could you do a kind of fluffy/angsty jin scenario where he comforts you after a loss in your family?
You put the white rose on your fatherās grave. You canāt help but break down after you do that, realizing that this is really happening. The fact that you was fighting with him didnāt help at all, it makes you feeling guilty and you just feel like youāre not a good daughter for him.
Even when you got home, you still canāt calm yourself. You locked yourself inside your room and just cry your eyes out there. As you feel like you couldnāt cry anymore, you heard someone knocking on your door.
"Who is it?" you asked with hoarse voice.
Just by hearing the voice, you can tell who is it. You wipe the tears and you drag yourself to unlock the door. Your boyfriend, Seokjin, approached you with worried expression on his face. He was supposed to have schedules today, but since he knows that you need him, he decided to come. He pulled you into his warm embrace and rubbed your back soothingly
"I heard what happened. Iām so sorry, love", he muttered, "And Iām sorry I couldnāt come to the funeral."
You just nodded and start to sob again. Seokjin just remind you of your father somehow and you donāt know how that makes you feel.
"Everythingās going to be alright, _______", he whispered as he pulled away to looked into your eyes, "I promise."
"No, itās not. Because of me⦠because of meā¦" you couldnāt even bring yourself to finish your sentence.
"Why do you think itās because of you?"
"We fought⦠and this happened", you looked down as you feel your heart broke into pieces.
"If youāre being like this, he wouldnāt be able to rest in peace."
"Iām not a good daughter", you sobbed, "If only I didnāt fight with him, he-"
"Shhā¦" he kissed your forehead as he pulled you closer again, "Itās not your fault."
"No, it might be my fault! How if he was thinking about our fight before his car crashed?" just thinking of it hurts your even more. You sobbed harder and Jin just rocked your body while putting his chin on top of your head.
"Well, letās just say⦠heās alive and youāre on his place now", he said softly, "Would you want him to mourn over your death and blame himself?"
You shook your head softly on his chest.You wouldnāt want him suffer because of you, which is why you felt guilty on the first place.
"Then, he might be thinking the same way", Seokjin grabbed your chin to face him, "Do you think he wants you to suffer? Do you think he wants to see you cry because of him?"
"Noā¦" you answered quietly. Hearing that, Seokjin smiles softly as he put some strands of your hair behind your ear.
"Exactly, he doesnāt want you to cry because of him", he told you, "He even told me that I should take a good care of you or he would beat the hell out of me, remember?"
You nodded and chuckled weakly as you remember as your father warned Jin not to hurt you and how priceless Jinās face was. He was a great father to you and he always listened to you. You realized if you keep acting like this, it would make him worried. He wouldnāt want to hurt you. Ever.
"Hey, look at me", Jin looked at you, "Iāve promised to your father not to hurt you and to take a good care of you. So I will. And if you keep acting like this⦠well, I donāt know. He might come in my dream and scold me for unable to make you smile again."
"Youāre not funny", you muttered, but smile anyway.
"But youāre smiling right now, arenāt you?" he guessed, "Or not. Why did you turn off the light? I canāt really see anything."
"I looked like crap", you sniffled, "My eyes are swollen."
He frowned, āYou always looked beautiful for me.ā
"That was cheesy!" you hit his arm softly, "Donāt pretend like it hurts."
"Aghā¦! You broke my arm! ARMY, helpā¦" he said as he held his arm exaggeratingly.
You canāt help but chuckle at your silly boyfriend. You know he was right. Your father wouldnāt want you to mourn over his death. He would want you to move on with your life. And you feel really grateful for having Seokjin on your side, because if it wasnāt because of him, you might be still crying right now.
Little did you know, your mother was peeking in your room and it makes her heart feels at ease to see youāre smiling. She looked at your fatherās picture and smiled softly.
"You were right. Seokjin might be the right man to take care of our daughter."
I hope you like the scenario because Iām drowning in feels right now. Sorry.