Hello You Beautiful Bastard

Don’t yell at me I will delete this blog as a self defence mechanism.

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I remember when a yumeship account blocked me because they were saying how weird it was that adult yumeshippers were making ADULT scenarios and imagines for their F/os, and i said it’s not actually bad at all and just because you’re a child doesn’t mean everyone in the community is or has to cater to them…

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You know what sucks about the disabled community? The gymnastics people will do to justify why some disabled folk should be ridiculed more than others. Anyone who tries making some mental tier list of disabilities that are more important/disabling than others is an idiot.

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the dating pool in my area is a pond full of piss.

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Waiting for this asshole to die is like being edged for days straight with no relief. Just kick the bucket already, dude. It’s time, it’s been time for a while.

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Person: I understand that there are intersectionalities and complexities to one's identity as a minority and one's privilege in society. Being part of an oppressed group in and of itself does not necessarily dictate that you are incapable of expressing bigoted beliefs or actions that are hurtful to other groups, and your status as a minority shouldn't protect you from accountability.

Me: I agree! Let's use this logic on this specific case of a white queer person and their behaviour-

Person: Shut the fuck up Oh my god, yall are so fucking desperate for drama, This is such a nothing burger they didn't do anything wrong. Like, this is a smear campaign I cant believe you'd attack my baby like that

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I’m sad no one wants to make out with me right now

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Give or take 6 years ago, the online autism community was filled with people expressing their autism in a way that brought them joy, making jokes and openly stimming and encouraging others to stim and find joy in their autism. We fought against stereotypes of autism, we advocated for those who couldn’t get a diagnoses and we openly discussed dismantling therapies, organisations and mindsets that opressed us.

Where the fuck did that community go?

Because now I can’t scroll two seconds without seeing someone openly hate themselves for being autistic, praising a billionaire plastic toy company for shreds of representation, or armchair UNdiagnosing anyone with a different opinion/look.

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Just a reminder to the autism community as a whole. The end goal is to be happy. To live lives we find fulfilling and do things that bring us joy. That’s the thing we’re trying to reach as a community for everyone.

And every time we agree to this “autism is a curse, and a burden, I hate my autism, I hate myself” mentality, we take steps backwards.

We can’t progress until we learn to accept the part of ourselves we’re trying to advocate for! Self hate only makes you agree with the people who want us to not exist in public!

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Sometimes I feel like that reverse bimbofication meme except instead of turning smart, I’m turning into a furry.

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The entire internet is filled with repackaged cringe culture on anyone mildly out of the norm, and simply rephrasing their bullying of random fucking people as “they’re faking/glamorising autism” even when autism isn’t mentioned. The new generation is so violently brain injured that they can’t even recognise when they’re on the side of right wing idealists who believe queer, trans and disabled shouldn’t be open in public because it makes them feel uncomfortable. Imagine being so cognitively impaired that whenever you see any mildly happy person you enter the mindset of a backwards Neanderthal.

We actual need a society cleans right now. I’m not even sure I’m joking anymore. I can’t see a way out of this trend.

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Being a childfree person in this community has given me whiplash.

Like, what do you mean you won’t support your friends if they get pregnant? What do you mean you won’t stay friends with them? Why is your stipulation on your long lasting relationship that they can’t do what they want with their own body?

Like, I don’t know about you, but my closest friend got pregnant and I was actively trying to help her. Because I knew she was exhausted and I CARED about her. Do y’all not care about your friends?

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Do alt people on social media have fun ever?

Im noticing a consistent trend where alternative people online will dedicated their entire accounts to being alt, but not to talk about alt music or lifestyles or event or anything that’s apart of a community, but to talk exclusively about posers. Like, constantly. It’s just video after video complaining about who they deem not alt. That has to be an incredibly miserable way to live

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The thing I probably hate most about the tumblr community as a whole is the faux intellectual and superiority complex so many of you guys have.

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Being around allistics is exhausting because why is it that if I take your comments seriously, I’m an idiot, but as soon as I’m exaggerated or sarcastic back I’ve “gone too far”?

“You should get hit by a car” when said by an allistic is obvious hyperbole but if it’s said by me it’s suddenly a horrible thing to wish on someone and I’m a monster.

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Fun fact everyone: the internet isn’t the world. Many of the takes and rules you see online don’t matter when you turn your phone off. The people on the street don’t care what bands you listen to and if they’re goth or punk or metal enough. The woman bagging your shit at the cashier isn’t going to dissect your lifestyle to see if you’re a poser. The homeless guy sitting outside the mall doesn’t care if you call yourself x but don’t do Y. And tomorrow you might die and none of it will have mattered. So do whatever the fuck you want and help those around you.

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Nothing hurts quite like listening to an audio and realising that all of this is fake and you’re sitting here giving some random male money to pretend to love you for 20 minutes. And now the funs ruined.

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My tone gets misinterpreted as hostile a LOT, especially for some reason on tumblr where making a short nice request warrants a 500k word rant about ‘anon hate’. I could write a text with the kindest tone possible, smiley faces included, and still somehow slip and tumble into an argument I didn’t even start.

One of the horrors of being autistic on the internet I fear.