elf !!

ummmm hi, my name is elf, i am omnisexual and some variety of enby?? i am also autistic (awaiting clinical diagnosis) and just generally quite unstable. my special interest is languages and linguistics. i am also the gf of @octobitheoctagonal :)

[heyitself]

hey welcome to my pinned post!

my friends:

@octobitheoctagonal (my lovely boyfriend eeeeeee)

@rileyistheultimategod (completely inactive on here but my irl best friend)

@dr-finn (irl best friend)

@thuidium-delicatulum (irl best friend)

@stateaspen222 (irl friend)

@wolftheghost (irl friend (i’ve only properly met him once but oh well))

❗️i’m not sure what else to put on here other than i might at some point post some slightly triggering stuff if i’m really not feeling good so be aware of that :) ❗️

please ask me questions if you want to, i should be more than happy to answer provided no boundaries are crossed! boundaries are basically nothing sexual, nothing to do with really bad mental health issues, and nothing to do with e*ting disorders please :) thanks

anonymous asks are lovely and i am More than happy for you to ask me things just please avoid the topics stated above :)

OH interests and stuff :

-German (special interest)

-Last Tango in Halifax (special interest)

-Vicious (hyperfixation)

-Call the Midwife

-dinnerladies (anything victoria wood)

-Playing the violin

i like comedy shows and studio ghibli, specifically with tobi :>, and lots of old fashioned tv shows which i tend to force my friends to watch (not Entirely against their will), and i love knitting and i spend a lot of my time knitting small things for my friends (normally for their stuffies and mainly scarves)

[theimprobableone42]

Does anyone else on this app ship Nurse Crane and Miss Higgins? Or am I alone in this??

[xmagicalmoonx]

No I will not be elaborating at this time

[syscultureis]

System + BPD culture is missing your fp so bad you have a panic attack over it and your brain says 'shit uh here you go' and suddenly there's a version of em in your brain

.

[faggybutch161]

when I got diagnosed with my back issues I thought people would finally believe that I'm disabled because I literally have an xray showing one of my vertebrae is not where it's supposed to be. and you know what? turns out people who don't believe in invisible disabilities also don't believe in incredibly visible disabilities

[emcgoverns]

elizabeth mcgovern with maggie smith, laura carmichael, and penelope wilton on the set of season 1 of “downton abbey” (aired 2010) | 📸: carnival films

[geeses]

reblog to diminish the horrors from the person you reblogged from

[isoscelesfish]

Someone please diminish my horrors.

[2020knives]

do something to prev

woods time for them boy

grisps them

lay egg on their post

sell them to one direction

trap them in the nefarious orb

un-pro their pronouns

multiply them by 1 (they are the exact same but a process has occured)

put into the soup

killed and brought back wrong

hand them One Bee (1)

Voting ended onDec 21, 2024

[omghotmemes]

See you in 1977

[edenfenixblogs]

“She had no horses but thought she did” is the real kicker for me here.

[the-haiku-bot]

“She had no horses

but thought she did” is the real

kicker for me here.

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

[xigrif]

[soft-butch-cassidy]

depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

[yournudemom]

Circulating. Seasonal depression is creeping around now.

[shadowjag]

Lets keep this moving

[forest-sapphic]

weighted blanket isn’t enough today, I need to be compressed into a .zip file

[straightboyfriend]

sorry for acting so strange & irregular it will happen again

[puru2-deactivated20250326]

"america has been sliding into fascism since trump was elected" "america has been sliding into fascism since Reagan" the founding fathers owned people.

[ghost-jester-sys]

sometimes DID is "haha people in brain"

but most of the time its:

"fuck wait when did it become [time] why am i on my phone didnt i need to make dinner? oh no who am i whats going on"

*constant vague flashbacks as people float in and out of front*

"oh god when did i get here where am i?"

*deep dissociation*

*being unable to care for myself due to dissociation*

"i do this all the time why cant *i* do this why can i not remember?"

*forgetting important or even just every day things*

*can never think clearly*

*too many voices and thoughts that arent mine*

[botanical-garden-system-deactiv]

Someone drowning in 6 feet of water is as equally dead as a person drowning in 20 feet of water.

Please stop comparing trauma and making it a challenge. It’s trauma. Not a competition or medal.

[teathattast]