should probably put this near the top just to remind others and myself of what "Hermit Dreams" is supposed to be, heh
wow i haven't updated my bio in a while, still says "almost" 10 years of this avatar.
it has been 10 years as of October

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should probably put this near the top just to remind others and myself of what "Hermit Dreams" is supposed to be, heh
wow i haven't updated my bio in a while, still says "almost" 10 years of this avatar.
it has been 10 years as of October
Isn’t it kind of fun how when your life sucks you just can’t talk about it with anyone
I’m serious though. When your life reaches a degree of suckage, you find yourself having to look elsewhere for anything at all to talk about. The things going on in your life are trauma dumping. Your past is probably also trauma dumping. So you have to get really weird about specific things or hope that others want to talk to you, because very quickly people are going to develop an aversion to you and the way your life sucks. Unless you just don’t talk about it
It’s socially isolating, which is dangerous—when you’re in this sort of situation, community is the difference between life and death, housing and homelessness.
I think the collective prioritization of comfort first is hurting people in a real and material sense
my boobs are certified disgusting according to an anon terf ask. they haven't even seen the half of it, they don't know about the slime that my boobs ooze
NO FRIENDSHIP DECAY i love you forever please keep reaching out
Frankly, I don't buy the theory that the repeated sweeping deletions of trans women's blogs have principally been the product of bad-faith mass reporting campaigns abusing automated moderation. I've been falsely mass-reported before, on multiple occasions, and nothing's ever come of it. Someone is pulling that trigger.
i have almost completely forgotten what activities I have available to me. or I've lost interest in everything.
hey if anyone has any of my old posts could you send them to me... i feel like nobody remembers who i am so nobody cares enough to donate to keep us alive, this is all i have and i already lost it
I thought I was just exaggerating and whining but I might actually be less significant than the average person. that is, fewer people are willing to reach out to me and befriend me. I don't offer as much for them or for myself for that matter.
I appreciate the people that do check in every day probably more than they think it should be appreciated. I appreciate the people that don't break contact with me, especially when I'm like this.
we are kind of in "fetish world where everyone does my fetish" but the fetish is heteromonogamy
"I feel an aching desire to speak to you and take up your time and attention" most normal thing to think about someone
Real normal reblog to like ratio on this one girls
me @ myself: you’re annoying tbh
this whole “sorry about your blog, just log off” stuff is a very important reminder that the average tme person fundamentally believes that trans women are exaggerating or flat out lying about the difficulty of our daily lives
when a tme person hears something like “i am suicidal every day” they will translate that to “i am suicidal some days, but not often”
if they hear “i am unemployed” they will imagine you have a source of easy income outside of employment
if they hear “i am homeless” they will imagine that you must have a place to stay even if it’s not your own
a lot of things these people say will make more sense when you remember that they largely believe that tma people are hysterical and our lives really aren’t so bad if we’d just pull ourselves up by the boot straps
I hope the next 4chan post that gets adapted into an indie film is Bridget Forcefem Tulpa
also I got nothing to stream tonight because I dunno what to do at all
I forget how to make and keep friends.
especially locally. like. what, am I supposed to play games I don't know with people I don't know and expect that to result in anything relatable?
can't I just get mugged or something. I think that would be a good bonding experience.
do any BC girlies have a room available for a girl with schizophrenia and chronic pain i can afford about 800 a month tops k thx bai