Tj Chill

Sup, My name is Tj and I like many things, too many for me to put out here, but anyway WELCOME!!!!

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Yin Yoke and White Yang

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Poem#1

These are not my tears old friend of mine but these are the drops of dew, that lingers near past other pastures of wheat, where other people lie who kept their friends better far than I.

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Happy birthday

Morgan fam

Today is your day, you told me that I didn't have to buy you anything.

so I just decided to respect that, and drawed you something that reminds me of you for you.

Doesn't mean I didn't buy you anything.

Yeah it took a few pages, but yeah I hate to say it, I had to watch a tutorial on how to draw it, and I tried to make it look like you as much as I can.

The pages were worth it, just so I can try to make you smile on this Sunday your birthday.

This poem might not make sense, I wish it made just as much sense.

This poem would take up room on the paper, so I decided to post it here.

Where you repost things that make my day, everyday, and make people smile and laugh.

I hope you have a special birthday and a very happy Sunday.

I hope this so called present portrait of you, of that time when you asked me if I was going to the High school play, which was my first play in general.

And I guess that time I spooked you by accident, after the wizard of oz play, even though you were working on the lights, you did a good job.

I'm sorry I wasn't able to leave you a note on the wall after the play, I didn't bring any money.

And I'm unsure if you remember this, but that time when I went to my first high school football game and the moon walk football game, when I saw you, and getting a chance to know you.

Was the best part of my 2019 freshman school year, I wish you a happy birthday, even though with all that is happening in the world.

I wish you the happiest birthday and blessed Sunday.

From Tj

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(It's been a while sense I've wrote poem, tell me what you think.)

Walking

Woke up when the sky was still night, blinded by the lights that illuminate my room at night, still searching for my inspiration, and try my best to be honest in life.

Knowing that I have a lot to look forward to, when close my eyes like the eclipse that shines when the moon moves in between the earth and sun, but for me the sun is in between the world that I live in and the moon that I hope to see reflect off the ocean.

Which sometimes makes me still look up unsure if I'll be unblinded by the sun, at the same time I'm so blind by the words I hope to comfort, just to end up typing without feeling, like a blind man that try to feel without ever touching.

I try my best to get in touch with all who is close to me, just to end getting burned by the radiation of the sun just to keep going.

When I walk outside and though out the day doing daily chores like that rock man named snittle off of cowder, we don't love it but we just try to enjoy it, hoping to find something we are not sure to find, just to understand that the farer we walk the more cautious we have to be.

So next time I'll just wear a coat of sunscreen just hope I don't end up getting burned by the sun too much, but the burns I might receive would always be worth it.

As long as I get to see the sun from day to day, and look at the midnight stars from night to night, and spend it with my curiousness and my own view of the world as well as seeing other people's point of view on how they see the sun, earth and moon.

And just try to understand and enjoy the view.

- The shoes with no shoe strings.

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Moving in the rain

When you close your eyes, a white screen pops up and the numbers begin counting down like a old time moive film, then the roll starts to play, you open your eyes to color instead of black and white like those mordern color TVs.

I hear the sound of rain dropping on roof and exiting through the gutter, I smell the cooking of food and go in the kitchen to help my mom finish cooking, I chop up onions and veggies like chef remy, I finished eating breakfast, and the rain began to pick up.

I notice that I forgot to bring the trash back up to the house, I opened the door, and walked outside into the heavy rain.

As I walk I stopped in the driveway and I attempted to Dodge the rain drops just to end up dancing in the rain.

I heard a splash of water in on the stream, I grabbed the trash and brought it back to the house, I walked back inside, my socks soggy and wet unsure if they'll dry.

I decided to sit down and finish my work, playing Made in heaven by queen an 1970 rock band.

When I took off my headphones I noticed that the rain began to settle.

I walked outside into the backyard and sat on the porch, and watched the rain drop flow down the uncut grass.

-Tj

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New Year's Light

(This should make up for everything I mean EVERYTHING!!, I have alot of drafts that I haven't posted unsure if it's the right things to say, but truth is I'm just going to put it all in one, taking everything I've drafted into one big poem paragraph or a poeagraph,)

Roaming through the day, trying to catch the sunlight, I opened my eyes, and took a glance in the sky because I knew things will be alright.

On this day, surrounded by friends and family, having a feast like there is no end, just to sit outside on the trampoline just to take a glimpse of the midnight stars dancing in the sky.

As we live our lives through hardships, love, happiness, and even sadness, theres always something that we learned through those things called life and emotion, gaining something from it rather it be, strength, knowledge, friendship, family, vengeance, hate, or love.

As we prosper and keep learning new things about the world and especially each other.

Instead of wondering about thinking about the bad things or your past or what you might do today, or tomorrow, take the time to go to your family or friend, and say, I love you, and I can't wait to spead this year with you, and keep on living, keep on learning and never stop dreaming and never ever stop experiencing.

"Let's just Live"

Happy New Years

-Tj

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(I meant to post it on Thursday, but something hilarious happened)

Thanksgiving On a Thursday

Don't count the food on this Thursday night, family and friends coming over is pretty nice, 7up cake with some cola on the ice, now tell how on Earth this Thanksgiving can't go right.

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Dream of a Cold Night

Lastnight was a special night, as I sit in the stands trying to warm my hands, as the crowd starts to scream, I felt like I might as well dance, as the Trump's start to thunder, and the drums start to rumble, and the rest of the band starts to dance, as Michelle J Jackson start doing his moon walk dance, as the flutes and clarinets start to roll with the tone, as they start to go out with a boom, and as they started to move, I notice a girls face, and I said my yeah I knew you too, as she plays her instrument, with a curled up bush on the bottom of her shoe, (Sorry if I get you mixed up Morgan fam) as she leans forward in a style that I can't put in denial, and she moves left and moves right, I thought I saw the stars dance, so I began to smile.

As the band starts to wrap things up, I was able to catch one last glemps of her genuine Smile.

Until I opened my eyes to wake up starring at the ceiling and I knew it was a warm cold feeling.

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Standing next to the fire wondering who am I, me with my hands high asking the teachers why, but none of them has the answer to my question tho, maybe just one day we can all find our own answers though, rather it be through family or friends outside in the cold instead of laying down and being brain dead instead, so keep your head high never look down from the night sky above and start a fire something that is warm, something that you can dance by, and just grab a friend and just have a good time.

-TrueWarmth

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What is love

Love isn't just a thought it's a feeling, when you think about the person you care deeply about, you feel like your heart and soul is connected, chained together trust me, you'll know when your in love because you feel bound to that person, so do your self a favor if you feel something and it doesn't go away, you wouldn't want it to because you found real love, your love, tell that person about that special moment, that time you spoke to each other, that time you dance with each other, that special moment in that dream you had about that person, and tell that person what makes them so special to you, and say I love you and I care about you, and I don't want to leave your side.

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It's the thought that counts.

You know, when you see something you wish you shouldn't seen, and your thought of something that your not sure is true and you try your best to deny it, you don't really know what to say or how to react, so you just cry just to be crying, steel trying your best to deny it.

Instead of feeling sorry for yourself, be happy for the person that you care most about.

Along as you know that person is happy, at least you know that you didn't stop trying.

Because you put in so much thought and you decide try to show your emotions to that person, you figured it's way too soon, and the time is way to full.

You decide not to give into that thought and keep on trying to reach that person and tell her what your all about.

You might have to expectations, your not even sure your going to get that person, but you do know that you have the expectations of earning that persons heart, but do you have the determination ?, you won't be able to answer that until the end, but just so you know it's the emotions and time you put into it and the most importantly it's the thought that counts.

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Experience

You know as we live our lives through prosperity and through hardships, you always gain something from it, rather it be from Love, Failure, trust, creativity, family, friends or happiness even sadness.

You will always prosper rather you like it or not, of course you don't have to but you know you want to.

Let the bad stuff go, and think of what you learned from it, but don't let that stop you from doing something you enjoy doing or want to do.

Keep on getting results, keep learning,keep on living and never stop experiencing.

Remember fam, your only human, and you are amazing and special in every way.

-Emtions

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Night fambo

Morgan this is a special night.

As your band plays to the crescent Moon that shine's tonight.

As Cheerleaders dance and the warriors fight for our schools right (lol)

Your flute will always be the one that I hear every night.

Gn, sorry I couldn't make it to the game.

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I don't even know

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When you ever feel down or alone, please just let a friend know.

Even tho the scars may be heavy but please don't carry it all alone.

I'm here for you when the skies turn grey like a shade, blocking out all the sunlight that lights up the way.

I got u, all the way through my emotions of a glorified potion.

Keep your sight straight, and your chest up high for I am your guide that's going to show the light that I may have in mind.

-Tj

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Justice Takes many shapes and fourms depending on where you stand.

- Aokiji