Building Walls

Jenny. Puts up resistance and builds defenses

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Hello? Where did all the Tumblr people go?

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“You are reborn with the roses, in every spring.”

— Juan Ramón Jiménez, from The Selected Writings; “Love,” wr. c. 1911

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Hello guys, musta na kayo rito? Kumusta na mga pangarap niyo? Kumusta na yung mga problemado dati sa pag-ibig na may mga asawa na? Sana okay lang kayo lahat. Sana you made it this far. Proud ako sa ating lahat. Masaya ako sa narating ng karamihan sa atin. Dala-dala natin ang memorya ng bawat isa. Andito lang ako palagi nakamasid sa lahat ng achievements niyo.

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It’s nice thinking how everything has changed and also sad at the same time having this nostalgic feeling remembering our younger years.

Isa ko dun sa mga problemado sa pag-ibig noon na ang hilig iblog dito mga nararamraman ko at ngayon may asawa at anak na. Ang bilis ng panahon. Nagsimula akong mag Tumblr high school pa lang ako tapos eto mag 9 years na ko sa trabaho. Ang dami na nangyari ang dami na ring nawala dito sa Tumblr. Nakakamiss. Nakakalungkot. Pero nakakatuwa na malayo na ang narating nating lahat.

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Quote 21 by Ana Maria Munoz // Anamu on Flickr.

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It’s been quite a long time since I actually updated this blog. Here’s a little update of the milestones in my life for the past years:

January 2022: got engaged

January 2023: got married

April 2023: found out we’re pregnant

December 2023: gave birth to a cutie little boy

Having a baby has definitely changed me, our life, and our relationship. Those days during my maternity leave were tiresome. We were sleep deprived and clueless of everything. I was lazy to take a bath. I was always wanting to sleep but also wanted to do the laundry, sterilize the bottles, clean the room, and basically do everything while my baby is asleep. I had no idea what I wanted to eat and I’d only eat a little. I barely went out of the house on the first two months because I feel like I wasn’t pretty and I don’t even have enough time to fix myself. But those three months were also what I miss the most. I miss being with my newborn baby whole day everyday and just taking care of him. I miss our morning and afternoon naps especially the contact naps. I miss putting him to sleep on my chest. I miss our singing sessions every afternoon even when I’m not even good at singing. I miss waiting for my husband to go home from work so I can finally take a bath. I miss everything.

There are days when I just want to be a full-time mom and be always there for my baby but I also want a career. I want to be able to provide for my baby too. It makes me sad. It’s depressing. And today is one of those days.

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sweet nothing

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sometimes being out of the loop is self preservation

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Soulmates. https://www.instagram.com/p/Co7TZXApg4H/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover. (at Stella Maris Chapel, Misibis Bacacay Albay) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cow2irYp1wM0TbCkwK8VKY8q7RYe5g6Nd6jnyU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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at Taal Vista Hotel https://www.instagram.com/p/CohV9zgpdcEdwZ9Pcdq1zWs2ilolVO6kOmCOHc0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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To the person reading this, I hope tonight treats you gently, and that tomorrow looks brighter. 

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