[hollowandbroken]

[hollowandbroken]

I fucked everything up again

[hollowandbroken]

I'm sorry

[hollowandbroken]

The urge is so strong right now. I desperately want to give in. I need to give in. It feels like I can't breath.

[hollowandbroken]

Bye

[blessed-high11y-favored]

Distance is my new response. I don’t return energy. I remove myself.

[tullipsink]

you’re everywhere and i can’t get rid of you. A.M//

[hollowandbroken]

Started my second lot of antidepressants. dosage has been increased twice in a month. Been referred for counciling. Still want to kill myself ✌️

[hollowandbroken]

[infpisme]

From “Dream Girl” collection of poems by Clementine von Radics

[chiimere]

feelin' like i'm constantly drowning.

[mybrainisbroken]

[ashstfu]

so many songs about love. not enough about i really want to fake my death, change my identity and flea the country.

[hollowandbroken]

Turns out I'm even more mentally fucked up than I thought 👍 just been so good at hiding it

[hollowandbroken]

I failed last night.

Spent today thinking of other ways, just going through the motions.

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[hollowandbroken]

I can't feel my sadness anymore, I just feel numb and hollow.