Funny Bunny

I saw through your kaleidoscope, dreaming in pretty shades of nothingness

[hermaphrodoll]

🤍Bellamy ✧ 18+ ✧ She/Her | It/Its | Shi/Hir🤍

I don't tag. aesthetic ✧ diary.

Damsel/Bellamy and some other cutes names I enjoy. 26. Dollgender hyperfem hypomasc intersex boy and girl pisces mars princess. Pls only use feminine terms when referring to me unless you know me well ^_^.

I am a very mentally unwell and traumatized girl which i frequently post about, so please don't follow if that or nsfw posts bother you. I try to be myself to the best of my ability here but I am easily paranoid so I block often and for little reason.

ㅤꨄ︎ dolls, fashion, makeup, EGL, horror, my OCs, vampires, elves, pink, purple, lingerie, visual novels, overwatch, artix entertainment, perfume, toys, 40k, vocaloid, poetry, baking, claymore + more!

[punkedupfairyy]

[psych-deli]

[oliveeparker]

[hermaphrodoll]

i hope that old drunk dude dies for real i was already at my wits end with customer service but rationalizing how i could work the couple months needed to find something else w my disability career counselor people and instead he creeps on me so hard i am now having like hours and hours at work where i am just on autopilot and dont really get whats going on even though im doing my job and just being petrified of every dude that comes in. which i know is like is not even about that dude i feel like im dissociating so much and mixing it up with my childhood but that is obviously insanely disorienting. aaaghhh

[pjackk]

Can i be sensitive for 1 second or will i be tackled and killed

[hermaphrodoll]

i feel like something in my brain just cracked open the past week mostly from the stress of that one customer but its not really him more just every single trigger his prescense represented to me feeling like it was just thrown at me in a way that like. i dont know i cant go a full day without crying and im usually someone who cries like once every other month max and im just so. aughh. its partially good i think because i feel like im pulling a lot of emotional gunk out of myself and its good to do that instead of ignoring it but also legitimately its like hm i think my ability to mask at all not just autism masking but the like. ability to act like i am not a ptsd ridden insane traumatized person is going away that one is more important and i feel like i am trying my best to communicate it but honestly not really its so hard for me but im doing much more than i usually would however i dont think anyone will understand how bad it is until i have some kind of exhaustion induced meltdown that will further reduce my ability to work which i wish wasnt my concern with all this but it is because i literally cant do anything at home because working takes up all of my energy so i cant even focus on anything else its all so exhausting. whatever im excited too see what the final straw will be i guess

[amyblue]

MAY (2002) dir. Lucky Mckee

[yana-marie]

i was always a morning person. just not a practicing one

[dozydawn]

[coquette-club]

[jfashion-magazines]

FRUiTS 158

September 2010

[thingsfromthedirt]

vintage Max Factor "Snow Fawn" lipstick

[pastelalamode-blog]

[pinklovelypinkie]

[patronsaintofweepingmothers]

"butterfly cake" (2009), jess

[ppups]