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Should I start writing based on Gachiakuta? What'd you think?
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hiya! so you have an ao3 account? you're writings are very sweet to read C^:
I do, but I'm currently busy with my studies so I'll return to writing only in 2 weeks - month. Plus I'm much more interested in different fandoms now so I'm not sure if I'll continue writing on Dispatch. But you can expect more drabbles soon. Thank you for the compliment, I'm glad you enjoy my writing (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
Not enough sick/hurt Robert fics for me
I want him injured and hospitalized NOW. I want him delirious and bedridden this INSTANT. I want him trapped under a collapsed building with realization that he’s stuck and he’ll have to wait for help to find him. QUICKLY.
I don’t want him to die or anything though, to be clear
Fresh crashed angst on my page, enjoy our Dispatcher's suffering🤌
RED.
RED.
So much red...
And blaring.
Sharp loud sound piercing through the fog of the unconsciousness.
Robert couldn't tell where exactly he was, he felt absent like his body wasn't completely his. He felt like he was slowly drowning, everything was kinda muted as he got thrown around between conscious and unconscious state.
"HhhaA-"
He gasped when reality suddenly hit him with wave of pain and overwhelming sensations. He forced his eyes open and tried to stand but found that he couldn't move an inch but the thing he was in could. The back of his head slammed into already broken panel behind him making his vision go black for a few long moments, he could feel piercing sound of alarm bouncing inside his skull.
Robert tried taking a few long breaths but they came up like a quick deep gasps for air. His vision cleared but he had to narrow his eyes to see as red was only thing filling his vision.
Mechaman could feel his heart thumping, it felt like muscle was beating in his head instead of the chest, all breathes came out raspy and desperate. His body felt restricted, wet and sticky but Robert didn't bother to check what exactly it was, his pupils jumped between the still working screens trying to find out what was happening..
SLAM- CRACK crack... CRUSH
Metal cage around him shifted again before something heavy landed on top of it. Man held his breath seeing metal bend under the weight. After a few moments hero managed a shaky exhale, trying to stay silent as if smallest sound would turn his cage into a coffin.
But was that really a cage?
Robert took slow shaky breath through his (most likely broken) nose as he tried to make sense of the situation. Where he was? Why couldn't he move? Why he was thrown around like a ball on soccer field? And where's the Z team. Wait. Z team? Since when do YOU have a team? Failure. You should be able to handle it on your own.
Alone. Yes. He's a Mechaman. He's a hero. And he calls himself a HERO?! He will find a way out. He will. There's people in danger and he couldn't just lay here and do nothing- You can't do anything? What kind of hero are you if you can't even save yourself???
Robert tried moving his hands under the belts that held him in the seat(maybe the only mostly intact thing in the suit). He glanced down seeing his digits press against the bind even though he couldn't feel his fingers. He took a shaky breath trying to find an opening between the belts.
At some point of time few clicks and cracks sounded before the cockpit he was in was filled with faint crisp metallic scent. Oxygen... Well at least he won't suffocate although it would've been more merciful than death of starvation or being crashed by whatever Mechasuit was trapped under.
It felt like he was here for days... After some struggle or remaining energy drained as well as adrenaline, leaving him bound in his suit unable to do anything but breathe and think, all while trying to ignore immense pain. All attempts to dissociate were shattered by sparks from the tech, creaks of metal or the sound of his own heart hammering against his ribcage.
His mouth felt like a desert, his eyes burned from all the red lighting inside the suit, he kept hearing ringing even though alarms died down ages ago... The faint crisp smell of oxygen was overpowered by metallic scent of his blood and sweat.
After a while red emergency lights started blinking and slowly one after another they turned off leaving him in complete darkness. He couldn't see anything anymore, the only thing he felt was pressure on his body and pain....
He desperately darted between topics trying to distract himself from pain but it all eventually lead him back to the same questions and worries...
Why is it so quiet? What happened? Where's Z team help? Why nobody came to check and clean up whatever collapsed on top of him? How much time passed..?
Robert couldn't help but feel like he was laying in his coffin, going through torture to redeem himself before it'll all fade to nothing. Everything has been silent for days. Stimuli depravation was driving him insane...
He doesn't hide the fact that he's scared for the first time in years... What's the point of holding back if no one will see him break down?
Mechaman welcomes the feeling of futility as the hot tears slide down his face in his matted hair... He closes his eyes sensing the impending doom...
The body previously laying so peacefully in his bed sat up with sharp gasp, legs kicking the blanket off to the floor startling the small rotund chihuahua sleeping at his feet. The sound of barking seems to wake Robert out of his trans as he finally takes a breath and looks around the room.
Beef whines softly climbing into his lap and trying to lick Roberts face, man slowly puts his hand on the dog. After making sure dog was real Mechaman wraps his hands around the Beef, hugging him tightly as doggy barks and tries to lick his owner's face, small tail wagging uncontrollably.
Sounds. Finally the silence is over...
Robert couldn't help but sob hearing the commotion nearing the door..
He wasn't alone... Not in this universe.
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I'm sorry for disappearing but I'm buried in preparations for upcoming exams and other troubles. I would post if i have inspiration and time (◡ ω ◡)
Love y'all, thank you for 280 owls ❤️
"there is no way you're not using chatgpt for at least a few things here and there no matter your stance on it" what the FUCK are you talking about
Flambae's niece(Flambae picked her up from school): "Kids at school were asking if you're a bottom or a top."
Flambae, steaming mad after work: "They should not ask that"
Niece, shrugging: "They said if it was your answer than you're a bottom"
Flambae, turning to her red like a furnace: "Who are these fuuuuu- freaking kids you're talking to?!"
Niece, amused: "My... classmates?"
Flambae still fuming: "Yeah... right."
Random interview with Flambae and Mechaman:
Interviewer, exited: "So, the next question from the fan is-..." Awkwardly "What is the stupidest thing you two did together?"
Flambae, immediately: "We hooked up once... when we were in -"
Mechaman: "NO, we DIDN'T"
Flambae, smirking: "Yeah, we-"
Mechaman, smacking Flambae in the face with pillow, not looking away from camera: "No, we didn't."
Mechaman, a second later: "ALSO, what if we did hook up - How can you say it's the stupidest thing we ever done?!"
Interviewer: Ehm...
Flambae, nonchalantly: "It. is. one. of. them."
Mechaman: "YOU BITCH-"
Omegaverse! Dispatch. Z team x Robert
P.1. P.2. P.3. P.4.
Sleep was something that Robert feared and loved at the same time. Sleep was something that he as a child sought out to escape unpleasant reality, he loved taking naps. When he was just 3 or four he remembered waking up on the couch, warm blanket draped over his curled up body, quiet korean music his mom always turned on when she was cooking or cleaning coming from kitchen, delicious smell of sizzling meat filling the house, sound of TV playing, figure of his father sitting in chair further to his right was making warmth spread in his little body. Those happy memories from his early childhood were sometimes only thing keeping him going. Even after his mother left(the last hug and soft "it's not your fault, baby.. it wasn't and never will be your fault" filled with sad but caring love were following him in dreams and nightmares alike ever since accompanied by steady and comforting smell of star jasmine) and his dad appeared at home less and less, Robert found a small relief in taking naps, allowing those short memories soothe his worries over and over again until he wasn't sure what was dream and what a reality...
Later as his training as future pilot started and figure and voice of his mother became more and more distant his dreams were now accompanied by Chase. Some were real memories with beta some were scenarios made up by his brain.. still as long as he could forget himself in the slumber he was fine with whatever.
His representation as omega and his first heat were both accompanied by his first nightmares. His fathers reaction to Robert's secondary gender was probably the main reason, it was also first and last time Robbie laid a hand on his son.
Handprint on his face stinged and swelled slowly turning into a bruise as his heat progressed. His father left murmuring something about "finding solution to this mistake" leaving only pain and harsh scent of metal behind.
Chase was one to find him (unsurprisingly) and it wasn't even because Robbie said anything to him. No, it was because it was Friday and Chase always came by on Fridays after his patrol. Beta found Robert asleep on the floor smelling like pure stress abomination, he didn't wake up until 2 days later. Only his temperature rising and dropping were signs that he had gone through his heat, otherwise Robert spent most of his heats sleeping like dead, which unnerved Chase immensely but beta couldn't do much except make sure boy was safe and ate something immediately after waking up.
Soon after his father got his on the pills that were technically supposed to make him alpha but in reality just messed up his hormones enough to stop the heat cycle and scent from forming. Which was good enough for Robbie cause it was medication Robert was on until he started having problems with money as Mechaman Blue.
His representation was the first time he got nightmare and even as adult with a pack, Robert wasn't sure if his suffering would ever end. After his fathers death night terrors had their grasp on boy's soul every time he closed his eyes for longer than a second. And as he took over as Mechaman his brain only got more fuel for his fucked up dreams. So Robert threw himself in work until he was exhausted enough to just pass out for an hour or two. From a "temporary solution" to his problem it progressed into a habit and then into a lifestyle: keeping himself active almost all day and night, sleeping between jobs just enough to stay functioning but not aware rested enough for his brain to have time to go through his memories.
It became Robert's life. Just another thing that never changed.
The first thing he felt when he woke up was Warm.. he was warm and comfortable and not in pain... That was surprising... It was not just a physical warmth nooo, his mind felt warm too, lazy, quiet... He felt well rested but still sleepy and slightly dizzy but not in concussion kind of way...
For the first time in last 15 years Robert didn't want to get up.
So he opened his eyes just enough to glance at the clock on the kitchen counter. It was 9:02 am. He was late to his shift.. His phone must've died.. it's good considering Chase and Z team are probably blowing it with messages and calls.
Robert knows he should probably get out from under the blanket..(it smells like melons and aloe...) and get dressed. He could still get away with being just two hours late but dispatcher didn't move an inch even after counting down from three five times already.
He was so comfortable, pillows were just soft enough, blanket felt just the right amount warm and heavy, warm buzzing under his skin didn't stop even after he woke up and room smelled so good. With every inhale anxious voice whispering about responsibility was getting more and more quiet until his head was empty of noise again... His eyes fluttered shut slowly, though brunette didn't even try to fight the sleep this time...
For the first time in a very long time his dream was filled with smiles of those he cherished the most...of his new family...