Kia Ora @honeeybeea - Tumblr Blog

Kia Ora KouTou Tena koe.

I'm Bea, I'm 22, I'm lesbian, my pronouns are She/her, I love to read, I love art, I love history, I am Pākehā from Aotearoa, New Zealand. 🇳🇿.

Formally Bookfansworld.

My Tumblr bestie is @adrein94 go check them out ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🤎🖤🩶🤍🩷

If you know me in real life please: DNI this is my safe space.

I'm trilingual, and speak, English, Te Reo Maori, and NZL Sign language.

I also swear a lot, a lot of profanity on this shitty blog.

My Bday is April 6, I'm an Aries. ♈🐏

I have no time for negativity, any negative or inappropriate post will be blocked immediately.

Email: [email protected]. for inquiries only.

I mostly post about, Until dawn, Band of Brothers, Strangers Things, The Walking dead, Thunderbirds are go, Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit ........ And other shit.

I sometimes post about other Fandoms too, I post a variety of shit on this blog.

Currently hyperfixated on, band of brothers once again.

I have depression, anxiety, OCD, PTSD, and I also suffer from chronic dermatillomania so don't be surprised if I dip offline for a week or more.

SHIPS

Romantic ships: Byler, Byclair, Elumax, Lumax, Jancy, Jargyle, Chrashley, Climbing Class, Sabriel, Everlark, Odessa, ByMayClair, Mess, Jemily, Jett, Sath, Jopper, Mannah, richonne, Glaggie, Carnid, Glamrock Fronnie, Stuilly, pen and Ink.

Platonic ships: Willel, MadCleric, MadWheeler, Byclair (It fits either), HenderHop, Elmike, Ronance, Byerson, Stonathan, Skipenlark, Ball, Winnix.

I created "ByMayClair". (Will and Max each individually dating Lucas, Lucas dating both

My main Ships are "Byler, Chrashley, Carnid" and Pen and Ink

INBOX

My inbox is open. Anon is on.

Please don't correct my spelling or if i have words missing in my posts

I'm trying my best here.

DNI.

lgtbqiaphobic, xenophobic, pedophiles, zoophiles, proshippers, terf, swerf, racist, sexist, ableist, pro self harm, pro suicide, incest/abuse supporter, anti neopronouns, NSFW blogs, antisemitic, Zionist.

This is a pro choice blog, if you believe that people with uterus's shouldn't have control over their own body.

FUCK YOU! AND GET THE HELL OFF MY BLOG!!.

Free Palastine 🇵🇸 Free Ukraine 🇺🇦

I despise AI and you'll never catch me using it.

#lj's lollipops #about lj #ljs theories #lj writes #byler #fnaf #ljs edits #saved favourites #ljs gifs #my asks #my art #Alex Penkala screenshot list

prideinmymouth

fuck only one bed. there is two beds, but dicktim share one anyway

the-haiku-bot

fuck only one bed.

there is two beds, but dicktim

share one anyway

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

throttlegainwell

The thing about the relationship between Will and Lonnie is that it sucks in its own unique way, distinct from the ways that the relationships Lonnie has with his ex-wife and older son respectively damage them, but I also think they're strangers.

Will does not get Lonnie at all. He doesn't really know what Lonnie wants or what he's looking for or what motivates him. He can't anticipate what he'll do or why. He thinks there's some way to please him, but it doesn't exist. Lonnie is confusing and probably stressful, and dealing with him involves some degree of engaging in a strange game that doesn't net Will very much, but he's looking for the kernels of joy and connection he can scrape from the experience.

It's the implications of his absence that loom over Will, I think, more than his presence. He represents what could have been because he's a big unknown whose sole contribution to Will's life was shame, through implicit rejection and ridicule and lack of interest, back when he was younger.

And I wonder how Joyce addressed that. We know she must have said something and supported him, and if Lonnie spewed any of his bigotry and verbal abuse within Will's earshot and she knew he was aware of it, then she would surely have said something. But she's not perfect, and she can't be everywhere or always say just the right thing, and maybe there isn't always a right thing to say. Maybe she fell back on "you know he doesn't mean it" or "he's wrong and you shouldn't listen to him" or "something came up and he couldn't make it but he's sorry he couldn't take you" or "it's not about you" and that's kind, but doesn't get at the heart of why what he's saying or doing matters, to the extent that it does. And it's not like Will can't tell when she's being untruthful to spare his feelings; he can hear her yelling down the telephone.

But it's a hard line for her to walk as a parent, and so there are gaps where the edges of the white lies and hard truths don't come together neatly. Same for Jonathan, whom we can see trying to make up the difference and reach Will, but who very carefully does not tell Will the whole truth either (that Lonnie does not care and he's wrong even if he's correct and what he thinks doesn't matter); he tells him a different truth that, for him, matters a great deal more, about the world and who Will can be in it.

But, still, those gaps, where well-meaning hands reach with love and can't quite touch... There's a shame that flourishes there, in those dark crevices. And it's very relevant to everything he's got going on, and Lonnie's shadow is definitely there, but Lonnie is just one part of it. Because the only thing he really ever learned about Lonnie was that Lonnie didn't want him and he could never be good enough to change it. I think a larger part of Will's hangups stem from steeping in that town all his life.

throttlegainwell

Conversely, Jonathan knows Lonnie all too well. He understands things about him that Joyce simply does not or cannot. He sees things that Lonnie does not reveal to her. He is burdened by this knowledge.

Joyce is somewhere in the middle, in terms of her grasp of Lonnie's particular brand of shittiness.

anxiety-banana

hello i would like everyone to know that sometimes you can sob your eyes out and have an existential crisis one moment and then suddenly you're booking your driver's test and applying for jobs and crocheting a blanket and maybe life isn't so bad anymore!! maybe you can feel awful and fix your life anyway!! maybe you're allowed to be a wreck and still be good enough!! i am a full on adult and have avoided getting my license for years but now i'm finally doing it because i've grown around the fear!!!! the world didn't crash and burn when i was fifteen!! i did this for myself and i'm going to be okay!!

stevishabitat

anxiety-banana

the way i am shaking with tears is an understatement I'VE BEEN QUOTED

stevishabitat

I'm printing it and taping it to my mirror BTW

the-haiku-bot

I’m printing it and

taping it to my mirror

BTW

Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.

gregtom

k-simplex-deactivated20241001

Happy Pride

justcallmedom31

marisatomay

Happy Pride

alicent-florent

How important is representation in [Franchaela's] love story?

paper-mario-wiki

do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets

her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.

remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.

thank you, Marsha. we remember you.

paper-mario-wiki

do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets

her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.

remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.

thank you, Marsha. we remember you.

mosoli

im still laughing at this

rabioheab-deactivated20200416

earlier this year 2 boys got expelled from my school for going on a teachers email and sending another teacher an email that says “you’re a disgusting little man” and i laugh about it all the time because imagine opening an email from your coworker and thinking it’s important and then it says that