yawny at the apocalypse

"the universe is going to catch you." rejections of reality a personal blog.

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thoughts

You know how when girls live together their menstrual cycles start synchronizing? I think it's because its so any dude living with them isn't murdered or emotionally scarred (an inevitable consequence, I am sure, of around the month staggered PMSing.)

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I love Sophia Rossi because: 

1) This article, and all its wisdom and truth

2) We share the same passionate belief that emails should never, ever be ignored. But that it's okay to tell phone call backs to suck it. I learned this by creepily stalking her blog, which is also how I learned that

3) She is fuckin funny as hell, yo

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When I found out I could get a venti at Starbucks cheaper at home than a tall in NYC, I went fuck it and bought myself a damn venti

Unnecessary, indulgent, and worth it. Also, what the hell, why is a venti still 45 cents less than a tall in New York? Sucks yo

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Marvelous Toy - I Have to Write This Over

File this under "music to blast through the rolled down windows of your car during a beautiful 80 degree summer day." 

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Akron/Family - I’ll Be On The Water

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The Antlers - Putting the Dog to Sleep

Well prove to me I’m not gonna die alone. Unstitch that shit I’ve sewn, To close up the hole that tore through my skin.

Well my trust in you is a dog with a broken leg, Tendons too torn to beg for you to let me back in.

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It’s worth remembering that Osama Bin Laden knew perfectly well that his motley band of fanatics was never going to be able to defeat the United States in direct confrontation. He wanted to drag us into an expensive, dispiriting, unpopular, polarizing war that would bleed our treasury and drain...

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The Perfect Space - The Avett Brothers

Maybe my favorite song by them. One of my favorite songs of all time, I think. It's always hard to have favorites, but the beauty of this song is always kind of relevant.

I wanna have friends that I can trust, that love me for the man I’ve become not the man I was. I wanna have friends that will let me be all alone when being alone is all that I need. I wanna fit in to the perfect space, feel natural and safe in a volatile place. And I wanna grow old without the pain, give my body back to the earth and not complain. Will you understand when I am too old of a man? And will you forget when we have paid our debt who did we borrow from?

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Those that think my clothes are androgynous also still believe that women should look like Barbie dolls. That’s precisely the problem, the deep-rooted assumptions about what is feminine.

Ann Demeulemeester (via misscheriedior)

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disconnection

being included superficially 

i wonder if i am being too sensitive: the answer is probably yes. i have a tendency to take things too personally; i strive to be as observant as possible, and perhaps that is to subconsciously sabotage my sanity. to pick little details, the tiniest, minutest, most insignificant details to distort, to convince myself it is, in some inexplicable way, an attack.

but mostly, these sentences are grasps at false hope; because no matter how much i say this, i think otherwise. 

i think i will always see two heads in front of me, together, shoulders side to side in a defensive line through which i'll never be able to break through. 

this is all very cliche. 

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some bitchin'

there are some things only my favorite tea, honey, and soy milk can fix.

but actually i don't think this is one of them.

i think it just be me, and my impossibly idealized perceptions of almost everyone i meet, but disappointment, the shattering of illusions, is getting to be both old and frustrating. 

i have a conflict in interests