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PSA I may take a while to answer dms and asks and replies, I just have a lot of anxiety with those its nothing personal lol but I get to them eventually

Amgry at everything because I remembered the world exists outside my bedroom and I need to do shit and socialize. I cant just like remove myself from every situation because that would be antisocial and people would forget me or hate me. Like i love my friends a lot and I love that they invite me to things but sometimes I wanna stay home quiet doing my things plz

#the issue is probably that i am unable to say No when ppl invite me and then instead i accept it knowing that i won't be making it #and end up cancelling last minute after spending an entire week feeling anxious about it #you know i am noticing a pattern here. being able to say no and hold my ground couldve saved me a lot of trouble

rohirric-hunter

"You could get up early and do it before work" I could also wait for a magic beanstalk to start growing in my living room LMAO. Let's focus on things that happen in the real world

classicalcanvas

Galatea (1847) by Charles Jalabert

tourettictrans

how people look at me after i show symptoms of my disorder

Idk how much I shared about this here but I developed s drug induced tic disorder earlier this year and it's been upsetting me more and more lately, I just left a vc with friends bc the tics were getting bad and I could tell it was because I was excited (and feeling a little shy too)??? So far I've figured out that what makes them worse/more frequent and more forceful for me is:

Being tired/sleepy

Being anxious/stressed

Feeling embarrassed, even if just at a thought or a memory

Being bored/idle/not engaged enough, e.g. doing the dishes my mind starts wandering and the tics creep in

Being excited in general - happy, nervous, scared, etc

And sometimes I'll go several days with minimal tics, just very benign and infrequent ones, and suddenly they'll come back one day and bother me all day all the time. It's so upsetting I genuinely feel like crying about it sometimes. Idk what to do, I need to see a neurologist probably

#tic disorder #drug induced tic disorder #i know what probably set it off but wverything online says it should stop after quitting all the suspected drugs and that hasnt happened #ive been off metilfenidate for 7 months and venlafaxine for 1 which were supposedly the culprits but theyre still here #blogging

There are two wolves inside me one keeps telling me to hurt and kill myself the other is trying to comince me to be patient and kind to mysf

#which is an improvement because the kind wolf did not exist until a few months ago #i wish i could stop feeling desperate and turning mean to myself so quickly

willgrahamscock

any ship can be problematic because I have the heart and soul of a depraved pervert

lop-ears

make a wish!

power-chords

This Dan Piraro comic always makes me cry.

lelouch

sickerfxck

Trying somno but we both fall fast asleep expecting the other to do something and end up both having a beautiful nights rest

#i wish this had happened to me instead of what actually happened

s0fich

happy in his blankeyy

json-derulo

i'm sorry i didn't respond to your DM for 23 days. the number on the notification icon got really big and i began having irrational anxious thoughts such as "what if people are in there trying to contact me"

we as a society moved too fast from this song. stop replaying the bruno mars duet from this album on the radio, play disease more!!! MORE!!!!!!! this is literally her best song

#lady gaga #Youtube

escuerzoresucitado

#meeee me m e

I'm so embarassing I need to shoot myself bruh

#can we stop botherinv others over my fear of doing harm without realizing it

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