Addy

Aditi, She/Her I love books and love and all the pain that comes with that ❤️😬

[hitmyheadsohard]

I hope that someday my cynic cuts would heal

I hope that someday I will feel the sun shine

I hope that someday love will find me

I hope that someday I'll find my home

But till that day, I hope I will make it out alive

[hitmyheadsohard]

Since the day I was born, I have been seeking the meaning of life. I have been so invested in feeling infinite, that I often forget that it's the little things which add up to infinities. It's not the hard earned money, or the fancy ball gowns. I just lay on the floor and listen to music, and sing along and close my eyes, and wait for my surroundings to disappear. And I know my mom can hear me singing, and I know my brother is laughing at how bad my voice is, but it does not matter. In that moment, I feel infinite.

[hitmyheadsohard]

And there will be a day when you'll close the door for one last time and walk out, not looking back.

[hitmyheadsohard]

And then there will be days with loud, comfortable chirps. You will be dancing around in your highest spirits and will feel infinite.

[hitmyheadsohard]

Sometimes the universe is going to clatter with lightning to express the anger it feels when everyone looks up at the sky wondering why they aren't good enough.

[hitmyheadsohard]

And there are going to be days when it's going to rain so heavy and your tears will drop on a hand which will wipe away your pain.

[hitmyheadsohard]

And there will come a day when you won't be seeing the stars anymore. There will come a day when you won't be able to stand or talk or see or absorb the beauty of universe. There will be a day when you wouldn't know what to do with everything you have worked for, and there will be a day when the earth will crack open and swallow me because it couldn't handle the amount of love I was carrying for you. Until that day, I hope we can shoot for the stars and maybe touch the same ones? Maybe we can stare at the sky and spot the same shape of the clouds. Maybe till that day we will seek infinity. Until that one day, I'm yours and only yours.

[hitmyheadsohard]

Sometimes I just cannot get over the fact that from out of all the species in this world, we are Homo sapiens. We can write, sing and dance, but we can also be doctors, lawyers, engineers. We can sit and sip tea for the whole day or we can restlessly work in the office for long. We can smile and laugh and be happy, but we can also be sad and cry and fight and shout to fill our voids. We can be shy and red and jittery, but we also know how to enjoy life? We are meant to love ourselves, but we hate us? We're so beautiful. We should be grateful. I hope we are grateful because we got our chance to build little infinities for ourselves.

[hitmyheadsohard]

Music, when hits close to home, it's beautiful. Art, when touches your soul, it's beautiful. A movie, when resonates with your heart, it's beautiful. Life, when you get to experience, it's beautiful.

[hitmyheadsohard]

Sitting in the rain reminds me of life. Not the 'oh I have to earn for my family' life, but the life for which we are born - the art, poetry, music and dance. Please appreciate the little things in life.

[judewillemgf]

thank you for tagging me nusaibah @lt2andsomesunshine <33

“Reblog with the meaning/origin of your url, your favourite color, and tag at least 5 people who put something on your dash that made you smile”

my url is basically the combination of two really iconic albums reputation by taylor and icarus falls by zayn

my favorite colour is pink !

tagging @finexbright , @cuddlysue , @aestatestellas , @gettingdizzyoh , @oh-my-tatoes (no obligations <3)  

[witch-craft-deactivated20211011]

This is actually my backup url, I changed it from @/upside-down-person because my family found it and would stalk me and I hated that so now it’s this and that is a mash up of Nike(internet name) and metropolis like this is my world thing so yeah. Kinda lame but I like it

Favorite colors are blue and purple<3

@captainwaffles @justmemyselfandthefridge @leidiosyncraticone @simpingforpjo @plantedpluto (no pressure!)

[leidiosyncraticone]

Lol my url means the stupid one lmaoo

My fav color is blue :D

@justmemyselfandthefridge, @crzyprsn42, @nikeopolis, @sapphossidechick, @simpingforreynarameriz

[sapphossidechick]

my url shows my interest in ancient greece and my gayness :))

my fav colors are gray-blue and deep purple

@smol-evil-gremlin @reggiescrookedteeth @molinashimbos @understandably-odd @alonlyfangirl @im-someone-i-guess @fairylightsandrainydays @justmemyselfandthefridge @cleverclove @i-am-darth-feanor

[boysdontcry-mp3]

my url is just about me being weird but in a way that sort of makes sense

my favorite colors are blue and yellow, although green’s starting to grow on me as well

@malecacidd @sooshloveslouis @smol-evil-gremlin @brainrot-time @daydreaming-cheese-weasel @nickalicious @queenmolina

[daydreaming-cheese-weasel]

ive always thought your url was cool lol

i decide on mine bc a) i spend far too much time daydreaming and b) my cousins call me cheese weasel (i believe it’s from a legend that on april 3 if you were good, you’ll get a piece of cheese under your keyboard at work from the cheese weasel lol. no idea how tf my cousins found out about that)

and my favorite color is purple!

thanks for the tag! im tagging: @disney-drain-cleaner @wildeangay @mercxrial @chaoticinnamonroll

[chaoticinnamonroll]

aaa thanks for the tag!!

i’m a very chaotic person, i think that’s kinda clear, and there’s actually kind of a ironic story behind cinnamonroll. obviously, i love them and i think the word is cute, but I’m actually not a cinnamonroll. i may look and act like one at first, but i could actually kill someone if i had to/j. it’s funny, because my friend who is a scorpio looks and acts like they could kill you but is actually a cinnamonroll, and so at the beginning of our friendship i was the softy one and they were like an emo badass, and suddenly i’m the one who’s learning to stand up for themself and they’re the one who’s learning to be “soft” and vulnerable and open up, at least, that’s how I interpreted it.

and my favorite colors are purple and blue and, tho it’s technically not a color, i’m also really fond of black.

tagging: @thechaoticbisexual @pr0m1s3d @rthoney @quillsink @d34dgirlwalking (no pressure tho!!)

[thejamdergod]

yay tag games!!

alright, I’m pretty chaotic, which I believe we maaaay have already covered. I’m also bi! which I maaaay have mentioned once or twice. i’m also not out irl, so this felt like something super sneaky almost, and kinda helped me in a way. hey, i’m out to random strangers on the interwebs!

my favorite colors are very natural, neutral tones. light blues, sage greens, and literal biege lol

tagging you right back @chaoticinnamonroll! Also, @quillsink @just-a–lil @warpspeedreader12 and @include-women-in-the-sequel-work (plus all my other mutuals <3)

[quillsink]

Basically, I like writing and eighteenth century stuff, and I loved the idea of being called Ink, so I made my discord username inkandquills, but that was taken on tumblr, so I swapped it around!

I like shades of blue best, mostly turquoise and darker navy, but I love black as well!

@sir-william-hoe @binch-i-might-be @smellydeadmen @my-random-doodles @critical-endangered

[cuntycassandra]

Thank you for tagging me Ink. ily 💛

Well, there isn’t a huge story behind my url but essentially I wanted to make a new account for my AmRev content, but was worried my college friends would find it as they followed my old account, and one of my mutuals said “you’re in critical danger, hun.” And I replied with “more like critically endangered, my species is rare.” And thus critical-endangered was born (critically was already taken lmao so that’s just my AO3 url instead)

My favourite colour is yellow! It’s such a happy colour and it fills me with so much serotonin!

All of these people make me smile on the daily:

@ms-march @imgaybut @torivikachu @binch-i-might-be and @in-some-future-time (also retagging @quillsink because your posts make me smile too! Alongside all of my other mutuals!)

[in-some-future-time]

thank you for tagging me :)

my url comes from a sappho quote (“you may forget but let me tell you this: someone in some future time will think of us”) which sorta represents “thinking” of historical queer figures in some future time and also just deeply resonates with me

my favorite color is turquoise or purple!

tagging @eat-th3-rich, @i-like-old-things, @henryshybitchclinton, and @lisagracelaurens, retagging @quillsink and @critical-endangered and anyone else who wants to join!

[bad-but-sad-boy]

thanks for the tag! :)

my url comes from Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s quote “When the people shall have nothing more to eat, they will eat the rich.” but i think everyone knows what eat the rich means *grin*

and my favourite colour is royal blue

@russian-empire @theleechwhodrinksbleach @aaronburrssexdungeon @pineappletoastpen @comrade-socks

[classicallychaotick-deactivated]

Thanks for the tag mon amie lmao

My url is an old nickname that I decided to make darker cause I’m an edgelord like that

My favorite colors are black, grey, and crimson :)

@hitmyheadsohard @athene004 @tseliot-1 @thehamletrookmysteries @etheralcreature

[hitmyheadsohard]

Thanks for the tag, my loveeee

My url comes from trying to imply my personality in the name. I'm clumsy at times like that but i also tried to make one which could be easy to remember and something approachable.

I like all colors especially brown :))

Tagging

@literarydystopia @the-yumanistic-approach @poemsandpizza @icebearlovescoffees

[abcedefu2whocares]

You were

As beautiful as spring

The stars dance in your eyes

As you spoke

I knew I was falling

To pretend it was nothing

Dim light in my dark abyys

You were my everything .

[hitmyheadsohard]

“Dorian Gray is to me simply a motive in art. You might see nothing in him. I see everything in him."

Basil Hallward, The Picture of Dorian Gray

[hitmyheadsohard]

He loved me like the rain,

That loved the rainbow.

He shed his tears in the rain,

And wore a crossbow

He held my hand,

And put it in the sun

It was indeed summer love,

When he smiled as my hand burnt.

[hitmyheadsohard]

There's no man as beautiful as Dorian Gray. There's no man as sad as Dorian Gray.

[hitmyheadsohard]

The stars will tell you why the sun shone and one day it will stop.

[hitmyheadsohard]

The world is melancholic and that is why poets exist.