Hexas in San Antonio

paintings by me born and raised in San antonio.Into Gothic culture and painting Paints a lot of random stuff.Goes by the name hexas.

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The pictures i use on my dating app profiles..i lie about wearing glasses lol.

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These new rings i purchased.

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People who think of me way after I let them go are the worst I was hungry for your love but I let it go and now you want to give it.I feel like being alone now because I was left alone because I made a mistake in the first place I wonder what the right thing to do is. Being with those people feels right but after being left to feel so alone I dont know anymore so I sit and stay to myself everyday now.

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Natural born killers inspired me to be a bald fuck a few months ago.

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My nights are serving expensive seafood by day And sober loneliness and boredom, Binge watching by night. I work my ass off make family's and party's happy because I'm a Satanist and i love fellow man and enjoy my job also. But when i get home i fall Into this catatonic state the room is quiet and i feel like buying drugs but i worry about homelessness so i stay clean. My family seems cold and my friends are all gone but i stay clean because i know ill meet better peoole in this world. Somehow someday ill be good enough for a special person. They will run to me for comfort and show me im family and I'm loved. For today ill just play my cards as best as i can and try to teach myself a better way of living.

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I still love the fact that my best friend who I love forever ends up being the nephew of kieth haring and he has the best sense of humor Miss you bro.

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My days are serving expensive seafood by day And sober loneliness and boredom, Binge watching by night. I work my ass off make family’s and party’s happy because I’m a Satanist and i love fellow man and enjoy my job also. But when i get home i fall Into this catatonic state the room is quiet and i feel like buying drugs but i worry about homelessness so i stay clean. My family seems cold and my friends are all gone but i stay clean because i know ill meet better people in this world. Somehow someday ill be good enough for a special person. They will run to me for comfort and show me im family and I’m loved. For today ill just play my cards as best as i can and try to teach myself a better way of living.

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Im still kicking I guess..I need friends.

I have my own apartment now I gotta clean it all the time and cook my own dinner and cover my finances and watch my bills and buckle down its a real life i guess.But I have not one friend to talk to that cares about me .I dont understand why I deserve this is it my face is it my aura what did I become why? I feel good inside now maybe if I use my new hard working additude on my next friend Ill do as good as I am living alone.I wonder if that makes sense.

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I dont feel love from any family or friends.I feel lonely and they all sit and watch and kind of enjoy it.

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takeshi kitano

david bowie

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Freaking Queue

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Volvo crashed out..

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I find inspiration in many places some of my favorite artists for example might have a part in the creation of my painting while I still lack any kind of core technique or style but I like to waste paint and canvas right now and I like to paint about my favorite people and things.

Takeshi kitano was a big inspiration hes a Japanese painter, writer,director,actor,singer.comedian and his art style was very minimal and very colorful and had alot of detail sometime he was always very surprising all around his movies were my favorite movies from the time I was a young teen I seem to often paint about him or his films.

Kieth Haring My friends uncle He was pretty inspiring his entire life and works are interesting on so many levels he seemed to be very minimal and bold in his art and its very exciting and surprising  each time I loved learning about him and hearing my friend tell me this and that about being his nephew.

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Moriah’s Hex

So we have been having our friend Moriah over lately and one day I was painting and I had forgotten she told me she was into painting anyway she started to paint my hexagon idea in her own way and she added in Marilyn Monroe and Heath Ledger two awesome people who we both love.

The city and forest

One night having dinner downtown moriah harlie and I were talking about all kinds of things so I forget how we got into this but I asked moriah to paint with me and I decided to make her come up with the idea and this is what she came up with the city and forest.She suprised me with this one we didnt get a chance to paint together yet but in the same room will do for now we gotta get big brushes and alot of paint and do this one on a wall real big.

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Some Random Maynard inspired paintings.