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[henshenggg]

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mostly mdzs with a light sprinkling of tgcf, svsss, and word of honor/tyk

plus whatever else catches my fancy

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[henshenggg]

hello,

i'm not deleting and i'm not saying i'll never pop back in, but rn i'm just incapable of devoting braincells to any kind of social media. i'm forever on discord tho, if anyone wanna chat or inv to server I'm at stardustmeow

ok love u miss u

bye,

[henshenggg]

fyi. i hate everything

[hit-buck-with-a-car]

im tired of this grandpa

[the-nothing-maker]

Belated tenderness

(a commission for strobinell.tattoo on Instagram of her D&D character Astrior and the corpse of his former vampire lover, Silas!

Polychromos pencils, Luminance pencils, gel pens.)

[curseworm]

the secret cheat code for women is realizing you dont have to date men

[curseworm]

this doesnt just go for lesbians it goes for bi women and straight women too. i cant even count how many times straight women have told me “i wish i was a lesbian so i didnt have to date men” but guess what … u Dont have to date men 

[curseworm]

to be clear this also isnt necessarily saying ‘go date women instead!!’ its just saying…. u dont have to date men. u dont have to be dating women in order to not date men! in fact if ur not attracted to women at all please dont date women just as a substitute for men. but if dating men isnt making u happy… u dont have to do that. u dont have to make a space in ur life for men

[curseworm]

im singlehandedly destroying every mans mental health by telling women its ok to not date them

[catwire]

what's everyone's lockscreen?? tell me in the tags or reblog with a screenshot

[kittychan-sings-enka]

presented without commentary or apology

[tariqah]

Why OP

[adulthoodisokay]

slam that fucking unmute button

[orcbara]

too many stories about turning yourself into a monster as a metaphor for pretending to be something you aren't and losing yourself in the process. not enough stories about turning yourself into a monster as a metaphor for choosing to openly embrace yourself even if it's strange to other people

[lycanthrology]

love ignoring things ‘have you seen this terrible show’ no im the ignorer ‘can you believe what that company tweeted yesterday’ i am the ignorer

[henshenggg]

I played myself by showering before all of the other tasks I had planned to do tonight. now I'm cozy and relaxed and don't wanna move

[absurdlogic]

love is stored in the kitty cat

commissions open | info

[astarlingdiscovery]

looks at you upsidedownly

[silima]

it's always funny to me when ppl act like it's somehow incestuous for characters who consider each other found family/chosen family/whatever u wanna call the trope to date each other, and it's funny for many reasons, but most specifically it's funny because irl when you meet a person and get really attached and decide that you want to be family with them, there's a very popular legally recognized way of doing that & it's called marriage

[henshenggg]

For the WIP game: sex pollen shi (MDZS)

hmmm idk what to say about it (it's pretty much pwp lol) so here's a snippet!

Lan Xichen intentionally rustled the brush as he stepped forward. “A-Yao,” he said.

Jin Guangyao whirled to face him, Hensheng pointed his way, his brow furrowed with the deep frown — practically a scowl — upon his lips.

“A-Yao, it’s me.” Even seeing him, this visage didn’t move. Lan Xichen tucked Liebing into his sleeve and held out his hands. Empty; unarmed; harmless.

“Er-ge?” His tone wasn’t entrely convinced. He had not put down his sword; his eyes narrowed suspiciously. “Do you know the name of this blade?”

Lan Xichen blinked. “The name of — what? Your sword?”

“If you would.”

“A-Yao, I don’t understand.”

“If you answer, I will be overjoyed to explain.”

The flat sarcasm almost made Lan Xichen laugh — every time Jin Guangyao shared a dry, biting edge of his humor, he couldn’t help but feel an odd rush of delight — but he kept himself under control. Lan Xichen inclined his head. “Your spiritual sword, named Hensheng.”

The tense line of Jin Guangyao’s shoulders relaxed. “Thank you, er-ge.” Though he did not sheathe Hensheng, he at least stopped pointing the blade at Lan Xichen’s chest. His gaze darted around the brush and trees surrounding them.

“A-Yao, are you alright?”

After another moment, Jin Guangyao sighed and tucked Henshing back into its sheath encircling his waist. “Yes, of course.” He faced Lan Xichen again, this time with a familiar smile warming his features. “My apologies, er-ge. I encountered a creature which impersonated you. I had to be sure.”

“Ah.” Lan Xichen glanced down at the shredded clothing; there were also clumps of long black hair, as well as a terribly familiar looking strip of cloth with cloud embroidery. “Not to worry, Jin Guangyao. I presume my doppelganger answered your question incorrectly.”

[henshenggg]

Bestie! You're alive! How's it been?

Hello!! Not gonna lie, my friend, I've been having kind of a rough time. But I'm trying to crawl out of the pit, lol. I miss everyone!!

[henshenggg]

[blinks sleepily at my notifications] what are y'all doing in there

[theweirdwideweb]