thinks you thought when you are high

hi im bean i get high sometimes and when i do i think things and then i take those thinks and put them here for everyone to see. hello world. recently ive only been getting high while watching the hit 90's sitcom seinfeld for the first time so ill probably be posting about that for a while.

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think i just physically felt the feeling of trust forming wow

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George Costanza inserting himself into Jerry’s oven upon hearing about his parents’ divorce was High End Relatable Content™

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Uncle Leo is so iconic I can't believe I was never aware of his existence in this world for 22 years like what the fuck

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the marine biologist

was tough to watch a points. although kramer is so soft in my heart now i still felt the remnants of my fear for him bubble up here and there just because of how i felt the first time i watched it

but by the conclusion i felt so warm inside. my love for cosmo kramer and his friends has grown so quickly and staggeringly over the past month and a half and i was proud to see how far we’d come. they were there for me in struggling times and im glad i overcame this obstacle that has plagued me for so long

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backstory

before i make my next post it is important to note that 5 years ago was the first and last time i ever watched a seinfeld episode until recently. i was interested in the show but had not seen anything of it so my good friend sat me down to watch classic season 5 episode: The Marine Biologist. Everything was going fine until the second scene with Kramer in it. For some reason. That man terrified me on every level of my being. his incessant shaking and screaming, where moments before everything was so calm and normal, instilled an anxiety in me that i couldnt get away from. the idea that at any second he could pop up again, disturbing the peace, causing chaos, was a terrifying concept. because of this i couldnt watch any other episodes of the series for years. i couldnt look at my beautiful son’s face. to hear his voice or mention his name. horrific. it was only until last month, in the midst of a paranoid episode that caused me to lock myself inside my house and cut off communications with everyone, did i go back and confront the fear that had been haunting me for so long. it was hard at first. i had to watch kramer’s scenes with my head turned away, or a hand over his face. but slowly. i did become used to him. i became unaffected by his presence. and quickly after that i grew to love him. my darling son. my sweet boy. cosmo kramer, the monster i had feared most, brought me to the light in my darkest hour. 

Thank you.

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OH FUCK!!!!!

this is the one and only episode i saw of seinffeld for like 5 years

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i adore that the characters in seinfeld actually enjoy each other's company. i want more friends being friends in sitcoms

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01/06/94 was the day the internet was invented. To celebrate, the hit 90s sitcom Seinfeld had a computer shown for the first time on american tv

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tbh they should have shown more shots of elaine benes’ footwear cuz she was straight serving up looks at all times

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hey ya sorry i was 20 minutes late to meeting up i needed to watch the season 4 finale of critically acclaimed and multiple emmy award winning 90s sitcom "Seinfeld"

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moments i live for:

the 5 seconds after kramer walks in the door where everyone has to silently stare at each other so that the audience can finish applauding

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seinfeld season 4 episode 19

it’s the finale of the series and in it kramer gets heatstroke and dies

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gametheory:

kramer is a sick sick man on welfare

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Hurt: My Empire of Dirt edition-Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today to see if it’s still dirt I focus on the hurt The only thing that’s dirt

What have I become My empire of dirt Everyone I know is An empire of dirt And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you dirt

If I could start again In some sort of fortress made of dirt I would keep myself In my empire of

dirt.

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quiet time.

right now it is quiet time. during quiet time the only sounds that should be heard are the air conditioner and the cast of seinfeld screaming at each other.

quiet.

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things gonna get fucked

when i get to the marine biologist one. that was the one that put me off of seinfeld for 5+ years and made me terrified of my good and precious son Cosmo Kramer

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on december 16 1992 jeinfeld made an episode specifically catering to me and me alone

all my fav ships + total fanservice