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I'm a mental health professional and WOC with a learning disability and chronic illnesses. Dogs are my religion and kindness is my weapon.

[clueless-cutie]

[clueless-cutie]

[mattcrump]

Sugar House

[herthoughts]

My grandma died on my last day at a job where I was really unhappy, just 2 days before I was scheduled to go home to see her. Everything feels like some fucked up lesson right now. Please don't tell me she's in a better place. I'm glad she's not in pain anymore but this fucking sucks. Life is too short to put courtesy to your colleagues over your family for even a second. I should have gone home the minute I heard she was sick. Fuck my job. And on my last day all I got was a fucking meaningless re-gifted ornament of an Adirondack chair. It feels like some fucked up indie movie shit and I hate everything.

[herthoughts]

When will I ever love myself enough to kick those people out? I thought I did but I guess I was wrong.

[herthoughts]

How am I so impossibly bad at emotional self care? I let really toxic people stay in my life and even make efforts to keep them as friends when they treat me like poo. I'm so tired.

[herthoughts]

People who judge you to your face while also repeatedly elevating themselves to make you feel small are not your friends. I NEED SOMEONE TO SCREAM THIS TO ME

[herthoughts]

i had the immense privilege this weekend of getting to hear a choir i used to volunteer with perform a song that i wrote. i won’t write more details about them for the sake of anonymity, but i need to write down that this experience has me feeling blessed way way deep down. i feel it below my belly button, down to my feet. i feel soulful, grateful, idk. i need to write this down because it’s something special and i feel like i’m on the brink of something for the first time in a while

[just-shower-thoughts]

Don’t forget to set your clocks back 40 years tonight.

[herthoughts]

my body is back to bad again. trying to figure out if this is my fault bc it probably is but fuck. this is terrible.

[rubyredwisp]

Maisie Williams’s cute “date” to the Emmys (x)

[rubyredwisp]

Peter traded his Emmy for Maisie’s date

[linguisticjubilee-deactivated20]

[mouldysushi]

He looks so proud of it

[herthoughts]

THIS

[herthoughts]

My brain is still convinced that I am a terrible person

[chutzpadik-moved-deactivated201]

“is that ur bf??? ;)” “haha well….. .that’s very sweet but bigfoot doesn’t belong to any of us, u know,”

[herthoughts]

Ugh. I am still really struggling with my self esteem/extreme self loathing

[lsseymiyake]

https://www.instagram.com/p/BJRth-bjuVW/

[thequotejournals]

You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you round out your edges, you lose your edge.

Danielle LaPorte (via thequotejournals)

[etsy]

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