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my dark thoughts are back and it’s making me push people away :((

digital-suicide0

will someone ever love me how i love others??? will my presence ever make a difference?

yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou

heyitsmee

okay but for real tho

wishing-for-deathx

Nobody’s gonna fall in love with me or love me like I love them. I need to accept this, stop trying and save myself from further pain and heartache.

I’d be opening my messaging app and have no one to talk to ://

traaumaa

fairycosmos

i literally cant believe i have to be me for the rest of my life thats some fuckin bullshit

I’ve always strived to be the kind of person that people can go to when they need someone to talk to.

I’d always say “if you need someone to talk to, I’m here!!” ALWAYS.

I want to be a kind of comfort to people. Someone they can lean on. May it be someone I’m close with or a complete stranger, I’d offer my shoulder and lend my ears with no hesitation.

Recently, I realized that no one has ever said that to me. Am I so good at faking it? Or do people just not care?

#sadgirlhours #sad boy #sadcore #sad #sad boi hours #sadnees #sadgirl #lonely #sad but true #alonequotes #alone with my thoughts #all alone #feeling alone #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #depressing shit #kinda depressing

Deactivated some of my socials.

I feel like even if I disappear, no one would even notice.

#sadgirlhours #sadnees #sad boy #sad poetry #deactivated account #gone away #lonely

drowsyd0ll

When I get the opportunity, I talk and talk and talk but then after, I think and think and think.

Was I too noisy? Did I babble too much? Did they find my annoying?

I wish I have someone I can talk to and be reassured that it’s okay.

But why do I have these thoughts

#sadgirlhours #sadnees #sadgirl #sad but true #sad #sad boi hours #lonely #alone with my thoughts #alonequotes #all alone

existential-celestial

“You let the darkness medically examine you / So much can’t be put back together.”

— Heliopause, ‘Summer’ Heather Christle

existential-celestial

“How do I look away now that I have seen you?”

— Rachel Mennies, from “April 18, 2017,” The Naomi Letters

my face makes me want to puke

Overthinking kills.

I hate how I’m too scared to call someone my ‘best friend’ because what if I’m not their best friend?

#sadgirlhours #sad poetry #sadgirl #sadcore #sad #lonely #alone with my thoughts #alone in the dark #alonequotes

You know the one thing I’m extremely jealous about? It’s that one of a kind friendship. The type where you are sure you would always have each others back.

#sadgirlhours #sad poetry #sadgirl #no friends #friendship #lonely #alone with my thoughts #alonequotes

cyberdelph

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