have been exposed to such heartlessness. While Adam never raised his hand to the girls, he didn’t stop Lute from exercising extreme force when training.

But, it that was the case, the. Why would Adam seem almost sad? Charlie wouldn’t tell her so Vaggi was forced to figure it out by herself.

One evening, Vaggi approached Adam after the redemption exercises were done. She made a note that his eyes were looking upwards, probably towards Heaven and what he was hoping for.

“Adam, we need to speak.”

Adam turned to Vaggi, that cocky grin on his face. It seemed natural, it seemed normal. But it wasn’t.

“Sure! What’s ya needing Vagina?”

Vaggi took a deep breath, choosing not to rise to the bait. One thing Adam could be really good at was deflecting when he thought someone would get too close. He was hoping she would get angry and walk away.

But she wasn’t about to do that today.

“What happened between you and Charlie?”

Adam blinked, confusion upon his face. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

“Charlie has been watching you, closely. What did you do?”

Adam narrowed his eyes. “What makes you think I did anything?” His tone was low and almost angry, but there was something else there, something Vaggi didn’t recognize.

“It wasn’t her,” Vaggi said firmly. “She doesn’t have a harsh bone in her body.”

Adam gave a humorless chuckle. “You’d be fucking surprised just what your little girlfriend can do,” he said. “But sorry to say that I didn’t fucking do anything.”

“Then why is she watching you?”

Adam shrugged. “No fucking clue. That’s her business.”

Vaggi was getting close to blowing up. “Adam, you cannot expect me to believe that you do nothing.”

Adam rolled his eyes. “Well, I did nothing. Why she’s watching me when she got exactly what she wanted is news to me. Now, I’m going to my room. See ya later, Vagina.”

Adam turned and walked away and back up the stairs. Vaggi was frustrated with the conversation. She was no closer to figuring out what had happened.

She sat at the bar and sighed, looking out at the room when the front door opened and Lucifer walked in.

No one had seen the King for about a week. Charlie said he was away handling Hell business and would come back when he was done.

She noticed Lucifer seemed down, almost sad. Weird that it was almost the same as Adam…

Vaggi flicked her eyes up to Adam, who had stopped moving and was standing on the landing and was now looking down into the lobby area.

Specifically at Lucifer.

She watched as his expression softened, the sadness deepened and he quickly turned and walked back down the hallway and disappearing towards his bedroom.

Vaggi looked back at Lucifer, who was chatting with Charlie. Charlie was gently rubbing Lucifer’s shoulders and giving him a sad smile.

Lucifer said something before his eyes moved up to the landing area where Adam had just stood, his own eyes sad. He said said something more to Charlie before he disappeared in a swirl of red.

Charlie had a sad smile on her face as she watched her father leave. Vaggi had to know what was going on now.

She may be poking her nose into Lucifer’s business and while Adam wasn’t her father, he had been her commander. She still held some respect for the position, even if she dint respect Adam himself. It was ingrained into all the exorcist angels, even ones that were no longer connected to Heaven.

“Charlie?”

Charlie turned to Vaggi and gave her a huge smile. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Lucifer’s back?”

Charlie nodded. “Yep, he’s all done for now so he came back. He was looking a little better.”

Vaggi raised an eyebrow. “What happened?”

Charlie’s smile vanished, her face falling and becoming filled with sadness. “I…I think I might have ruined a chance for him to be happy. He…confessed to someone and I happened to overhear it. I don’t react the best.” She looked up towards Lucifer’s tower. “Then Dad was rejected and it was clear that it broke his heart. I have been thinking on it all week, but…I don’t know what to say…to either of them.”

Vaggi watched as Charlie looked back at her, her eyes sad. Vaggi blinked as the dots began to connect.

Lucifer had confessed to…Adam? And Adam reflected him after Charlie reacted badly?

“What did you say?”

Charlie sighed. “I called them a…homewreaker… and then I told Dad he could leave if he was going to hurt Mom like that.”

Homewreaker.

That made sense. Adam was a lot of things, most of which Vaggi hated. But he never got involved with anyone who was in a relationship. Didn’t matter if they threw themselves at him or not, he never hooked up with those people. He hated people who broke relationships.

Yet, he had been put in a position where he was called something he hated.

“Don’t think they…felt the same?”

Charlie shrugged. “I’m not sure. I’ve been watching, but…” she sighed. “I just don’t know.”

“He does.”

Charlie looked at Vaggi, shock on her face. “What?”

Vaggi turned and looked at where Adam had disappeared on his way back to his bedroom. He had been looking at Lucifer with longing and sadness.

‘She got exactly what she wanted…’

Adam had said that, and now Vaggi knew why. He had rejected Lucifer because Charlie hadn’t approved. Why he had done that, she still didn’t know for sure, but it was clear that Charlie’s words had affected Adam’s decision.

He had broken Lucifer’s heart, and possibly his own too, for Charlie.

Vaggi knew that this air of sadness couldn’t continue, there had to be a way to fix it.

A knock on the front door drew both women’s attention. Charlie walked over and, which a big smile on her face, opened it.

“Welcome to the Haz…Mom?”

Lilith smiled. “I told you I was coming,” she said before stepping forward and pulling her daughter into a tight hug.

Charlie, who hadn’t seen her mother in years, wrapped her arms around her and returned the hug, tears filling her eyes.

She may not know how to help her Dad, or what to do about that situation, but right now her mother was back.

She was going to live in this moment for a while.

—

Another short scene that I wrote on a whim this evening before heading to bed. Vaggi is involved and Lilith is back, but Adam and Lucifer still haven’t spoken since that day.

Will Luci get another chance to give Adam that cute duck? Will Adam find out Lucifer is actually divorced? Will Charlie finally apologize? Who knows?

Wait…I should know…😅😅

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Another part for this that came to me. Fair warning, another sad part. 😭

Again, written on the fly so please ignore spelling and grammatical errors. 😂😂😅

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Lilith was a little surprised that her appearance didn’t cause Lucifer to come running. He had been calling and texting her frequently since she left, until a few months ago anyways, so she wondered why.

She was also shocked to see that Adam was alive. He was a sinner now, but alive. He had changed since saw him in Heaven, more reserved. He still had outbursts and swore constantly, but also seemed sad at times.

No one mentioned it, which was also weird. Surely they noticed? If she did, they had to have.

It wasn’t until she happened to be sitting at the front desk chatting to Vaggi that she saw something she hadn’t expected.

Lucifer was sitting on the couch in the lounge, reading. How he was reading with all the noise going on she wasn’t sure.

Then Adam walked down the stairs, chatting with Angel Dust. They were only talking, but when Adam laughed at Angel’s joke she heard the sound of fire. She turned to see that the book Lucifer had been reading had burned to ash.

Lucifer looked embarrassed as he stared at the remains of the book. He glanced up and looked towards Adam. Adam was gone, disappeared from the stairs. The look on Lucifer’s face was similar to how he looked when she told him she was divorcing him.

Heartbroken.

Vaggi sighed, but didn’t remark on it. Whatever was going on, she knew more but was saying nothing.

Lilith liked her.

After a while, Lilith decided to find Charlie. As she was walking, she ran into Adam who was sitting in a dark corner, looking out a window. “Adam?”

He tensed up, froze as if he hadn’t expected her. He didn’t turn to face her. “Lilith,” he said her name almost coldly.

She ignored the tone. Adam could be a drama queen sometimes. “Are you okay?”

“Fine.”

She moved closer, daring to move so she could get a glance at his face. She could see tear stains on his cheek. “Are you sure?”

“Yep, fucking peachy.”

He was sounding angry now. Still Lilith ignored it. It was no worse than what she dealt with in Eden. “Adam, something happened between you and Lucifer…didn’t it?”

She saw how tense he was, how the mention of Lucifer caused him to flinch. “Why would you think that?”

Lilith moved closer. “Because I saw what just happened,” she said. “And you’ve been unlike yourself. So has Lu.”

He flinched again. “Not sure what you’re bitching about. Thought I was a piece of shit that needed to be put in my place? Did I misunderstand?” His voice was harsher now, but again Lilith ignored it.

“You were domineering and controlling in the garden,” she said, “but you changed that in Heaven. You listened to others there. You are capable of change.”

“Whatever,” he said. He turned and looked at her now, despite him trying to put on this air of confidence, Lilith could see the utter heartbreak in his eyes.

“Adam…are you in lo…”

“Nope!” He stood and glared at Lilith. His hands were clenched into fists at his side. “Don’t even think it,” he said.

Lilith looked up and just knew that despite his words, she was right. Adam was in love with Lucifer.

It made sense. They complimented each other in a way she and Lucifer didn’t. It’s a thin line between love and hate, and no one could embody that more than Adam and Lucifer.

“If you care you need to tell him,” she said.

Adam laughed. A harsh laugh that actually worried Lilith. It sounds broken and hurt and…miserable.

“I don’t want your husband,” he said firmly. “Go back and celebrate your reunion with him. Fuck him on the lobby floor, I don’t give a fuck.”

Adam was shaking now, tears were welling up in his eyes that Lilith don’t even think he knew were there.

“Now, I need to go,” he said firmly and walked away before Lilith could respond.

What the fuck happened? Did Lucifer not tell Adam he was divorced or something? What was going on?

Lilith stood and walked to Charlie’s office, her mind whirling with all this information Adam had unknowingly given her.

Adam clearly had feelings for Lucifer and Lucifer clearly had feelings for Adam. Yet, for some reason these two were not together.

As she entered Charlie’s office, she wondered if her daughter knew what was going on.

Charlie looked up and gave her mother a smile. “Hey Mom!” Her smile faded as she took in the look on her mother’s face. “Everything okay?”

Lilith took a breath. “Maybe,” she said. “I just had an interesting conversation with Adam. Did something happen between him and your father?”

Instantly Charlie’s eyes grew sad. “Well…actually.”

Charlie then told Lilith the whole story, every gruesome detail. How Lucifer confessed, her freak out, Adam’s rejection, Lucifer’s heartbreak.

“I just…I thought he still wanted to be with you,” she said.

“Oh, honey,” Lilith leaned forward and put her hand over Charlie’s. “Your father and I…we just grew apart. I saw it and ended it. He just took a bit longer to see it.”

“Yeah, he told me. He said that Adam made him love again…and I ruined it.”

“You didn’t ruin anything,” Lilith said. “How about tomorrow we take Adam out, just the three of us, and talk this out. I don’t think he knows that Lucifer and I are divorced.”

Charlie looked at her mother. “Are you sure? I don’t want you to be weirded out by it.”

Lilith smiled. “I won’t,” she said. “I just want your father to be happy. It’s all I ever wanted for him.”

Charlie smiled softly. “Okay, I’ll tell him in the morning.”

Only Charlie didn’t get a chance to tell Adam anything. Despite being the earliest riser in all of Hell, Charlie was the one to walk down the stairs to find a key on the front desk, along with a note.

Adam was giving up on redemption and had left the hotel.

Adam was gone.

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I’m sorry! I know it’s sad, but I promise there will come a time it won’t be. Just give me some time.

Thanks for reading. 🥲

[hellojenpenworld]

Part Four of this little story give been working on. Hopefully you all enjoy it.

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Living on the streets in Pride was decidedly not the smartest or safest move Adam could have made. However, it was his choice and he was sticking to it.

He moved frequently, never staying in one place too long. He knew that they were looking for him. Once or twice he heard them yelling for him, looking for him.

He always ran.

He wasn’t a homewreaker, but he also couldn’t bring himself to stay at the hotel and watch Lucifer and Lilith be together. They didn’t interact much, but he knew it was only a matter of time.

Lucifer always chose Lilith and Adam always ended up the heartbroken one.

He was gone three months when he realized he hadn’t heard them calling for him anymore. They had given up the search and Adam felt he could finally relax and stop running.

He found a cheap place in the basement of a sex club. It was loud and he constantly heard people having sex, but it was cheap and that was the best part of it.

He got a job cleaning the streets of trash and filth. It was a terrible and thankless job, but it paid decently and people ignored him, which was a plus.

Another two months passed and Adam was really starting to relax into the life he had chosen.

He was picking up the trash in front of the television store when he looked up and saw Lucifer on the screen. He froze.

Lucifer looked sad and tired, Adam’s heart pounded in his chest at the sight. He wanted him…so much. But he had his wife and he had Charlie. He didn’t need him.

“As King of Hell, I am announcing that I am looking for my Queen. Queen Lilith has stepped down to allow me to find the one for me.”

Adam took a sharp breath. What? Didn’t Lucifer love Lilith? Wasn’t the two of them being together what Charlie wanted? Lucifer would do anything for his daughter, so why didn’t he make it work with Lilith?

“I found my one,” Lucifer continued and, for a second, Adam’s heart hurt. “I found him, but because of a misunderstanding, he ran.”

Adam blinked. Did Lucifer say ‘he’? Wait…

“So, I’m offering a reward for any leads that take me to him. If you know where I can find Adam, The First Man, report the information to the Hazbin Hotel. Any leads that yield a result will be rewarded.”

Adam froze. Wait…woah! Lucifer was offering a reward to find him? But…Adam turned him down, broke his heart. How could he still want him?

It was at this moment that Adam realized that the television store was surrounded by others and all of them were buzzing with excitement.

“Free money…Hell Yeah!”

“That Adam fucker survived?! Damn, he killed my buddy.”

“So that idiot gave up perfection for Adam? What a loser!”

“Wonder if I fucked Adam if that would lower the value when I turn him in?”

Adam swallowed and carefully exited from the group. No one noticed him leaving, but he still had a major problem.

His employer knew who he was. He was a nice enough guy, but he also was supremely greedy and would sell his own mother again if he could.

Adam was less important and more valuable.

He moved quickly, his mind a whirlwind. He couldn’t go back to the office where he worked, so he went home, changed into something a bit less noticeable he hoped, packed up the few belongings he had and left.

He made one stop, dropping the key at the landlord’s place, before he started walking again.

There would be no rest now, now with every being in the Pride Ring hunting him down.

What was he going to do now?

—

Lucifer sat be the window and looked out over the Pride Ring from his room at the hotel. Beside him sat the duck he had crafted for Adam. It was the last item he had from the last time the two of them had spoken.

He needed to find him.

When Lilith and Charlie informed him that Adam had gone missing, Lucifer spent the next several months scouring Pride for him. Every lead was a dead end and every time he got close, Adam would vanish again.

He needed to talk to him again, make it clear that he wasn’t with Lilith. It was the whole reason he made that announcement a week ago. He held out hope Adam would see it and come back.

Instead he went deeper into hiding.

Maybe…maybe he had been wrong the whole time and Adam really did just see him as a friend. Maybe not even that anymore. Maybe Lucifer ruined the second good thing he had going for him in his life other than his daughter.

Before he could spiral into a depressed state from that line of thinking, his door burst open and Charlie rushed in. “Dad!”

Lucifer blinked as Charlie entered followed by a small angel Lucifer didn’t recognize.

“Dad, this is Emily,” Charlie said quickly. “She has an idea on how to find Adam.”

Lucifer felt his heart leap in his chest. As terrified as he was to learn that Adam no longer cared about him even as a friend, he knew he had to tell him everything. He had to let Adam know how he felt and that he only wants him, needs him.

Lucifer gave the two women a smile. “What’s the plan?”

—

Hope you liked this next installment. I have an idea of where the last part will go and how this will all end. Not sure exactly when I’ll write it, but I had inspiration for this so decided to write it out.

Now, I gotta get back to work. 😂

[hellojenpenworld]

I’ve been reading a few stories that are a AdamsApple marriage of convenience stories which inspired me to write my own twist on it.

I just have a general outline right now, but when I finish a few other projects I’ll work on it. 😁

[hellojenpenworld]

AdamsApple story idea I had as I was drifting off to sleep last night 😅:

As a precaution in case they ever needed to restart humanity, all first humans have a “back-up” soul stored in Heaven. There is one for Adam, Lilith and Eve.

Michael and Lute team up to bring Adam back. They kidnap his back up soul and try to teach him how he was before, but this Adam knows nothing. He doesn’t even know who Lucifer is, or a Lilith or anything.

Lute gets frustrated and takes Adam to Hell hoping to kick start something. Adam becomes frightened and runs away. Lute loses him and goes back to Heaven to try and trace him another way.

Adam runs into Charlie when she is out and about. Charlie instantly knows something is off and brings Adam to Lucifer at Lucifer’s manor (not the hotel). Lucifer is shocked to see Adam and also clocks that something is wrong. He takes Adam in to try and figure it out.

They talk a lot and Lucifer tells Adam what he knows of Adam’s life. Adam thinks Lucifer is beautiful. In a conversation about Adam and Eve, Adam asks why he didn’t just make Lucifer his wife. Lucifer is surprised by the question. Adam goes on to explain that he finds Lucifer pretty and that he thinks their children would be beautiful, far more than with this Eve or Lilith everyone keeps bringing up.

Lucifer becomes embarrassed because, at one time, he did consider a future with Adam. The only reason he didn’t pursue it was because Adam clearly wanted Lilith and then Eve.

Adam starts getting closer to Lucifer, wanting to be close to him. He doesn’t understand flirting or seduction, but he isn’t afraid to show affection, which he does constantly.

This affects Lucifer and he starts being reminded of all the feelings he had for Adam once before. He doesn’t act on anything because he doesn’t think it is right.

Lute shows up at the hotel with Michael looking for Adam, as they find evidence that Adam and Charlie interacted. Charlie calls Lucifer, who brings Adam.

Once he enters the hotel, Adam’s head starts to hurt. Memories start flooding him and he remembers his past life. He had to be where he died, the specific place where he died.

When he looks back at Lucifer, Lucifer knows that any affection Adam had was gone. He hates him again. Lucifer’s heart breaks again.

Michael and Lute are thrilled and take Adam back to Heaven. Lucifer retreats back into himself, but pretends to be happy.

Adam is still adjusting to being alive again. He also has memories of Lucifer that weren’t there before. Memories of Lucifer being patient, kind and beautiful. He is aware that his former self found Lucifer attractive. Adam is embarrassed about everything he said to Lucifer, but can’t bring himself to forget.

He throws himself back into his life in Heaven, but he doesn’t feel like himself there. Something is off.

Then, Lute approaches him and confesses her feelings for him.

This triggers a memory he had long since forgotten about, one from the garden, where Lucifer mentioned how he loved Adam and Adam, full of innocence, replied that he loved Lucifer’s friendship too. Suddenly he could see that second of sadness in Lucifer’s eyes, that break in Lucifer’s heart before the smile covered it and they continued about their day.

After that, Lucifer started distancing himself from the garden until Lilith tried to run and he fell for her.

But now, with wiser eyes, Adam knew what Lucifer really meant. And he knew how he felt about Lucifer. He turns Lute down and goes back to Hell.

He goes and finds Lucifer before confirming Lucifer’s feelings. Lucifer admits that he had feelings for Adam back in the Garden, but Adam only saw him as a friend so he pushed them down. But Lucifer admits also that they didn’t go away.

Adam confesses that he was too innocent and naive in the Garden to understand, but he does now. Adam confesses that he loves Lucifer and Lucifer confirms he still loves Adam. Happily ever after. 🥰

[hellojenpenworld]

This was just too funny.

Phillip is my Super Sim.

He started life maxing as many infant milestones as he could before maxing all the toddler skills, all child skills and completing all the child aspirations, all the teen aspirations and getting to the top of all but 1 after school activity (my fault, I accidentally clicked to graduate early 🤦🏻‍♀️), he even became a ghost once (by accident, I had no idea that teen sims could die from urban legend).

He maxed out many skills to be able to create ambrosia and come back to life and is now attending college to get the distinguished degree in every major offered (already has 2 and working on the 3rd). He currently has maxed out 10+ skills and completed many aspirations and earned several reward traits.

And yet, this noble thought he wasn’t good enough and rejected him!

That is wild. 😂😂

[hellojenpenworld]

This was a small scene that popped into my head where Lucifer asks Adam to be more than friends, Charlie overhears and isn’t happy about it. I don’t have a full story around it, just this moment, but I might someday.

Adam held the duck Lucifer had given him in his hands, silently watching as Charlie and Lucifer argued.

She was angry that Lucifer had asked Adam a question, one Adam hadn’t even answered yet, before she burst in angry and yelling.

Lucifer had moved and was defending Adam, even though Adam hadn’t replied yet.

‘I want to be more than friends, will you go out with me?’

That’s all Lucifer had asked before Charlie burst in calling Adam a homewreaker. Adam was shocked. Since landing in Hell, Charlie had always been extremely nice to him, like she was with all the other sinners.

She even encouraged Adam and Lucifer to work through their differences and become friends.

Adam didn’t know that Lucifer also wanted more.

Adam looked at Lucifer as argued to defend him and what was going on to his daughter. Adam had never said anything, but he had fallen in love with Lucifer. It had shocked the hell out of him to figure that out.

He never thought Lucifer would return those feelings and was fine with remaining friends. Especially since Charlie had announced yesterday that Lilith was coming back.

At first, when Lucifer asked, Adam assumed it had to be a joke, a bad joke that wasn’t funny at all. But the duck in his hands told a different story.

This duck…Adam knew would have taken Lucifer days to make. The details on it were more than his average ones.

It was of Adam, back when he was still angelic, holding a guitar and smiling. However, he could see a small heart above Adam’s heart with a tiny “L” in it.

Adam loved it and loved Lucifer. When he held it, he was sure Lucifer knew of his feelings for him. But he didn’t.

Before Charlie had burst in, Lucifer had asked his question filled with nervous energy and a shy smile. It was cute. Adam was prepared to say yes. He wanted to.

Adam looked up from the duck to the arguing father and daughter. He knew how much Lucifer loved his daughter. This fight must be hurting him immensely. He was always trying to help and show his fatherly affection to her, even if she didn’t always understand or accept it.

“Well, maybe you should just leave if you’re going to just hurt Mom like that?!”

Adam felt those words as if they were aimed at him directly. A punch in the gut that he saw visibly hurt Lucifer.

Adam felt his heart break watching this. He couldn’t get between them. Besides, he knew that Lilith was coming back and the situation would only get worse.

Lucifer was married to Lilith. Nothing Adam did would change that.

He forced his pain down as he did the one thing he didn’t want to do, but knew it would fix everything between Charlie and Lucifer.

“No.”

The word stopped the fighting and caused both royals to turn to Adam. “What?” Lucifer had said in a low tone, nearly a whisper.

“I said, no.”

“No…to me…or?”

Adam stepped forward and placed the Adam duck on the coffee table. He didn’t want to, he loved that duck and all it symbolized, just as he loved Lucifer.

But he wasn’t going to cause Charlie and Lucifer to fall out again after Lucifer put in so much work to try and salvage their relationship. Not for him.

“Sorry Lu,” Adam said. “But I only see you as a friend, nothing more.”

Adam felt his heart break as he said those words. He watched Lucifer’s face drop and sorrow fill his expression.

“Oh…” Lucifer said softly. “I see. I thought maybe…but I was wrong.”

Adam wanted to burst out that he wasn’t wrong. That he loved him and wanted to be with him forever.

But a glance at Charlie reminded Adam why he was doing this.

“I’m sorry,” Adam said before taking a deep breath and walking out of the room.

Adam kept the tears at bay until he was back in his room, a pillow held close to help muffle the sobs.

In the other room, Lucifer picked up the duck he had been working on for weeks. He didn’t use much magic, wanting it to be made purely from his own hands.

His heart snapped and tears flowed freely. He didn’t care who saw. He thought Adam might feel the same way, love him just as much as Lucifer did him.

For a moment after he gave him the duck, Lucifer thought he saw Adam about to answer ‘yes’ before Charlie came in.

But he was wrong. It was all just wishful thinking.

“Dad, it’ll be okay,” Charlie said. “Mom will be back soon and we can put this behind us.”

Lucifer shook his head slightly. “No, I won’t,” he said before turning to Charlie. “I never told anyone this, but when your mother left she divorced me.”

Charlie gasped, surprised. “But I thought…”

“Yeah,” Lucifer nodded. “I was holding out hope too. Called and texted her a lot. But…when you and I reunited, I realized that I missed the idea of her, not her specifically.”

Lucifer looked towards the door Adam had walked through.

“It was Adam who helped me see that. Not by lying or manipulating me, but by just being by my side and talking to me. I never thought I would love another, but…” tears filled Lucifer’s eyes again and he couldn’t contain the painful sobs any longer.

Charlie was by his side instantly, holding her father as he cried tears of pure heartbreak.

She hadn’t realized how much her father cared about Adam. It was like her and Vaggi. Lucifer loved Adam.

What were they going to do now?

—

This scene just hit me as I was reading and I was like “what if Adam broke up with or left Lucifer because Charlie didn’t like the idea of them dating?”

Anyways, not sure if I’ll ever flesh this out into a full story idea (I have too many as it is), but thought I would share it with all of y’all. 😁

[talesfromawannabewriter]

YOUR PAYING EVERY CENT OF MY THERAPY!!!!!!!

[hellojenpenworld]

This scene is living rent free in my brain. If I gotta suffer, we all gotta suffer. 🤣🤣

Although…I have started having inspiration for another moment for this, another short chapter, where Charlie sees them both suffering and tries to make it right. 🤔

[hellojenpenworld]

Part two:

Vaggi could tell something was wrong with Adam. It wasn’t so much what he said or how he said it, but his aura seemed to be dimmed.

Charlie also seemed to watch him closer, which made Vaggi pay closer attention.

Had he done something to Charlie?

Memories of those years in Heaven’s army filled her mind, making her terrified that Charlie may have been exposed to such heartlessness. While Adam never raised his hand to the girls, he didn’t stop Lute from exercising extreme force when training.

But, it that was the case, the. Why would Adam seem almost sad? Charlie wouldn’t tell her so Vaggi was forced to figure it out by herself.

One evening, Vaggi approached Adam after the redemption exercises were done. She made a note that his eyes were looking upwards, probably towards Heaven and what he was hoping for.

“Adam, we need to speak.”

Adam turned to Vaggi, that cocky grin on his face. It seemed natural, it seemed normal. But it wasn’t.

“Sure! What’s ya needing Vagina?”

Vaggi took a deep breath, choosing not to rise to the bait. One thing Adam could be really good at was deflecting when he thought someone would get too close. He was hoping she would get angry and walk away.

But she wasn’t about to do that today.

“What happened between you and Charlie?”

Adam blinked, confusion upon his face. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

“Charlie has been watching you, closely. What did you do?”

Adam narrowed his eyes. “What makes you think I did anything?” His tone was low and almost angry, but there was something else there, something Vaggi didn’t recognize.

“It wasn’t her,” Vaggi said firmly. “She doesn’t have a harsh bone in her body.”

Adam gave a humorless chuckle. “You’d be fucking surprised just what your little girlfriend can do,” he said. “But sorry to say that I didn’t fucking do anything.”

“Then why is she watching you?”

Adam shrugged. “No fucking clue. That’s her business.”

Vaggi was getting close to blowing up. “Adam, you cannot expect me to believe that you do nothing.”

Adam rolled his eyes. “Well, I did nothing. Why she’s watching me when she got exactly what she wanted is news to me. Now, I’m going to my room. See ya later, Vagina.”

Adam turned and walked away and back up the stairs. Vaggi was frustrated with the conversation. She was no closer to figuring out what had happened.

She sat at the bar and sighed, looking out at the room when the front door opened and Lucifer walked in.

No one had seen the King for about a week. Charlie said he was away handling Hell business and would come back when he was done.

She noticed Lucifer seemed down, almost sad. Weird that it was almost the same as Adam…

Vaggi flicked her eyes up to Adam, who had stopped moving and was standing on the landing and was now looking down into the lobby area.

Specifically at Lucifer.

She watched as his expression softened, the sadness deepened and he quickly turned and walked back down the hallway and disappearing towards his bedroom.

Vaggi looked back at Lucifer, who was chatting with Charlie. Charlie was gently rubbing Lucifer’s shoulders and giving him a sad smile.

Lucifer said something before his eyes moved up to the landing area where Adam had just stood, his own eyes sad. He said said something more to Charlie before he disappeared in a swirl of red.

Charlie had a sad smile on her face as she watched her father leave. Vaggi had to know what was going on now.

She may be poking her nose into Lucifer’s business and while Adam wasn’t her father, he had been her commander. She still held some respect for the position, even if she dint respect Adam himself. It was ingrained into all the exorcist angels, even ones that were no longer connected to Heaven.

“Charlie?”

Charlie turned to Vaggi and gave her a huge smile. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Lucifer’s back?”

Charlie nodded. “Yep, he’s all done for now so he came back. He was looking a little better.”

Vaggi raised an eyebrow. “What happened?”

Charlie’s smile vanished, her face falling and becoming filled with sadness. “I…I think I might have ruined a chance for him to be happy. He…confessed to someone and I happened to overhear it. I don’t react the best.” She looked up towards Lucifer’s tower. “Then Dad was rejected and it was clear that it broke his heart. I have been thinking on it all week, but…I don’t know what to say…to either of them.”

Vaggi watched as Charlie looked back at her, her eyes sad. Vaggi blinked as the dots began to connect.

Lucifer had confessed to…Adam? And Adam reflected him after Charlie reacted badly?

“What did you say?”

Charlie sighed. “I called them a…homewreaker… and then I told Dad he could leave if he was going to hurt Mom like that.”

Homewreaker.

That made sense. Adam was a lot of things, most of which Vaggi hated. But he never got involved with anyone who was in a relationship. Didn’t matter if they threw themselves at him or not, he never hooked up with those people. He hated people who broke relationships.

Yet, he had been put in a position where he was called something he hated.

“Don’t think they…felt the same?”

Charlie shrugged. “I’m not sure. I’ve been watching, but…” she sighed. “I just don’t know.”

“He does.”

Charlie looked at Vaggi, shock on her face. “What?”

Vaggi turned and looked at where Adam had disappeared on his way back to his bedroom. He had been looking at Lucifer with longing and sadness.

‘She got exactly what she wanted…’

Adam had said that, and now Vaggi knew why. He had rejected Lucifer because Charlie hadn’t approved. Why he had done that, she still didn’t know for sure, but it was clear that Charlie’s words had affected Adam’s decision.

He had broken Lucifer’s heart, and possibly his own too, for Charlie.

Vaggi knew that this air of sadness couldn’t continue, there had to be a way to fix it.

A knock on the front door drew both women’s attention. Charlie walked over and, which a big smile on her face, opened it.

“Welcome to the Haz…Mom?”

Lilith smiled. “I told you I was coming,” she said before stepping forward and pulling her daughter into a tight hug.

Charlie, who hadn’t seen her mother in years, wrapped her arms around her and returned the hug, tears filling her eyes.

She may not know how to help her Dad, or what to do about that situation, but right now her mother was back.

She was going to live in this moment for a while.

—

Another short scene that I wrote on a whim this evening before heading to bed. Vaggi is involved and Lilith is back, but Adam and Lucifer still haven’t spoken since that day.

Will Luci get another chance to give Adam that cute duck? Will Adam find out Lucifer is actually divorced? Will Charlie finally apologize? Who knows?

Wait…I should know…😅😅

[hellojenpenworld]

Another part for this that came to me. Fair warning, another sad part. 😭

Again, written on the fly so please ignore spelling and grammatical errors. 😂😂😅

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Lilith was a little surprised that her appearance didn’t cause Lucifer to come running. He had been calling and texting her frequently since she left, until a few months ago anyways, so she wondered why.

She was also shocked to see that Adam was alive. He was a sinner now, but alive. He had changed since saw him in Heaven, more reserved. He still had outbursts and swore constantly, but also seemed sad at times.

No one mentioned it, which was also weird. Surely they noticed? If she did, they had to have.

It wasn’t until she happened to be sitting at the front desk chatting to Vaggi that she saw something she hadn’t expected.

Lucifer was sitting on the couch in the lounge, reading. How he was reading with all the noise going on she wasn’t sure.

Then Adam walked down the stairs, chatting with Angel Dust. They were only talking, but when Adam laughed at Angel’s joke she heard the sound of fire. She turned to see that the book Lucifer had been reading had burned to ash.

Lucifer looked embarrassed as he stared at the remains of the book. He glanced up and looked towards Adam. Adam was gone, disappeared from the stairs. The look on Lucifer’s face was similar to how he looked when she told him she was divorcing him.

Heartbroken.

Vaggi sighed, but didn’t remark on it. Whatever was going on, she knew more but was saying nothing.

Lilith liked her.

After a while, Lilith decided to find Charlie. As she was walking, she ran into Adam who was sitting in a dark corner, looking out a window. “Adam?”

He tensed up, froze as if he hadn’t expected her. He didn’t turn to face her. “Lilith,” he said her name almost coldly.

She ignored the tone. Adam could be a drama queen sometimes. “Are you okay?”

“Fine.”

She moved closer, daring to move so she could get a glance at his face. She could see tear stains on his cheek. “Are you sure?”

“Yep, fucking peachy.”

He was sounding angry now. Still Lilith ignored it. It was no worse than what she dealt with in Eden. “Adam, something happened between you and Lucifer…didn’t it?”

She saw how tense he was, how the mention of Lucifer caused him to flinch. “Why would you think that?”

Lilith moved closer. “Because I saw what just happened,” she said. “And you’ve been unlike yourself. So has Lu.”

He flinched again. “Not sure what you’re bitching about. Thought I was a piece of shit that needed to be put in my place? Did I misunderstand?” His voice was harsher now, but again Lilith ignored it.

“You were domineering and controlling in the garden,” she said, “but you changed that in Heaven. You listened to others there. You are capable of change.”

“Whatever,” he said. He turned and looked at her now, despite him trying to put on this air of confidence, Lilith could see the utter heartbreak in his eyes.

“Adam…are you in lo…”

“Nope!” He stood and glared at Lilith. His hands were clenched into fists at his side. “Don’t even think it,” he said.

Lilith looked up and just knew that despite his words, she was right. Adam was in love with Lucifer.

It made sense. They complimented each other in a way she and Lucifer didn’t. It’s a thin line between love and hate, and no one could embody that more than Adam and Lucifer.

“If you care you need to tell him,” she said.

Adam laughed. A harsh laugh that actually worried Lilith. It sounds broken and hurt and…miserable.

“I don’t want your husband,” he said firmly. “Go back and celebrate your reunion with him. Fuck him on the lobby floor, I don’t give a fuck.”

Adam was shaking now, tears were welling up in his eyes that Lilith don’t even think he knew were there.

“Now, I need to go,” he said firmly and walked away before Lilith could respond.

What the fuck happened? Did Lucifer not tell Adam he was divorced or something? What was going on?

Lilith stood and walked to Charlie’s office, her mind whirling with all this information Adam had unknowingly given her.

Adam clearly had feelings for Lucifer and Lucifer clearly had feelings for Adam. Yet, for some reason these two were not together.

As she entered Charlie’s office, she wondered if her daughter knew what was going on.

Charlie looked up and gave her mother a smile. “Hey Mom!” Her smile faded as she took in the look on her mother’s face. “Everything okay?”

Lilith took a breath. “Maybe,” she said. “I just had an interesting conversation with Adam. Did something happen between him and your father?”

Instantly Charlie’s eyes grew sad. “Well…actually.”

Charlie then told Lilith the whole story, every gruesome detail. How Lucifer confessed, her freak out, Adam’s rejection, Lucifer’s heartbreak.

“I just…I thought he still wanted to be with you,” she said.

“Oh, honey,” Lilith leaned forward and put her hand over Charlie’s. “Your father and I…we just grew apart. I saw it and ended it. He just took a bit longer to see it.”

“Yeah, he told me. He said that Adam made him love again…and I ruined it.”

“You didn’t ruin anything,” Lilith said. “How about tomorrow we take Adam out, just the three of us, and talk this out. I don’t think he knows that Lucifer and I are divorced.”

Charlie looked at her mother. “Are you sure? I don’t want you to be weirded out by it.”

Lilith smiled. “I won’t,” she said. “I just want your father to be happy. It’s all I ever wanted for him.”

Charlie smiled softly. “Okay, I’ll tell him in the morning.”

Only Charlie didn’t get a chance to tell Adam anything. Despite being the earliest riser in all of Hell, Charlie was the one to walk down the stairs to find a key on the front desk, along with a note.

Adam was giving up on redemption and had left the hotel.

Adam was gone.

—

I’m sorry! I know it’s sad, but I promise there will come a time it won’t be. Just give me some time.

Thanks for reading. 🥲

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[hellojenpenworld]

Been working on my AdamsApple story where Lucifer and Adam are forced by the power of Hell to produce a child together. Neither are happy about it.

However, Lucifer produces lust pheromones like a succubus would while in the heat imposed upon him by Hell to create this child which affect Adam so sexy times happen…a lot.

Despite that, it takes a long time before they start to talk instead of argue and begin to relate to each other.

It also took a long time before their first kiss.

Trying to decide if I want to incorporate season 2 and, if so, how much of it. Also curious on how I would do so.

Still, really enjoying writing it. 😁

[hellojenpenworld]

So…thought I would share a little scene from the start of the story. Ozzie has come to explain to Lucifer what’s going on and Adam doesn’t take it well. It’s very rough, but gives an idea of where I’m going with this. 🤣🤣

There is a little before this, mostly Charlie contacting Ozzie, but nothing crazy.

—

“Ozzie…” he said breathlessly. “I’m overwhelmed by lust. What’s going on?”

Ozzie took a deep breath, confirming the scent he smelled was coming from Lucifer, before speaking. “You’re in heat.”

Lucifer narrowed his eyes at those words, but just barely. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

“You’ve gone into a succubus heat,” Ozzie said. “The scent is coming from you and it’s extremely strong, the strongest I’ve ever smelled.”

“But Dad is…Dad,” Charlie said.

“He can shape shift and he is the being who created Hell. He embodies a bit from all the beings in Hell in one way or another. His tail is a sign that he has succubus abilities. If he had no tail at all with these same symptoms, I would have said incubus, but it’s a tail with a heart, like a succubus usually has.”

“But why…?” Lucifer was able to gasp out. “This never happened….with…Lilith…”

“Because your body isn’t craving Lilith’s baby.”

Lucifer glared at Ozzie. “What the fuck do you mean?”

Ozzie raised his hands in defense. “Look, a succubus goes into heat when either they want a child and a person is nearby they want a child with or when their body requires a child and has chosen someone to father it, someone of perfect compatibility. This usually happens when the succubus hasn’t had intercourse in a long time.”

Lucifer’s glare deepened for a moment before he crumpled over as heat filled him again.

After a moment he looked up again. “So, who the fuck is this perfectly compatible person that isn’t my wife?” Lucifer growled out.

It was at this moment that a pained moan was heard. All three turned to the sound only to see Adam sitting up from where he had been lying.

“What the fuck happened?” He said before opening his eyes and looking at the three beings before him.

The dumbass princess.

A blue…rooster?

And Lucifer…staring at him in shock and horror.

“What the fuck are you looking at?”

Lucifer was frozen in place. His body was burning him alive, was making him hornier than he had every been, and the moment he looked at Adam he knew.

It was all for Adam.

He turned back to Ozzie with difficulty. “How can I make it stop? There has to be another way.”

Ozzie was looking between Adam and Lucifer, making the same connection Lucifer had. “I’m sorry, but there isn’t. Pregnancy is the only way to stop it.”

“Pregnancy?” Adam’s voice called out. “Who’s knocked up? Is it the stupid little princess rainbows? Ha!”

Lucifer glared at Adam, wanting to punch his face out before pulling out his dick and…he turned back to Ozzie and pushed the thoughts from his mind.

Charlie glared at Adam. “No, and shouldn’t you be dead?”

“It’s good that he isn’t,” Ozzie said. “If he was, your father would be in worse trouble.”

“Worse?!” Lucifer was surprised.

Ozzie nodded. “If you hadn’t gotten pregnant and he died, you would…die too.”

Lucifer’s gasped in a breath. Fuck that was bad.

“Woah, woah, woah,” Adam said, stepping forward. He brought with him a scent that made Lucifer almost weak. Fuck! Why was it Adam of all fucking people? “Are you saying that I have to knock someone up?”

All three were glaring at Adam. They glanced at each other before looking back at Adam.

“Well, yeah,” Ozzie said As if he was stupid. “You need to get Lucifer pregnant.”

Adam looked from Ozzie to Charlie and then to Lucifer before he burst out laughing.

“This is a joke,” he said firmly. “No fucking way.”

“Wish it was,” Ozzie said. “Unfortunately it’s a strong heat that has been denied for a while now. I’m surprised he hasn’t jumped you yet.”

“Never,” Lucifer growled out, even as it took ever ounce of his strength to not do just that. Adam needed to back the fuck up.

Instead he moved closer, the fucker.

“You saying I gotta fuck Lucifer?!”

Charlie groaned. “I so don’t need to hear this.”

Ozzie rolled his eyes. “Pay attention, idiot.” Adam glared at that. “Lucifer has gone into a severe bout of heat. For some odd reason his body wants your baby. He doesn’t have to give birth, but he does need to get pregnant and it has to be by you.”

Adam glared at Ozzie and then at Lucifer. “Nope,” he said. “Not gonna do that gay shit. I’m out.” Then he spread his wings and started to take off.

Ozzie tried to call out, but it didn’t take long for Adam to realize that simply flying away wasn’t going to work.

He got about a foot in the air when he slammed back down to the ground. He groaned before sitting up, or trying to.

Lucifer was holding him down, his eyes red and glowing, his teeth bared and his wings out and tense. He could hear his tail whipping around in the air.

He was…kind of hot actually. Adam pushed that thought out of his head. No way he was thinking a man, let alone Lucifer, was hot.

“Get the fuck off me!” Adam yelled.

“Adam…” Adam froze. Lucifer’s voice was deep, gravely, and had an edge to it that he remembered from when he was punching the shit out of him. Only this time it wasn’t in anger. “There is no getting out of this.”

—

There is more after this, but I’m saving it for later. 😂😂

[gravehagmilk]

I’m writing something about sinners with angelic guns getting the high ground on Adam.

Do we know if the whole gun is made of angelic steel? Or is it just the bullets?

Because if someone were to—hypothetically, of course— shove a gun with sharp edges into somewhere soft or give a hard pistol whip to the face, I need to know if it would even hurt or just piss him off.

[cakerybakery]

Hmm. Did Moxie say the gun Striker had was made from angelic steel? Could be both are made from it. Like a normal gun wouldn't be able to handle a bullet made with angelic steel

[hellojenpenworld]

Pretty sure the gun Striker had was quoted as a Carmine rifle.

I just went back to the episode to check and it was a Carmine created blessed tipped rifle. I don’t know if the whole gun was angelic steel, but it had to have elements in it if Moxie could identify it just from a glance.

[hellojenpenworld]

My little Abel/Vox story is about to get a bit darker than I initially intended (totally how it always goes with me).

Valentino is very upset that Vox doesn’t want to play with him anymore and has now threatened to do the same to Abel that he does to Angel Dust. Vox doesn’t wish that to happen to Abel and will have to accept that the way both Valentino and himself treated Angel wasn’t even remotely close to right. He has to make amends and accept his actions.

Also, doesn’t help that Abel is planning on visiting Vox to discuss why he can’t remember the last few months and Vox was the last person he was with before the memories disappeared. (Vox blocked them to bring back the carefree Abel from before they were together, the one Vox feels he destroyed).

Things are brewing…and I did not anticipate this direction when I started writing this because it sounded funny. 😅😅

[hellojenpenworld]

This is the scene I wrote between Valentino and Vox where Val threatens sweet baby Abel. It’s a short scene, but I really like it.

I should point out that Vox is working at V Tower, but is no longer high up in the company (it’s been rebranded and removed him completely). He now does menial tasks and cleaning. How the mighty have fallen. 🤣🤣

Vox was cleaning up cords when the pink smoke surrounded him. It had been about almost two months since Valentino and Velvette outed him to Abel, at least a month since he last saw Abel.

He hadn’t looked for him or the other Vees since then either. He was done. He was in Hell to suffer and he was going to do just that.

“Hello there Papi,” Valentino said, his voice wrapping around Vox as it used to do.

The smoke didn’t affect him, just as Vox’s hypnosis didn’t affect Val. Still, the fact that Val was searching him out had Vox on edge a bit.

When they were partners, this would have been a fun game, but now they weren’t even in the same league.

“Valentino,” Vox said firmly, he didn’t look up though, continuing to wrap the cords from the shoot that day.

A hand shot out and grabbed Vox’s screen, pulling him around and forcing him to look up into Valentino’s smiling face. The smile wasn’t nice or friendly even, but it was one Vox had seen many times.

It just had never been directed at him.

“You have been working so diligently these last few months,” Valentino said. “Maybe I can give you a…little reward…?”

Val’s hand then caressed Vox’s screen before wrapping his hand around his thin neck. He didn’t squeeze, but the presence of the hand there was enough.

Valentino wanted to fuck, specifically he wanted to fuck Vox.

Vox looked at Val with a bored expression. If Val wanted to fuck there were plenty of options for him. Besides, Vox wasn’t interested.

He hadn’t had sex with anyone since Abel. He wasn’t interested in having sex with anyone else. He only wanted Abel.

And he wasn’t ever going to see him again.

One of Val’s hands roamed down Vox’s chest before cupping Vox’s crotch. He saw the confusion on Val’s face before he covered it. “Playing hard to get?”

“No,” Vox said. “I just don’t want you.”

Instantly Val’s face transformed to anger. Vox kept a straight face before he was slammed across the room hard. His screen didn’t crack luckily, but he had some static around his eyes. He had seen Val’s anger before, but he had enjoyed it as a precursor to fantastic sex.

But he didn’t want to have sex with Val and this wasn’t fun, sexy anger. This was murder anger.

“You are in no position to say no to me,” Valentino said. “So, you best get that dick hard and get that ass in the bedroom.”

Vox shook his head. “No, I won’t. I can’t.”

Val grabbed him again, two hands around his neck, squeezing this time. Vox reached up and grabbed Val’s wrists, panic flooding him.

This wouldn’t kill him, at least not permanently, but that same panic from life was still ingrained in his body. The same fight or flight reflex.

“You think you can say no to me?” Val growled at him. “Why? Because of that angel?”

Vox was trying to get even a sliver of air in his lungs. At hearing Val mention of Abel, Vox did his best not to react.

But he could tell from Val’s expression that he was unsuccessful.

“You can’t possibly prefer that fatass angel over me!” Val lifted another arm and slammed a punch into Vox’s stomach before tossing him to the ground. Vox gasped, taking in deep breaths while trying to cradle his hurt stomach area.

“Don’t…” Vox said before forcing himself to stand. “Don’t talk about him like that.”

Val glared at him. “So, you really prefer that…Angel over your old business partner.” Val shook his head. “That Angel is fucking lucky he’s in Heaven. Otherwise, I would take matters into my own hands.”

Vox glared. “You won’t ever lay a fucking hand on him,” he said firmly. He knew this was stupid, showing how he felt about Abel, but the thought of Val touching him, hurting him like he did Angel Dust, really pissed Vox off.

He would never let that happen.

“If he shows up here,” Val said coldly, “I’ll make sure you have a front row seat as I make him my newest bitch.”

Vox knew he could never let that happen. If Abel did somehow show back up at V tower, he would everything in his power to protect him.

Everything.

[hellojenpenworld]

Been working on my AdamsApple story where Lucifer and Adam are forced by the power of Hell to produce a child together. Neither are happy about it.

However, Lucifer produces lust pheromones like a succubus would while in the heat imposed upon him by Hell to create this child which affect Adam so sexy times happen…a lot.

Despite that, it takes a long time before they start to talk instead of argue and begin to relate to each other.

It also took a long time before their first kiss.

Trying to decide if I want to incorporate season 2 and, if so, how much of it. Also curious on how I would do so.

Still, really enjoying writing it. 😁

[hellojenpenworld]

Getting a new washer tomorrow so having to rearrange the furniture in my tiny apartment so when they deliver they have a clear path to take the old one out and put the new one in.

I measured so hopefully I left enough room. 🤞