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  ❝ cain, what is it to kill? ❞ A queasy mixture of relief and horror.   When you finally stop an i t c h and realize it’s because you’ve ripped a h o l e in your skin.

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[homaciida]

cain + abel; an entirely serious moodboard

[stardustminds]

perhaps: hell is cold. cold in your bones, freezing your blood over and over. and the demons laugh, laugh at your mortal struggles. they dont feel the cold anymore. they dont have blood or bones or flesh to freeze. perhaps: heaven is not the perfect haven we’ve come to see it as. its chaotic, the chaos and ruin and horror that ensues only from too much peace. Happy souls get restless, anyways. Walls are painted in crimson, all the welcoming smiles full of too-sharp teeth and their kind words with a bloodthirsty edge.

so maybe it’s best to stay on earth, to roam as a ghost and as you always imagined. | a.v.l (via aikelos)

[homaciida]

gabriel; (voiceofthedamned)

Date: October 12th 

Location: Big Apple Diner

Closed: @homaciida

The diner was surprisingly void of the everyday patrons that typically littered the faux leather seats that were sticky with years of something better left unfounded. Their absence, justified among the chaos of recent events, perplexed Gabriel in the slightest of natures – perhaps the humans of Paradise had finally found themselves spooked enough to combat the innate need to resist the abnormality that had invaded their lives. The idea was rather depressing: to see an admirable quality succumb to the heavy weight of reality.

Despite the quiet atmosphere surrounding the once bustling diner, Gabriel continued on with his own indulgence. The screams of a fork scraping the porcelain of the plate reverberated through the room only to fall on the deaf ears of an uncaring waitress. Even sitting on a dressed dish, the food barely looked appetizing without the usual distraction of overheard conversation. The ringing of the bell above the door caught the attention of his ears but not his eyes. He did not need to see the man that had just walked through the smudged glass door to know who it was. Cain had the unique ability to fill the room, full or empty, with an unwanted presence.

Gabriel waited for the man to approach before meeting his gaze and saying, “And here I thought I would actually be able to enjoy my meal.”

Azure eyes once again focused on the piece of pie in front of him and more importantly eating it. Sugar, too sweet for anyone resisting the development of a sweet tooth, infested every taste bud as the fork slipped from closed lips. “What do you want?” he asked, lips smacking as chewed food interrupted his words to mirror the indistinguishable mumblings of a child.

The novelty of the diner never failed to amuse Cain; the casual presence of demons in such a profoundly human setting enjoying coffee whose quality was debatable at best and around the clock meals which seemed to always feature grease as a main ingredient. He would never venture to this place for the food and very rarely for the coffee. In reality, it was the atmosphere Cain was after, this place that was all at once unique to Paradise and identical to countless diners across the country. As he entered he found himself wondering about the fates of those roadside restaurants and to a greater extent, the state of life itself outside of their little bubble.

A single waitress met his eyes and immediately glanced away. She would doubtless refuse to serve him and Cain couldn’t care less. He was too distracted by the sudden screech of a fork against a plate, fighting the urge to shake his head like a dog to rid himself of the sound, instead seeking out the source of the awful din and finding a familiar blonde head bent over a slice of pie. Suddenly the noise didn’t seem to matter anymore as the beginnings of an amused grin flitted across Cain’s face; perhaps this time he might actually enjoy the company.

“I doubt you could have enjoyed that slop even if I hadn’t charitably decided to keep you company, Gabriel.” He drawled, sliding into the seat across the booth from the other demon and making the mistake of glancing at Gabriel’s mouth, his upper lip curling in slight disgust. Not only it seemed would the other actually attempt to eat the slimy thing quivering on the plate front of him, he would subject Cain to watching him masticate it. 

“Is it that hard to believe I wouldn’t want to catch up with one of my peers?” Sarcasm played heavily on his words; yes, it was hard to believe and they both knew it. 

[homaciida]

HOW THE SIGNS WILL KILL YOU:

KILLS YOU WITH KINDNESS: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn

KILLS YOU WITH SARCASM: Aries, Aquarius, Gemini

KILLS YOU WITH SASS: Leo, Libra, Virgo

KILLS YOU WITH REAL WEAPONS: Sagittarius, Scorpio, Taurus

[homaciida]

holly; (h-gilmore)

Holly glared at him, her mind flashing back to those horrible, horrible memories. The anger inside her blood only seemed to spike at the thought, her defenses snapping into place. She hated them; she hated all these goddamn BEASTS. With a careful tone, the girl retorted, “… he deserved some comfort. When was the last time you’ve been whipped forty times? I’m sure you would want some help afterwards, too.” Whether or not he deserved sympathy could be saved for another debate. 

However, upon his next confession, her eyes widened. Brothers? This was – this demon in front of her had been Abel’s brother? ( the very same brother that murdered one of her favorite angels ). The girl didn’t know what to say, her brain still processing the sudden truth, her honest thoughts spilling out uncensored, “… what? Brothers? How? You look nothing alike.” 

“I can’t say I've been whipped even once, let alone forty times.” Cain’s tone remained ever casual, unconcerned with the poison behind the words. “But it wasn’t my job to comfort him, in fact that seems to be the exact opposite. And why would I when there was such a long line to do it for me?” And there had been, he would never be surprised by his brother’s ability to network and spark such intense empathy in so many people. It was not his business to keep track of every person who felt sorry for Abel, the great majority of the human population seemed to either way.

Cain waited for anger, insults, the usual response, but her assertion was so out of character in terms of what he had come to expect when people figured out their connection Cain nearly burst out in uncharacteristically loud laughter but contained himself instead, merely shaking his head with a small grin aimed at the ground rather than at the girl who had prompted it. “Brothers through birth apparently, though many have contested that in my life time. The two of us never tried genetic testing so the facts are that that mystery remains unanswered.” 

[homaciida]

remember me or like mourn me u pick : ))

REMEMBER ME

When he reaches back as far as he can in the empty banks of his mind the first thing he remembers are the needles. They come before the pain that sits like an ever present boulder upon his back, even before he had come to the dark room he calls home. Perhaps, he thinks, he had never not been there, perhaps it had always been his fate to watch innumerable figures pace by his cell and guess which one would inject the drugs into him next- but that couldn’t be right. There was something before the needles, wasn’t there? Something that pounded on the inside of his skull and screamed until there was another prick in his neck and a white hot flash and then ruined film, botched photographs, nothing. Nothing but darkness and innumerable figures with great black wings (  something lurched in his stomach at the thought, furious, mourning ).

Not all of them were indifferent. Some stopped and grouped together and discussed him with raucous laughter and the occasional taunt that meant nothing to him, these insults were meant for a man that actually possessed some sort of past ( - he was climbing the stairs leading out of this stale prison, had an iron grip on a man already bound and lacerated, someone important who had to get away and he could help him, he had to help him - ). A man who had more than just a name. There were a few who didn’t say anything, who just stared. One of them muttered, nearly unintelligible “what a waste,” under his breath as he walked away. One of them ( a flash of red hair, burning eyes ) blessed him with silent tears. He still didn’t know her, none of them. 

But he knows this man.

Cain knew him the second he burst into his cell- there had been shouts and the sound of bullets and clashing metal and then he had appeared with blood on his shirt and the panic of battle on his face and it had all disappeared when he had laid eyes on him and dropped his weapon as if he’d been aching to toss it away the second it had been pressed into his hands. There is a sudden stream of words, too much to understand. Cain is still shocked by the jolt of remembrance. He knows these eyes, that halo of dark hair, the concern written all over the not-strangers face; his instinct tells him this isn’t first time that look has been sent his way ( - dark corners and rich, sweet wine, laughter that he had scowled in response to despite the low curl of pleasure in his chest that he had been the one to cause it - ) and the not-stranger is promising to take him away.

“I know you.” Cain says; the words crawl out of a throat rasping with disuse, but he manages- this is the only thing in his life that matters now. “I know you.” A soft hand pushes the shaggy hair from his eyes and Cain has to squint; the light of this man is too much so soon after so much darkness. He feels saturated in it but if anyone could cleanse him, it had to be this angel. 

“Yeah, buddy.” There’s a strange quiver to his voice. “You know me.” Cain wants to say something else, he wants to hear something else, he wants to know his name so he can cement the hope blossoming in his chest but there’s more shouts down the corridor and the angel holding him calls back; “He’s here, Abel, he’s here, I found him- ! ” He found him.

Without any understanding of why, Cain starts to cry.

[homaciida]

legion as actual conversations had between me, beth, and kael in skype (1/??)

[homaciida]

Drabble Me

Leave a “Amuse Me” in my ask, and I will write a funny drabble about my character trying to cheer your up.

Leave a “Break Me” in my ask, and I will write an angsty drabble about our characters.

Leave a “Call Me” in my ask, and I will write a drabble about my character asking for yours [be it at the brink of death/in a battlefield/knocking on the front door wounded, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Drink Me” in my ask, and I will write a drabble about my character taking shots with yours.

Leave a “Enamor Me” in my ask, and I will write a fluffy drabble about my character trying to woo yours [be it out of the blue/Valentines Day,feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Fight Me” in my ask, and I will write a drabble out my character fighting with/or against yours.

Leave a “Get Me” in my ask, and I will write a drabble about my character saving yours.

Leave a “Haunt Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character watching over yours[as a ghost, watching from a distance, or otherwise, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Invite Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character asking your character to

Leave a “Join Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character giving your character an offer [be it a proposal for an alliance, asking them to join them in an activity (you can get dirty if you want), feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Kill Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character killing yours.

Leave a “Love Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a fluffy drabble about our characters.

Leave a “Mourn Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character mourning your character’s death.

Leave a “Nurse Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character healing yours.

Leave a “Offer Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character giving yours a gift.

Leave a “Paint Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character drawing a picture of yours [like one of your french girls~ be it painting them or drawing them, maybe offering a picture of them as a gift, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Quiet Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character trying to calm yours down [be it from crying, from lashing out, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Remember Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character trying to get yours to remember them [be it from an accident, meeting them after years apart, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Shag Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a dirty drabble about our characters.

Leave a “Tell Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character confessing something to yours [be it a love confession, a secret, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Unbind Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about your character freeing mine, or the other way around, or something among the lines [be it freeing them from jail, from handcuffs, from a trap, from a curse, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “Value Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about my character telling yours how they feel about them.

Leave a “Wed Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about our character under the subject of wedlock [be it my character proposing to yours, or marrying yours, feel free to specify.]

Leave a “X Me” in my ask, and I will write whatever it is that you wish, [specify.]

Leave an “Yahoo Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about our characters celebrating something [feel free to specify.]

Leave an “Zip Me” in my ask, and I’ll write a drabble about your character dressing mine, or the other way around [this can also be used for shutting them up as well, but feel free to specify.]

☾ cute character questions ☽

the basics:

name: cain age: 2000+, who’s counting? zodiac sign: scorpio one good trait: intelligence  one bad trait: spite 

habits:

one bad habit: testing people’s limits one good habit: doing judas’ job for him under the table one habit they can’t break: concern for monitoring abel what they’re afraid of uncomfortable with: his own immortality 

what they prefer:

coffee or tea? showering in the day or night? taking baths or taking showers? tv or movies? writing or reading? platonic or romantic love? iced tea or lemonade? ice cream or smoothies? cupcakes or cake? beach or mountains?

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How Low | Jose Gonzalez

How low are you willing to go Before you reach all your selfish goals

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[homaciida]

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josephine⍟

I like you // I love you // I’m indifferent toward you // You’re one of my best friends // You’re like family // You are family // I dislike you // I hate you // I’m jealous of you // I’m scared of you // I would adopt you // I’m attracted to you // I’d date you // I’d sleep with you // I’d marry you // I’m worried about you // You confuse me // You’re annoying // I respect you // I want your respect // I feel protective of you // I’d like to cut loose with you // You’re good-looking // I’m suspicious of you // I’m hiding something from you // You’re fun // You’re boring // You’re nice // You’re mean // You’re smart // You’re stupid // I think you’re a better person than me // I think I’m a better person than you // I want to apologize to you // I want an apology from you // I wish I’d never met you // I never want to forget you // I want to get to know you better //

[homaciida]

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samson♙

i like you // i love you // i’m indifferent toward you // you’re one of my best friends // you’re like family // you are family // i dislike you // i hate you // i’m jealous of you // i’m scared of you // i would adopt you // i’m attracted to you // i’d date you // i’d sleep with you // i’d marry you // i’m worried about you // you confuse me // you’re annoying // i respect you // i want your respect // i feel protective of you // i’d like to cut loose with you // you’re good-looking // i’m suspicious of you // i’m hiding something from you // you’re fun // you’re boring // you’re nice // you’re mean // you’re smart // you’re stupid // i think you’re a better person than me // i think i’m a better person than you // i want to apologize to you // i want an apology from you // i wish i’d never met you // i never want to forget you // i want to get to know you better