I feel you so am i. It's gonna take awhile until it sinks in
Let's be honest. I grew out of this fandom with EE premiere. The most of the song were a skip for me and all I could think about was "how many years are you gonna be pissed and about.. what?" I don't know, maybe my life priorities changed, I deal with too much shit to simply enjoy their music, content and stuff related to them as I used to.
But you can throw stones at me, both parts of statements are about two different things and you won't change my mind. And actions speak louder than words, we can see a lot of thing going on in their vlogs, documentary and interwievs. Since i saw that Yle documentary i had that feeling in the back of my head, but I had no one to talk about it.
I feel happy for him, he breaks the cycle where he was spiralling down and it was so unhealthy for him, even if it was his life goal to create an another export band from Finland. And maybe we all should take a lesson from it. Not everything we dream of should happen to us and maybe the universe is protecting us from being hurt.
Yet I understand people being hurt, dissapointed or heartbroken. And they have a right to feel this way, we can't tell them how they should feel about it. If somewhere in the other continent people can cry about their favourite kpop band break up, if directioners could cry about their break up, let people from BC bubble cry too. This is an end of a chapter of their lives too and they have a right to feel curious and anxious in the same time. New things are scary, but might turn into something beautiful. I hope that fandom content creators will turn it into an another way to express themself and it will bring a new wave of their art.
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