Nostalgia-- its a cool word. @hiddeninyourdaffodils - Tumblr Blog

Rediscovering myself, I guess?

I’m still not sure where I am at this moment. I really don’t know, i’m lost. Maybe it’s because this all new to me? No one gave a lecture or a primer on how this all should be handled and up until now I don’t know where to start. But I’m tired, of being strong, of taking things with a stride.. I want to feel the pain. I want to cry and let my emotions envelope my personality, my mood. Let it swallow me whole, only then I think, I would know what to do.

Its not that I do not want to cry, nor am i stopping myself from doing so (Or maybe my subconscious does?) Its the fact that I don’t know how. To connect with my feelings- with my vulnerable side. I think I lost it.

And now I am lost, with no idea where to go, what to do or where I am. But i know im lost, I just have to find myself. Rediscover who I am and what I am capable of. Idk, mindless ramblings. I hope I made sense. Or maybe my not making sense right now is what gave sense to all of these. Maybe.

theonlythingitook-blog

We had 4days straight of swimming fest Day0: Arrival of Dors, Rico, Sales and bols sa Sorsogon City. -Went house hopping Day1: Paguriran Islands!!!!! <3 Day2: Orok Cold Spring Day3: Went to Gubat to see Rocha and Scoobs. -Rizal Beach!! -Overnight at Rocha’s Beach House Day4: Rizal Beach still

Photos taken in Paguriran Islands and Rizal [Beach], Guabt, Sorsogon Laking tulong ng VSCO haha

NowheretogobutUP Im not even close. I need to do this. I can do this. NowherenearUP

#college #UPaasa

hiddeninyourdaffodils

never been this shit scared

Literally. Im not exaggerating shit.

I passed UP. That’s great. I qualified as DPWAS in UPD. I got lucky. Went thru the 3 batch runs for DPWAS and shit, I didnt qualify for an eng'g course. And now there’s this extended Batch3 with BA and B courses left. Im feked. I don’t know what will happen to me. I need to have a 2.0 gwa or better. I need to finish Math53 and Chem16. Math17’s a prereq for Math53. How am i going to get dem math17 in a BA course? Tell me? Im fek. Im fek. Oh dear. Im not even sure if I can do 2.0 Im not smart. im just lucky. I don’t think luck will save my ass sa college. DPT lang.

handflakes

You need to man up bro Ask the Pisay admin if you can temporarily take up a BA or B course until you shift. Don’t worry about Chem 16 as long as you’re not taking EEE, ChE, or MMM. And I heard you can take Math 17 on the BAA course. Don’t give up, yet. Man up.

hiddeninyourdaffodils

thanks kuya! that's the plan. Shift. mech engg po target ko.

never been this shit scared

Literally. Im not exaggerating shit. I passed UP. That's great. I qualified as DPWAS in UPD. I got lucky. Went thru the 3 batch runs for DPWAS and shit, I didnt qualify for an eng'g course. And now there's this extended Batch3 with BA and B courses left. Im feked. I don't know what will happen to me. I need to have a 2.0 gwa or better. I need to finish Math53 and Chem16. Math17's a prereq for Math53. How am i going to get dem math17 in a BA course? Tell me? Im fek. Im fek. Oh dear. Im not even sure if I can do 2.0 Im not smart. im just lucky. I don't think luck will save my ass sa college. DPT lang.

#ptangcollege #UPaasa #pakUP #college

francisanthonyh

Technically, I chose the course my parents wanted me to take, mainly because I didn’t know what I wanted. And it’s pharmacy, which is totally fine with me. I just knew what I didn’t want - engineering and math related courses. We had this agreement that if I qualifiedfor the Intarmed program,...

hiddeninyourdaffodils

If you could just let me print this and slap it on hand it over to my parents faces that’d be great. I feel you bruh. All the pressure from them, gahd please, enough. Can i just tell them to let me choose the path I’ll take? I mean, I’m the one travelling, right?

thetenderpassion

stunningpicture

Creative kid. More creative mom.

dongstomper-deactivated20161230

fucking idiot got owned

anothermillenialemily

my college doesn’t allow us to carry pepper spray for self defense cause they claim its a weapon

i’m at a culinary school

every single student is carrying several hundred dollars worth of knives around with them and they teach classes on how to break down whole animals easily with said knives

but no pepper spray

no thats way too dangerous

itsvondell-deactivated20180104

jdanielatllas-blog-blog

a kid at hogwarts who just wants to get a proper education but can’t focus because of all of the shit harry potter and his friends keep getting themselves into

Jenna B. Lacey, age eleven, knew exactly what she was going to do with her life.

She was going...

i promise to post more worthless things about me and/or what happened to my life.. pag summer.

imamong

Dipper and Mabel

murderthekitties-blog

“do you ever use a pen and you’re just blown away by how smoothly it glides across the page and how the ink flows out so beautifully like tears of angels or something”

inkskinned

it made me sad because all poets write about the same basic things and you were the embodiment of everything we were trying to say about the power of love, of one person, of sunrises and you did it so effortlessly and i looked at you in the morning light with your messy hair and half-open eyelids and i knew in that instant i could never quite capture who you are not with every ounce of my talent but i was going to spend the rest of my life chasing after the songs you brought into existence just by breathing in - no, next to you, what are words when you are poetry incarnate.

you are why we write sonnets. // r.i.d (via inkskinned)