BLACK.

[hewolves]

#HEWOLVES is an independent, mutually exclusive roleplay blog for jacob black of smeyer's the twilight saga. mun is very anti-smeyer. portrayal diverges from canon. notes about such divergencies will be found below. low activity. temp rules found on my multi-muse.

canon divergences - 

i'm not super fond of jacob's characterization post new moon. so i will only be writing post-new moon things on a case by case basis with people i've plotted with. unless the mood strikes, then i will make exceptions.  i'm really not a person to say never. except for renesmee. if i'm writing breaking dawn or anything near it…. i do not, under any circumstances, acknowledge him imprinting on renesmee. this will never happen in any verse. 

i write jacob as bisexual, with a preference for men. which has caused a lot of trouble within his household and i will be exploring the homophobia from his father on this blog quite a lot. 

i'm aware that the belief is that imprinting happens to further on the bloodline, but i'm throwing that out the window due to jacob's sexuality. if you wanna do imprint plots hmu. i'm so down. 

i do not see my jacob ever becoming chief, nor do i see him taking the alpha role from sam. maybe in some au somewhere… i don't want to say *never*, but at least not without plotting. 

more tba as i further my portrayal??

[hewolves]

i'm movin jake back to my multi bc i realize that i cannot handle more than one blog .

[contrafictory]

"𝙸'𝚖 𝚙𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗" 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚞𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚝𝚜.

As always, send   + [ reverse ]   to reverse the actions. Multimuses specify muse.

TO NOTICE.

“ are you alright? ”

“ do you want to leave? ”

“ what do you need? ”

“ here. you were looking for this, right? ”

“ here. it’s your favorite .”

“ you forgot your ____ .”

“ you didn’t do that thing you usually do. why? ”

“ your routine changed.”

“ you didn’t sleep last night, did you? ”

“ they called again, didn’t they? ”

“___ came back, didn’t they? ”

“ you don’t like ____ . ”

“ you like ____ . ”

“ you love ____ . ”

“ of course i remembered. ”

“ i notice everything about you. ”

“ you scrunch your nose when you’re thinking … it’s cute. ”

“ you’re tapping your fingers. what’s wrong? ”

“ you seem … off, today. did something happen? ”

“ shh. they’re thinking. ”

TO BE NOTICED.

“ i didn’t know you noticed that … ”

“ you remembered. ”

“ how on earth did you remember that? ”

“ how did you know? ”

“ you know me so well. ”

“ no one knows me like you do. ”

“ - oh! i was just about to get that. ”

“ i’m glad you noticed. ”

“ i was hoping someone would notice. ”

“ you always know what i’m thinking. ”

“ hey, can you give me the - thanks. ”

“ you know me better than i know myself. ”

“ it’s kind of scary how well you know me, sometimes. ”

ACTIONS.

[ return ]   -   for the sender to put something back in it’s rightful place.

[ foresight ]   -   for the sender to complete a task that receiver regularly does because receiver was busy.

[ memory ]   -   for sender to remember a small detail about receiver’s past.

[ favorite ]   -   for sender to remember a small detail about receiver’s personal preferences.

[ boundary ]   -   for sender to reenforce receiver’s boundary so receiver doesn’t have to.

[ comfort ]   -   for sender to silently provide a comforting item/action to receiver in a time of need.

[ requirement ]   -   for sender to provide something receiver needed without asking.

[feltferal]

hewolves​:

they’ve   touched   before.      a   little.      stolen   touches   lost   amidst   a   sea   of   anxiety.      neither   one   of   them   knew   what   they   were   doing.      first   times,   and   all   that.      his   anxiety   is   heavy.      weighing   on   his   chest   like   a   ton   of   bricks.      it   almost   feels   unnatural,   and   for   a   moment   he   wonders   if   it’s   entirely   his   own   anxiety   or   if   the   vampire   stood   before   him   was   influencing   him.      his   heart   rate   is   too   fast.      thundering   through   his   ears.      he   wanted   to   explain,   wanted   to   tell   jasper   how   beautiful   he   was.      but   his   voice   was   caught   in   his   throat.      hell,   the   wolf   could   barely   breathe.      

fingers   smooth   over   scar,   and   jacob’s   eyes   drift   from   where   he’s   touching   him   down   to   his   lips.      they   hover   there   for   a   moment,   considering   the   consequences   of   his   actions.      jasper’s   words   startle   him,   and   he   drops   his   hand.      carefully   disentangling   himself   from   the   moment.      the   urges,   the   desires,   the   wants.         ❝         sorry,         ❞         jacob   starts,   tongue   flicking   out   to   moisten   his   lips.      apology   is   for   more   than   just   the   touch.      it’s   for   his   cowardice,   too.         ❝         i   should’ve   asked   before   i   touched   you.         ❞         teeth   sink   into   his   lip.      he   wanted   to   touch   him   again   –   and   knew   that   jasper   could   feel   that   want.      which   made   it   all   the   more   embarrassing.      sometimes   he   wished   that   jasper   had   a   different   power,   a   different   gift.      this   one   outed   him   more   often   than   he   would’ve   liked.   

 jacob is desperate.  a desire jasper is intimately familiar with that sets him on edge as he’d never quite been able to distinguish someone else’s want from his.  probably because he’d never had any.  it had always been filtered through another or encouraged when he was young and new to his gift.  the wolf is too young to be a true threat to him, but he only thinks that.  the wolves that killed the best strategic fighter he knew were massive and trained.  obviously built for killing his kind.  he finally moves, crosses arms over his chest and tries to clamp down on his own emotions.  jacob doesn’t need his underlying level of genuine fear and anxiety.  nails rip more holes in the already torn sleeves of his shirt.  yes, he would’ve appreciated if jacob had asked.  but would he have said yes, highly unlikely.  and he doesn’t know how to tell jacob that it’s not him.  it’s jasper.  clueless about how this is supposed to go and definitely not asking any of his ‘siblings.’  esme would probably be the best out of all.  “no-i’m-it’s okay.  i just-bear with me?”  the words come out pathetic.  “i…have not had much experience with nice physical contact.  at least not the sort i had interest in.”

[hewolves]

the   way   that   jasper   shuts   down   –   closes   himself   off,   is   enough   to   dampen   jacob's   desire.      he   hates   this.      the   unknowing.      for   a   moment,   he   wishes   that   he   could   read   jasper's   emotions,   too.         ❝         i'm   with   you.         ❞         jacob   says,   and   he   means   it.      wherever   jasper   is   at,   jacob   will   be   there   too.      though   he   aches   to   touch,   and   feel   more.      it's   not   necessary.      jacob   can   live   without   those   things,   as   long   as   he   has   him   in   his   life.         ❝         what   can   i   do   to   help   you   ?         ❞         not   touching   was   an   option,   one   that   jacob   was   completely   okay   with…      but   he   doesn't   want   jasper   to   be   uncomfortable   forever.         ❝         it's   alright   if   it's   not   something   i   can   help   with,   but   if   i   can…      let   me   ?         ❞         finally,   jacob   takes   a   step   back,   putting   enough   space   between   them   that   perhaps   jasper   would   relax   some.      he   doesn't   like   it   when   the   other   is   on   edge.      it   makes   him   feel   bad,   especially   when   he's   the   cause.  

[feltferal]

@hewolves  said:  [ TOUCH ]

His eyes close as the hand comes at him.  Jacob is so warm it almost burns.  He can’t remember if the sun was ever that hot when he was alive.  An oppressive dry heat that stuck hair to the back of his neck and leather to his legs, but nothing so concentrated.  So gentle.  Jacob doesn’t even disrupt the fair hair the bite cuts through.  That one he does remember.  A lucky shot when he was still adapting to his enemies using their teeth instead of guns.  It had blinded him with stinging pain in the moment and almost gotten himself killed.  Jasper doesn’t move an inch.  Muscles tense as frozen fibers still expect hurt to come with someone that close to him.  Maria had loved to put her hands on his face, in his constantly tangled hair.  He can hear Jacob’s breathing, his fast heartrate.  How nervous he is.  Tentative.  Or it could be Jasper’s anxiety bleeding out to him.  They’re still new to this.  Breaking the rules like this.  Jacob’s first relationship entirely, Jasper’s first good one.  He finally opens eyes, pupils so dilated it blocks out near all burnt gold.  If he had a working heart it would be trying to escape his ribcage.  Even without one his chest still constricts enough to squash his lungs.   The inhale is desperate as if he actually needs air.  “What-what are you doing?”  For the first time in his second life, his voice that could roar commands across a mile wide fight shakes.  Near trembles like he’s six again asking about why daddy shot that horse.  Wide eyes search every inch of Jacob’s face, body language, emotion.  Looking for any hint of what he’s supposed to be expecting if this is what he thinks it is.  What he hopes it is. 

[hewolves]

they've   touched   before.      a   little.      stolen   touches   lost   amidst   a   sea   of   anxiety.      neither   one   of   them   knew   what   they   were   doing.      first   times,   and   all   that.      his   anxiety   is   heavy.      weighing   on   his   chest   like   a   ton   of   bricks.      it   almost   feels   unnatural,   and   for   a   moment   he   wonders   if   it's   entirely   his   own   anxiety   or   if   the   vampire   stood   before   him   was   influencing   him.      his   heart   rate   is   too   fast.      thundering   through   his   ears.      he   wanted   to   explain,   wanted   to   tell   jasper   how   beautiful   he   was.      but   his   voice   was   caught   in   his   throat.      hell,   the   wolf   could   barely   breathe.      

fingers   smooth   over   scar,   and   jacob's   eyes   drift   from   where   he's   touching   him   down   to   his   lips.      they   hover   there   for   a   moment,   considering   the   consequences   of   his   actions.      jasper's   words   startle   him,   and   he   drops   his   hand.      carefully   disentangling   himself   from   the   moment.      the   urges,   the   desires,   the   wants.         ❝         sorry,         ❞         jacob   starts,   tongue   flicking   out   to   moisten   his   lips.      apology   is   for   more   than   just   the   touch.      it's   for   his   cowardice,   too.         ❝         i   should've   asked   before   i   touched   you.         ❞         teeth   sink   into   his   lip.      he   wanted   to   touch   him   again   –   and   knew   that   jasper   could   feel   that   want.      which   made   it   all   the   more   embarrassing.      sometimes   he   wished   that   jasper   had   a   different   power,   a   different   gift.      this   one   outed   him   more   often   than   he   would've   liked.   

[hewolves]

at some point someone should remind me to type up a genuine hc post about how fucking HOMOPHOBIC billy black is. <3

[memestockpile]

different ways to say ‘i love you’. 

‘i’ll make you something, yeah? your favorite dish, just for you.’

‘let’s get you back to bed.’

‘shh, it was just a nightmare.’

‘you like this, don’t you? i remember you saying that.’

‘i drew up a bath for you.’

‘you need rest.’

‘you ought to be asleep.’

‘i bought two.’

‘here. you can have the rest.’

‘i thought of you when i saw this.’

‘i like your smile.’

‘you have a cute laugh.’

‘stay there. i’m coming there to get you.’

‘it’s okay, i’m here, we’re okay.’

‘be careful.’

‘look both ways.’

‘you mean so much to me.’

‘i can’t lose you.’

‘i thought i might have lost you.’

‘how to you feel about the nickname, (insert nickname)?’

‘it looks good on you.’

‘i’ll make you soup.’

‘ah-ah-ah. you’re sick. you need to stay in bed.’

‘are you okay in there?’

‘that’s it, that’s it. get it all out. shh.’

‘it’s a remedy i knew. helps with your throat.’

‘it’s a lullaby. would you like me to sing it to you? would that help you fall asleep?’

‘i’m worried about you.’

‘what do you want to watch?’

‘where would you like to go for dinner?’

‘close your eyes and hold out your hands.’

‘we’ll figure it out.’

‘oh, it’s not big deal. you’re fine.’

‘i brought you some medicine for your cold.’

‘you’re important to me.’

‘this is your favorite song, right?’

‘you’re like a son/daughter to me.’

‘good luck!’

‘you’re like a mom/dad to me.’

‘don’t say that about yourself.’

‘want to come with?’

“wow! you look really nice.’

‘goodnight, (insert term of affection).’

‘it’s okay. i couldn’t sleep anyway.’

‘you can have half.’

‘come here. let me fix it.’

‘your tie is crooked.’

‘c’mere. shh, it’s okay.’

‘i’m not going to hurt you.’

‘can i touch you?’

‘can i kiss you?’

‘can i hug you?’

‘promise.’

‘would i ever lie to you?’

‘i think you’re very beautiful/handsome.’

‘hey, good-looking.’

‘of course i care. you’re my family.’

‘one more chapter.’

‘i love you.’

[hewolves]

i joke about jacob being stupid all the time but it's really quite the opposite. sure, he struggles in school a lot. specifically in the english department. but he isn't stupid. he's just not as book-smart as the other characters in the universe. he's very good with things that he can learn hands on. example: mechanical things, mathematical things & even some science based things. if it's something that he can figure out by doing... then he'll figure it out eventually. so yes, he's dumb. he's such a dumb little fuck... but he's also smart.

[vaememes]

✦    THE   TWILIGHT   SAGA   BOOK   PROMPTS   !    

*  A VARIETY & MIXTURE OF TWILIGHT BOOK PROMPTS,  CHANGE PRONOUNS AS NEEDED / FITTING .

❝ I like the night. Without the dark, we’d never see the stars. ❞

❝ What a sick, masochistic lion. ❞

❝ I decided as long as I’m going to hell, I might as well do it thoroughly. . ❞

❝ I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. ❞

❝ I didn’t know how potent that part might be-that thirsted for my blood. ❞

❝ Even more, I had never meant to love him. ❞

❝ Death is Peaceful, Life is Harder. ❞

❝ No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end. ❞

❝ You are my life now. ❞

❝ Don’t be self-conscious, if I could dream at all, it would be about you. ❞

❝ What if I’m not a superhero. What if I’m the bad guy? ❞

❝ Do I dazzle you? ❞

❝ You are the most important thing to me now. ❞

❝ The right thing isn’t always real obvious. ❞

❝ Sometimes the right thing for one person is the wrong thing for someone else. ❞

❝ You’re still waiting for the running and the screaming, aren’t you? ❞

❝ I tried to concentrate on the angel’s voice instead. ❞

❝ I am not really breaking any rules. ❞

❝ I could never take another step through the door again… ❞

❝ And so the lion fell in love with the lamb. ❞

❝ So, did you stab [name] with a pencil or what? ❞

❝ It’s twilight. It’s the safest time of day for us. The easiest time. ❞

❝ Darkness is so predictable, don’t you think? ❞

❝ I know love and lust don’t always keep the same company. ❞

❝ So what you’re saying is, I’m your brand of heroin? ❞

❝ I can feel what you’re feeling now — and you are worth it. ❞

❝ You think those vampires won’t approve of you, correct?” ❞

❝ You’re intoxicated by my very presence. ❞

❝ What is she to me? Except a menace — a danger you’ve chosen to inflict on all of us. ❞

❝ And how long have you been seventeen? ❞

❝ So… try not to fall into the ocean or get run over or anything, all right? ❞

❝ Your number was up the first time I met you. ❞

❝ It’s like you’ve taken half my self away with you. ❞

❝ Could you believe that, despite everything I’ve put you through, I love you, too? ❞

❝ What am I going to do with you? ❞

❝ You’re too good. Far, far too good. ❞

❝ Thats the beautiful thing about being human: Things change. ❞

❝ I hear voices in my mind and you’re worried that you’re the freak. ❞

❝ You really should stay away from me. ❞

❝ It makes me … anxious … to be away from you. ❞

❝ You’re not like anyone I’ve ever known. You fascinate me. ❞

❝ Dazzle them like that – she’s probably hyperventilating in the kitchen right now. ❞

❝ You have to know the effect you have on people. ❞

❝ Do you think everybody gets their way so easily? ❞

❝ I love you more than anything in the world combined. ❞

❝ Ordinary people seem to make it through the day without so many catastrophes. ❞

❝ I hate to burst your bubble, but you’re really not as scary as you think you are. ❞

❝ I don’t find you scary at all, actually. ❞

❝ Do you think any of us want to look into his eyes for the next hundred years if he loses you? ❞

❝ Hasn’t anyone ever told you? Life isn’t fair. ❞

❝ I’m never angry with you - how could it be? ❞

❝ Is that what you dream about? Being a monster? ❞

❝ Do you know how to drown a blonde? Stick a mirror to the bottom of a pool. ❞

❝ You nicked-named my daughter after the Lock Ness Monster! ❞

❝ No one’s ever loved anyone as much as I love you. ❞

❝ What do I look like? The Wizard of Oz? You need a brain? You need a heart? Go ahead, take mine. ❞

❝ I’m a little worried about [name]… Can vampires go into shock? ❞

❝ How dare you imprint on my baby? Have you lost you mind? ❞

❝ I want you, and I want you forever. One lifetime is simply not enough for me. ❞

❝ It was not going to be the end of the world. Just the end of the [surname]. ❞

❝ Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk. ❞

❝ I honestly have no idea how to live without you. ❞

❝ You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. ❞

❝ Someone who laughs at the gore that makes weaker men vomit. ❞

❝ I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. ❞

❝ You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. ❞

❝ Well, I’m so sorry that I can’t be the right kind of monster for you, [name]. ❞

❝ What happens when you lose your heart’s desire? ❞

❝ I wonder if I’ve ever grasped how much pain she’s really in.  ❞

❝ Sometimes you have to learn to love what’s good for you. ❞

❝ I think she’s having hysterics. Maybe you should slap her. ❞

❝ You hit your head pretty hard, didn’t you? ❞

❝ The part that kills me is that you already know. I already told you everything! ❞

❝ I’m not like a car you can fix up. I’m never gonna run right. ❞

❝ The more you loved someone, the less sense anything made. ❞

❝ They call her my singer—because her blood sings for me. ❞

❝ Speaking of which, would you like to explain to me how you’re alive? ❞

❝ Speak of the devil, and the devil shall appear. ❞

❝ You’ve got a huge cut on your forehead, and it’s gushing blood.. ❞

❝ Why are you apologizing for bleeding? ❞    

❝ Your hold on me is permanent and unbreakable. Never doubt that. ❞    

❝ Like everything in life, I just had to decide what to do with what I was given. ❞    

❝ When you can’t be with the one you love, will you stay with the one who loves you? ❞   

❝ Why can you believe the lie, but not the truth? ❞    

❝ What kind of an idiotic question is that? ❞    

❝ You’ve got to have a little more confidence in us than that. ❞    

❝ I can’t live in a world where you don’t exist. ❞    

❝ When I told you I didn’t want you it was the blackest kind of blasphemy! ❞    

❝ You’re not the center of the universe, you know. ❞    

❝ If we had happy endings, we’d all be under gravestones now. ❞    

❝ I have to step out for a second. Don’t do anything funny while I’m gone. ❞    

❝ Who’s afraid of the big bad wolf? ❞    

❝ Damn it! This chick runs with vampires! ❞    

❝ Try not to trip. We don’t have time for a concussion today. ❞    

❝ You are so bizarre, even for a human. ❞    

❝ I thought about that for a minute - about what I wanted. ❞  

❝ Do you think I’ll ever be better at this? ❞  

[hewolves]

let jacob kiss men !!!!

[hewolves]

hit the heart n i'll come plot with you !!

[ohisms]

↪     𝔞  𝑾𝑨𝑳𝑲 ᶤᶰ ᵗʰᵉ 𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐒 .    (  a  collection  of  sentence  +  action  prompts  appropriate  for  a  forest setting .  adjust  phrasing + reverse  as  necessary .)

𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 :

i think we’ve been going in circles .

we should stay here until morning ,  it’s too dark .

think we should carve our names into a tree ?

how much longer until we can get out of here ?

i didn’t think i’d find anyone else out here .

[ name ] ,  i’m really not an outside person .

can you hear that ?  sounds like a waterfall .

where did you go ?!  don’t wander off like that .

i didn’t imagine it could be so beautiful out here .

do  …  do bears do that ?

could you give me a hand with my tent ?

get out of your head ,  there’s nothing out here .

i don’t have service .

what exactly are we looking for ,  again ?

there’s nothing like the peace i feel out here .

hey ,  wait up !   i don’t want to lose you .

“ [ name ] ?   [ name ] ?!  where are you ?! ”

c’mon ,  let’s explore a little .  take a risk .

put that down !  you’re like a child .

bears are the least of our worries out here .

tell me a story ,  c’mon .  a scary one .

uh  …  my compass isn’t pointing north .

can i put this in your bag ?  i want to save it .

𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 :

sender and receiver reach their destination on a hike .

sender invites receiver to climb a tree with them .

sender and receiver stumble across a wrecked campsite .

sender and receiver share a tent on a camping trip .

sender pushes receiver up against a tree to kiss them .

sender runs into the woods to flee from receiver .

sender and receiver follow a strange trail found in the woods .

sender tells receiver a campfire story .

sender and receiver volunteer in a search party .

sender and receiver play hide and seek in the woods .

sender and receiver encounter a wild animal .

sender and receiver come across a  [ river / waterfall ] .

sender gets injured in the woods and receiver has to help them .

receiver loses track of sender in the deep woods .

sender and receiver have a picnic in the woods .

sender and receiver flee from something together ,  into the forest .

sender and receiver build a treehouse together .

sender and receiver have to find shelter in the woods from a sudden storm .

sender offers to help receiver set up their camping equipment .

sender joins receiver in their tent to alleviate receiver’s anxiety .

sender and receiver hear strange noises from the trees .

[hewolves]

i may rb a meme while i’m in the class … meanwhile like this and i’ll write starters :)))

[hewolves]

the clouds i can handle. but i can't fight an eclipse.

independent , private & selective JACOB BLACK from stephanie meyer's the twilight saga. anti-smeyer. re-written by elliott.