"But then, around the business, you know, we've got Je'Von Evans, who… who's 21. He's younger than my wrestling career. [He calls me mom] because I'm old enough to be his mom. Yeah. [...] I think he's so awesome. Like the confidence that he has and the ability that he has and his promo. Everything. I'm like, This kid's a star."
Summary: You meet Jungkook for the first time when he comes to your piercing studio for some new ear jewelry. Something about getting pierced (and you) gives him the rush of his life that makes him want to come back. Not to get his ears pierced though.
Warnings: MDNI, explicit sexual content, short descriptions of getting ears and nipples pierced, bisexual JK (referenced), mentions of Taekook (Tae is a sadist as a background character), JK has a pain kink and is a massive flirt but also a total cutie, he's down bad, JK whimpering!!, semi-public make out sesh, fingering, oral (both receiving and it's sloppy af), PiV, unprotected sex (don't do this!), bit of dirty talk
Wordcount: 8.3k
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You glance at your phone to check the time; there’s one more appointment left until you close for today, and it’s in a few minutes. Quickly wiping down the bench and chair with disinfectant spray and preparing new disposable needles, you set everything up for your next client.
When you hear the door open, you swivel around on your rolling chair. Since it’s a Saturday, your receptionist is not at the studio, so you get up to check them in yourself.
“Is one of you my 3 pm appointment?” you ask after a quick greeting, as there are two guys standing in front of you.
One of them lifts his tattooed hand. “That would be me, yeah,” he says, “Jungkook.”
You let your eyes roam over him for a second. There’s a messy mop of dark hair on his head; it’s a bit wavy and looks like an overgrown mullet with the bangs almost reaching down to his big brown eyes. He’s wearing black clothes from head to toe and he’s still holding a motorcycle helmet in his hand, just like the other guy. You peek over his shoulder and see the ride parked in front of your shop. You wonder for a second if he’s the one driving or if he’s just the passenger princess.
“Yours?” you ask him, nodding towards the bike outside.
“Yeah, drove us here,” he lets you know, running a hand through his hair to brush the strands out of his face.
His ears are adorned with multiple silver hoops on both sides and he’s sporting two lip piercings, one ring to the side and a stud in the center. He’s also quite ripped, the muscles in his arm and chest contracting as he hands over the helmet to his friend, who puts it aside. When he shrugs off his jacket, leaving him in a simple black tank top, a whole-ass sleeve tattoo is revealed, stretching all the way from his ring-clad fingers over his shoulder to his clavicle.
Great, a buff tattooed biker. Just your type. You reprimand yourself for checking out your customer - what the fuck is wrong with you? You haven’t been on a date in ages, always focusing on your work, being self-employed turning out to be harder than you thought originally. And in the meager free time you get, you try to spend as much of it as you can with your friends. Maybe that’s catching up with you now. Damn. Keep it together. Be professional.
You inhale deeply while bending down over the desk, trying to regain your composure that you hope to god no one realized you lost for a moment.
“2 helixes, right?” you confirm, checking the appointment details on your computer. He nods.
“Brought your mate for support?” you tease, considering the guy is heavily tattooed and already pierced. It’s usually first-timers who bring friends along, but you’re not really judging as long as they don’t get in your way.
“Just didn’t have anything better to do,” his companion explains with a shrug of his shoulders. He’s pretty, kind of boyish looking, but his voice is deep and his exposed arms show that he’s probably spending a good amount of time at the gym as well. The corners of his mouth are upturned into a little smirk.
“Don’t lie, you enjoy seeing me suffer,” Jungkook retorts, chuckling at his friend.
Quite the good-looking pair, standing there in your studio. What a sight for sore eyes. You clear your throat, stopping yourself from staring at them for too long, and usher Jungkook towards the back, where you have your piercing station set up.
His friend sends him off with an encouraging slap to his ass and sits down in the waiting area, crossing his legs. The piercing station is still in line of sight, just slightly obscured by a side table. You like to be able to keep an eye on the entry to your studio, especially when you’re working alone, like today.
Jungkook sits down on the tattoo bed after you pat it, signaling him to take a seat.
“He can come back here to hold your hand, if you want,” you suggest, suppressing the laughter threatening to rise when you see him nervously tapping his fingers on his thighs as he waits for you to prepare your tools, rolling around on your little chair.
How did this guy survive getting his whole arm and shoulder decked out in tattoos? What a softie. But it’s kind of cute.
He laughs, apparently not taking offense to your playful digs, thankfully.
You’re a shit talker; you just can’t help it. No matter how hot the victim of your teasing might be, there’s always a stupid joke right on the tip of your tongue. Sometimes you wonder how it hasn’t cost you any customers yet. Quite the opposite - most of them usually seem to enjoy the banter. Maybe your clientele’s just made up of weirdos like yourself. Which you love, as you’ve always got along the best with outcasts and freaks; just people with some edge to them. And you’ve got the feeling the two men currently in your studio might fit the bill too.
Having stopped his fidgeting, he leans back on his hands, spreading his legs in the process, and lets his eyes wander over you as you pull on some black latex gloves. His gaze feels like lasers on your skin, sending a rush of heat to your cheeks.
When you make eye contact, you drop the marker you just picked up. Fuck, this is so embarrassing. Why’s he got to be so hot? He huffs out a little laugh as you roll back on your swivel chair and lean down to pick it back up.
Straightening your back, you scold yourself mentally and try to keep a relaxed face.
“Gonna mark you up, alright? Two on the same ear?”
He nods and you scoot closer with the cap of the pen between your teeth now. Once you’ve closed the distance, he’s looking down at you with a crooked smirk. You bite down on the plastic and decidedly avoid his eyes while you mark two dots on the upper part of his ear after disinfecting it first.
You roll back to let him stand up and check the placement out in the mirror. He hums in approval and plops back down in front of you.
“Not nervous anymore, huh?” you ask him, wondering a bit about his shift in demeanor.
“Never was. Just excited,” he says with an unnecessarily attractive wink. Oh, fuck you.
You scoff, trying to come off as nonchalant as possible. You’re not going to embarrass yourself any further, you decide.
You stand up to get the right angle for the piercing, the fresh needle in arm’s reach on the side table.
“Hold still now,” you demand as you step into his space.
“Yes, Ma’am,” he says with amusement written all over his face, straightening his shoulders to sit up.
Deciding to ignore his flirty remark – was it even flirty or are you just imagining things now? - you grab the packaged single-use needle and rip open the plastic.
You hear him take a sharp breath as you close in on his ear, his tattooed hand fisting the fabric of his baggy pants on his thigh as if bracing himself. You glance down and can’t hold back the smirk pulling up the corners of your lips.
With practiced precision, you shove the needle through the cartilage. He winces as the sharp metal pushes through and he’s gnawing on his bottom lip mercilessly while you insert the stud and screw it shut.
“You’ll draw blood if you bite down this hard,” you reprimand him with a soft voice and a reassuring smile. Baby.
A pink blush creeps up his neck as he looks up at you through his lashes, finally plopping his lip out from between his teeth. He clears his throat and adjusts his position, shifting on the bench, hands straightening out his pants. His lip is all puffy and red now, positively kissable if this were any other situation than your workplace. Bitch, calm down. The way you are switching between emotions with this guy can’t be healthy or sane.
“One down, another one to go,” you announce, struggling to keep a neutral expression and voice. “You ready?”
“Yeah, just go for it,” he nods with the cockiness from earlier already seeping back into his attitude.
You line up a fresh needle after disposing of the first one, and when you pierce his ear this time, a small whimper escapes his mouth before he can catch it. The sound goes straight to your head. Trying not to show the effect it has on you, you steady your hands with a deep breath and work the second stud in as well. Jungkook’s eyebrows are drawn together now, little huffs of breath leaving his slightly agape lips.
Stepping back out of his personal space to throw away the needle, you catch sight of his friend in the waiting area. He’s watching intently, grinning from ear to ear, leaning back in his chair with his arms crossed behind his head. Maybe he does actually enjoy seeing Jungkook suffer.
After you put your tools aside and slide off your gloves, you turn back to check on him.
His shoulders are sagging back to a more relaxed position, but his pupils look somewhat blown. You have your cartilage pierced too, yeah, it’s not pleasant, but it does not hurt that bad. You try never to judge someone's pain threshold, but it's hard when it's a smug, buff guy in front of you, whining.
“You okay?” you ask him because he’s squirming on the tattoo bed again, in the process of composing himself.
His tongue darts out to wet his lips before he scoots forward to the edge of the seat.
“More than okay,” he sighs with a content slur in his voice. “Thank you.”
He pushes himself up to stand and suddenly, he’s very close to you. You cough to cover up the way you just briefly choked on your own spit and walk around him to the front of the studio with overly determined steps.
“Let me ring you up then,” you try to sound extra casual.
From the corner of your eye, you can see him adjust his pants, pulling them down a bit lower on his hips, before he steps out to the front desk as well. His mate now also comes up to the desk, putting his head on Jungkook’s shoulder from behind him.
“All done?” he asks, resting his chin in the dip between his neck and his arm, smiling.
Huh. Maybe you got this whole thing wrong, and he was in fact not being flirtatious at all and it was nothing but wishful thinking.
“Get Jungkook a reward on the way home, he was really brave back there,” you can’t stop yourself from joking, making him groan in response. “And I don’t keep any lollipops here.”
“I’ll make sure he’s taken care of,” the guy replies with a wink and extends his hand after stepping around Jungkook. “Taehyung, by the way. Roommate.”
When you turn back to Jungkook to check him out at the register, his cheeks are flushed again.
A few days go by and after a shit ton of clients, you have almost completely forgotten about the hot guy on a motorcycle. That is, until you see that you have a new follower on Instagram. Your mind immediately goes to Jungkook when you see the profile pic, even though it’s just a head obscured by a helmet in black and white and the profile is set to private. The name’s also not giving away anything, but you have a feeling it’s him.
Since you are curious and never cared much for playing games or appearing disinterested, you just send him a request back right away. Well, his phone must also currently be in his hand as you get the notification that he’s accepted your request only a few seconds later.
After a minute of you scrolling through his feed, you are interrupted by a message.
-ding- The notification pops up.
Wow, this dude really went straight back to talking shit. After swiping away the chat, you go back to check out his profile. Well, he definitely knows he’s hot. There are loads of pictures and videos of him on his bike, but also some dancing content. Okay, so he’s not only crazy attractive but also knows how to move his body. That’s so not fair. Ticking all your boxes.
Over the next 3 weeks, Jungkook and you keep on interacting, liking each other’s stories and posts. He’s popping up in your messages regularly too and you can’t deny the flutters you get every time he does, because your conversations have turned flirty insanely fast. It’s still mostly banter, but dear god, this guy is a menace, and you love it.
When you check your work schedule for the upcoming week, you almost miss his name, as he’s once again booked the last appointment on Saturday. You click on the booking to find he’s chosen two nipple piercings. Yeah, that’s going to look good on him. You’ve seen him topless in some of his insta posts, and a small burst of excitement buzzes up your neck at the prospect of getting to see him half-naked in real life. God, you’re so thirsty - you blame him at least partially though, for being such a flirt.
Jungkook’s unrelenting flirting just keeps coming until it’s finally Saturday and you feel like an idiot for being so giddy all day, just waiting for that last appointment. You are glad that you're alone at the studio; your receptionist would have definitely been able to tell that something’s up. You’ve known each other for a few years at this point after all.
Your phone vibrates while you’re wiping down your station.
Putting the phone back down without texting anything back, you go to check the soil of your potted plant for its level of moistness, just to have something to do, before sitting down behind the desk at the front. You’re fidgeting, so you pick up your water bottle and gulp down the cool liquid. Apparently it's you who needs watering. Just to pass the time until he arrives, you click through your pre-made playlists on the PC to find something that appeases you. And, just maybe, you are considering what Jungkook might like while choosing. But no one could torture that confession out of you.
You are ripped out of your thoughts when you hear the stutter of a motorcycle just outside your shop and you see Jungkook park his bike through the glass front of the studio. Unconsciously, you straighten up in your seat as he approaches the door, helmet in hand, dressed in black once again. As he enters, he runs his free hand through his messy hair before his gaze settles on you and his mouth pulls up into a smile.
You step around the desk to greet him, but before you can even start to overthink the interaction, he pulls you close and plants a small peck on your cheek. His hand on your shoulder lingers for a moment and makes your face heat up, so you clear your throat and move out from under him.
Admittedly, you might be a bit more courageous when it comes to flirting through a screen than you are face-to-face. Jungkook though - this man is a walking tease. Not an ounce of shame or shyness. And you’re absolutely eating it up. He’s not even been in the studio for 5 minutes and you’re already having all kinds of physical reactions to him.
For once, you are thankful for your ability of bottomless shit-talk. It helps you keep your nerves and hormones under control for the most part - and keeps you from embarrassing yourself by covering up the way you’re into him so fucking bad. You are kind of envious because it seems like he’s not even wasting a single thought on how he comes across; he’s exuding confidence, just going for what he wants.
“Coming in without emotional support today?” you joke. “Brave.”
“I think I’m in good hands,” he laughs. “Maybe you’ll have to hold my hand though.”
You shake your head at his shenanigans. “Wish I could, but I kinda need both of mine to stab your nipples.”
Suddenly, he holds out his palm towards you, making you raise your eyebrow in question.
“Go ahead, you can hold it now,” he says with a crooked smile, wiggling his fingers in invitation.
You groan but still grab it and entangle your fingers with his. “You’re so annoying.”
“And you love it,” he grins.
There’s nothing you can counter as he’s spot on.
You lead him towards the back of the studio, to the piercing station. Once there, you slip your hand out of his so you can set up your equipment. While rummaging around your drawers, picking out needles and the appropriate piercing bars, lining stuff up, inspecting tools, you can feel his gaze on you. When you turn around, he’s leaning against the tattoo bed with his arms crossed over his chest and a smirk on his face.
“What?” you ask him, playfully rolling your eyes.
“Nothing, you just look sexy working.”
You shake your head laughing, “Come on, let’s get this done. Take your shirt off.”
“Oh, forward, are we?” he wiggles his eyebrows but does as he’d told and shrugs off his tank top, leaving him in his black sweatpants slung low on his hips and his boxers peeking out at the top.
With your eyes roaming over his toned body, which he can for sure tell, you step closer, bending down a little so you can use your pen to mark his nipples for the piercings. Just as your face is only inches away, he flexes his chest muscles. It catches you by surprise and you swat at his arm, which just makes him giggle.
“Hold still, will you,” you scold him and put down little dots, so you know where to push through the needle. Moving back a bit, you inspect the placement, making sure they’re even. You let him check it out in the mirror too and when he seems satisfied, you instruct him to lie down on the cling-film-wrapped bench.
You plop down onto your rolling chair and tug on a pair of gloves before grabbing the disinfectant solution to put on a piece of gauze. Somewhat hovering, you lean over his torso. Damn this stupid tattoo bench, it’s not height-adjustable and it’s making it hard to reach, so you have to kind of get on your toes to swipe the wet gauze over his nipple on the side further away from you.
“Sorry, the angle is a bit shit to work,” you apologize to Jungkook after almost elbowing him in the chin. You should invest in a stepping stool at least until you replace the stupid bed. Since it’s pushed up against the wall, you can’t move around to the other side either.
“Would it be easier if you got up here too?” he asks you with a lopsided smile.
“I mean, yeah, but I can’t really go and straddle my clients. I’ll manage.”
“I don’t mind,” he shrugs and leans up on his elbows, patting the padded bench next to his thigh.
When he sees you hesitate, he leans over and reaches for your hand again. “Come on, hop on.”
Your body moves to comply before you can think about work ethic or professionalism, and you let yourself be pulled closer and you climb up. You end up with your knees on either side of his thighs.
You shake your head, laughing. “You are crazy.”
“And you are easy to convince,” he smirks at you, still propped up on his elbows.
You grab the prepared needles and sit back on his thighs. “They’re gonna hurt way more than your other piercings, just a warning.”
“Speaking from experience?” he says and when you lower your head to look at the front of your top, you see his gaze follow yours. You always wear thin and comfortable bras to work. There’s really no reason for being stabbed by wires or being constricted by padding if you can avoid it. Your nipples, including the two silver bars through them, are totally visible through the fabric. When you look back at Jungkook’s face, he’s still eyeing your tits and runs the tip of his tongue over his pierced lower lip. His gaze feels scorching, just like last time, but now it’s even worse because you are literally in his lap.
You cannot believe the position you are currently in. In your studio. On your client. Your super hot client as well. The situation is so insane, you’d laugh if it didn’t make your head spin slightly. Well, professionalism is out the window then. You pray to all the gods that no customer walks in on this.
His palm has snuck up to your thigh, resting there with a gentle but firm grip, as if to keep you in place. With one hand between his chest muscles, you push him down to get him to lie back.
“C’mere,” he breathes out. His free hand catches your wrist before you can lean back again, making you come down with him. Your faces only a breath apart, he moves his fingers to your jaw, caressing the skin there for a moment before he closes the distance between you and his lips land on yours.
Soft at first, he catches your lower lip between his and just rests against you. When you basically melt into the kiss, he opens up to let his tongue run over your lips. Your mouth is already slightly agape since you didn’t anticipate the kiss. You sigh into him, lips slotting together properly now and you only break apart when you both need to come up for air. He places one last peck on you before smiling up at you, his hand still on your face, now playing a little with the hair at the nape of your neck.
“Wanted to do that since I walked in.”
Your face feels hot and so does the rest of your body, but you remind yourself that you still have some piercing to do, so you sit back on his thighs again.
“Um, your nipples have to be like, hard, for the piercing,” you mumble, suddenly feeling a bit awkward to request this from the comfort of his lap.
He chuckles at your sudden shyness and grabs your gloved hand to place it on his pecks. “You can help me out there, right?”
You bite your lip, but start to move your splayed fingers over his chest in a tentative way, softly brushing over his nipples. When his breath hitches a little at your touch, you forget what you are doing here for a second and swipe over his buds with a firmer hand, making him arch up into the caress.
“Mh, sensitive, huh?” you mutter before remembering the job you’re supposed to do.
Jungkook seems to have a moment of clarity as well, since it’s him this time clearing his throat. “Hey, I should probably let you know, just so I don’t surprise you with it - I’ll definitely get hard when you pierce my nipples.”
Oh? Your eyes widen at his unexpected confession, but you’ve been confronted with weirder things in your life.
When you don’t respond immediately, he keeps talking. “I just wanted to tell you, cause if it makes you uncomfortable or anything, we can just not go through with it. That’s totally fine. But it’s 100 percent going to happen.”
He relaxes visibly when you start giggling.
“I’m in your lap rubbing your chest, you think a boner is going to weird me out?” you ask him incredulously. “Is it about the nipples or about the piercing?”
His hand rubs up and down your thigh when he explains, “It’s the pain. Gives me a such a rush. Every piercing. And it really doesn’t help that you’re fucking hot. I thought you might have figured that out last time already, but I guess I hid it well enough.”
“So, what, you hook up with your piercers every time you get one?” you ask, genuinely curious.
Jungkook laughs. “Oh, no. I’ve never fucked any of them.” The corners of his mouth pull up into a mischievous grin now. “If you really want to know…”
“I do,” you interrupt him, unconsciously shifting around on his thighs a bit.
“Tae usually takes care of it after. I didn’t lie when I said he likes to see me suffer. He figured out I get hard from the pain after the second piercing I ever got, when I arrived back home still rock hard. And we found out he’s a bit of a sadist, so he gets off on it too.”
That is not even in the same realm of what you expected him to tell you. Really casual too. But oh my god, does the thought turn you on. You catch the groan threatening to escape you at the last second by biting your lip. You’ve only kissed, but something about this situation is making a familiar longing spread between your legs already.
“Ready?” you ask Jungkook somewhat breathless and adjust your seat on his lap.
One hand still on you, the other now behind his head, he nods with that annoyingly sexy smirk of his.
You finally unwrap a needle and scoot upwards on his legs to get a good angle. You didn’t think about it, but you are now no longer sitting on his thighs, instead you feel his dick press into you. You can tell he’s girthy even though he’s only semi-hard at this point. Saliva is collecting in your mouth and you have to swallow so you don’t have drool dripping down your chin because of the mere thought of his cock. Oh lord, get a fucking grip.
Taking a steadying breath, you pinch one of his nipples between your fingers and you can already feel him tense up under you in anticipation. When you push the needle through, the first thing you feel is his dick reacting to the pain. Jungkook’s eyes are closed, mouth agape and he actually whimpers while his hand on your thigh grips you harder, digging into the flesh. Maybe you shove the needle through his nipple a bit slower than you usually would to prolong his writhing and panting under your touch, because the sounds he’s making are going straight to your pussy. At this rate you’re going to leave a wet spot in his lap, but you don’t find even a single cell in your body to care about it. Not when he’s coming apart by your hands like this.
His hips buck up into you when you pull the silver bar through after the needle and screw the piercing shut, his breathing coming out in huffs.
“Are you doing okay?” you ask. As horny as you are, you still want to make sure. If his dick is any indication, he’s doing fine though.
“I’m fucking great actually,” he manages to answer you between heavy breaths. He opens his eyes and holds your gaze when he’s somewhat calmed down and he flashes you a big smile. His palm wanders a bit further back to your ass to press you into him harder, making you rub your crotch over his now fully hard cock. Your sigh comes at the same time as his low groan. Gosh, you’re really craving more friction, but there’s still one more piercing to go.
You’re starting to get impatient. Your heated body is taking over control, usurping the space rationality held in your brain slowly but surely, replacing it with the need for more touches, closeness, more skin on skin.
The needle goes through faster this time but Jungkook’s reaction to it isn’t any less crazy than before. You can’t believe how much his whiny voice turns you on. It’s in stark contrast to his hard body and the masculine vibe that usually surrounds him. Hastily, you dispose of the needles and your gloves after finishing the piercing and the ball is screwed onto the bar. You finally want to touch him without the latex separating your skin from his.
“Fuck,” he breathes out, his voice sounding rough now, already ruined. You splay your fingers on his stomach, running them up and down, feeling every ridge as if you’re trying to memorize them. Jungkook bucks his hips up into you, making you fall forward. Your hands are planted on either side of his head and you can’t resist kissing him when you look down at his blissed out face, forehead a bit sweaty, strands of his dark hair sticking to it. He immediately opens his mouth, his tongue licking into you with his palms now holding you in place by your hips. One of them sneaks up and under your top, caressing your lower back while your lips move against each other.
When you lift your head again, a thin string of saliva follows you until he breaks it with his tongue, swiping it over his bottom lip. “Fuck,” you repeat his words from before and huff out a laugh. When you go to brush some of his hair out of his face, you catch sight of the helix piercings you gave him a few weeks back. Taken aback by the state of them, angry red, you move back a bit further. By this point, they shouldn’t look like that at all, all irritated and inflamed.
“What the hell happened to those?” you inquire, your finger softly touching his ear.
Jungkook chuckles quietly. “Tae happened to them.”
“You know as a professional I can’t fucking condone this,” you scold him, half joking since, well, he’s an adult and if he wants to walk around with his ear hurting, that’s his prerogative. “What does he even do to them?”
“Curious?” he grins. “Tugging, biting. Whatever hurts.”
“Those are so getting infected. Maybe I should have given you the aftercare talk after all,” you say, shaking your head.
“Not my first piercing, remember?” Jungkook runs a finger along the silver hoops all over his lobe. “And not my first rodeo with Taehyung either,” he adds with a wink.
“You really like it that much, huh?” you more so state than ask and brush your finger over his chest just next to his areola.
This absolutely goes against your work ethic, but curiosity gets the better of you.
Scooting back, you reposition yourself on his thighs again rather than his crotch. You swipe harshly over his freshly stabbed nipple, drawing a hiss from Jungkook that is immediately followed by a visible twitch of his dick. Spurred on by his reaction, you repeat the action, making him whimper in a high-pitched tone.
Oh. Now you get why his roommate is into it. It’s delightful, the way he reacts.
“Save the drooling for when you suck my dick,” Jungkook teases you, although in a broken voice, when you just stare at him for a moment, eyes moving between his dick and his face.
Your breath hitches at his words because you realize that you’ve never wanted anything more in your life than to get your mouth on this guy’s cock.
You scramble to get off of him and the tattoo bed and he leans up on his elbows again, looking at you questioningly.
“Get up, I got a back room,” you tell him and extend your hand towards him in invitation.
He lets you pull him up and as soon as he’s on his feet, he wraps his arms around you from the back, nuzzling against your neck.
“I.. let’s lock the door first,” you stutter when his tongue licks over the sensitive skin behind your ear.
All entangled, you make your way through the studio to the entrance, Jungkook not letting even an inch of space get in between your bodies.
Once you’ve twisted the lock, you spin around and crash your lips into his, making out like a carefree horny teenager, not wasting a single thought on the fact that you’re standing right by the glass front of the shop. You really haven’t felt like this in a while. His hands are roaming your body while you kiss, rubbing up your sides under your top before his palm lands on your ass and squeezes, making you groan into his mouth.
Reluctantly, you break away, grabbing his hand again and start moving past the piercing station to a door that reads “Private” on it. You push through and as soon as the hinges click, Jungkook is pressing you up against it and his mouth latches on to your neck again, sucking harshly before running his tongue over the bruises he’s surely leaving. Good thing you don’t have to work until Tuesday.
Your hips roll against him on their own accord, searching for any kind of friction. When he removes his body from yours, you stumble forward and he catches you, chuckling. He grips the bottom of your top and pulls it over your head, leaving you in thin lace barely covering your tits.
Suddenly, his mouth is back on you and you start pushing him in the direction of the big couch at the far end of the room. When the backs of his knees hit the seat, he plops down. He’s leaning back into the cushions, arms laid out on the backrest, his legs spread wide while you fumble with the button of your pants before shrugging them down your legs. He licks his lips once at the sight of you in your underwear, then pats his thigh, urging you to climb on.
You don’t need to be told twice, you actually probably never moved faster. Once in his lap, you clasp your hands behind his neck and immediately grind down into his crotch.
“So desperate,” he coos and you don’t even care because, yes, you are.
With one palm on your chest he makes you lean back and his fingers travel down your front until they reach the waistband of your panties. You almost rut up against him, eager to be touched where you’re already burning up from longing.
His digits ghost along the fabric for a moment, driving you insane.
“Please,” you whisper helplessly.
He smirks at your plea and his movement pauses. “What do you need, huh? Tell me.”
“Please, just, touch me,” you beg.
Thankfully, he doesn’t tease you any further and just complies with your wish, his hand immediately reaching further down to move the fabric to the side to reveal your pussy. With one finger, he glides in between your folds before he halts.
“Shit,” he groans, his eyes going wide. “You’re so fucking wet for me already.”
His pelvis bucks up against his hand at the realization, making his finger press into you harder. You gasp, falling forward against his shoulder, while he keeps brushing against your core.
Panting, with your face rested against him, you reach your own palm down to grip his cock beneath you through his sweats. With urgency, you tug at his waistband and with his help and a lift of his hips, you pull his sweats and boxers down just far enough for his hard dick to spring free and slap against his stomach.
He removes his fingers from you and unclasps your bra, one-handed and routinely. You let it fall down your arms, your bare tits directly in front of his face. He palms them, kneading them with a low groan before scooting down further into the couch to a reclined position. His hands on your ass now, he guides you down until your soaked pussy makes contact with his shaft that’s lying flat against him.
Steadying yourself on his shoulders, you start moving your lower body, your cunt gliding over his length without resistance, your arousal spreading all over him. You tilt your hips to get a better angle and when your clit finally gets the stimulation you’ve been craving, you almost crumble in his lap. His fingers dig hard into your ass cheeks, spurring you on to keep moving. When you catch on the head of his dick on a forward grind, his head falls back with his mouth open.
You feel the tension in you build up faster than you’re used to and you’re caught by surprise when you are pushed over the edge after only a few more passes over his cock. Your body trembles, your lips part and you let out a stuttering, desperate moan. Holding on for dear life, you clutch his shoulders while you ride out your high with your head thrown back, eyes squeezed shut. Your pussy clenches around nothing and your clit throbs throughout your orgasm. When it’s over, you slump against him, your face in the crook of his neck.
“Shit,” you pant against his skin. “I’ve never come this fast in my life.”
“Fuck, that was so hot. Coming apart so easily in my lap,” he swears and you feel his dick twitching under you.
Once you’ve gathered some strength after Jungkook soothingly rubs your back, as if praising you, you slide off him and lower yourself to the floor in front of the couch.
You reach for his cock, slathered in your slick, when Jungkook leans forward and takes hold of the back of your head. He looks straight into your eyes when he runs two fingers through the wetness next to his dick. “Look at the mess you made,” he mutters before putting his glistening fingers up to your mouth. Obediently, you part your lips, letting him put his digits in your mouth. You suck on his fingers, tasting yourself on them. At the same time, you start stroking his cock and he moans lowly, still holding eye contact with you before finally releasing your head and pulling his fingers back out.
He leans back again and brushes some hair out of his face, his gaze never leaving you.
You close in on him, the drool that’s been collecting in your mouth at the sight of his dick finally being put to use, and you let the spit drip on the head of his cock where it’s mixing with the pre cum that’s already been pooling in his slit. With your fist closed around him, you let your thumb swipe through it once with an upwards stroke before putting your lips around him. When you look up at him through your lashes, he’s staring at you open-mouthed with his pupils blown wide.
You smile around his dick, knowing you give great head and the fact that he already looks so ruined makes joy ignite inside you.
You start taking him in inch by inch, going down lower with each bob of your head, accompanied by firm strokes of your fist. Once he’s buried in you down to your throat, you hum around him. His reaction is immediate, a broken moan. His hands fist the fabric of the couch next to his thighs. When his hips twitch, you breathe through your nose, suppressing the urge to gag. He’s bigger than you thought, but you love how stretched your lips are around his cock. As you can’t fit any more of him down your throat, you work the remaining length with your hand, twisting your wrist with each stroke.
You rise up on your knees so that you can reach your free hand up to his torso. Snaking your fingers over his defined abs, you finally find what you were looking for. Your palm rubs over his newly pierced nipple and a whimper immediately echoes through the room.
“Shit,” Jungkook curses under heavy breaths when you keep rubbing over the nub while running your tongue over his cock.
He’s writhing beneath your touch, his hips lifting up with each pass, almost choking you.
“Fuck, stop,” he presses out, his hand gripping yours on his nipple. You plop out his dick and look at him with innocent eyes.
“Hm?” you ask.
“If you want me to fuck you, you gotta stop or I’ll come down your throat.”
You chuckle but comply because, dear god, do you want him to fuck you.
He moves around on the couch and pulls his knees up under him. “Lie down,” he orders you. “I need to get my mouth on your pussy.”
Once you’re on your back with your legs spread around him, he leans over you, his necklaces dangling above you, grazing your tits. While he kisses you, his fingers wander to your cunt, where he swipes deftly between your soaked folds. He finds your entrance and pushes one digit in at an agonizingly slow pace. This time it’s you who whimpers, finally feeling something inside you.
His finger curls at just the right spot every time he pumps it inside, making your toes curl on each pass. His lips leave yours just as he adds his middle finger, increasing the pleasure even further.
Jungkook scoots back and down until his face is just in front of your core. When his mouth finally closes around your clit, it feels like electricity is coursing through your body and you tremble. With his fingers still stroking your insides, he alternates between sucking on your sensitive spot and licking across it with a flat tongue. This is what heaven must be like. You are in absolute bliss at how he feels all over you. With his free hand he grabs yours and places it into his hair. Guessing what he’s trying to get you to do, you pull on the strands, testing. You definitely guessed correctly. He groans against your pussy, mouth falling slack for a second before he’s back to licking between your labia and back up to your clit, now increasing the speed at which he’s flicking his tongue.
You can feel the familiar tension in your lower body creeping up again and the fingers on his scalp tighten. It’s crazy how he’s already working you up to another orgasm so fast, but you pull on his hair and basically peel him off you. His lips wet with your arousal and spit, he looks up at you confused, his eyes unfocused, fingers still buried inside you but now stilling.
“I wanna come on your cock,” you tell him, surprised by the bluntness of your own words once they slip out. Your cheeks heat up in shame but when you see his eyes grow dark with lust, all embarrassment is quickly shoved to the back of your mind.
His fingers slipping out of you, leaving you feeling empty, he crawls up your body and catches one of your breasts in his mouth on the way up. He swirls his tongue around your nipple, making you arch up from the couch into his body.
“Your wish is my command,” he grins once his lips have left your tit.
He reaches for his dick between you when he suddenly halts. “You got a condom?”
Shit. You didn’t even think about this.
“Not in the studio. You didn’t bring one?” Did he really come here unprepared? You almost can’t imagine it.
“I did, but they’re out front in my bag.”
Your head falls back in defeat and you groan. You really don’t want to interrupt this, you feel like your body is on fire and you’re so fucking impatient already.
“Fuck it, I’m clean and on birth control. What about you?”
He raises his eyebrows, surprised. “Clean, recently tested. You sure?”
Without answering, you sit up, pushing him back into the couch into a sitting position. Crashing your lips into his, you climb back on him, fist closing around his cock. “Shit, alright then,” he pants, laughing, after breaking away from your mouth.
You lift your hips and line his dick up to your entrance before slowly lowering yourself onto him. Your stuttering gasps and his low groans are melting together into a nasty symphony until you are fully seated on him. His arm is wrapped around your waist, holding you close to him. After catching your breath for a moment, adjusting to the absolutely heavenly stretch, you tentatively start rising up a bit and move back down, finding a good rhythm. With your hands on his shoulders, you’re bouncing on his cock, rolling your hips so that he’s brushing against your g-spot on each grind downwards, making your fingers dig into his flesh.
Jungkook counters your movement with a snap of his hips each time, making your ass cheeks shake and dousing the room in a dirty euphony of skin slapping against skin, moans and whimpers.
His mouth finds your ear and when he whispers, the fan of his hot breath makes you erupt into goosebumps. “Taking me so well, fuck, riding me like you’re made for it.”
He slams up into you hard, making you yelp, before grabbing your waist harder and flipping you over on your back. Wasting no time, he pushes his cock back into you, rolling his hips. His elbows are resting next to your head while he’s rocking into you.
You can feel his breath ghost over you with each pump as he’s gasping in sync while the metal of his necklaces sways against you. You already feel like you’re about to lose the last thread of sanity you’ve been holding on to, when he sits back and places his hand on your pubic mound. He shakes his head to move the hair sticking to his sweaty skin away before two of his fingers run down between your folds to find your clit.
You can’t do anything but grip the cushion of the couch while he keeps fucking into you at an unrelenting pace while circling your clit with the pads of his fingers. The heat in your core is fired up even more when he increases the pressure of his fingers, and you’re barely holding on when he slightly changes the angle of his hips. With another slam into you, you’re falling apart on his cock.
You’re screaming out when the earth-shattering orgasm washes over you, your cunt clenching helplessly around his cock. Your body is thrashing around under him as your loud and unabashed moans echo through the air, unable to hold them back. You rock your pelvis into him, chasing the feeling with trembling legs. When the high finally wavers, you go limp as he removes his fingers from you. He keeps fucking you, his movements getting more uncoordinated with each stroke, your body trying to keep up through the overstimulation. Your hand finds one of his thighs, digging your nails into him, probably scratching him bloody. You can tell he’s close when the volume of his grunts increases, and his thrusts get more sloppy. Then his body stills for a second before he pulls out of you. He falls forward on to one hand, his other wrapped around his rock-hard dick. Quickly, you reach your own hand between your bodies and find his nipple, pinching it. Trembling and groaning at your touch, he strokes his cock, once, twice, before he shoots his hot load over your stomach, some droplets even landing on your throat. His mouth hangs slack and his arm shakes next to your face, struggling to hold himself up. With one last moan, his twitching cock stops spurting cum and his hand releases it before he collapses onto you, smearing the mess between your bodies.
He's panting into your neck, exhausted, before he rolls off you, still squeezed to your side, as the couch doesn’t allow for any space between you. Your skin is sweat slick and covered in cum, but you couldn’t care less and apparently, neither does he. He’s cuddled up against you, one arm thrown over your middle, eyes closed and a lazy smile tugs on his lips.
“You’re okay?” he asks with a slurred voice.
“More than,” you giggle and place a peck on his forehead.
You lust lay there for a few minutes, slowly regaining your ability to think.
“We should probably get cleaned up,” you sigh into the stillness of the moment.
He pouts and pulls you closer, not ready to get up. “Gimme a few more minutes.”
You roll your eyes but nuzzle into him anyway. Your head starts to go fuzzy and before you can fight it, you doze off in Jungkook’s arms.
When your eyes snap open again, he’s smirking at you.
“Hello again,” he giggles.
You shimmy out from his hold, stretching your arms above your head.
“So, is Taehyung not gonna be jealous?” you ask, still not sure about what kind of relationship those two have.
“Nah,” Jungkook shrugs with a smile. “He’ll get to play tomorrow.”
After a short pause and you snorting in response to his shamelessness, he continues with a wiggle of his brows, “But maybe I’ll just bring him along next time.”
Your initial reaction is to scoff but then you consider it for a second.
“You know what, yeah.”
“Oh?” Jungkook laughs.
“But before you ask - I’m not going to pierce your dick.”
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✉️ | black veil brides
WARNINGS. degradation (m receiving). features exhibitionism. dark content. descriptions of sex. sexual content but mostly narrative based.
you know that it was cringe to date ANDY BIERSACK. he’s obnoxious—combative. he’s always talking over people, including you. he just tries too damn hard to be edgy for the sake of it: bringing you to a cemetery to ask you to go down on him, or the time he got a coffin as a prop for one of black veil brides’s music videos and thought it would be fun to try to fuck you in it. they’re the kind of memories that give you some kind of comical psychic damage every time you recall them, squeezing your eyes shut and holding your head in your hand when you try to shake them out of your mind’s eye. the problem is you entertained it, you even encouraged it, and rewarded his behavior by accepting his offers. necessary self-reflection begs you, what were you thinking?
it was the kind of shit that half-endeared you, and you half-ignored when you got with him. you can’t really explain it. maybe he made you laugh enough times; or he surprised you with how caring and attentive he can be when he wants to; or even, it’s the trance those horse inches stuffed tight in those leather pants put you in.
you see him around and you visibly shudder at the thought you ever stooped that low. his interviews come up and you grit your teeth when he makes the interviewer do their little polite chuckle as they struggle to get their question out. you see his sets and how he’s dressed up in that “war paint” he calls it and how he drunkenly screams into the mic, the kind of thing that embarrasses you. you’re humiliated that you are so intertwined with his image, that people know you two were so tightly knit together even for such a short time. you rub your forehead at the reminder that you fucked this guy and your friends won’t let you live it down. you hate his music, you think he’s annoying, you have no clue why he had such a power over you.
somehow all those feelings melt into the background when he gets you onto the hood of his car to “watch the stars” only to migrate into the backseat for another round of public sex. you’d think you’d grow out of this, but maybe you can just keep him as a sneaky link.
⋆˚࿔ Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x f!Reader (best friends to lovers, long-distance)
⋆˚࿔ Genre: Smut (18+), Angst, Pining, Friends with Tension/Benefits, Emotional Sexual Tension, Jealousy, Porn with (some) Plot, Reconnection
⋆˚࿔ Rating: Explicit / 18+ / MDNI
⋆˚࿔ Word Count: ~10k+ words
⋆˚࿔ Summary: Years of late-night FaceTime calls with your long-distance best friend Jungkook started as innocent catch-ups… then turned into something else entirely. Instructions. Edging sessions. Filthy praise. You saved every recording—especially the one labeled “34 + 35”. He was never supposed to find it. He was never supposed to fly to Seoul and fuck you like he’s been starving for you since the very first call.
⋆˚࿔ Warnings & Tags: explicit sexual content • heavy smut • long-distance mutual masturbation • FaceTime/phone sex • guided masturbation • dirty talk • praise kink • degradation kink • edging • orgasm denial • multiple orgasms • overstimulation • accidental voyeurism • jealousy • possessive behavior • rough sex • unprotected sex • creampie • multiple creampies • cum play • light impact play (spanking) • choking (light, non-breath-restricting) • hair pulling • nipple play • oral sex references • squirting • marking • no actual poly or cheating but brief date with another man (leads to jealousy trigger) • cum eating (brief, self-tasting)
⋆˚࿔ Additional Notes: This is shameless, plot-light smut with heavy emotional undercurrents. The sex is filthy, drawn-out, and escalates dramatically once they’re in the same room. If degradation, possessiveness, or intense jealousy dynamics bother you, please skip. just completely inspired by 34 + 35 - ariana grande song
The apartment in Gangnam was quiet except for the low hum of the city filtering through the half-open window—neon lights painting faint streaks across YN’s bedroom ceiling. She lay on her stomach across the duvet, phone propped against a stack of pillows, wearing nothing but an oversized black tee that used to be his from high school. It still smelled faintly like cedar and whatever cologne he’d worn back then, even after years of washing. She told herself she kept it for nostalgia. Lies.
The FaceTime ringtone cut through the stillness. She answered on the second one, and there he was: Jungkook in his study across an ocean, sleeves rolled to his elbows, the black ink of his forearm tattoos stark against the white button-down. Behind him, the same orderly chaos—textbooks stacked like architecture, a single desk lamp throwing gold across his sharp jaw and the faint shadow of stubble he hadn’t bothered to shave.
“You look like you’ve already given up on today,” he said first, voice low and rough from a full day of lecturing. He leaned back in the chair, stretching his arms overhead so the shirt pulled tight across his chest and the fabric rode up just enough to show a sliver of toned abdomen. He didn’t fix it. “What time did you even wake up?”
She rolled her eyes but couldn’t stop the small smile. “Early enough to regret it. Had a meeting at nine that could’ve been an email. You? Still terrorizing freshmen with derivatives?”
“They terrorize themselves. One kid today asked if the chain rule was named after actual chains. I almost retired on the spot.” He dragged a hand through his hair, mussing it worse. “But yeah, long day. Grading midterms until my eyes crossed. Needed to see a friendly face before I lose my mind completely.”
The words landed softer than he probably meant. YN felt that familiar tug low in her stomach—the one she’d learned to ignore years ago. She shifted, letting the hem of the tee ride higher on her thighs, bare legs stretching across the sheets. His gaze flicked down for half a second. She pretended not to notice.
“You always say that like I’m doing you a favor,” she teased, voice deliberately light. “I’m literally just lying here procrastinating sleep. You’re the one with actual responsibilities.”
“Responsibilities are overrated. I’d trade them for your couch and a bottle of soju right now.” He tilted his head, studying her through the screen. “You’re wearing my old shirt again. Still fits?”
Her pulse skipped. “Barely. I’ve gained… personality since high school.”
“Looks like it fits exactly the way it should.” His tone stayed casual, but the way he said it—slow, eyes lingering on the way the fabric clung to the curve of her breasts—felt anything but. “You always sleep in that thing when you’re stressed. What’s going on?”
She exhaled through her nose, debating how much to give him. “Nothing major. Just… the usual. Swiped on some guy last week. We’re supposed to meet tomorrow. Drinks, maybe dinner if he doesn’t bore me to death in the first twenty minutes.”
Jungkook’s expression didn’t change, but something tightened around his mouth. “Another app casualty. What’s this one’s deal? Finance bro? Gym rat? Trust-fund poet?”
“Software engineer. Nice jawline, decent conversation over text. Claims he can cook. Jury’s still out.” She shrugged, trying to sound indifferent. “Figured I should at least try. Can’t keep living like a nun.”
He made a low sound—half laugh, half something darker. “You’re not a nun. You’re just picky. There’s a difference.”
“Picky, huh?” She arched a brow, rolling onto her side so the tee slipped off one shoulder. The strap of her bralette peeked out, thin black lace against skin. “Says the guy who hasn’t dated anyone longer than three weeks since grad school.”
“I date. I just don’t announce it.” He leaned closer to the camera, elbows on the desk, forearms flexing as he clasped his hands. “And when I do, it’s because they’re worth the time. Not because I’m trying to prove something.”
The jab landed. She felt heat crawl up her neck. “I’m not proving anything. I’m just… curious. Bored. Horny. Pick one.”
His laugh was quiet, almost private. “All three, probably.” He paused, eyes tracing the line of her exposed collarbone. “You ever think maybe you’re looking in the wrong places?”
Her breath caught. For one dangerous second the line between banter and something else dissolved. She could feel the weight of his stare like fingers on her skin.
“And where should I be looking, Professor?” The title came out huskier than she intended.
Jungkook didn’t flinch. If anything, his gaze sharpened. “Somewhere that actually knows you. Someone who doesn’t need an app to figure out what makes you tick.”
Silence stretched, thick and humming. She licked her bottom lip, suddenly hyper-aware of how dry her mouth felt.
“Careful,” she said softly. “That almost sounded like you were volunteering.”
He held her eyes for a long beat. Then the corner of his mouth lifted—just enough. “I don’t volunteer. I get requested.”
Heat flooded her core so fast she had to press her thighs together under the covers. She forced a laugh to cover it. “Cocky much?”
“Confident,” he corrected, voice dropping lower. “There’s a difference.”
She swallowed. “Noted.”
He changed the subject after that—asked about her latest project at work, told her about a ridiculous theorem one of his colleagues was obsessed with—but the undercurrent stayed. Every time he shifted and the light caught the ink curling around his bicep, every time his voice roughened from fatigue, she felt it: the slow, inevitable burn of wanting something she’d convinced herself she could never have.
Later, after they said goodnight and the screen went dark, YN didn’t move for a long time. She lay there staring at the ceiling, thighs still pressed tight, replaying the way he’d looked at her—like he already knew exactly how she’d fall apart under his hands.
She opened the dating app anyway. Swiped right on three more guys she’d probably never message.
Distraction. Always distraction.
But when she finally slid a hand between her legs that night, it wasn’t any of their faces she pictured.
It was his—sharp eyes, low voice, the slow roll of “I don’t volunteer. I get requested” echoing in her head while her fingers circled exactly the way she wished his tongue would.
The next few dates blurred together like bad playlist skips—polite small talk over overpriced cocktails, awkward laughs at jokes that weren’t funny, hands brushing too soon or not at all. YN kept swiping anyway, telling herself momentum would eventually drown out the quiet ache that settled in her chest every time Jungkook’s name lit up her screen.
Then came Minho.
Software engineer, thirty-one, profile pictures heavy on gym mirrors and city rooftops. Messages sharp, flirty without trying too hard. He asked real questions, remembered details, made her laugh twice in under ten minutes of texting. When he suggested drinks at a low-lit bar in Itaewon and followed it with “no pressure, but I’d like to kiss you if the vibe’s right,” her stomach flipped in a way it hadn’t in months.
She said yes.
The date itself was good—better than good. Conversation flowed, his hand rested lightly on the small of her back when they walked, and when he leaned in outside the bar to brush his lips against hers, slow and deliberate, she felt the first real pulse of want coil low in her gut. He pulled back just enough to murmur against her mouth, “I’d really like to take you home tonight. Only if you want.”
She wanted. Or thought she did.
But the second the words left his mouth, panic bloomed sharp and cold beneath the heat. She’d had sex before—scattered, fumbling encounters in university that left her more confused than satisfied. She knew the mechanics. She didn’t know herself. Not the spots that made her breath hitch, not the pressure that turned ache into something shattering, not the rhythm her body actually craved. The thought of lying under him, clueless and performing, made her throat close.
She smiled, kissed him again—quick, deflecting—and promised to text about next time. He didn’t push. That made it worse.
Two nights later the humidity in Seoul was suffocating, windows open, fan doing nothing but stir the thick air. YN sprawled on her bed in nothing but black cotton boyshorts and a cropped tank, skin sticky, hair piled messily on top of her head. The FaceTime call connected at 11:47 p.m. her time, 9:47 a.m. his.
Jungkook appeared shirtless.
He must have just finished a workout or a shower; damp strands of black hair clung to his forehead, a towel slung around his neck, droplets tracing slow paths down the ridges of his collarbone, over the dark ink that wrapped his shoulder and spilled across his pec. The desk lamp behind him cast everything in warm amber, turning the sweat on his skin into something almost obscene.
He didn’t bother covering up. Just leaned back in his chair, arms crossed loosely over his chest, biceps flexing without effort.
“You look like you’re melting,” he said, voice still rough from sleep or maybe just the early hour for him. “Air-con broken again?”
“No. Just Seoul trying to kill me.” She shifted, propping herself higher on the pillows so the tank rode up, exposing the soft dip of her waist and the waistband of her shorts. “You look like you just finished filming thirst-trap content for your students.”
He snorted, wiping the towel across his neck. “They’d fail the next quiz if I did. What’s got you up this late? Another date?”
She exhaled, long and slow. The words felt heavier than they should.
“Yeah. Minho. The one I told you about.”
Jungkook’s expression didn’t change, but his eyes sharpened. “The rooftop guy. How’d it go?”
“Good. Really good, actually.” She dragged her teeth over her bottom lip. “He… wants to sleep with me. Asked tonight. I said maybe next time.”
A beat of silence. His jaw ticked once.
“And you’re freaking out because…?”
She laughed, but it came out brittle. “Because I have no idea what I’m doing, Jungkook. Like—zero. I’ve had sex, sure, but it was always… fast. Drunk. Awkward. I don’t even know what I like. Where to be touched. How fast, how hard, if I even get there the normal way. What if I just lie there like a dead fish while he’s expecting some porn-star performance? I’d rather die.”
He didn’t laugh. Didn’t tease. Just watched her through the screen with that steady, dissecting gaze he used when he was solving something complicated.
“You’re not clueless,” he said finally, voice low and even. “You’re just uncharted. There’s a difference.”
Her pulse kicked hard. “Uncharted. Cute metaphor, Professor.”
“Not a metaphor. A fact.” He uncrossed his arms, leaned forward so his face filled more of the frame, tattoos shifting with the movement. “You’ve never mapped it out properly. Never taken the time to figure out what actually makes your breath catch, what makes your hips move on their own, what gets you so wet you can’t think straight.”
Heat exploded under her skin so fast she had to press her thighs together. She tried to keep her voice steady. “And how exactly do I… map it?”
“You experiment.” He said it like it was the most logical thing in the world. “Alone. No pressure, no audience. Start slow—neck, collarbone, the insides of your arms. Then lower. Stomach. Hips. Inner thighs. Tease yourself until you’re aching, then go where the ache leads. Light first. Then firmer. Circles, strokes, taps. Pay attention to what makes your toes curl versus what just feels nice. Build it. Edge it. Learn your own rhythm.”
Every word landed like a slow drag of fingers. She could picture it—his voice in her ear while her hand moved exactly where he described. She swallowed hard.
“You make it sound like a research project.”
“It is.” The corner of his mouth lifted, but his eyes stayed dark. “Hypothesis: certain touches make you soak through your shorts. Test it. Record the results. Adjust variables. Repeat until you know your body better than anyone else ever will.”
She laughed shakily, but it sounded more like a breath. “And then what? Hand him the lab report?”
“No.” His voice dropped lower, almost intimate. “Then when he touches you, you know exactly how to guide his hand. Or tell him to fuck off if he can’t keep up.”
Silence stretched again, heavy with humidity and something else.
She shifted, the movement making the tank slip higher, the underside of her breast almost visible. His gaze flicked down—deliberate this time—then back to her face.
“You’re blushing,” he said quietly.
“It’s hot in here.”
“Sure it is.” He dragged the towel across his chest again, slower this time, like he knew exactly what the motion did to her. “Try it tonight. After we hang up. Start small. See what happens.”
“And report back?” The question came out huskier than she meant.
His smile was slow. Dangerous. “Only if you want extra credit.”
She felt the words settle between her legs like a hand. Her clit throbbed once, traitorous and sudden.
“Noted,” she managed.
They talked for another twenty minutes—work, weather, nothing important—but the undercurrent stayed. Every time he shifted and the light caught the ink on his ribs, every time his voice roughened on a yawn, she felt it coil tighter.
When they finally said goodnight, she didn’t hang up right away. Just watched the screen go dark, heart hammering.
Then she slid her hand down her stomach, past the waistband of her shorts, and did exactly what he’d told her.
Slow.
Deliberate.
Imagining his voice the entire time.
“Light first. Then firmer. See what makes your hips move on their own.”
Her back arched off the bed at the first real press.
She didn’t come that night—not fully—but the edge he’d put her on stayed for hours, humming under her skin like a live wire.
And when she finally drifted off, it was his low, steady “Only if you want extra credit” looping in her head, over and over, until sleep took her.
The weeks bled into each other like ink on wet paper, humid Seoul nights stacking one on top of the next. YN’s dating life stayed lukewarm at best—Minho texted sporadically, suggesting another drink, but she kept pushing it back with vague excuses. The real reason sat heavy in her phone history: longer and longer FaceTime calls with Jungkook that started innocent and ended with her thighs trembling under the sheets.
It began small. One call, she mentioned offhand that the “mapping” experiment had gone… okay. “But I keep getting stuck at the same point. Like my body knows what it wants but won’t tell me the combination.”
Jungkook had been mid-sip of coffee, shirt already gone because “LA decided to hit 38°C today.” The black ink curling over his shoulder and down his ribs caught the morning light filtering through his blinds. He set the mug down slowly.
“Then stop guessing. Be systematic.” His voice was calm, professorial, but lower than usual. “Next time, start at your clit but don’t go straight for it. Circle the hood first—light, barely there. Then drag one finger down the outer lips, back up, repeat. No penetration yet. Just tease until you’re dripping. See how long you can hold off before you crack and press harder.”
She’d laughed, nervous, cheeks burning. “You’re turning this into a fucking flowchart.”
“Precision matters,” he said, eyes locked on hers through the screen. “You want to know what makes you come undone? Then learn the variables.”
That was the first time she kept the camera on while following his instructions.
At first it was clinical—almost. She angled the phone high, so only her face and collarbones showed, the rest hidden under the duvet. Her giggles broke the quiet every time her breath hitched. “This feels ridiculous. I’m literally taking notes from my best friend like he’s my personal sex ed teacher.”
He didn’t laugh back. Just watched, jaw tight. “Keep going. Slower circles. Tell me when the pressure feels good versus when it feels like nothing.”
“Now it’s… better. Shit. Tingling.” Her voice cracked on the last word.
“Good. Stay there. Don’t chase it yet. Breathe through it.” His chest rose and fell visibly, slower than before, nipples dark against taut skin. “Describe it. Exact sensation.”
“Hot. Pulsing. Like everything’s drawing tight but not enough.”
“Then add a second finger. Flat, not pointed. Slide along the sides—never directly on the clit. Edge it. Pull back when you get close.”
She whimpered once—small, involuntary. His hand flexed on the desk, knuckles white.
The next call, she didn’t bother with the duvet. Just a thin silk slip the color of midnight, lace trim barely skimming the tops of her thighs. When she shifted to prop the phone higher, one strap slid down her shoulder. She left it there.
Jungkook appeared shirtless again, this time with sweat beading along his sternum. “You trying to kill the AC or something?” she teased, voice lighter than she felt.
“It’s broken. Again.” His eyes dropped to the fallen strap, lingered, then flicked back up. “Nice slip. New?”
“Impulse buy. Figured if I’m doing ‘homework,’ might as well look the part.” She stretched lazily, back arching so the silk pulled tight across her nipples, visible through the thin fabric. “Your turn. Any updates on the heat wave?”
“Still brutal.” He leaned back, arms spreading along the back of his chair so every line of his torso flexed—abs contracting, the deep V disappearing into low-slung sweats. “You ready for round two?”
“Born ready.” She smirked, but her pulse hammered in her throat.
This time the instructions came slower, more deliberate.
“Legs wider. Let me see how you’re touching.” His voice had dropped an octave. “Show me the rhythm. Slow-motion replay.”
She hesitated only a second before angling the camera lower—still not full exposure, but enough that the silk rode up, revealing the damp patch darkening her black lace boyshorts. She hooked a finger under the fabric, pulled it aside just enough.
“Like this?” She circled her clit with the pad of her middle finger—slow, feather-light.
His breath audibly caught. “Yeah. Exactly like that. Now press a little firmer. Small, tight circles. Count to ten, then stop. Repeat.”
“You’re evil.” But she obeyed, hips lifting off the mattress on the third round. “Fuck… it’s building fast.”
“Don’t come yet.” The command was quiet, almost gentle, but iron underneath. “Edge it twice more. Tell me how close you are each time.”
“Eight… nine… close. Really close.” Her thighs trembled. “Stopping… god.”
“Good girl.” The praise landed like a slap of heat. His hand had disappeared below the frame now—she could see the subtle flex of his forearm, the way his bicep tensed in rhythm. “One more. This time, two fingers inside. Curl them up, press against the front wall. Thumb on your clit. Slow grind.”
She moaned—open, shameless. “Jungkook… I’m gonna—”
“Not yet.” His voice was rougher now, strained. “Hold it. Squeeze around your fingers. Feel how wet you are. Tell me.”
“Soaked. Dripping down my thighs. Please…”
“Please what?”
“Let me come.” It came out desperate, cracked.
He exhaled hard through his nose. “On three. One… two… three. Now.”
Her back bowed off the bed, a broken cry tearing from her throat as the orgasm hit—sharp, blinding, thighs clamping around her own hand. Through the haze she saw him: head tipped back, throat working, the rapid flex of his arm below frame speeding up before he groaned low, body jerking once, twice.
Silence after. Heavy breathing on both ends.
She laughed shakily, dazed. “That… escalated.”
“You escalated it.” His voice was wrecked, eyes half-lidded. “Wearing that slip. Arching like that. You knew what you were doing.”
“Maybe.” She dragged a finger through her own wetness, brought it to her lips—slow, deliberate—tasting herself while holding his stare. “You didn’t seem to mind.”
His jaw ticked. “I didn’t.”
The call ended soon after—mutual goodnights that felt obscene in their politeness—but the shift was permanent now. No more pretending the tension was accidental.
The next night she answered in nothing but lace-trimmed boyshorts and a cropped tank that ended just under her breasts. When she leaned forward to adjust the phone, the hem lifted enough to flash the underside curve.
Jungkook appeared in only black boxer briefs, claiming the apartment was “still a furnace.” The outline of him—thick, half-hard—was impossible to ignore.
“New uniform?” she asked, voice husky.
“Fair’s fair.” He palmed himself once through the fabric—casual, like stretching. “You gonna behave tonight?”
“Never.” She slid a hand down her stomach, fingers dipping under the lace. “What’s the lesson plan, Professor?”
His smile was slow, predatory. “Tonight we work on endurance. You don’t come until I say. And I’m going to make it hurt so good you’ll beg for the numbers.”
She shivered. “Challenge accepted.”
The calls had long since stopped pretending to be casual. Now they were scheduled like appointments—late Seoul nights when the city quieted and his California mornings still carried the haze of sleep. YN answered one humid Thursday in nothing but sheer black lace panties and a cropped silk camisole that ended inches above her navel, the fabric so thin her nipples peaked against it the second the AC kicked on. She propped the phone against pillows, legs bent at the knees, thighs parted just enough that the camera caught the shadow between them.
Jungkook appeared in low gray sweats, no shirt, hair still damp from a shower. The tattoos on his ribs shifted with every slow breath. He didn’t greet her with small talk anymore.
“You’re already wet, aren’t you?” His voice was gravel, eyes dragging down the screen like he could feel the heat radiating off her.
She didn’t deny it. Just hooked a finger under the lace edge and tugged it aside, exposing slick folds to the cool air. “Been thinking about this all day. Couldn’t wait.”
“Show me how much.”
She slid two fingers down, parting herself, letting him see the shine coating her entrance. A soft, involuntary whimper escaped when she brushed her clit—already swollen, hypersensitive from days of edging herself to the memory of his last command.
They pulled up a video together—some soft-lit amateur clip they’d both saved to a shared note. A woman on her knees, mouth working slow and deliberate over a thick cock; the man’s hand gentle in her hair, guiding without forcing. At first they dissected it clinically.
“See how she keeps her tongue flat under the head?” Jungkook’s tone was steady, almost academic. “The pressure’s constant but not aggressive. Builds him up without rushing the finish.”
YN mirrored the motion with her fingers—circling her clit in wide, lazy loops, mimicking the slow drag of tongue. “Like this?”
“Slower.” His voice dropped half an octave. “Make it ache first. Let the need coil so tight you can’t think.”
Her hips rolled forward on instinct. A breathy moan slipped out—soft, testing. His jaw clenched visibly; the outline of his cock thickened against the gray cotton, straining the fabric.
“Fuck… you’re leaking,” he muttered, palming himself once through the sweats—slow, deliberate. “Keep that rhythm. Don’t speed up. Tell me how close.”
“So close… pulsing. God, Jungkook—”
“Stop.”
She froze, fingers hovering, thighs shaking. The denial hit like ice water and fire at once. “You’re cruel.”
“And you love it.” He tugged the waistband down just enough to free himself—thick, flushed, the head glistening. He wrapped a fist around the base, stroking once, eyes never leaving her screen. “Now resume. But match my pace. Slow. Up. Down. Feel every inch of the build.”
They synced without words—her fingers sliding in shallow thrusts, his hand gliding over his length in the same unhurried rhythm. Breathing grew ragged on both ends. The video played on, forgotten; all that mattered was the wet sounds filling the call, the way her clit throbbed under her touch, the flex of his forearm as he worked himself.
Mid-edge, when she was trembling and glassy-eyed, she let the words slip—breathless, teasing.
“What if we tried something like… 34 plus 35?”
He huffed a low laugh, hand still moving. “That’s just 69. Basic addition. You and your weird math jokes.”
The obliviousness sent a fresh gush of wetness between her thighs. She bit her lip hard enough to sting, imagining his mouth on her while she took him deep—tongues and lips and no space for air. The fantasy burned hotter because he didn’t catch it. Didn’t know how badly she wanted to flip positions, straddle his face, grind down while she swallowed him whole.
“Yeah… basic,” she murmured, voice wrecked. “Keep going. Don’t stop.”
“Not stopping until you’re shaking.” His strokes sped fractionally—still controlled, but the vein along his shaft stood out stark. “Rub faster now. Small, tight circles. Imagine it’s my tongue instead—flat, pressing, flicking just enough to make you sob.”
She obeyed. Moans turned sharp, desperate. Her free hand gripped the sheet, knuckles white.
“Jungkook—please—”
“Not yet.” His voice cracked on the command. “Hold it. Squeeze around nothing. Feel how empty you are. How much you want to be filled.”
She whimpered—loud, broken. The denial stretched unbearable seconds into eternity.
Then, finally: “Now. Come for me.”
Her body seized—back arching off the bed, thighs clamping around her hand as the orgasm tore through her in brutal waves. She cried out his name, raw and unguarded. On screen, his head fell back, throat working, abs contracting hard as he spilled over his fist in thick, pulsing ropes—groaning low, wrecked.
They stayed like that—panting, spent, screens still open. No rush to speak.
After a long minute, he dragged a hand through his hair, voice hoarse. “You keep pulling that 34 35 shit… one day I’m gonna make you explain it.”
She laughed—shaky, satisfied. “Maybe I will. When you’re ready to solve it properly.”
He smirked, dark and knowing, even if he still didn’t get the subtext.
The tension didn’t break. It only thickened.
The next call came two nights later, no preamble, no casual check-in. YN answered in a sheer white camisole so thin the dark circles of her nipples pressed against the fabric like they were begging to be seen. No bra. No shorts—just black lace panties that rode high on her hips. She sat cross-legged on the bed, phone angled to catch the way the silk clung to the undersides of her breasts when she breathed.
Jungkook appeared shirtless again, but this time the pretense was gone. Gray sweats low on his hips, the thick ridge of his cock already outlined against the cotton before either of them spoke.
“You’re not even trying to hide it anymore,” he said, voice rough, eyes dragging from her chest to the damp spot darkening the lace between her thighs.
“Neither are you.” She shifted, letting her knees fall wider, the camisole strap slipping down one shoulder. “I see the flush on your neck. The way your forearm flexes when your hand disappears. You’re already touching yourself, aren’t you?”
He didn’t deny it. Just palmed the length of himself through the fabric—slow, deliberate. “Hard not to when you show up like that. What do you want tonight?”
“Show me.” Her voice came out breathier than she meant. “Stroke with me. Let me watch.”
A beat of heavy silence. His jaw ticked once, twice. Then he reached for the phone, angled it lower until the camera framed his lap: sweats shoved down just enough, cock thick and flushed in his fist, the head already slick. He gave one slow pump, eyes never leaving hers through the screen.
“Your turn.”
She hooked the lace aside, fingers sliding through her wetness before circling her clit—matching the lazy rhythm he set. Their breathing synced almost instantly: shallow inhales, soft exhales that turned ragged fast.
“Slower,” he commanded, voice gravel-low. “Match me. Feel every drag.”
She obeyed, hips rolling forward on the third stroke. A soft moan slipped out—his name tangled in it. His grip tightened visibly, thumb swiping over the slit, spreading pre-cum. “Fuck… say it again.”
“Jungkook…” She sped up fractionally, testing. “Like this?”
“Exactly like that. Tight circles. Don’t stop.” His strokes grew firmer, forearm flexing with each pull. The wet sounds filled the call—hers slick and obscene, his rougher, fist gliding over skin.
Tension coiled unbearable. She arched, free hand pinching a nipple through the sheer fabric until it ached. “I’m close… god, watching you—”
“Not yet.” His voice cracked on the denial. “Wait for me. Squeeze around your fingers. Imagine it’s mine stretching you instead.”
She whimpered—loud, desperate—but held the edge, thighs trembling. His head tipped back for a second, throat working, abs contracting hard.
“Now.” The word tore out of him.
She shattered first—back bowing, a broken “Jungkook—” spilling from her lips as her orgasm ripped through her, walls pulsing around nothing, slick coating her fingers. Seconds later he followed: low, guttural groan, hips jerking as thick ropes spilled over his fist, painting his stomach.
They stayed connected, panting, screens still open. No rush to speak.
After a long minute he huffed a quiet laugh, wiping his hand on the sheet. “Just friends helping friends, right?”
“Right.” Her voice was wrecked, smile shaky. “Totally platonic.”
The lie hung between them, thinner than the camisole still clinging to her sweat-damp skin.
She didn’t bother fixing the fallen strap next time. He didn’t bother mentioning the heat.
The bar lights were too dim, the music too loud, Minho’s hands too careful. YN tried—god, she tried—to stay present. His mouth on her neck should have felt good; instead it registered as wrong texture, wrong pressure. Every slide of his fingers along her thigh echoed Jungkook’s low “slower… build the ache” in her head. She arched into the touch anyway, chasing the ghost of commands that weren’t his.
They made it to his apartment. Clothes shed in the hallway, bed sheets cool against her back. He settled between her legs, kissed down her stomach, and she closed her eyes—picturing dark ink curling over broad shoulders, a voice rough with control. When his tongue flicked her clit, tentative, she moaned without thinking.
“Jungkook…”
The name slipped out—soft, wrecked, unmistakable.
Minho froze. Pulled back. The silence was louder than the city outside.
“What?” His voice was flat, confused. “Who the fuck is Jungkook?”
She sat up fast, heart slamming. “Shit—Minho, I—”
He was already rolling off the bed, grabbing his boxers. “You’re serious right now? You’re thinking about someone else while I’m—” He gestured between them, face twisting. “Never mind. Just… get dressed.”
The ride home was silent except for the hum of the taxi. She stared out the window, thighs still slick with unspent want, shame burning hotter than arousal ever had.
Next FaceTime, two nights later. She answered in the same silk slip, hair loose, trying for casual. Jungkook appeared shirtless, study lamp casting harsh shadows across his clenched jaw.
“So?” he asked, voice even. Too even. “How’d it go with Minho?”
She forced a smile, light. “It was good. Really good, actually. Your tips worked. I didn’t freeze up or anything.”
His eyes narrowed—sharp, predatory. The flush on his neck wasn’t from heat this time. His hand flexed on the desk, knuckles white. “Glad it helped.” The words came out clipped, smile tight enough to crack.
She felt the shift like a door slamming. He leaned closer, voice dropping. “Tell me exactly how good.”
Her pulse kicked. “Just… good. I came. Twice.”
Something dark flickered across his face—jealousy, raw and unfiltered. He didn’t speak for a long second, just stared, breathing slow and deliberate.
“Twice.” He repeated it like tasting poison, not convinced. “Must’ve been real thorough, then.”
The air between pixels crackled, thick with everything he wasn’t saying.
The FaceTime connected at 1:14 a.m. Seoul time. No hello. No small talk. Jungkook’s face filled the screen—jaw locked, eyes black with something feral, shirt already gone, sweats shoved down just enough to free his cock. It stood thick and flushed in his fist, the head slick from the few strokes he’d already given himself before answering.
“Strip.” The word came out low, guttural. “Everything. Now.”
YN’s breath caught. She was still in the same sheer slip from earlier—thin straps, lace hem barely skimming her ass. Her hands moved before her brain caught up: fingers hooking the straps, sliding them off her shoulders. The silk pooled at her waist, then she pushed it down her hips, kicking it off the bed. Naked. Exposed. Camera angled low enough to show the sheen already coating her inner thighs.
“Legs wide. Let me see how fucking wet you are from lying to me.”
She spread her knees, hooking them over the edge of the mattress. Her pussy glistened under the lamp light—swollen, dripping, clit visibly throbbing. She didn’t touch yet. Waiting for permission like he’d trained her.
“Touch. Slow. Two fingers. Spread yourself open so I can watch.”
She obeyed, parting her folds with trembling fingers. The cool air hit her clit and she whimpered—soft, needy.
“Imagine it’s my mouth instead.” His voice dropped darker, filthy. “My tongue flat against you, dragging up slow, then flicking your clit—sharp, fast, over and over until your hips buck. Then I suck it hard. Pull it between my lips. Teeth grazing just enough to make you cry.”
Her fingers circled faster on instinct. “Fuck… Jungkook—”
“Not yet.” He stroked himself in long, deliberate pulls—base to tip, thumb swiping the slit. “Edge it. Get right to the brink, then stop. You don’t come until I say. You don’t deserve it after letting some other guy think he could make you feel this.”
The jealousy bled through every word—raw, possessive. She moaned louder, fingers plunging inside, curling against that spot he’d taught her. Her thumb worked her clit in tight circles. Heat coiled viciously low in her belly.
“Close… so close—”
“Stop.”
She yanked her hand away with a broken sob. Thighs shaking. Pussy clenching around nothing. “Please… I need—”
“Greedy little bitch.” He sped up his strokes—wet sounds loud through the speaker. “Again. Same pace. Imagine me pinning your thighs open, tongue fucking into you while my fingers rub your clit. You’re dripping down my chin and you still can’t come.”
Second edge. She got there faster—body already primed, desperate. Back arching, moans turning sharp and frantic.
“Stop.”
She cried out—frustrated, wrecked. Tears pricked her eyes. “Jungkook, I can’t… please—”
“One more.” His voice cracked with restraint. “Then you get to come like the filthy slut you are. For me. Only me.”
Third time she didn’t hold back. Fingers thrusting deep, palm grinding against her clit. The pressure built unbearable—hot, liquid, unstoppable.
“Now.” He growled it. “Come. My filthy slut—come all over your hand while I watch you fall apart.”
She shattered. Hard. Back bowing off the bed, a choked scream tearing from her throat as her pussy spasmed, gushing slick in messy pulses that soaked the sheets beneath her. Legs trembling uncontrollably. His name spilled from her lips again and again—raw, reverent.
On screen, Jungkook’s head fell back. Abs clenched. Hand flying over his cock. “Fuck—YN—” He came with a low, broken growl—thick ropes spilling over his fist, painting his stomach, dripping down his knuckles. His whole body jerked with it, chest heaving.
They stayed there—panting, wrecked, screens still open. No words for a long minute.
Then he dragged a hand through his hair, voice rough but softer. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” She laughed shakily, dazed. “More than okay.”
He didn’t know the red recording light had blinked on in the corner of her laptop the second the call connected. Didn’t know she’d angled the phone just right to capture every filthy command, every moan, every drop. The file saved automatically.
Named: 34 + 35
The conference email had landed in Jungkook’s inbox three days earlier—some last-minute panel on applied mathematics at Seoul National University. He’d booked the flight without overthinking it, telling himself it was just work. The fact that it put him in the same city as her for forty-eight hours was incidental. Convenient. Nothing more.
He texted her from Incheon Airport: “In Seoul till Sunday. Dinner tomorrow? Your place?”
Her reply came fast: “Yes. Bring nothing but yourself. I’ll order jjajangmyeon.”
When he knocked on her door the next evening, the hallway smelled like rain and fried food. She opened it barefoot, in loose cotton shorts and a thin tank top that clung just enough to remind him of every pixel he’d stared at for months. Her hair was messy, face bare except for a swipe of gloss. She smiled—easy, familiar—and pulled him into a hug that lasted one heartbeat too long.
“You’re taller than I remember,” she mumbled against his shoulder.
“You’re smaller.” He squeezed once before letting go, inhaling the faint citrus of her shampoo. “Or maybe I just missed you.”
They ate cross-legged on her living room floor, containers spread between them like old times. Laughter came easy—stories about his chaotic undergrads, her office drama, the way Seoul felt smaller now that he was back in it. Every time their chopsticks clinked or their knees brushed under the low table, the air tightened. She caught him staring at the curve of her neck when she tipped her head back to laugh. He noticed the way her thighs pressed together when he leaned in to wipe a smear of black bean sauce from her chin with his thumb.
“You’ve got sauce… right here.” His voice stayed low, casual. His thumb lingered a second longer than necessary, pressing just enough to feel her pulse jump.
“Thanks.” She licked her bottom lip after, eyes flicking to his mouth. “Can’t have you thinking I’m a messy eater.”
“I already know you are.” The words came out darker than he meant. She didn’t flinch—just held his gaze until the moment stretched thin and hot.
They cleaned up in comfortable silence, shoulders brushing in the tiny kitchen. When she bent to load the dishwasher, the hem of her shorts rode up, exposing the soft crease where thigh met ass. He looked away too late. She straightened, smirking like she’d caught him.
“Couch is yours tonight,” she said, tossing him a spare blanket. “Unless you want the floor. Professor’s choice.”
“Couch is fine.” He caught the blanket, fingers brushing hers. “I don’t plan on sleeping much anyway.”
She paused in the doorway to her bedroom, one hand on the frame. “Jet lag?”
“Something like that.”
Her eyes dropped to his mouth, then lower—quick, deliberate—before she disappeared down the hall. “Night, Jungkook.”
“Night.”
The apartment went quiet except for the low hum of the fridge and distant traffic. He tried to sleep. Tried scrolling his phone, staring at the ceiling, counting the cracks in the plaster. Nothing worked. The undercurrent from dinner still buzzed under his skin—every glance, every accidental touch replaying like a loop he couldn’t pause.
Around 2:37 a.m. he gave up. Sat up on the couch, blanket pooled around his waist. Her laptop sat open on the coffee table, screen dark except for a single glowing file icon in the middle of the desktop. Paused. Title: 34 + 35.
Curiosity—sharp, insistent—won.
He reached over, tapped the trackpad. The video resumed without warning.
His own voice filled the dim living room, low and filthy.
“Imagine my mouth instead—tongue flicking your clit, sucking hard.”
The camera angle was perfect: her on the bed, legs spread wide, fingers buried deep, back arched so hard her breasts lifted toward the ceiling. Sweat glistened on her skin. Her moans were desperate, broken—“Please… Jungkook, I can’t—”
His stomach dropped. Cock twitched instantly, thickening against the soft cotton of his sweats. He should have closed it. Should have shut the laptop, walked away, pretended he hadn’t seen.
He didn’t.
Instead he dragged the volume slider up a notch. Watched himself on screen—shirtless, hand working his length in brutal rhythm while he commanded her.
“Not yet, you greedy little bitch—hold it.”
Her body jerked at the denial, thighs trembling, a thin string of slick connecting her fingers to her entrance. She sobbed his name again—raw, pleading. Then the permission came.
“Now. Come. My filthy slut—come all over your hand while I watch you fall apart.”
She shattered. Back bowing off the mattress, a choked scream ripping out as she gushed—messy, uncontrollable pulses soaking the sheets beneath her. Her hips bucked like she was riding his face, his cock, anything to chase the aftershocks. On screen, his groan followed seconds later—low, wrecked—thick ropes spilling over his fist.
Jungkook’s breathing turned shallow. He was rock-hard now, painfully so, the head of his cock leaking against the fabric. He palmed himself once—slow, testing—through the sweats. The friction sent a jolt straight up his spine.
He replayed the last thirty seconds. Her face when she came—eyes squeezed shut, mouth open in a silent scream, his name falling from her lips like prayer. Again. The sound of her squirting, wet and obscene. Again. His own voice growling “my filthy slut” like ownership.
His hand slipped under the waistband. Wrapped around himself. One slow stroke—base to tip—spreading pre-cum. Another. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep quiet, eyes glued to the screen where she was still trembling through aftershocks, fingers still inside herself, milking every last pulse.
The video looped back to the beginning. “Strip. Everything. Now.”
He sped up—fist tight, rhythm matching the frantic pace he’d set on cam months ago. His abs clenched, breath coming in harsh pants. The couch creaked under him. He didn’t care. All he could see was her—writhing, begging, coming undone because of him. For him.
He imagined walking into her room right now. Waking her with his mouth between her thighs. Making her come again—real this time, not pixels. Making her say his name while he fucked her through it, slow and deep, until she couldn’t remember anyone else’s.
The edge hit fast. Too fast. He groaned low—her name tangled in it—hips jerking as he spilled over his fist, hot and thick, soaking his sweats and the blanket. His whole body shuddered with it, vision blurring for a second.
Silence rushed back in. The video kept playing—her soft whimpers fading into heavy breathing.
The apartment was still dark except for the blue glow spilling from the laptop on the coffee table. YN had woken with a dry throat, the sheets tangled around her legs, body still humming from dreams she couldn’t quite shake. She padded barefoot down the hallway in the tiniest sleep slip she owned—black silk, barely grazing the tops of her thighs, thin straps already slipping off her shoulders, no bra, no panties. Just skin and want.
She stopped dead in the doorway to the living room.
Jungkook was sitting on the edge of the couch, elbows on his knees, staring at the screen. The video was paused on a single frame: her own face mid-orgasm, mouth open in a silent scream, his voice frozen mid-sentence somewhere off-camera. “My filthy slut—come all over your hand while I watch you fall apart.” The timestamp glowed in the corner. He’d watched the whole thing. Multiple times, judging by the way his breathing was still uneven, the obvious ridge straining against his sweats.
He didn’t flinch when he saw her. Just lifted his gaze slowly—dark, unreadable, pupils blown wide.
“You weren’t supposed to see that,” she whispered, voice cracking on the last word.
He stood. Slow. Deliberate. Every inch of the movement predatory, like a predator deciding the chase was over.
“Why keep it?” His voice was low, rough from lack of sleep and something darker. He took one step toward her. “Why label it ‘34 + 35’ and leave it right there on your desktop like a fucking invitation?”
She swallowed hard. The air between them felt flammable. “Because…” Her back hit the wall as he closed the distance. “Because when you’re gone—when it’s just me and the silence—it gets me off harder than anything else. Hearing you call me your slut. Watching you lose control because of me. I replay it until I can’t breathe. Until I come so hard I cry.”
The confession hung there—raw, shameless.
Something snapped in his expression. Not anger. Hunger. Pure, unfiltered need.
He crossed the last two strides in a heartbeat. One hand slammed against the wall beside her head; the other fisted the front of her slip and yanked her forward. Their mouths crashed together—rough, desperate, no preamble. His tongue pushed past her lips immediately, claiming, tasting the faint mint of her toothpaste and the lingering sweetness of the jjajangmyeon from earlier. She moaned into it—loud, broken—fingers digging into his bare shoulders, nails biting skin.
He tasted like coffee and restraint finally gone.
He spun her so her front pressed to the wall, cheek against cool plaster. The slip rode up instantly, exposing her ass. His erection ground against her from behind—thick, hot, insistent—while his free hand dragged up her thigh, bunching the silk until it bunched at her waist.
“You’ve been getting off to me for months,” he growled against her ear, teeth grazing the shell. “Fucking yourself raw to my voice while I was on the other side of the world, clueless. You think I’m not gonna make you pay for that?”
“Please,” she gasped, hips pushing back against him instinctively. “I need it. Need you.”
“You’ll get it.” His hand slid between her legs—two fingers plunging straight into her soaked heat without warning. She cried out, knees buckling. He caught her around the waist, holding her upright. “So fucking wet already. Dripping down your thighs just from watching me watch you. Pathetic.”
He pumped his fingers once, twice—curling hard against that spot that made her vision white—then pulled out. She whimpered at the loss.
“On your knees.”
She dropped without hesitation, carpet burning her skin. He shoved his sweats down; his cock sprang free—heavy, flushed, the head already slick with pre-cum. She opened her mouth automatically, tongue out, but he fisted her hair instead, tilting her head back.
“Not yet.” He stroked himself once—slow, deliberate—letting the tip drag across her bottom lip, smearing wetness. “You don’t get to taste until I’ve had mine.”
He hauled her up by the hair, spun her again, bent her over the back of the couch so her ass was high, chest pressed to the cushions. The slip was rucked up around her waist now—useless. He kicked her feet wider.
“Look at you.” His palm cracked against her ass—sharp, stinging. She jolted, moaning. “Ass up, pussy dripping, begging for it like the greedy little slut you are.”
Another slap. Harder. The sound echoed. Her skin bloomed red instantly.
“Say it.”
“I’m your greedy little slut,” she gasped, voice wrecked. “Please—fuck me. I need your cock.”
He didn’t tease. Didn’t ease in. One brutal thrust and he was buried to the hilt—thick, stretching her open in one go. She screamed—half pain, half pleasure—nails digging into the couch fabric.
“Fuck—tight,” he groaned, hips snapping forward again. “Been dreaming about this cunt for months. Squeezing me like you were made for it.”
The pace was merciless from the start—deep, punishing strokes that slapped skin against skin, his balls hitting her clit with every thrust. One hand wrapped around her throat from behind—not choking, just possessive—fingers pressing just enough to make her head spin. The other cracked down on her ass again, then again, turning it bright red.
“This what you wanted?” he growled, pace brutal. “Me fucking you raw while my voice still echoes in your head? While you’re still clenching around the memory of my fingers?”
“Yes—god, yes—” She was babbling now, words slurring. “Harder. Deeper. Mark me. Make me yours.”
He pulled out suddenly—leaving her empty, aching—and flipped her onto her back on the couch. Legs spread wide, slip torn at one strap so one breast spilled free. He hooked her knees over his shoulders, folded her in half, and slammed back in—deeper angle, hitting that spot relentlessly.
“Look at me.” His hand gripped her jaw, forcing her eyes to his. “You don’t get to close them. You watch while I ruin you.”
She obeyed—eyes glassy, lips swollen. He fucked into her harder, thumb finding her clit, rubbing tight, fast circles.
“Come,” he ordered, voice raw. “Come on my cock like you came for the video. Scream my name. Let the whole fucking building know who owns this pussy.”
The command tipped her over. She shattered—back arching off the cushions, walls clamping down so hard he groaned like it hurt. A gush of wetness coated them both; she sobbed his name—“Jungkook—fuck—Jungkook—”—over and over as wave after wave ripped through her.
He didn’t stop. Kept pounding through it—chasing his own edge—until his rhythm stuttered. “Gonna fill you,” he snarled against her mouth. “Gonna come so deep you’ll feel me for days.”
One last brutal thrust and he buried himself to the hilt, spilling inside her—hot, thick pulses that made her clench again, milking him dry. His forehead dropped to hers, both of them shaking, sweat-slick, breathing like they’d run miles.
For a long minute, neither moved. The laptop was still open—video long since ended, screen dark. The room smelled like sex and sweat and something possessive neither of them wanted to name yet.
He pulled out slowly—watching his cum leak from her swollen entrance, mixing with her own wetness. She whimpered at the loss.
“Stay,” he murmured, voice softer now. He scooped her up—legs around his waist—and carried her to the bedroom. Laid her on the sheets still warm from her earlier sleep.
He stripped the ruined slip off her completely, then shed his sweats. Climbed in beside her, pulling her back to his chest, one arm banded around her waist, the other sliding between her thighs to cup her possessively.
“We’re not done,” he whispered against her ear, already half-hard again against her ass. “Not even close.”
She shivered, pressing back into him. “Good.”
The city lights flickered through the curtains. Dawn was still hours away.
And neither of them was sleeping tonight.
The bedroom door barely clicked shut before Jungkook had her back on the mattress—face-down, ass up, still leaking his first load down her thighs. He didn’t give her time to catch her breath. One hand pressed between her shoulder blades, pinning her chest to the sheets; the other guided his cock back inside her in one long, punishing slide. She gasped—raw, oversensitive walls fluttering around him.
“Thought we were done?” he murmured against her ear, hips already rolling in slow, deep circles that dragged every ridge along her front wall. “We’re just getting started.”
He fucked her like that for long minutes—lazy but brutal, grinding so deep she felt him in her stomach. Then he pulled out, flipped her onto her back, hooked her legs over his elbows, and folded her in half again. Missionary this time, but slower. Deeper. Every thrust deliberate, eyes locked on hers the entire time. No words—just the wet slap of skin, her sharp inhales, his low grunts when she clenched around him. Sweat beaded on his brow, dripped onto her collarbone. She reached up, nails raking down his chest, leaving red trails over ink.
“Look at me,” he ordered when her eyes fluttered shut. “Watch while I fill you again.”
She did. Held his stare through the next orgasm—hers first, walls pulsing so hard he groaned like it hurt. Then his—hips stuttering, cock throbbing as he pumped another hot load deep inside her, so much it leaked out around him when he finally stilled.
They didn’t stay there long.
He carried her to the living room floor—rug burning her back as he laid her down, spread her thighs wide, and sank back in from above. Reverse this time: she straddled him facing away, ass bouncing as she tried to ride. He didn’t let her control it. Hands clamped on her hips, yanking her down hard onto every upward thrust, setting a punishing rhythm. His palm cracked against her ass—once, twice—until the skin glowed red again.
“Bounce harder,” he growled. “Show me how bad you wanted this.”
She obeyed—hips rolling, back arching, moans turning into sharp cries every time he bottomed out. He reached around, fingers finding her clit, rubbing fast circles until she came again—shaking, gushing around his cock, soaking his thighs. He followed seconds later, spilling inside her with a low “Fuck—take it all.”
Next was the wall—her back slammed against it, legs wrapped tight around his waist, arms locked around his neck. He fucked her standing, gravity driving him deeper with every snap of his hips. One hand braced beside her head; the other gripped her throat—not choking, just possessive pressure that made her eyes roll. She bit his shoulder to muffle her screams when the next orgasm hit. He bit her neck in return—hard enough to bruise—growling against her skin as he came again, flooding her until it dripped down her thighs and onto the hardwood.
They stumbled to the kitchen. He lifted her onto the counter—cold granite shocking her overheated skin. Legs spread wide, heels hooked on the edge. He stepped between them, thrust back in without warning, pace brutal again. The sound of skin slapping echoed off the tiles.
“You’re dripping everywhere,” he rasped, watching his cock disappear into her over and over. “My cum, your cum—such a filthy fucking mess.”
He reached past her, yanked open the drawer she kept her toys in—the one he’d once casually recommended she buy from during one of their calls. The small bullet vibrator landed in his palm. He clicked it on—low buzz filling the room—then pressed it straight to her swollen clit.
“No—Jungkook—too much—”
“You’ll take it.” He kept thrusting—deep, steady—while the vibrations wrecked her. “Come again. Milk me dry.”
She shattered almost instantly—sobbing, thighs shaking uncontrollably, walls spasming so hard he cursed under his breath. He didn’t stop the toy. Kept it pressed firm while he fucked her through another, then another—orgasms stacking until tears streamed down her cheeks, pleasure so sharp it bordered pain. When he finally came again—growling her name, hips jerking—he pulled out just enough to watch the last creampie leak out, mixing with her slick on the counter.
Dawn was bleeding pink through the curtains by the time they made it back to the bed. Bodies slick with sweat, cum, and exhaustion. They collapsed—her sprawled across his chest, his arm banded around her waist like he was afraid she’d disappear.
No grand declarations. No whispered I-love-yous. Just heavy breathing and the faint scent of sex hanging thick in the air.
He reached for the sheet, dragged it over them, then used a corner to gently wipe the sweat and mess from between her thighs. His touch was careful now—almost tender. He traced the fresh hickey blooming on her neck with his thumb, low chuckle rumbling in his chest.
“Fucked you stupid,” he murmured, voice wrecked.
She laughed—hoarse, spent. “Worth it.”
His eyes drifted to the laptop still open on the nightstand. The file name glowed in the dim light: 34 + 35.
He quirked a brow, thumb still stroking her skin. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
She shifted—slow, deliberate—until she was straddling his hips again. His cock—still half-hard—twitched against her slick folds. She leaned down, lips brushing his, voice a soft, filthy whisper.
“Means I wanna 69 with you.”
She kissed him then—slow, deep, tongues sliding together like they had all the time in the world. He smirked against her mouth, hands sliding down to grip her ass—fingers digging in, pulling her flush so her wet heat dragged along his length.
“Noted,” he said, voice dark with promise. “But next time? You’re gonna beg for it properly.”
She rolled her hips once—teasing, testing. “Challenge accepted.”
The city outside woke slowly. Inside, they stayed tangled—marked, wrecked, irreversibly changed.
No going back.
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A/N :
hi hi… i’m finally back after almost six months and i return with something very different from my usual style 👀
this one-shot is mostly smut very fast paced with a very light plot, heavily inspired by me looping 34+35 by ariana grande way too many times and honestly… i had way too much fun writing it.
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a/n: was struggling so hard to think of a title and then this kali uchis song came on
synopsis: after almost a year of dating your super nonchalant bf drops an even more nonchalant L bomb
cw include: black fem!reader in mind when writing this, super fluffy like they love each other sm, pet names used (baby, pretty girl, cutie, babe), fondling, some nasty kissing, crotchless panties are involved somewhere in here, body worship, oral f!receiving, fingering, softdom!yoongi, he gets kinda mean tho, yoongi wears a chain and he has long hair hehe, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, riding, squirting, creampie, some dirty talk, lots of praise, cock warming, aftercare!! wc: 8.1k
“did you enjoy dinner?”
“yes, it was so yummy. thank you for treating me, honey.”
yoongi looked over at you, and gave you a small, barely noticeable smile. he brought your hand that was interlocked with his up his lips, pressing a kiss to the soft, glittery skin.
tonight was your nine month anniversary. not quite one year, but close enough to where he wanted to treat you to something special.
the night started off with him surprising you with a small, bow shaped diamond necklace that hung prettily on a gold chain. he had noticed your slow transition from silver to gold jewelry, and thought the necklace would make a beautiful addition to your growing collection.
you were ecstatic. brown eyes gone completely glossy the second he opened the small box that had pandora printed on the front.
you wore it to the extra fancy restaurant he took you to, of course. the jewelry sat so prettily on your collarbone, it was impossible to not feel like the most special girl in the room, and that was exactly what yoongi wanted.
he wanted you to feel beautiful, expensive, untouchable—because his girl deserved nothing but the absolute best.
“m’so glad you had a nice time. you were definitely the prettiest girl in the room tonight,” he spoke softly, bringing heat to your cheeks. “but honestly, you’re the prettiest girl anywhere we go.”
you squeezed his hand softly, a small whine bubbling in your throat. “yoon, you got me blushing over here. quit itttt,” you giggled, making his grin grow wider.
although he was good at hiding it, your laugh made his heart skip a beat every time he heard it. think of the most melodic sound you’ve ever heard, and then triple it . . . that’s what your laugh sounded like to him.
the rest of the walk to his car was silent, besides the clicking of your heels against the pavement.
you glanced over at yoongi for the umpteenth time that night, your lower belly twisting at the sight of his shoulder length hair blowing gently in the light breeze. you wanted to reach out and touch it, caress it, twirl the soft, black locs around your fingers without a care in the world—but that would have to wait, unfortunately.
yoongi wasn’t the biggest fan of pda, which you totally respected! in fact, it just made you even more excited for when you got to have him all to yourself, in the coziness of your apartment.
“you’re staring very hard,” you heard him say with the slightest bit of humor in his tone. you were quick to stare at anything but him, your lips curling into an embarrassed smile.
“sorry . . . just look so handsome tonight, i can’t help but stare. especially at—”
“my hair?”
you chortled, head tipping down in a bashful nod. “mm, yes. m’so happy you’ve let it grow out. this length suits you very well.”
“i’ve been getting that a lot. you americans and your love for nice hair is funny.” this made you laugh once more, and before you could say anything else, you had finally approached his 2024 hyundai palisade.
a small gasp flew past your plush, glossy lips when he gently pushed you against the passenger door, his hands finding purchase on the thickness of your hips.
“y-yoon—”
he let out a noise between a hum and a purr, button nose brushing against your jawline. “i know, i know. wines gotten a little to my head,” he spoke lowly, pressing a gentle kiss to the corner of your lips. “m’still good to drive though, of course.”
his lips captured yours in a slow, sweet kiss. he could feel the stickiness of your gloss cling to his lips, but he didn’t mind in the slightest.
when he pulled away you were quick to chase after him with a low whine. “come back,” you pouted, manicured fingers tugging him impossibly close by his leather jacket.
you were pushing your luck, and you knew it, but at the same time it wouldn’t hurt to see how far you could take this.
your hands cupped his warm cheeks, thumbs running over the apples of them. his skin was soft to the touch due to years of the same skin routine, not once missing a day, nor night.
“what are you doing?” he mused, giving you that gummy smile that had you weak in the knees every time you saw it.
your hand moved from his cheeks to his hair, nails massaging his scalp ever so gently. you were messing up the style he spent a good twenty minutes perfecting, but once again, he couldn’t find it in himself to care.
“i don’t know, i just . . . i don’t know,” you giggled, smushing your forehead against his. a feeling bubbled in your stomach. a feeling of pure adoration for the man before you. a feeling of love.
you two have yet to utter the three words to one another, and that was okay in your book. you didn’t see the rush to say it, and neither did he.
yoongi kissed your lips one, two, three times. each one longer than the last. he could feel the need radiating off of you, and he wanted to help you satiate that need, but not here.
he needed to have you to himself in the privacy of your home. he needed to take his time with you, and be able to touch and kiss every bit of your skin with no need to rush himself.
“i love you so much, (❤︎).”
“w-what?”
he didn’t laugh or crack a smile. his face was deadly serious, and it made you nervous yet so, so excited.
“i said, i love you. so much. more than anything in this world.“
he said it so casually, like saying those three words hadn’t been ripping at him the past three months. he was honestly quite proud of himself for not passing out the second he confessed his love.
your lips parted, then shut. before you knew it, your vision was blurry, and your chin was trembling from the wave of emotions that hit you ever so suddenly. “i don’t . . . i don’t know what to say, yoon.”
yoongis lips lifted into a small smile, “say you love me back, duh.”
you broke into a teary smile, salty droplets slowly making their way down your highlighted cheeks. “o-oh, right. of course. *sniffle* i love you, yoongi. so very much.”
it was silent for a few moments. the two of you completely wrapped up in one another as you nudged noses, and kissed each other followed by small giggles.
you were being so fucking cute right now that if you both could see yourselves, you’d be gagging.
“c’mon. let’s head home, and end this anniversary the right way. gonna touch you until the clock hits midnight, and even then, i won’t stop.”
you surprised yourself by letting out a small moan, multiple shivers running down your back at his sudden foul language. it was definitely a rare occurrence for him to speak to you like this outside of the bedroom, and you were loving every second.
you looked up at him through your freshly done lashes, and batted them, “is that a promise?”
a beat passed, and then another.
yoongi didn’t say a word, and with little to no strength, he maneuvered your body to the side just enough for him to open the passenger door. “get in.”
your cunt pulsed at how low his tone had gotten, and he could also tell it had an effect on you. how cute.
without a word you got in the car, and just when yoongi was about to shut the door, you pulled him in for another bruising kiss. you were feeling a bit bashful before, being so exposed and all, but now that you had something to shield yourself, you had no problem locking lips with your man.
yoongi used his free to cup the back of your neck, deepening the kiss even more. you could taste the wine he had not even twenty minutes ago on his tongue. it was a tart taste, with a hidden sweetness that had you moaning into his mouth.
yoongi could feel his temperature rising, the jeans he was wearing now suddenly feeling too tight. he gripped your jaw with a heavy hand, earning a low whimper from you.
“behave.”
he loosened his grip, and with a final kiss to your slightly swollen lips, he shut the door. your heart pounded against your ribcage, and for a second it felt like you could feel that same beat in your pussy.
your thighs clenched together as yoongi silently got in the car. his expression was calm and composed, like you weren’t just sucking his tongue into your mouth a few minutes prior.
when his scorching hot hand made contact with the cool skin of your thigh, you were quick to grab it with both hands, fiddling with his fingers and rings to calm the pounding in your chest.
he noticed this, and it had him raising a thick brow.
“what are you so nervous about, hm?” he asked, glancing over at you as he put the car in drive.
mine by beyoncé began to play, resuming from when you were previously in the car. your heart clenched, the song not helping the yearning you held for him in your heart . . . or your lower half.
“i just can’t wait to get home,” you said so quietly, he almost didn’t hear you.
“and why is that?”
you were quiet once again, a small pout forming on your lips. “ . . . you know why, yoon.”
yoongi chuckled, giving the inside of your thigh a tender squeeze. “i know, pretty girl. just teasing.”
“yeah, yeah, whatever,” you mumbled, eyes flicking to the diamond, cuban link chain that sat prettily on his neck. you couldn’t wait to have it dangle over your face as he fucked you.
the remainder of the ride was silent, and yoongis hand stayed glued to your thigh the entire time.
“home sweet home,” he muttered running a veiny hand through his slightly tousled hair. by the time he looked over at you, you were already halfway out of the car. “aish, someone’s in a hurry,” he chuckled, giving you a playful stare as you opened his door for him.
“yes, yes, i am! move your ass before i start stripping right here!” your fingers teasingly pulled at the straps of your dress, and this had yoongi swallowing hard, his hands nearly shaking as he pulled the keys out of the ignition.
the second, and i mean the second you entered your apartment, you were dragging yoongi to your plush, pink couch. he didn’t even get to protest as you pushed him down on the soft cushions, your lips immediately capturing his in a heated kiss. you sloppily found your way in his lap, your dress riding up to the tops of your thighs.
“baby—”
“hush. wanna do it right here, right now,” you panted against his lips, lower half shallowly grinding into his.
yoongi didn’t protest, thankfully. his soft hands grabbed two handfuls of your ass, kneading the flesh gently before swatting it.
“you always like me on top anyway, right?”
this made yoongi smile because yes, he did enjoy having you on top more than anything. but just because he was below you didn’t mean he didn’t hold all the power. the pace of your bounces were controlled by him, along with how hard you went, and if you were allowed to touch at your neglected clit or not.
he liked to make you work for your nut.
“mm, i do . . . but you need to have a little patience, pretty girl,” he purred, hands finding purchase on the curves of your hips.
“b-but—”
“but nothing,” he pressed a kiss to your jaw, and then your neck. “i haven’t gotten to appreciate your body, or taste you yet. how could we ever skip over such a crucial part of love making?”
and just like that, the raging fire in your stomach was tamed to a small blaze.
“ah, m’sorry. don’t know what came over me,” you whispered, wiping the remnants from the kiss off your lips with the back of your hand.
yoongi shook his head, and kissed your pout away. “no need to be sorry, baby. tonight is a special night in more ways than one, i can understand why you’re so eager.”
you honestly could’ve cried with how sweetly he was speaking to you. so gentle. so understanding.
“what are you thinking about? talk to me.”
your eyes that were previously staring at your bare thighs flicked up to his, and you were immediately put to ease.
“i . . . i love you, yoongi. thank you for loving me just as much.”
a hand cradled your cheek, and you nuzzled into the warm touch, lashes fluttering shut. you reminded him so much of a kitten, which was funny because you always commented on how much he reminded you of a stand-offish black cat.
“i love you more, (❤︎). never wanna love anyone else, but you, ever.” his thumb ran over the apple of your cheek, and then the curves of your cupids bow. you were absolutely mesmerizing.
“mm, really?”
“yes, really.”
“even if i was . . . like—a worm? even if an evil witch turnt me into a worm, you’d still love me?”
there he went again giving you that gummy smile that had your heart thumping. “yes, baby. even if an evil witch turned you into a worm. i’d carry you around with me all day, and build you a terrarium filled with the prettiest flowers. you’d be the most spoiled worm ever.”
you kissed him once, twice, thrice, and then he was patting your thigh—a silent signal for you to get up. you stood up on wobbly legs, mentally cursing at yourself for not even bothering to take your heels off before trying to jump yoongis bones.
“here, let me,” he mumbled, long fingers already beginning to undo the straps of your heels. being the gentleman he was, he held your hand as you stepped out of them, and snatched them up in one hand before you could even think to bend down.
he stood up, lips curling into a small smirk at the way you were quick to wrap your arms around his slim waist. “go to the room, and strip. i’ll be in there soon.”
this had you pouting, head tilting back so dramatically it had yoongi chuckling. “pleaseee don’t be long,” you sighed, tightening your hold around him. “seriously, hurry.”
and with that, you tipsily walked to your room, the scent of cinnamon apples from a candle you had lit earlier wafting into your nose.
your room was nice and toasty, making you not even hesitate to slip the straps of your dress off your shoulders. it fell to the floor with a small, barely audible thump, and your panties usually would be next to go, but tonight was different.
for the sake of your anniversary, you decided to try out a new kind of garment; crotchless panties.
it was a cute little lacy, lilac number—something yoongi would definitely love to see you in. it cupped your pussy perfectly, leaving nothing to the imagination.
you glanced at the door, ears perking up to hear what yoongi was doing. you heard bustling in the kitchen, and hummed quietly before tiptoeing over to the the mirror hung on your wall.
your head cocked to the side, eyes trailing down your almost naked body. your skin still slightly glistened from layers, upon layers of raw shea butter you applied before the date, and your pussy looked soaked with need.
with a shallow breath, you ran your hands over your breasts, and then your tummy, and finally over where you needed to be touched most.
yoongi needed to hurry his ass up.
just as you finished your thought, you heard footsteps approaching.
“sorry for takin’ so long pretty, i wanted to warm up . . . this . . . this, um—this towel, because you know things might, um, er—”
“babe, are you okay? you strokin’ out on me?” you giggled, hands covering your mouth to conceal your laughter.
yoongi was completely stuck. yes, he’s seen you naked countless of times, and it never gets old, but these panties? these crotchless panties??
they just changed everything.
“come . . come here. now, please.”
you took slow steps towards him, feeling incredibly small under his intense stare. when you stopped in front of him, he suddenly dropped to his knees making you gasp.
“y-yoon! what’re you doing, honey?” you tried to hide the nervousness in your laugh, but it was no use with the way he was nosing at your pussy.
the sound of a sniffle pierced your ear, and you felt as if your entire body had been set ablaze. your cheeks were so hot it made you feel lightheaded!
“don’t be a perv.”
“i’m not, i’m just smelling you. no harm in that.”
his warm hands massaged the backs of your silky thighs, careful to make sure you didn’t fall. “why are you acting so embarrassed, hm? nothin’ i haven’t seen before.”
your lips parted in a tiny scoff, “i . . i know that.”
“good. now go lay down on this, please. i’m feeling rather impatient now that i’ve seen . . . these,” his finger tugged on the waistband of your panties, “i need to have you now.” he released the fabric, letting it snap back against your heated skin.
you let out a small ‘mhm’, and with a soft pat to your ass, yoongi sent you on your way.
one thing about your sweet boyfriend? he didn’t like mess. now this kinda mess he didn’t mind too much, but still, a towel was definitely needed.
the reason he was taking so long before was because he was warming it up for you. he’d done that one time, and ever since then, you just had to have your towel warmed if you guys were using one. he had you spoiled completely rotten.
you let out a small sigh as you laid on your bed, the warmth from the fluffy towel sending goosebumps all across your lower half. a small my melody plushie was used to keep your head propped, giving you a nice view of the space between your thighs.
“you okay? not uncomfortable or anything?” he spoke softly, kneeling once more at the edge of your bed. as he slung your thighs over his shoulders, you replied with a soft ‘yes’.
yoongi started off by pressing petal soft kisses to the insides of your thighs, making sure not an inch of your vanilla scented skin went untouched. his eyes were on yours the entire time, not once breaking contact.
“these are really pretty. this color . . it’s beautiful.”
“t-thank you,” your thigh twitched when he nosed at your slicked clit, “they—mm, they show more skin t-than i thought.”
his tongue poked out, giving your slit an experimental lick. you gasped, hips jerking when he dragged the fat of his tongue over your pussy. it was soft, hot, everything that you had been looking forward to.
“you like that?” he hummed, circling the tip of his tongue over your clit. you shuddered, and brought a hand down to latch onto his hair. it felt like silk between your fingers. you wanted to tug and yank on it until he was moaning into your pussy out of pleasure.
you scratched lightly at his scalp, “yeah, i-i like it.”
his tongue circled your entrance, and you twitched. “so sweet, baby,” you heard him say from below. you internally melted at the pet name, a whimper bubbling in your throat.
he kitten licked at your clit, careful not to go to slow or too fast, and fuck up your nearing orgasm. he had your entire body mapped, every like and dislike engraved permanently into his mind.
“can you put a finger in? p-please?” you weren’t necessarily looking at yoongi as you requested more from him, something he taught you to do when you first became sexually active, but since it was your anniversary, he’d let it slide.
yoongi pulled away only an inch, earning a high pitched mewl from you. his lips parted, and a second later, a warm glob of spit fell onto your clit.
“think you can take two?”
he held two fingers up, and used those same fingers to tap at your glistening folds.
“o-ohh,” your brows scrunched together in a pout, “yes, i think so.”
he sucked the two digits between his lips, coating them in spit before prodding them at your tight entrance. you felt his free hand lace its fingers with yours, and that calmed you immensely, allowing yoongi to push his fingers in a little further.
his fingers curled up, and you moaned, your hips bucking up only slightly.
yoongi groaned seeing the way your pussy sucked his fingers in, gripping them so tightly as if he’d ever leaving you hanging.
orgasm denial was an interesting kink to try, yes, but yoongi didn’t find very much pleasure in denying you of your own. he’s determined always and forever to make you cum as many times as your body will let you.
“greedy girl,” you heard him chuckle before he was pushing his fingers in allll the way to the knuckle.
his fingers brushed against that sensitive spot deep inside you that had you whining, and that had you crying out, your back arching into nothing. it was always so easy for him to find your g-spot, especially with those long fingers of his.
“mm, fuck, yoon.” your voice was breathy and whiny, already on the verge of sounding fucked out.
you squeezed his hand roughly when he sucked your clit into his mouth, his tongue caressing the swollen button softly, but quickly.
he could suddenly feel the smoothness of your thighs against his cheeks, the action smushing his face further into your cunt.
“spread your—mmph, spread your legs,” you heard him utter into your pussy, and without a second thought, your hands were hooking into the backs of your knees, and spreading your thighs as wide as they would go.
the rhythm of his tongue and fingers had your head ringing, an endless stream of essence dripping from your drooling pussy.
“yoongi, i’m—!”
“i know, baby, i feel it. cum f’me.”
one last suckle to your clit had you cumming all over yoongis tongue with a loud cry. your walls pulsed around his fingers as they fucked into you, milking your orgasm for all it was worth. his fingers rubbed against your g-spot, and that’s when tears began to prick at your lash line.
those skilled fingers of his that played guitar for hours on end always left you a shaky, teary mess.
“i can’t, i can’tttt,” you squealed out, wrapping a hand around his wrist. yoongi slurped at your pussy so loud it had you pouting in embarrassment, but at least his fingers had stopped their brutal pace.
“that was good,” he pressed a kiss to your trembling thigh, “amazing as always, baby.”
your eyes fluttered shut, the pout on your lips not budging. “thank you, yoon . .”
“you’re welcome, cutie.”
you heard some shuffling, and suddenly felt something cold brush against your collarbone. your chest puffed up in a deep inhale, the familiar spicy, woodsy scent of yoongis cologne hitting your nose.
you slowly peeked one eye open, and then the other. yoongi was hovering over you with an amused look. he looked as if he wanted to say something, but was holding himself back.
his eyes flicked over to your hand that tucked a strand of hair behind his ear, careful and gentle as ever.
“watcha doin’?”
“i’m just . . looking,” he adjusted himself, slotting his lower half perfectly against yours. you could feel the print in his pants against your thigh, and this only had you feeling more impatient.
you grinned, head cocking slightly to the side, “and do you like what you see?”
his laugh vibrated against your skin as he pressed kisses all along your shoulder and neck. “you already know i do.”
after some long, slow kisses and cute banter, you were finally able to get yoongi to shed a few layers of clothes. you sat on the edge of your bed, legs swinging back and forth without a care in world while yoongi rid himself of his jacket and button up.
your pupils were almost completely blown out, a dopey smile creeping onto your lips.
“do you like what you see?” you heard him chuckle, parroting your words right back at you. you let out a small laugh, and you were about to reply, but then the clink of his belt caught your attention. you watched intently as his veiny hands pulled the belt from the loops of his jeans.
“yes . . . i do,” you looked up, already to find his feline-like eyes staring right back down at you. you remained having eye contact while yoongi undid the button and zipper; which was quite a while since yoongi did it agonizingly slow.
his jeans sat low on his hips, giving you a nice view of his briefs. “you want it?” he asked lowly, giving the print in his jeans a not so subtle palm. he used that same hand to cup your jaw, his thumb resting gently on your bottom lip.
“mhm.”
“hah—my fuckin’ god.”
yoongis head fell back against the mountain of pillows stacked against your headboard, his mouth dropping in a particularly loud moan.
he was completely at your mercy, limbs turnt to nothing but jello due to you riding him like a fucking bunny. your ass clapped against his thighs in quick, sloppy bounces. the idea of going slow never even crossed your mind! once you were on top of him, he was yours for the taking.
you’ve already came two times just from riding him, and you were showing zero signs in stopping. this was bad for yoongi. he was entirely too close to cumming—which was not apart of his plan for how this was supposed to go down.
“f-fucking slow down, (❤︎),” he growled out, slamming his hands against your ass. he grabbed two handfuls of the plush skin, and pulled you close, slowing your movements as much as possible.
he felt a puff of hot air against his neck, followed by a whine, “but why?”
he met you halfway with a thrust, a loud squelching noise echoing throughout the room. he shuddered, nostrils flaring as he tried to piece together a sentence.
“why not? hm, baby? what’s. the. rush.” the last three words of his sentence were punctuated by three thrusts, each one knocking the wind out of you.
“because i wanna *hiccup* w-wanna cum againnn,” you sniffled, head drooping onto his shoulder.
yoongi tsked, veiny hands wrapping around both your wrists. he had them pinned behind your back in an iron grip, and lucky for him, you didn’t protest or struggle against his hold.
“now go slow before i cuff you.”
your whines and sniffles came to a halt at the mention of being cuffed. now that would be no good.
yoongi was gentle with you. always has been, and always will be, but when you disobeyed him and acted like a spoiled brat? best believe you were punished accordingly.
“i’ll go slow for you, yoon,” you said to him, voice barely above a whisper.
your hips lifted, leaving about half of his dick inside you before you slowly slid back down. the thick veins that ran along the side of his base rubbed so deliciously against the walls of your cunt, but it just wasn’t enough :(
“keep your hands here,” you heard yoongi mutter into your hair, releasing his tight hold on your wrists. you obeyed keeping your hands snug against the small of your back while yoongis hands found purchase on your hips. he guided your movements, careful not to go too fast and give you the wrong the idea.
he pulled you even closer, the new position allowing your clit to rub against his abdomen.
your head tilted back when you felt his hot mouth clamp around your nipple, soft tongue gliding over the bud in sloppy circles. after a few moments, he kissed his way over to the opposite breast giving it the same treatment.
your hand twitched, nearly dragging itself into yoongis hair, but you fought the urge. “don’t—mm, don’t stop, please.”
“i won’t, i promise,” he spoke into your skin, using one of his hands to tweak at your abandoned nipple. “fuck yourself on me. slow.”
you let out a small moan and nodded, your feet planting into the bed to resume the slow, steady pace he set for you. “can i move my hands? please? m’not very stable like this.”
yoongi let out a low hum, and you moaned in relief, your hands grasping onto his shoulders so tightly it had him wincing. the pain was soon subsided by the feeling of your warmth enveloping him over, and over, and over again.
your pussy was creaming his dick sooo much that there was surely a mess to be cleaned afterwards, but for once, yoongi didn’t care—in fact he wanted you to get even messier.
“ah, yoongi.”
“hm?”
“feels like m’gonna cum again.”
he released your nipple with a lewd pop, and fell back into the pillows. his hand reached between your bodies, and rubbed sloppily at your clit. you stuttered between bounces, your cunt clenching around his cock tighter and tighter as your orgasm neared.
yoongis feet planted into the bed, and with shallow thrusts, he met your slow, uncoordinated bounces. “o-oh fuck—”
you were cut off by his hand wrapping around your throat, ring clad fingers squeezing softly. “yoongi,” you all but sobbed, tummy clenching when you felt that coil in your lower belly begin to unravel.
“fuck, honey. you’re getting my dick so wet—you cumming?” he groaned out, earning a high pitched moan from you.
suddenly, your bounces came to a complete halt, and your thighs were pressing together, your orgasm hitting you like a semi. “d-don’t stop, yoon!” you pleaded, wrapping your hand around the wrist that was toying with your clit.
yoongi was working his ass off. one hand rubbed at your swollen button while the other continuously squeezed at your neck, all while he proceeded to fuck into you like his life depended on it. his feline-like eyes flicked to where you both met, and fuck.
his cock was completely coated in your essence, gleaming underneath the orange hue from the light in the corner of the room. his pelvis was smeared with your slick, and he could only assume his balls looked the exact same way.
after milking your orgasm for an extra minute or two, you fell into yoongis chest with a soft thud. his arms were quick to wrap around your trembling form, nimble fingers tracing random shapes and lines into the small of your back.
“think you can handle some more? m’not quite done with you yet,” you heard your boyfriend chuckle, his hand tenderly squeezing your side.
you lifted your head, tired eyes locking with yoongis. his cheeks were completely flushed, and his hair was a mess, strands sticking in all different directions. your eyes trailed to the diamond chain sitting prettily on his collarbone, and that was when you remembered you wanted to see that same chain dangling over your face while he plowed into you.
you were as sensitive as can be, and maybe on the verge of passing out, but this was your anniversary! you had to go all out.
“y-yeah, let’s go again,” you whispered, kiss bitten lips pressing gently against his chest. you felt his cock stir inside you, the thick muscle twitching against your sensitive walls.
yoongi managed to flip you both over, a small smirk creeping onto his lips when you squealed.
“ugh, you’re such an ass. you could’ve given me a warning,” you giggled, wrapping your legs around his slim waist. yoongis hand trailed up the silkiness of your thigh, tickling it ever so softly just so he could hear you laugh again.
“where’s the fun in warning you?” he smirked, pressing a kiss to your pouty lips.
“shut up . . ” you murmured, tangling your fingers in his soft locs. your lips slotted against his perfectly in another kiss. yoongi took this opportunity to sheath himself inside you once again, earning a whimper from you against his lips.
his balls felt so heavy, begging for release, but yoongi wanted to drag this out for as long as possible. as far as he was concerned, you two were the only people on earth right now.
“good fuckin’ pussy,” you him slur into your ear, followed by a sloppy kiss to the side of your head. all you could do was moan in response, and pull him closer.
yoongi settled for shallow, deep thrusts—just barely pulling out before slamming back inside you with a grunt each time. “fuck, baby, you’re gripping my dick so good,” he moaned out, using one hand to push your left knee forward. this angle gave him a clear view of his cock bullying into your creamy pussy, and it took every ounce of self restraint he had not to cum inside you right then and there.
his back tensed when your nails ran over the soft ridges of his abs—one of, if not, his most sensitive spot. his nose nudged yours, “mm, baby—”
he felt a jolt at his neck, and suddenly his lips were on yours again. you had his chain clutched in your hand while the other cradled his face, like he was the most precious thing you’ve ever had in your grasp.
“you feel—hah, you f-feel so nice. love when you fuck me like this.” your whines and moans went straight into his ear and down to his dick, not a beat missed as you both talked each other through it.
“love you s’much—you and this pussy. always treating me so good—shitttt, i’m close.”
yoongi pushed your other leg back, driving his dick even deeper into your drooling entrance. “ho—fuck!” you squealed, shaky hands wrapping around your ankles to keep your legs in place. “p-please touch me, yoon.”
yoongi ran his tongue over his lips, the faint taste of sweat coating his tongue. his hands ran over the backs of your thighs, and then cupped your breasts, thumbs swiping over your stiff nipples. his hips never stopped moving, your headboard banging against the wall with every thrust.
“such a pretty girl. m’the luckiest man alive, aren’t i?”
and he was.
in all of yoongis twenty-seven years on this earth, you were by far one of the best things that has ever happened to him. your smile, your gentle nature, your cooking, the way you both shared a passion for music—your cooking.
with all these things and more, he was shocked he didn’t say those three words sooner.
“shit, yoongi, i’m gonna cum—i’m gonna—mmph!”
yoongi smushed his lips into yours in an open mouth kiss, swallowing up every moan and cry you had to offer. two of his fingers reached between your bodies, and rubbed at your clit.
at this point you were too fucked out to even kiss him back! while your lips stayed stretched open in a drawn out moan, yoongi continued to lick into your mouth. you were partially brought back to reality when he sucked your tongue into his mouth.
a searing pleasure began to spread all across your lower half, and with a choked sob, your essence was hitting yoongis abdomen in short, messy spurts. yoongi let out a grunt and pulled out, three of his fingers now messily rubbing against your pussy.
he didn’t quite know what he was doing, granted you’ve never cum this hard before, but rubbing your clit into nothingness seemed like the best choice.
your entire body tensed, back arching into yoongis warm chest. your orgasm seemed to be never ending, and even when it did, your thighs continued to tremble from the aftershocks.
yoongi sat back on his knees, chest heaving with a crazed look in his usually grounded eyes. his cock leaked pathetically against his tummy, pre smearing all along the pale skin.
“fuck . . ” he murmured, giving his dick a few pumps with the same hand that was covered in your cum. your thigh twitched when he squeezed the sensitive flesh, “you’ve never done that before.”
all you could do was whine in response. there was a pressure on your tummy that didn’t subside after you came, almost as if you still had more to give!
a finger tapped at your cheek, and then your lips. “hey, you still with me? do we need to stop?”
suddenly yoongis forehead was nearly touching yours, his hair forming a curtain over your faces. he smelt of his cologne, but now the smell of sex and sweat had intertwined with it. it was an enticing scent, and it had you wanting him more than ever.
your body was completely spent, and you were sure if you came again you’d pass out, but yoongi still needed to finish—and tonight you wanted him to finish inside you more than anything. you wanted to feel his warm cum flood your tummy, and then keep it there with his cock while he held you and kissed you to sleep.
“lets keep going,” you spoke softly, voice now gone raspy from all your screaming, “want you to finish inside me really bad. been thinking about it all night.”
he hissed when your hand wrapped around the throbbing base of his cock, giving it an experimental squeeze before slowly running your palm over the tip.
yoongi let out a dreamy sigh, pink lips brushing against yours. “that sounds nice.”
your lips captured his in a kiss, the action keeping him occupied as you slowly eased his cock into your slicked cunt. he slid in with ease, stopping only till he physically couldn’t go any further.
your eyes squeezed shut, legs lazily wrapping around his waist once more. “you’re so deep, honey,” you sighed, drool covered lips pressing against the spot between his neck and collarbone.
yoongi whined, yes whined, and slammed one of his hands against the bed while the other hiked your leg further up his back. he wanted to be as close as possible.
“f-fuck, i love you so much.”
you gasped when his cock hit a particularly deep spot, that pressure in your tummy growing more and more by the minute. “i love you—ngh, l-love you more, yoongi. s’much!”
yoongi shuddered, stomach clenching and unclenching. he was close, extremely close. he just needed a little—
“hah, can’t wait to be your wife, and have you fuck me like this every night.”
marriage was something that was discussed only a handful of times since you got together with yoongi. not because he didn’t want to or wasn’t ready—it was the exact opposite. you on the other hand had your worries, but that was okay with yoongi. he wasn’t in a rush, and neither were you.
but right now? the idea of becoming mrs. min and giving him little brats to chase after sounded like heaven on earth.
and apparently it did to yoongi too, because suddenly his entire body went slack, and he was moaning right into your shoulder. he humped into you with need, hands running over every inch of your body that he could touch.
the warmth that flooded your tummy triggered your own orgasm, and with a bite to yoongis shoulder, you were creaming his cock for the sixth? seventh time that night? who was even counting anymore.
each time you made a sound, yoongi would match it in a slightly whiner tone. he had read somewhere that after a woman orgasms, her pussy clings to you in ways unimaginable, but he didn’t expect it to feel this fucking good.
your walls felt like velvet around him, clinging to him and milking his orgasm for all it was worth—which was quite a bit.
your orgasm was less messy this time around, but it was still all the more powerful than the ones before. all you could remember was a ringing in your ears before everything went black.
“ . . come on. come back to me, baby.”
yoongi could feel you stir in his arms, small whines getting caught in your throat from having your slumber disturbed.
you regained your senses one by one, until you finally pieced together that you were laying on yoongis warm chest with a white, fluffy blanket covering you both.
“mm,” your head nuzzled into his chest, and then lifted up, “how long have i been asleep?”
yoongi cupped your jaw, internally cooing when you rested your weight on it. your eyes were practically formed into hearts as he stroked your heated skin. “not long—maybe a half hour? you kinda passed out mid orgasm, so i bundled us up to make you more comfortable. m’glad you woke up though, i don’t want us to stay like this for too long, and you get a uti, or something.”
you made a confused noise, eyebrows pulling together, “stay like wha—?”
after moving your hips not even an inch, you felt it.
yoongis cock was still snugly nestled inside you, and you could only assume he kept his cum plugged up inside of you.
“ngh, d-don’t move around too much, yeah?” he sighed, smile faltering only slightly. your body was totally spent, and the last thing yoongi wanted to do was fuck up your zen by getting hard.
your head tilted in a curt nod, lips pressing against the smooth skin of his palm. “i hope me passing out didn’t freak you out too much. i’ve never, um, came that hard before if you couldn’t tell,” you grinned, cheeks heating up.
“ooo, don’t say stuff like that, cutie. you’re gonna ruin my ego,” yoongi smirked, titling your chin up to give you a slow, deep kiss. he pulled away, but just barely, your lips still brushing together.
drowsiness was slowly starting to take over your exhausted form, when suddenly you remembered—you still didn’t give yoongi his anniversary gift!
“oh my goodness—i almost forgot,” you grunted, pulling open your beside drawer to retrieve his gift.
yoongis eyebrows lifted in amusement when you pulled out a stack of envelopes, all held together by baby pink, polka dotted ribbon. the envelope at the top of the stack read ‘number one ❤︎’ which was written in, of course, pink pen.
yoongi carefully took them from you, “and what might these be?”
your arms folded on top of his chest, chin now resting on your hands. you batted your pretty lashes up at him, eyes damn near sparkling, “your gift, duh.”
his fingers skimmed along the sides, and with gentle fingers he undid the ribbon. as he examined them he noticed each envelope looked like the first, and they, coincidentally, ended at twenty seven.
“letters?”
you smiled, hard. the hardest he’s seen you smile all night. “maybeeee . . . guess you’re gonna have to open them one day at a time, and see.”
“aish, baby. this is so fucking cute,” he chuckled, index finger already swiping against the fold on the envelope. just as he was about to pull the letter out, you made a noise between a squeak and a choke. “what the—”
“don’t read it now! it’s embarrassing! i wrote some reallyyyy cheesy stuff in the first one . . . and the second one . . and, um, the third one. basically all twenty seven, so you cannot read any of them in front of me, or i’m gonna die m’kay?”
“okie, cutie.”
he was totally gonna read the first one the second you fell asleep.
his nose nudged against yours softly, “let’s get you cleaned up, and ready for bed, yeah?”
you smiled, letting out a small hum. “yes, please.”
it took some time, and a lot of praise, but yoongi was eventually able to slide himself out of the warmth of your pussy, leaving you stretched and whiny. your nose scrunched up at the feeling of his cum dripping out of you in small globs.
“i’m gonna clean up real quick, and then i’ll come back for you okay? don’t fall asleep on me,” he muttered, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead.
as yoongi exited your room, he couldn’t help but stop and admire himself in your mirror. he looked like the definition of sex.
his hair was tousled beyond belief, and his chest was littered with hickeys and scratches, but the eye catcher out of everything was his glistening cock. he was completely covered in your essence, and as he cleaned himself up in the bathroom he almost hated to see it go.
you were halfway between being awake and losing consciousness when yoongi returned back to your room, washcloth and water in hand.
“hey, you still with me? m’gonna wipe you off now, don’t squirm too much,” he spoke lowly, pressing the warm washcloth against your thigh. he slowly ran it over the insides of your thighs, your lower tummy, and finally your cunt, going extra slow over your swollen folds.
“she always looks so pretty after we’re done,” he muttered, teeth catching onto his bottom lip. you let out a low whine, and smiled bashfully, your thighs closing out of instinct. “don’t be a perv.”
“you sure do love calling me that,” you heard him chuckle, his body now hovering over yours, naked chest to naked chest. “now what will your pre bedtime sweet treat be tonight, hm?”
ah, he knew you all too well. it was amazing.
“i have some chocolate covered strawberries in the pink tupperware next to the bag of lemons . . grab those, and hand me a big shirt before you go. you know where they are,” you grinned, fingers running along his soft jawline.
“i’ll take these while i’m at it.” and suddenly, you felt a tug at the crotchless panties you had yet to take off. yoongi slowly slid the garment down your thighs, and tossed them aside, leaving you in all your bare glory. “you want panties?”
“mm, no thank you. i wanna go bare tonight in case i might need you again,” you smirked, resting your pretty, white painted toes on his chest.
yoongi let out a long sigh, and pressed a sweet kiss to your ankle. “considering you quite literally passed out not too long ago, i would be careful with my words. i could definitely go another round again.” his eyes bore into yours, like he was silently challenging you.
you felt very small under his stare, and instead of teasing him further, you surrendered. “yeah, yeah, whatever. shirt, pleaseeee. i’m getting cold, see?” your hands cupped your breasts, showing off your pebbled nipples.
you were truly going to be the death of this man, and you didn’t even know it.
silently, yoongi retrieved a shirt from your closet and tossed it to you. “i’m gonna grab your strawberries. be right back, princess.”
while yoongi grabbed you your sweet treat, you got comfy in bed, a black satin scarf now secured around your hair. you snuggled into the oversized hello kitty plushie yoongi had bought you not too long ago, and turned on your latest movie fixation: gone girl.
it wasn’t long before yoongi was joining you in bed, and helping you indulge in the strawberries. you made small talk, but eventually you got tired, and before you knew it, you were falling asleep on yoongis chest, small snores escaping past your parted lips.
“cute . . ” he mumbled, setting the empty container on the bedside table. his eyes flickered to the stack of letters he had yet to get into, his lips creeping into a small grin.
the first letter was, thankfully, already opened from earlier, so he wouldn’t have to worry about waking you up with any noise. he slowly pulled the letter from the envelope, eyes skimming over the pink printed paper.
dear, yoongi (my sweet honeybun)
after a lot of thought about what to get you, i figured what better gift than twenty seven letters of reasons why i love you! oh yeah, i guess i should also confess that i’m madly in love with you . . . like sooo in love, i can’t even think straight. i know we’ve only been together nine months, but i don’t know, i feel like this is it! you’re what i’ve been waiting all these years for, and i can’t imagine myself making memories with anyone else. you’ve loved and cared for me in ways i didn’t even know were possible, and for that i will forever be eternally grateful to you. you are the black cat to my doe, so different but kinda similar in some ways. i love you so much, and i hope you enjoy your gift, my sweet kitty.
love, (❤︎)
a droplet of water hit the paper, and then another. “mm?” yoongi swiped a finger under his eye, and sure enough, he was shedding tears! and to think there was still twenty six more to be read.
he looked down at your sleeping form, peaceful as ever as your chest slowly rose and fell. he lips connected with your forehead, staying there until his neck was beginning to cramp up.
damsel in distress, obsessive obsessive obsessive, smutty
>20k
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the life you lived was hardly one that many dreamt about.
you weren’t rich, successful or even remotely happy. you worked two gruelling jobs, one throughout the day and then a night shift at your local diner all whilst barely having enough money at the end of the month for basic necessities and food, all thanks to the horrible apartment you had moved into.
moving away from an abuser who had connections and knew everyone in the town you’d once lived in meant you were forced into the city - big streets, bigger prices and no safety net. you had been here for six months, still healing from the kind of trauma that lodged itself in your body as opposed to your overworked mind. the kind that made you flinch at footsteps, double check locks, keep your head down.
you weren’t sure you had ever experienced safety, and you weren’t sure you ever would.
the only building you managed to secure on such short notice was the building you lived in now - a concrete block rotting from the inside out. the water pressure was horrendous, shooting out cold water a majority of the time, with mould crawling up your walls like it was alive. you owned very little because you couldn’t afford to replace anything that broke, and the worst part of all? the rent.
triple what the apartment was worth.
you didn’t know at first, too blinded by your desperation to escape your abusive home, too tired, too exhausted - you had signed the papers without looking properly. by the time you realised, you were already trapped. you couldn’t move even if you wanted, not with all of the deposits you couldn’t afford, moving fees you couldn’t dream of paying or the even nastier landlords that somehow managed to be sleazier than your own.
and so, you endured. endured the way he would speak to you, all up in your business, breath hot on your neck and cheeks every time he’d lean in too close. sometimes he would move goalposts, forcing you to pay your rent early just to watch you scramble. you were in a constant fight or flight mode that you knew would kill you.
you woke up tired and went to sleep tired, body aching in ways that rest could never help recover. you didn’t complain, didn’t have anyone to ask for help, didn’t have the time nor the energy to believe anything would change. you moved through the world quietly, apologetically, as though your mere presence took up too much space.
jungkook had known that apartment long before you ever even stepped foot into it.
unit 4b.
as the resident’s on sight handyman, he had been inside it years ago. the building had been past saving then, but still pretending otherwise - he couldn’t even imagine what it was like now, but luckily, it had been unoccupied for so long that he had forgotten all about it thankfully.
he had fixed a pipe in there once, replaced a fuse another; every visit had left him with grime underneath his fingernails and a sour taste in his mouth. the place was a hazard waiting to happen, damp beneath the walls and faulty wiring. it was a display of neglect that didn’t show itself all at once.
when he had seen your name on the new tenants list, next to the apartment, something inside him had gone still.
he hadn’t bothered to knock on your door when you moved in. never introduced himself, that wasn’t how things were done in this place - it was rough living for rough people. you asked when you wanted something, weren’t just given it.
he, however, had met fragments of you.
coming and going whilst he fixed stair rails, brow collecting sweat as he watched you shuffle beside him to take the rubbish out. you moved like someone permanently bracing for impact with your shoulders curled in, bag clutched tight, steps uneven with exhaustion. sometimes you couldn’t even bring yourself to look up, but he could see the glassy mess of your eyes.
he doubted you had ever even seen him. that should have been the end of it, but it wasn’t.
because once he noticed you, he couldn’t stop.
it wasn’t an immediate desire - it wasn’t that simple or crude, no. it was something slower, heavier. it carried in the way his attention snagged every time he saw you stumble slightly on the stairs. the way his jaw would lock tight when he noticed how late you’d leave and come home from your night shift, or the way his chest would tighten inexplicably whenever he imagined you unlocking your door and stepping foot in that fucking apartment all alone.
he didn’t like the thoughts that manifested because of you.
they were intrusive - possessive to the core. he felt sick at the thought of you. wanted to sink his teeth into your arms and legs, anything to grab your attention so you’d notice him head on. his brain was fucked up, wrong in the way that had less to do with morality and everything to do with intensity. jungkook had always known there was something twisted about the way he wanted - not in excess but in pure depth.
he didn’t give a fuck about the idea of all of his past girlfriends leaving him - they weren’t what he craved. they weren’t the missing puzzle piece he had been looking for, all differently shaped to the specific hole in his life.
he fantasised about his dream woman. fantasised about making her stay, making her feel good, providing something he knew he yearned to give.
wanted to provide until there was nothing left for them to worry about. wanted to make money irrelevant in their brain. rest would be mandatory - he wanted to come home dirty after a long day of work to his sweet girl cooking for him, just so he could breed her all fucking night.
it didn’t stem from kindness, but mere vice.
and watching you wear yourself thin inside a place he knew should’ve been condemned made that vice burn hot and ugly in his chest.
he started recognising the patterns. the way you always opted for the stairs when the elevator had broken down, despite it being incredibly dangerous in a messed up building like this one. it was the way you paused on the landing, trying to catch your breath after a long day of not eating enough and feeling a level of exhaustion that had settled into your body like home, your fingers tightening against the very metal he had worked on prior.
you never complained, never flagged anyone down, never even asked for repairs - he was marginally cheaper than anyone else you could hire considering his contract with your building and yet still, you lived in squalor.
jungkook had never been good at ignoring the things he wanted most. especially not when they had him hardening, balls tightening at the mere sight of you - the perfect candidate for the life he wanted to build. at first, he tried convincing himself it was normal to worry about any woman like this, tired and exhausted living in a bad area but he knew his motivation was anything but innocent.
this was a fixation. a maddening, obsessive one.
he could feel his brain warping, dripping in need whenever he’d catch you walking back to your place. couldn’t help the thoughts from straying, wanted to protect you, save you, he’d do it in anyway possible.
you shouldn’t be living like this, and one day soon, something had to give.
he’d make fucking sure.
—
the stairwell smelled like damp concrete and old cigarettes.
the elevator was broken again, and this time it had been down for weeks. you didn’t know if you were allowed to complain to anyone, didn’t have half the energy the act required and frankly, neither the time. your bag dug into your shoulder as you opened the door to the staircase, sighing quietly, beginning your painful ascend to the fourth floor.
your vision swam from your shift you had just finished with, whimpering lightly as your aching legs took you to your place, so you could get dressed for your night shift.
as you climbed, your keys fell from your hand, your hair falling into your eyesight, blurring it even more.
you watched as they clattered down the stairs, another small noise of complaint leaving you at the sight. the sound was jarring in the empty space, as you stumbled down to collect them, hand darting outwards whilst you swayed.
your body lagged behind your mind, causing you to slip, a squeak escaping as you began to fall forwards, bracing for impact.
an arm caught you.
fast. firm. heavy. rough.
fingers clung to the skin on your waist like they had been there before, pulling you harshly into an equally hard chest, the contact knocking air away from your lungs.
“steady.”
a single word. low.
you froze.
your bag had slipped from your shoulder to the ground, your soft palms pressing gently against a set of shoulders, heart pounding. the first thing you noticed when looking up was how big he was, wide shoulders, large pecs, biceps bursting from the t-shirt that sat on top of his body. his grip hadn’t loosened, it had even tightened, his thumb pressing in further to make sure you were steady on your feet.
you nodded quickly, coming out of your daze. “i..i-i am so..sorry.”
he didn’t answer.
instead, he manoeuvred you to his other arm, whilst he bent down to pick up both your bag and your keys, moving in a way that felt easy, controlled. he was blocking the narrow landing, making sure you were pressed firmly against him despite it being intense. you hadn’t been this close to anyone, regardless another man, in years.
his forearm flexed when it straightened, veins standing out underneath worn skin. he held them out to you.
your eyes were hazy, a mixture of exhaustion and the heat of the situation, lips parted as your eyes met with his. you felt suffocated by his gaze, you felt completely naked, as though he as looking at every crevice you tried to hide with mere ease.
“you live here.” he said. not a question.
you shrugged weakly, nodding, shamefully looking away from his gaze, unsure of what to say and not being able to stomach his stare.
something shifted in his expression at that. not sympathy. irritation, sharp and contained. his jaw tightened.
your fingers brushed his as you took your stuff, despite being held almost intimately still. the contact was brief, and accidental, and yet it held even more weight than the heavy arm around your waist, as though it meant something else entirely.
“late.” he gruffed out.
you nodded again, hands against his chest. “yeah.”
his touch loosened, but he remained inappropriately close. tired eyes, scuffed shoes, the way your shoulders were sagging from exhaustion.
“you shouldn’t be out at a time like this,” he said.
not gently.
your stomach twisted. “i don’t really have a choice.”
he looked at you for a long moment. his gaze flicked down the stairwell, listening, calculating, and when he looked back, he stepped closer, close enough that you felt it in your chest.
“pretty thing like you,” he said quietly, “working nights in a place like this?”
your heart fluttering was a shock to you. you could feel a stampede in your stomach, curling further into the warmth he was providing without even realising it, voice tough enough to carry heat. his words weren’t necessarily a compliment, but a mere observation, one that had you reeling regardless.
you nodded for a third time, small. “i have to.”
his hand on your waist squeezed, grunting vocally in response. he could feel his cock hardening, and he knew it was fucked up, but the prospect of such a pretty damsel in distress like you? you were out of his wildest dreams, an anomaly that only came once in a lifetime.
he held you for another moment, the two of you simply looking at one another. he liked watching you cower a little, knowing that there were bad people all over in the complex, and though he evidently wasn’t one, his sheer size alone had you hesitant. knew it made his brain fucked up, but he enjoyed it regardless.
“get inside.” he muttered slowly, arm slipping away from your waist.
your too large eyes blinked up at him, uncomfortable with the feeling cold seeping in. you wanted him to touch you again.
“okay.” you nodded through a whisper, pulling your bag further onto your shoulder more firmly. he admired you for another moment before nudging his nose up to the rest of the staircase, where the door to your floor sat. “lock your door.”
your cheeks were a deep pink, as you turned and walked up the rest of the stairs, nibbling away at your lip, heading through the final door, and rushing into your apartment.
you leaned against your door, locking it exactly as he ordered you, before sliding down the cold wood, legs giving out beneath you.
who was he?
so tall and so broad, his face alone had your thighs trembling but it was more so how manly he was.
you knew it was ridiculous, but just meeting someone like that had your stomach in knots. you assumed he was just being kind, if a man like that was even able to process that emotion - he was calloused all over, rough without meaning to. the type of guy to take up as much room as physically possible because he could.
you had no idea that as you sat pooled on your floor, eyes closed and lip bitten, jungkook stood on the other side, quiet, listening to make sure you had locked it. to make sure you were safe.
only then, did the loud sound of his boots echo into the hall, cause you to gasp.
—
the knock came too early.
it was the kind of early that felt cruel - sunlight barely stretched through the thin, stained curtains, your body still sunk deep into that half-sleep where breathing ached and nothing felt real yet. the sound cut through the quiet of your apartment too harshly, your brain short circuiting despite your legs carrying you out of the little warmth of your bed.
you were startled. no one knocked on your door. people kept to themselves around here until, well, they didn’t, like your neighbour on the left. his door had banged a few weeks ago just as you had come home, and you hadn’t heard or seen from him since, a thought that was now presenting deep in your mind.
with trembling hands, and aching feet, you padded your way over to the door whilst all remnants of sleep fell from you like droplets. your toes curled against the cold floor, grabbing a cardigan on your way over to shield your indecent outfit that consisted of a too thin, too see through tank and shorts set.
by the time you had opened the door, the person behind it had already knocked three separate times, raising the level of urgency and only adding to the stress on your shoulders. you had a rare day off from your night shift, meaning you were only heading out to your day job in a few hours. this was supposed to be decompression time.
your fingers finally slid against the cool handle, hesitating at the lock before opening it up, eyebrows furrowed lightly.
you froze.
it was him.
your brain stuttered for a moment as it took in his broad frame, shoulders wider than you’d seen on any man, with muscles in places you had only ever dreamt of. his biceps were practically spilling out of his uniform, which despite being sat seamlessly, showed signs of wear, indicating he had been working all morning. boots were planted solidly against the chipped hallway tile, sunlight shining onto the highest parts of his cheeks.
daylight did him no favours - made him worse. heavier. darker. stronger. the kind of man that felt realer than anything you’d ever experienced.
the kind of man that worked to an inch of his life.
his work belt sat low on his waist, sleeves pushed up, tatted forearms already streaked with things like grease and dust, and hair still damp from his morning shower. despite the hour, he looked awake and alert, something you knew you lacked in that very moment.
his eyes flickered over you, slow. real slow.
you felt it everywhere.
jungkook met your gaze as you finally looked up, your chest tightening.
“morning.”
his voice was even rougher in the daylight, like gravel dragging over concrete. you could feel it in your stomach.
“hi.” you whispered, barely audible.
“inspection.” he lifted his clipboard whilst staring you down. the eye contact was heavy. “pipe issues in this unit.”
you frowned faintly, confusion pulling at your features. “i..i didn’t call anyone..”
his mouth twitched. you were even cuter when you just woke up. he liked that.
“i know.”
his comment should have unsettled you, should have had you closing the door in his face, locking it immediately and ignoring him.
instead, jungkook took it upon himself to set forward. the door brushed your arm as he passed, your already too small apartment feeling somewhat suffocating as it became swallowed by his mere presence.
you hovered near the door, against the wall as he began to move around with a sense of familiarity that had you stomach churning again.
first, he crouched beneath your sink before checking taps, looking inside your cabinets for any sign of water damage, inspecting the dampness that clung to certain walls. he was efficient, practised - it was clear he was good at his job. he moved like a man who knew what he was doing, as though this was another task on his list that he had to get through.
not like he had been thinking of you in this wretched apartment all fucking night.
he was in your bathroom now, writing something down whilst you continued to hover, half out of curiosity and the other half merely weary. you had every right to be given where you were, the fact you hardly knew him if at all, and of course the knowledge he had simply let himself in.
suddenly, water began sprouting from your tap the way it usually did but judging from the small grimace on his face, you knew it wasn’t something normal despite it being that way from day one.
“this place is so fucked.” he huffed, with a shake to his head. “they shouldn’t be renting this unit out. it’s a biohazard.”
your fingers intertwined together nervously; as though the problem at hand was your fault. “i keep a towel..under there..”
he paused. slowly, he turned to look at you, savouring the way your cardigan was leaving little to his imagination. your nipples had pebbled, and a better man would have looked away, but jungkook was hardly good - assessing them for a moment longer before meeting your gaze.
“you shouldn’t have to.” his voice was hard.
the way he said it, flat, certain, unyielding. it made your stomach ache and your chest tighten, as though someone was looking directly through you.
he stood taller then, raising from his once crouched position. he towered over you, a reminder of the sheer size difference between you, something both of you secretly felt aligned on.
he wiped his hands on his rag, cleaning them before moving past you to the breaker panel. his arm brushed against your shoulder deliberately, watching the way you shuddered.
“power cuts at night?” he asked.
“sometimes.” you answered honestly.
he looked over you again. “figures.”
he opened the panel, taking his time with inspecting it before closing it off. he turned back around to face you once he was done, not bothering to walk away, but instead taking up more of your personal space.
he looked at you properly.
the sag of your shoulders and the shadows underneath your eyes, the way you stood hoping not to be noticed. too small for even the cramped space of your apartment. it made his head swirl.
“you eat?” he gruffed out, a slight edge to his voice.
you were shifting from foot to foot. “what?”
“food.” he clarified with narrowed eyes. “you eat it?”
“i-..when i can.”
you weren’t sure why you were being so honest with him and yet the worlds tumbled out before you could think. you were nibbling on your lip.
he wasn’t done with his line of questioning, finding himself stepping closer to you resulting in you stepping back.
“how old are you?”
“24.”
he exhaled through his nose. he seemed angry, or something adjacent, as though your words were aggravating him. “too young to look this tired.”
you looked down with heat creeping up your neck and cheeks. “it’s fine.”
“don’t say that.” his eyes narrowed once more. he ran a hand through his hair before exhaling deeply. “i’ll be around today, gotta fix some shit around here. don’t go out.”
your mouth opened and closed a few times, unsure of what to say. you watched as he walked towards the entrance, the warmth radiating from his body suddenly gone.
he paused at the threshold, one hand braced on the frame whilst looking back at you, watching the way your chest rose and fell, your sheer pyjamas doing nothing to hide the way your body subconsciously leant towards him.
“next time something breaks, you call me.” his voice firm.
“i don’t have your number.” you weakly replied, as though it was anything to deter him. secretly, you hoped it wouldn’t.
he didn’t respond, simply running his eyes up and down you once more as though he was savouring the sheer look of you, all soft and pliant. it made that sick part of his brain swirl, the thought of you being all his, the side of him that tried to rationalise a man ten years older being with a pretty little thing like you. he’d fucking ruin you and he knew you’d be thankful for it too.
jungkook turned around, cock half hard and head swarming, veins popping out of his arm, leaving you be for a few moments.
—
working the diner on a late shift meant two things. first, it meant you would have to deal with cleaning the entire place top to bottom, which was easily your least favourite task of your entire job. second, and more importantly, it meant you would be forced to deal with the filthy, sleazy men that would come in hopes of riling you up in anyway they could.
you were pliant, too soft for a place like this, too clean, too scared. all the girls before you had been ran away with ease after experiencing a single shift, and here you were, tiny little diner dress that sat too high on your thigh as men ogled at you.
you knew it was going to be a long night by hour two when you had already been harassed by two newcomers, the cooks in the back not able to back you up as much as they wanted considering it was a busy shift. you had been fighting tears back the entire night, but this was borderline insane. it felt targeted, and you felt exhausted already - this was hardly helping.
the smell of burnt coffee and grease was all you could think about as you walked around the diner, filling coffee mugs everytime a man would smash it hard against the table to get your attention, ignoring disgusting comments like they had never even been uttered, eyes down.
you felt it before you saw it.
him.
a regular. late 40’s, unshaven, dirt under his fingernails. kind of guy to make you uncomfortable just to get him off. he made your skin crawl. made you want to hide forever and never appear again, but alas, you were a young, poor, twenty something year old fighting for the very will to live.
you felt the slow drag of attention on your legs, dragging up and settling on your tits. your dress was buttoned, and though you knew there was nothing to even ogle at, the shape of your breasts against your dress was enough for dirt like him to get riled up.
“there she is, about fucking time.” he grunted out, breath hot and legs spread underneath the booth table. “fetch me a coffee. make it good.”
you simply nodded, not trusting your voice as you grabbed him a mug before pouring it in in front of him, eyes trained on the drink.
“what time you finish tonight, sweets?”
your shoulders bristled immediately. he always did this, but it never made you feel any better.
“late.” you murmured quietly, but he was perceptive enough to hear you. didn’t like the bite in your voice.
“walking home alone again?”
your body went cold.
your stomach tightened uncontrollably, and though the line of questioning wasn’t anything new, it still messed with you more than you wanted to admit. you could feel the thin layer of threat coated in each word, and it scared you to know you were utterly defenceless.
you had been feeling watched recently too. on the staircases, when entering your home, walking through hallways. your building was shady, yes, but this was different - it felt charged. felt scary enough to notice, and paired with a line like that? this didn’t feel normal anymore.
you shake your head before you could even think it through. “no.”
“no?” he repeated with a smirk.
you swallowed nervously.
“i’ve got someone..so.”
your words surprised even you, and you tried your hardest to hide it, especially when his own was formed perfectly upon his features. he leaned back, drinking the coffee with his darkened features.
“yeah?”
“yeah.”
you shifted from foot to foot. he didn’t believe you, you could feel it.
“he works in construction.” you added, nervously, breathing through your words to sound firm but instead, coming out like a fawn. “does long shifts too but takes care of me and..and he doesn’t..like men talking to me..so.”
your pad suddenly looked so much more interesting, shuffling it between your fingers as he stared you down, secretly seething at the idea of the pretty plaything at the diner no longer being accessible to mess with.
“he’s protective too. big cause he works with his hands.” you kept rambling on, describing the very protector you needed.
describing jungkook.
subconsciously, of course.
the sleazy man narrowed his eyes at you, tilting his head slightly. “don’t look like you have a man like that. you sure you’re not lying to me, sweets? cause i don’t like liars.”
“i do..i really do.” you nodded immediately but you were blinking fast, almost about to burst into tears from your lie that you begged wouldn’t come back to bite you in the ass.
“yeah? what’s his name?”
your throat constricted. you wanted to run away.
“he wouldn’t like me giving his name out.” your voice came out a whisper.
you knew he had you. knew he could see right through you.
he drank from his mug once more, filthy stare looking over you once more as though he had every right. his fingers tapped against the table for a few seconds before he leaned back.
“say hi for me.”
you didn’t respond. you couldn’t. you simply walked away.
later, once the diner had closed and every inch had been mopped to perfection, you finally grabbed your bag and your coat with a loaded sigh. the exhaustion was heavy today, you could feel it in the way your bones screamed with every passing movement. you had been shouted at non stop all night by customers, and though you weren’t doing anything wrong, it still was never good enough.
stepping out after you had locked the doors was stark, the cold air hitting you in your face causing you to wrap your coat even tighter around you, beginning the ten minute walk to your apartment block. you had long become used to the journey, and despite the late hour being terrifying at this time of night, it was one of the only chances you had to feel the wind hit you. to remind you that you were alive.
the streets felt different tonight, with the stark lighting above flickering with each and every step. you could feel a knot begin to form in your stomach, and you knew it was anxiety, you knew you were being ridiculous but that didn’t make the thoughts go away.
it only took another 30 seconds for your thoughts to be confirmed.
you could hear it. footsteps just a few metres away from you, and considering it was the early morning, the streets were completely bare save for yourself and whatever was trailing you from behind. you felt your legs quicken despite the tiredness in your body screaming at you, openly telling you it could take no more for the night and yet you were doing a full blown run home within seconds.
you could still hear it behind you, and it was real, wasn’t a figment of your imagination - someone was trying to get you, to hurt you.
you could see your apartment, could see the heavy doors, the rubbish bins all empty and random waste littered around on the floor. the most noticeable thing of all, however, was the beaten down truck, where a tall and bulky man stood, smoking his cigarette with furrowed eyes as he leaned against it.
you recognised him immediately.
he seemed to notice you too, watching as you all but ran over to him, your eyes wide and breathing heavy, your chest heaving up and down.
jungkook’s head tilted just slightly, grabbing you with one of his arms as his cigarette sat on his lip, watching as you burst out into crushing sobs almost instantly from the feel of his touch.
it was safety personified.
his arms wrapped around you as though it was second nature, one hand on the back of your head, the other harsh on your waist.
his cigarette fell to the ground, extinguished by a heavy boot whilst you sobbed in utter fear, clutching him like a lifeline, as though he was the only thing that could protect you from the outside world.
he was.
his touch wasn’t gentle, or firm - it was mean, harsh against your skin, grabbing and forcing you to look up at him as it did exactly what it needed to. it grounded you, enough to sedate the fear, just slightly, fingers pressing into your uniform.
“what happened?” his voice was equally as rough, as though he had barely used it all day, a man used to using his hands as opposed to his words.
you couldn’t get your words out, too big eyes staring up at him almost desperately as broken sounds and wet breaths fell into his chest, your hands bundled against his pecs.
his jaw tightened. he looked past you, eyes narrowing as he assessed the street, shoulders square. it was far too quiet considering the state you were in, and he could only assume whatever had made you so scared had quickly ran away the moment they realised you had sought shelter in him. he was a pretty intimidating guy, all height and muscle, a right hook that had people passing out in seconds.
“did someone touch you?”
you shook your head fast against him, sucking in a breath.
“n-n..” hiccup. “no.”
his hand travelled from the back of your head, running through your hair until it reached the back of your neck, eyes narrowing harshly. he was grounding you still, keeping you safe in his arms as you shook violently, a mixture of the cold air and the fear of what could have been had jungkook conveniently not been stood outside.
you had no idea that he had been waiting for you, almost aggravated at how late you were coming home.
“use your words.” he uttered, fingers digging into your skin just enough to leave pressure, something you found grounding. “talk.”
“was a m-man..at the..at the diner and..but he keeps..and then..” you were choking out words, hardly making sense but it was enough for him to gather the general gist of what was happening.
you watched as his face went completely cold.
“regular?” he asked.
you nodded, not trusting your voice through your sobs.
“he fucking follow you?”
you took a deep breath, shaky air leaving your lips. “i don’t know- i think..someone foll-followed me..” hiccup. “so i ran.”
he looked angry.
you barely knew the man, but from the emotions he had given you, you could tell it wasn’t directed at you whatsoever. you could feel it in the tension of his arms around you, the warmth his body exuded - it was fury.
“alright.”
decision made.
he pulled your face back, the hand on your neck forcibly tilting your head, so he was looking down at you. you shamelessly had never felt so protected ever before. he wiped the mascara underneath your eyes, despite the constant stream of tears, making sure to rid you of the blotchiness on your skin.
“listen to me,” he began, watching you nod like the good girl he knew you were. “you’re not going upstairs.”
your lip trembled again. did this mean you couldn’t go home?
“b-but..”
“if he knows the building, you ain’t going up there alone.”
you let out another sob, this only adding to the pile of problems you were already drowning in. you couldn’t handle this. could feel your brain splitting from the stress of it all.
“i’m scared.” you admitted in a small voice, fingers curled into his work jacket so delicately. “what if he knows which one is mine?”
that fucking killed him.
jungkook rolled his shoulders before letting go of your neck, grunting lightly as he pulled you even tighter against him. suddenly, you were turned towards the entrance of the building, his heavy hold on you guiding you inside.
“where a-are we-“
“my place.” he cut you off immediately as he walked you inside, head turning back to make sure no one was following him.
“you live here?” you asked through a hiccup, desperately still clinging to him, giving him no option but to hold you intimately as he guided you downstairs instead of up, where you and the other residents lived.
everything moved so quickly as you were ushered into an apartment, your eyes hazy as they began to blink away tears to register what was in front of you.
jungkook’s place was clean, tidy, meticulous. the furniture looked expensive, everything crafted perfectly, open plan living room and kitchen with a dining table sat as though he had a family he could dine with. dark wood floors and a couch so plush you were sure it was softer than anything you had ever sat on in your life.
you heard the clink of the door behind you, even watched him lock the door, bolting it for your comfort as opposed to himself.
he turned to face you again, observing you clearly.
you stood, shaking still, body slowly calming down from the sobbing you were doing earlier and instead replaced with a string of hiccuping breaths. you looked so small, so defenceless - a sick part of his brain wanted you like this always so he could play the knight in shining armour. wanted you to need him.
he exhaled through his nose. “sit.”
you obeyed instantly, moving to the couch and taking a seat on the edge as though you were terrified to touch anything. he walked over to the kitchen, where you could still see him before he returned to you, glass of water in hand.
he handed it to you, watching you take it with both shaky hands and take small sips.
he suddenly crouched in front of you. his calloused hands took a hold of either side of you, fingers digging into the sides of your thigh as he situated you on the couch properly, your bare legs brushing against him with ease due to the position he had now put you in.
“look at me.”
and so you did.
his shoulders were tight against his work jacket, frame so large you longed to be underneath it, just to know what kind of warmth would seep into your skin and bones. his forearms were thick, veins visible and tattoos on show, with bruised and bloody knuckles showing signs of scarring display too.
“is he going to try something?” he asked you, eyes trained onto your own.
“i don’t know.” you answered honestly, and the acknowledgment of being uncertain had your anxiety spiking again visibly, causing him to hold you even firmer.
“recount the conversation for me.”
“he a-asked when i finish..and then..something about if i-i was walking home alone..”
jungkook’s jaw was ticking; his shoulders rolling as he ran a heavy hand through his hair. he met your fearful gaze, your fingers intertwined in your lap shaking.
“what’d you say?” his voice was direct, and his presence felt calming.
“i..told him i had a boyfriend.” you admitted through a sniffle, rubbing underneath your eyes. “made him sound scary.”
the silence between you became thick, jungkook’s fingers digging into your skin. not painfully, but enough to certainly remind you of his hold, with his gaze never leaving your own.
his face remained stoic, but his actions gave him away.
“yeah?” he quietly responded; to which you nodded. “mhm.”
“how’d you describe him?”
“well..” you sniffled again, making jungkook wipe under your eyes for him, the harsh skin on his hands a stark difference to the soft surface of your face. “said he works in construction..and that..that he’s big and he doesn’t like guys talking to me.”
his tongue began poking his cheek, eyes closing for a mere second before his fingers then moved to sit on your hips, pulling you into him, making sure you were much closer than you initially were sitting. your hands situated on his shoulders through hiccups, sniffling away as you tried to ignore the severity of the situation.
“construction.” he repeated.
you nodded, the intake of your breath shaky.
“don’t like men talking to you.” he repeated again, but his fingers gave him away again. he was being prodded by you and you didn’t even realise it.
you nodded again, realising then that you had just been openly describing him, a beat of acknowledgment filling the room as silence filled the empty cracks between you.
there was something dark shining in his eyes, something that wouldn’t soften no matter how hard you sat there and tried. jungkook was a hard wall, but it didn’t mean he was unfeeling. emotion swirled deep in his stomach, igniting an internal need to take you for himself, to keep the door locked and protect you forever. how could someone be so oblivious to their own nature? did you know how sweet you were? his jaw ached at the mere thought of how you’d taste, so sugary he’d get a fucking toothache just imagining it.
“you lie good?”
your stomach dropped. “i-i don’t usually..”
“did he believe you?” his gaze dropped to your mouth, before returning to your eyes, lip curled.
“i don’t think so.” you whimpered then at the memory, the feeling of suffocation running back as you remembered the implication of the situation. you weren’t safe anymore.
silence settled between you once more, a norm considering he was hardly a man of many words. his hands on your waist tightened before sliding up and down, soothing you subconsciously, your bodies so close.
“if he comes near you again,” he said, voice low and void of overt emotion, “don’t engage. don’t talk. call me immediately.”
you blinked through a hiccup.
“but i don’t have your num-“
you were cut off immediately as he stood up to his full length, towering over you as he grabbed his phone, unlocking it and opening his contacts app.
“give me yours.”
you fumbled for your bag, hands still shaky, pulling out your phone before handing it to him.
he grabbed it, inputting his number and making sure it sat at the top of your contact list. there were no frills, no emojis, just his name staring at you as he handed your phone back to you, eyes sweeping over your face.
“don’t let him scare you so easy. guys like that thrive on this shit.” his words came out gruff, and you blinked up at him quickly.
“i know, i just-“
“i know.” he cut you off again, shaking his head.
that did something to your chest. he knew. he didn’t need the details, didn’t want to hear you make an excuse for how you were feeling because you didn’t need to, he had seen enough for himself. he had watched you long enough to know you liked to pack yourself way in too small boxes in hopes you’d go unnoticed, in hopes you wouldn’t be a bother.
the intimacy of him simply cutting you off to remind you he didn’t need to hear an explanation, he understood. it was music to you.
he was still looming over you.
“you don’t eat.” his thumb suddenly pressed down on your bottom lip, as you hiccuped, big eyes staring up at him. “don’t sleep enough, work too much, walk home on your own in the middle of the night. live in a unit that should be fucking condemned.”
your throat tightened, but his thumb was firm, the tip of your tongue slightly grazing it. he liked it.
“not anymore.” he shook his head.
the way he said it wasn’t intended for romance, it was ownership. you could feel it deep in your stomach, inbetween your thighs and in the traitorous thump of your very soul.
“you’re staying here.” he suddenly dropped his thumb from your lip, your brain a buzzing mess as his words began to register in your brain, your eyebrows shooting up on your face.
“what?”
he didn’t respond, simply walking over to the kitchen area and grabbing a beer can, rolling his shoulders gently. you found yourself standing then, shaky legs taking you over to him, big eyes capturing his as he took a swig despite the late hour, his adam’s apple capturing your eye.
your smaller fingers tugged at his jacket lightly, capturing his attention as his own stomach pinged at the sight of you, yearning for him to address what he had just said.
“you eaten yet?” he simply uttered.
your mouth opened and closed, nodding your head lightly making him do the same.
“don’t want you going up. not safe. bathrooms down the hall to the left,” he put his beer down. “you can wear one of my t-shirts to bed.”
your shoulders were slowly dissipating before his very eyes. you had never been taken care of, not for a moment in your full 20 odd years of living and you were almost unsure of how to act as your fingers remained on him, large eyes still glassy from your earlier emotion.
jungkook wanted to take care of you, wanted to dominate every negative emotion in your head until you were nothing but lullabies and sweet nothings, no more echoes of stress or negativity. what he hadn’t expected was to see you utterly melt at the prospect, as though the very notion was the one thing you had always wanted.
oh.
you were perfect for him in every way - that he could see clearly.
you made no effort to move, the act alone feeling like it would take too much out of you and so jungkook took one last swig, before grabbing you by your waist. his rough hand sat low on your back, half on your ass in honesty, as he lead you there himself, dark eyes trailing over your much shorter figure against him.
within seconds, you were in the bathroom, fresh clothes given to you, and the shower already on awaiting you. the first step into it had you moaning quietly, the patter of warm water being completely foreign to you considering you were so used to cold shooting bursts that brought no comfort whatsoever. you helped yourself to his shampoo, his body wash, his products just as he intended and were taken aback by how familiar it smelled to you.
there was a sense of protection in carrying his scent that was messing with your brain, and as you washed yourself, you couldn’t help but recognise your situation properly.
you, who had only met jungkook twice before, were now naked in his shower, using his products to wash yourself, imprinting his familiar scent into your skin like it was a lifeline. you were in a stranger’s home, seeking refuge from a bad man and yet you knew secretly, the big bad wolf was merely a few metres away from you - not that it deterred you.
the protection. the safety. it felt like a drug. you couldn’t bring yourself to reason with the fact it was batshit insane to be sleeping over at his home, your handyman for goodness sake, instead of going to the police or any other normal avenue.
no, instead, you pattered out, towelling your body down before putting on his t-shirt, eyes closing at the even stronger scent of his cologne. your uniform and underwear sat in a neat pile, ready to be taken away when you woke up in the morning, leaving you utterly naked underneath the way too large top that sat just below mid thigh.
once you were completely refreshed, all remnants of fear stolen from you by the warmth of the water and the comfort of his presence, your bare feet padded back to the living room. he wasn’t here, causing your eyes to narrow slightly in confusion before hearing a noise in the room adjacent, making your way over.
walking in, you were greeted by two things.
first, jungkook’s bedroom, which like him, was as manly as you imagined it to be. clean, precise, darker in colour and void of any real personality - a nagging, desperate little voice in your head practically screaming that it needed a woman’s touch. if only you knew the thought alone would have him cumming.
the second? jungkook’s naked back, littered with scars and muscle in places you didn’t even realise one could have. to say he was big was a gross understatement, for he defined the very meaning of buff - wide shoulders, insane biceps, back rippling with every move.
you could feel yourself growing wet at the mere sight of him, a quiet little gasp leaving you, causing him to turn around, only for you to see his pecs, his abs. god, he was just massive all over, a sight for your already sore eyes indeed.
jungkook didn’t say anything immediately, but he let out a deep grunt of appreciation at the sight of you. your bare legs, your wet hair; the way your hands were shuffling together. you looked like a vision.
had he been a better man, he would have guided you to the bed and walked out, designating to sleep on the couch but he had no intention of doing so. especially not when he could see your nipples poke straight through the cotton of his shirt, no doubt suggesting you had nothing underneath. his mouth watered at the thought of the sugary nectar inbetween your legs, could feel himself growing hard at the prospect.
“where do you want me to sleep?” you softly asked him, voice so gentle he wanted to ruin you.
that broke him from his trance, realising he was half hard just from looking at you. he felt like a fucking teenager, but could you blame him? you were his dream woman, circumstances and all, dolled up in his room like a present just for him.
“bed.” he muttered, nodding towards it which made you shyly play with your hair, watching him leave the room to no doubt go to the bathroom, his body brushing firmly against yours purposefully on the way out.
you closed your eyes for a moment once you were alone, heart beating fast, before walking over to the bed. you felt bad thinking he would take the couch, a little frown forming on your lips as you settled into the plush covers. another soft moan escaped you at the feel of such softness, the mattress delicate underneath you as you settled into it, feeling more comfortable than you ever had.
jungkook was back in a few minutes, also sporting wet hair suggesting he had just showered. this time, he returned merely in his boxers, a towel running through his locks as he examined you, all curled into the covers, not asleep just yet, as though you were waiting for confirmation from him.
fuck. he liked that. liked having you wait for him so he could decide your next move, like you were a little fawn unsure of what to do unless someone told you. he’d be that someone.
he watched as your eyes instantly fell to his bulge, eyes widening at the sheer size of it, your thighs pressed tightly together under his sheets as he approached you. he watched you stare at it, cock only hardening further at the attention, before pulling back the covers.
“oh..a-are you..sleeping here?” you managed to choke out, your tshirt having ridden up to sit at the tops of your thighs, big eyes peering up.
“not sleeping on a couch in my own home.” he grunted back at you, before sliding in beside you.
a once massive bed suddenly felt claustrophobic as you realised why he needed the space, though you managed not to touch him, you shyly moved to your side, your back to him to give him his privacy, your cheeks painted pink at the implication.
you were sharing a bed with a stranger. a big, tall, tatted stranger who was currently hard as fuck, whilst you laid on your side, pussy soaked from his attention, body quivering.
he was on his back, body taking up a massive majority of the space in the bed and he was utterly shameless about it. you, however, had tried to make yourself as small as possible in the corner, body scrunched up, unable to sleep as your brain worked round and around and around and around and arou-
big, beefy arms suddenly were grabbing you, one on your leg, the other on your waist as you were suspended in the air for a moment or two. you squeaked loudly, stomach dropping at the confusion of being moved and in the air.
jungkook was grunting at you, his preferred method of communication as you were finally placed firmly onto his chest, stomach first. your t-shirt had ridden up to the middle of your back, meaning your bare ass was on display, causing jungkook to place his hand on it as though it was the most normal thing on earth.
the position also meant you were pressed against him intimately, with your wet cunt now pushed against his too large bulge, causing a soft whimper to escape you, right into his ear. your breasts we’re pushed against his chest, your head resting into his shoulder as you both settled in as though this was the most natural thing on earth.
“sleep. you’ve had a long night.” his voice was rough, coarse, as though he too was fighting something.
as though the hand on your ass and the push of his weight, making you feel him intimately in every single way, was just as much punishment for him as it was for you. it was suffocating and you needed more, yearned for it.
your hands settled on his chest, your nose nuzzling into his neck as you nodded, eyes snapping shut. you truly were the picture perfect definition of obedience.
you weren’t sure how long either of you stayed like that, unmoving, unspeaking, just the understanding you were truly no more than strangers seeping in as sleep finally took both of you.
—
the diner was equally as busy the next day, with a particular scent that wouldn’t escape your skin no matter how hard you tried.
burnt oil soaked through the cracking walls, whilst the coffee that had been brewing for far too long sat in its pot, in your hand as you walked around the dining floor, filling mugs to whoever demanded more. you had disinfected the entire place with a cheap lemon solution that morning, the scent lingering slightly, causing you to feel nauseous.
you had been out of it all day.
you had woken up still in the same position as you had fallen asleep in, only this time, jungkook’s arms were hugging you tightly to him. one hand was curled into his hair, the other pressed into his chest, whilst you both slept deeply, safely.
you had slept better that night than any other in your entire lifetime. the feeling of protection was immense, and for the first time, your brain wasn’t racing in anxiety all night - you were able to rest comfortably.
that only made it so much more jarring once you had left his apartment whilst he was still sleeping, wanting nothing more than to stay in his arms, sleep a few more hours, relish in the warmth he was so happily providing for you. you felt guilty leaving like that, but the constant thump in your head brought you back to reality.
you did not know him. he was a stranger.
that was what you were telling yourself anyway, knowing that the traitorous thump of your heart gave you away. you hadn’t been focused all day, spilling drinks, dropping plates of food - your manager had been on your case your entire shift, the cooks even shouting at you at one point. you were utterly overwhelmed with jungkook and he wasn’t even there.
your feet were aching, but you knew you only had 20 minutes left. 20 minutes and you could go home, no night shift, just a long day that would be over in less than half an hour. that gave you a sort of excitement you rarely afforded yourself, and despite the fact your cheap flats were digging into your feet, and your apron felt too tight, you couldn’t wait.
that was until you heard a voice.
“are you fucking deaf? asked for a coffee 3 times now.”
you looked up from your spot behind the counter, meeting the gaze of the horrible, sleazy regular from yesterday, your blood running cold.
he usually only showed up in the late hour, and this was the first time you had see him during the day. it felt like a confirmation of some kind, one in which you had gathered he had either been watching you or was now looking closely, something that unsettled you. how else would he be here? why else?
you swallowed the thump in your throat, shaking hands grabbing the coffee pot and filling his mug as he sat at the diner bar, your eyes avoiding his at all costs.
“you look tired.” he said through a yawn, making no attempt to hide the fact he was ogling your tits. “your ‘boyfriend’ keep you up?”
you flinched at his words, knowing the implication - he still didn’t believe you. that made you feel sick. you chose to ignore him, tending to something at the till, in hopes he’d leave you alone.
“don’t know if i believe ya, sweets. been thinking about what you said about him, construction guys don’t go for girls like you.” he mused, as though he was the smartest man in the world, watching the way your hands shook lightly. “you’re all shy and shit. what you know about pleasing a man?”
you felt heat crawl up your throat and down your spine, feeling a level of shame you couldn’t quite place. you hated it. even reacting to a man like him was giving him power, and he relished in it.
“you better be usin’ what you got.” he leaned back, hand openly palming himself as he grinned, dirty teeth on display. “tight little ass like yours? should let him use it or he’ll start lookin’ elsewhere.”
you flinched once more, this time harsher.
“that’s inappropriate.” you found your voice, though it was shaky, desperately looking over at your manager who was conveniently pretending like he couldn’t hear a thing.
“i’m helpin’ you, sweets. should be grateful.”
your eyes narrowed. “you don’t know anything about me.”
at that, he leaned forward, grin even wider. it was sinister. “yeah? know you walk home all alone.”
your heart dropped.
“i see you.” he added. “late. every night.”
you couldn’t breathe. it felt like someone had grabbed your lungs, suffocating you from the inside and out, a confirmation of your wildest fears before your very eyes.
“see, i like to watch who goes in and out of that building. got some buddies, and you know..bad area. should be careful.” he was all but fucking gleeful. “pretty girls like you, they’re the most fun to play with.”
your hands were beginning to shake violently, as one reached for your phone, clumsily putting your password in, not being able to think.
“you sure your boyfriends real?” he asked lazily. “or you just sayin’ that to throw me off the scent?”
“i have one.” you immediately interjected, panic visible in your voice, desperate to be believed. “he doesn’t like when i talk to other men, so..” you pathetically whispered, turning on your heel and immediately going into the back, where the staff room was located.
you didn’t come out for the rest of your shift, your chest in a panic, hands shaking and eyes leaking tears once more. he had been watching you? did that mean something could have happened had you returned to your unit last night, instead of staying with jungkook?
you couldn’t believe this was a reality, and the fact you knew you had no escape plan was even worse. you couldn’t move out, you didn’t have the funds, and it was a terrifying thought to know you were simply waiting to be violated. the thought alone had you crying into your hands, shakily hovering over jungkook’s contact.
you didn’t want to bother him. he owed you nothing, and you had already taken so much from him.
with that, you grabbed your things and snuck out the back, beginning the 10 minute walk back home.
jungkook had been in the same position as you all day. his work was rendered useless, and considering he had well paying clients, it was enough to drive him to the point of anger. every thought, every crevice of the world around him brought him back to you, how you’d slotted against him so easily last night, so pliant and ready. to then wake up to an empty bed and a wet patch on his boxers from where you were both pressed together was frustrating to say the least - he wanted to wake up to the sight of you.
he had every intention of sitting you down, telling you to leave your job, telling you exactly what he could offer you if you just let him. hell, he would do it against your will too if you kept this shit up, more than ready to fund a lifestyle you had only ever dreamt of.
he was outside the building now, loading up his truck with shit he had been using all day, his tools, extra pieces of wood he had no use for at the minute and what not. his hands were beyond rough, calloused from daily use but that was the payoff for working with them carelessly. he couldn’t help but remember the feel of them on your ass, squeezing all night, sometimes dipping lower subconsciously just to hear you whine in your sleep.
fuck, he was half hard again just remembering it, but half annoyed recalling the way you had just left.
he was taken out of his thoughts when he looked to his right, just as you walked into the apartment complex, not seeing him, tears streaming down your face once more and shoulders sagging as though walking alone was too exhausting for you. he felt his chest break into tiny little pieces at the sight, it was enough to anger him for a completely different reason.
he was walking towards you before he could even rationalise it, a hand slipping over your waist within seconds and pushing your back straight into his chest, his bigger frame engulfing you. you let out a strangled gasp, looking down and visibly melting fully as you noticed the tattoos on his hand, letting out a quiet whimper.
“what happened?” jungkook immediately asked, the two of you stood in front of the building.
your tears wouldn’t stop streaming, your breathing already difficult as your bag dropped from your shoulder. your hands instantly went to cover your face, as you broke out into quiet sobs, body raking in his arms. the exhaustion had finally got to you.
your brain had broken.
jungkook didn’t waste any time. he grabbed you fully, picking you up with a single arm, to which you immediately hid your face in his neck, holding onto him as you ruined his uniform with your body shaking sobs. your bag was in his other hand whilst he made his way to his own apartment, not saying anything but simply allowing you to get the bulk of your emotions out, before walking in, and settling you down onto his couch.
“talk to me.” suddenly, you were in his lap, completely cradled by the older, bigger man as though you were a little baby, and your body moved closer in hopes of more comfort.
it took you a while until you were able to speak, holding the sleeves of his jacket desperately, his large hands on your back and cupping your legs to him. he was soothing you with his presence, patting gently to get you to calm down and soon enough you did, unable to look him in the eye, feeling embarrassed enough that you had done this two days in a row now.
“the guy from the diner came..came back and..” you breathed deeply through your hiccups, his forehead now against yours, making sure you could feel him. “told me he watches..the building..knows i walk home alone and, said he knows..said he knows people from the building.”
the more you recounted, the more restless you became as you began to sob once more, your hands covering your face again. his anger was beyond anything he could describe, he could feel it coursing through his veins as though it was part of his dna, the need to protect you stronger than every other emotion.
“look at me.” he managed to say, voice strangled, causing you to do exactly as he said, despite your shaking body.
“you’re not going back upstairs, you hear me? i’m gonna go get your things, and you’re staying here.”
you startled for a moment, eyes narrowing up at him in confusion. what did he mean?
“but that’s my apartment..”
“it’s a fucking shoebox with a busted lock.” he hissed.
“jungkook, i can’t just..” you shook your head, your shaking hands piled at his chest whilst he pulled you closer, nose nuzzling yours for just a moment to gather himself. “you can. what do you need from it, and i’ll grab shit.”
you shook your head, pushing him away lightly despite it being the last thing you wanted him to do, and he knew that. your hands were now tightening against the material of his jacket, tears streaming, eyes wide and head shaking.
“this is crazy. you don’t even know me and i don’t even know you.” you said through another half sob. “i can’t stay here, okay? you’ll get sick of me, and..and i’ll annoy you, or you’ll wake up, and..and you’re gonna..you’re gonna decide it was a mistake and i..”
he simply stared at you, eyes narrowing dangerously. if he had felt anger at the situation before, now it was beginning to direct at you.
he exhaled sharply. “stop.”
you let out another shaky sob at his command, head dropping to his shoulder, the confusion in your mind so clear. it wasn’t that you didn’t want it, but you didn’t feel worthy of it. all you had ever known was abuse, from the moment you were born until this very second - happiness was foreign to you, a notion you truly believed wasn’t in the cards for you, and to have someone openly wish to shelter you felt confusing.
“i’ll bother you, i know it.” the voice in which you admitted your darkest fear had him tightening his grip on you.
suddenly, your positions had changed. you were no longer on his lap, cradled, but instead, on your back laid on the couch, with your hands positioned above your head and jungkook’s entire body hovering over you. he was rendering you useless, and you couldn’t bring yourself to fight it.
“listen to me, y/n.” his eyes were dark. “i work all day, like a fucking dog, breakin’ my back doing all this shit, fucking my body up. you think i do that for fun?”
you shook your head in a little no, still crying.
“got all this money, got a nice job, stopped doing all that bad work that gets me in trouble, no back door shit. do it so when i got myself a lady, she rests good, you hear me?” his voice was rough, almost mean. “so she don’t have to lift a fucking finger a day in her life.”
your chest tightened at the notion, and a subconscious part of you screamed inside, begging to be the very woman he was discussing; yearning.
“you move here, and you do nothing. don’t want you working, don’t want you doing anything other than lookin’ pretty. don’t want a single thought in that brain ever again, unless it’s when i take you out, or when you want something.”
his head pressed against yours, the conviction behind his voice causing you to quiver. you had stopped sobbing now, reduced to silent tears that continued to stream, your cute nose all pink and the fucked up part of him was fighting the fact his cock was hardening at the sight.
“i’m gonna go upstairs, gonna get your shit, and you don’t do nothing, understand me? don’t think about rent, or food, or sleep - you don’t stress about nothing no more.”
“but why?” you asked through a shaky breath, sucking in air as you hiccuped, a pool of wetness forming on either side of your head from how much you were crying. “you don’t even get anything out of it.”
he doesn’t hesitate. “i get you.”
at that, a strangled noise left you, your eyes shutting tightly as your heart thudded harshly in your chest. he wanted you? truly? even without the frills, even without you being able to offer anything real, or tangible?
“i get to take care of you, spend my money on you, get you in my bed every night where you can’t run off before i wake up.” he grunted down at you, grabbing one of your hands from above your head and pressing it firmly against the growing bulge in his work trousers. “you feel that? feel how fucking hard i get just thinking about it, baby?”
you nodded through your sniffles, hiccuping a few times as your hand gently massaged his cock, the layers of clothing dulling the sensation but it was enough to have him press his head against yours once more, cooing at you. his hand slid on top of your own, pushing it harder, and despite the action being intensely sexual, it felt intimate more than anything.
“couldn’t get bored of you, wouldn’t ever. look at you..fuck. were meant to be spoilt, not built to be working out there and stressin’. need to lock you up here so you never worry again.”
again, you nodded, more desperate, whining out for him as both of your hands interlocked with his. the one above your head, sweet and reassuring, and the other, massaging his cock, demanding and grounding. you were his, and it was only then that you realised it - strangers or not.
the next hour was spent with you washing up in the bathroom, having the longest shower of your life, crying all of the remnants of your emotions out whilst jungkook went upstairs, grabbing your things. considering your situation, it took him no longer than ten minutes, something deep pinging in his stomach knowing you had never even tasted luxury. he’d change that.
by the time he had come back down, he was settling your things into your now shared room, watching as you shuffled out in another one of his t-shirts, wet hair, big teary eyes and an unsure demeanour. he took his time with you then, arm around your waist so you could watch him work, putting things away like it was second nature.
he left you curled up all nice and warm on the couch, blankets covering you whilst he gave you the remote, urging you to watch something. he had shit to do.
first, he was going to cancel your lease and threaten your landlord.
second? he was going to fuck up the man who had scared you.
—
two weeks.
two weeks of living a life you were sure was never supposed to be yours.
from sleeping as much as you wanted, and eating whatever your heart desired, jungkook was spoiling you rotten. the glee in his eyes every time he could see a small smile form on your face was enough to render you a mess.
you’d wake every morning flush to his chest, with your bodies pressed together intimately, his hard cock poking against your own panties in a way that had you breathless. on one occasion, you had woken up to find yourself all but grinding against him, only aware of it once you realised you were orgasming, causing your cheeks to flush a deep plum.
he fucking loved it. finally, everything made sense, his life has purpose, tangible purpose. the sight of you on his couch, resting on your stomach with your bare ass to the door just as he would walk into the apartment was enough to drive him insane - it was the sight he’d masturbate to daily. he didn’t want to push you, he was enough of a gentleman to know it wasn’t right to push his needs on you, and he was trying. god knew he had put every bit of his restraint into his situation.
you were both dancing a fine line of evident need and want, yet one couldn’t admit it to themselves and the other didn’t want to push.
the first night was the moment you realised that jungkook wasn’t any ordinary man. all of the kindness aside, it was when you awoke from the nap on his couch to him walking back into the apartment that you realised he was indeed every bit of the man you wanted.
bloody knuckles, and a slight bruise already forming on his cheek, he had walked over to you and pressed a kiss to your forehead, telling you everything was now taken care of. your rent, the piece of shit that had been scaring you, hell, even your nasty manager who made it a habit to be rude to you.
you had washed his knuckles yourself, sniffling away your tears whilst apologising for being so weepy. he simply nuzzled his nose into your forehead, grunting something about how he liked it. liked how you wore your emotions openly and how honest you were about your feelings. it felt refreshing.
after that, he made it a habit to break any wandering thought left in your brain. he’d wake up to you all curled into his body, making him leave kisses all over your hands and cheeks whilst you slept, leaving you to go to work. he’d think about you the entire day, only to return to you with different boxes of food for you to try so you could find out what your favourite cuisines were.
in two weeks, jungkook made you feel more seen and recognised than you had ever felt in the past 24 years.
you still felt awfully shy in his presence. just yesterday, he had taken you out shopping, your hand tucked gently into his arm as you both walked up and down the high street. you shook your head vehemently as he tried to get you to go into the expensive, designer shops, your heart practically failing out of guilt just thinking about it.
“buy what you want.” he’d say to you, or, “don’t look at the price.”
you had once done so, picking out a lipstick marginally cheaper than the ones you could see in hopes that it would satiate him. he saw right through it, his eyes narrowing down at you as you shuffled from foot to foot, unable to meet his gaze.
“don’t annoy me. get something good.”
and so, you’d leave with bags upon bags of things, with flushed cheeks and a thundering heart.
his favourite shop, obviously, was victoria secret. you had clung to him almost desperately out of shyness, often hiding your face in his chest whenever he’d hold up a pair that he thought were nice. he let you browse, watching you shakily pick out a pair or two before you peered up at him, large eyes shining.
“which ones do you like?” you had whispered, so sweet, so inviting that he swore he could have came right then and there.
his arm around your waist tightened as he looked down at you, jaw clenched slightly at the way you had asked him. maybe it was the genuine curiosity that stemmed from you that had him guiding you to a cute, lacy pink pair. he bought them for you immediately, leaving you a flushing mess.
going home, eating together, curled together as you watched things, his legs spread wide whilst he played with your hair. it felt domestic. it felt freeing, and frankly, it felt like everything you had ever prayed for. something in the back of your mind screamed at you, reminding you that you still didn’t know enough about him, that he was no more than just a random man a month ago and yet here you were.
and so, here you sat, at the dining table with your legs crossed. it was 2pm, so jungkook was well within his work day, leaving you at home with a racing mind and shaking hands. you wanted to do something for him, something to show him just how grateful you were for all of the kindness he had bestowed upon you.
you grabbed your phone, embarrassment heavy in your chest as you began searching in anything that came to mind.
‘how to keep a man happy’
you frowned at the results, not finding anything that applied to jungkook in particular.
‘how to be a good girlfriend’
you flushed furiously writing that one out, but you knew it was the closest equivalent to the relationship you had with him. even then, all the results catered to people that didn’t align with jungkook’s personality. you sighed.
‘how to please a man that takes care of you’
now this, this was different. you sat up, seeing multiple different hits but the one thing you kept seeing over and over was the same line. you shuffled in anticipation, eyes reading it continuously, biting down on your lip.
“keep his stomach fed, and his balls empty.” you whispered out loud, repeating what you had read.
your cheeks flamed red as you shut your phone, setting it down like you had an audience around you, feeling a level of embarrassment creep up your neck. that..that felt fitting. you knew he loved his food, was always eating with a can of beer whenever he got a chance.
you also knew him to be hard nearly every instance he got. you weren’t an idiot, you had felt it against you to know that you probably couldn’t take him fully without prep, but the thought had your eyes shutting tight, a small whine leaving you - you wanted him just as bad.
soon enough, you had decided on your plan of action. you got changed, grabbing the card jungkook had given you and quickly made your way to the grocery store, hand shaking around your phone as you searched in popular dishes. you figured a steak would do, since you knew most men enjoyed meat, despite knowing you had never really cooked before.
you stood in front of the meat section hopelessly, shyly asking the workers there a million questions until a lovely older lady walked you around the shop, telling you how to prepare it, what ingredients to use, pushing you to purchase the more expensive options as ‘you could taste it in every bite.’
waddling home, you steadied yourself as you put everything in the kitchen, wrapping your new apron around you tight. you were determined. you wouldn’t fail, not when this was for jungkook, not when he had done so much for you.
hours had passed, and you were finishing up the last details of the dinner. the table had been set, with candles and plates positioned in a way you had seen in a youtube video. you had his favourite beer chilled and ready, even going the extra mile to have a shower, do your hair and makeup using the products he had bought you. you still had your apron on, knowing he’d love the sight of the cute frilly material around you.
your hair was clipped behind your head as you heard the door unlock, causing you to squeak quietly, gathering everything together as quickly as you could.
jungkook had had the longest day of his entire existence. from clients taking the piss, to fixing rushed jobs from other men in the industry. he had even had a phone call from an old friend, asking to stash some cash - it came with a hefty profit, but he had to decline, despite it souring the relationship. he had his girl waiting back home for him, and he had to make sure he was on the right track. no more illegal shit, no matter what that meant for the legacy he had built in his twenties.
walking inside his home, only to find you nervously smiling at him, was enough to take the wind out of his lungs. looking down, however, and seeing the full home cooked spread, was enough to have a man like him on his knees.
“hi..” you shyly grinned, hands shuffling.
“what’s this?” he asked, putting his tools down, uniform heavy as he approached you.
the sound of his keys dropping on the dish you had placed by the entrance made you jump slightly, as you nibbled away on your lip. he approached you, standing in front of you, eyes never leaving your own.
“i just..you do so much for me and, i’m so grateful and i wanna take care of you too.” your voice was no louder than a whisper, almost flushed at the admission as you immediately reached for his jacket, playing with the buttons, peering up at him. “it’s okay if you don’t like it, i just thought it would be nice for you to have something home cooked.”
he grunted, deep from his chest as his face fell into the space between your neck and shoulder, breathing in your scent. his hands were roaming all over your stomach, your hips, your waist, a soft giggle finding its way out of your lips at his reaction. it made you giddy to think he was enjoying this.
“you cooked all this?” he asked, walking towards the table, dragging you along with him, to which you lightly bounced, nodding. “went to the shops, and asked the nice lady and she told me what to get and she said that you’d like steak and she showed me what video to follow-“ you rambled.
he was enamoured by you, taking a seat at the head of the table, where you had positioned all of his plates. instead of moving towards your own seat, he grabbed your waist once more and pulled you firmly until you fell into his lap, your tiny dress doing little to provide modesty as you curled into him.
you watched him intently cut a piece, big eyes peering at him as he took a bite.
“you really made this?” he asked you, hand harsh on your thigh.
you offered him a shy nod, anxiety swirling in your stomach. it was okay if he didn’t like it, but the thought made you want to weep - this was supposed to be all for him. you didn’t want to mess it up.
“good girl.” he murmured, before cutting up a piece for you, watching as you ate from the same fork, a look of pure glee across your face.
his words had you leaning into him properly as you both ate, his grunts of approval worth a million words as you recounted how you cooked it, all whilst he listened carefully and ate. you truly couldn’t have been happier with yourself, your fingers curling into the hair behind his neck.
he had finished his plate, but was now properly feeding you, and despite a shake of your head, was making sure you finished your plate. the two of you sat in silence for a few minutes, your arms around him and his around yours, breathing in one another’s scent.
he was so manly all over, the faint smell of sweat alongside his cologne and skin was intoxicating and you wanted it ingrained in your mind forever.
“well done.” he murmured down at you, soft for a change, causing you to look up.
the smile that formed on your lips was enough for him to dedicate his entire life to praising you, wanting to see it every single day for the rest of his life. he couldn’t fathom how lucky he was to have the object of his desires all pretty, in a cute apron and dress; cooking for him, just so he’d feel good. fuck.
“i’m happy you liked it.” you admitted in a small voice. “i really wanted to make it good for you.”
“you don’t have to do anything, y/n.”
“i know, you always say that but i just..i wanna, okay?” you shook your head, nibbling away at your lip once again.
his thumb darted out, capturing your lip and releasing it from your teeth. god, he couldn’t get enough of how cute you were, looking up at him like that. his thumb pushed against your lips for a moment, letting it sit on your tongue, watching the way you wrapped your mouth around it.
the moment was gone within a second as he pulled back, a sudden look on his face you couldn’t decipher. before you could ponder on it, his lips finally connected with your own.
kissing jungkook was unlike anything you had ever expected. you knew him to be dominant, direct and manly, but this? he was all but devouring you. it wasn’t gentle like first kisses often tended to be, but demanding - rough. his lips moved against yours like he owned you, and you deflated immediately, letting him do whatever he wanted to you. your hands were in his hair, tugging him closer, your legs moving around him to now straddle instead of just sitting.
the second his tongue began exploring your mouth, you couldn’t hold back the moans.
he kissed like a man starved, his hands running up and down your body, cupping your ass, your breasts, before settling on your waist, chasing you every time you pulled away for breath.
by the time you had fully managed to depart from his lips, you were panting, eyes lidded and heart beating faster than you could keep up with. your hands slid from his hair down to his chest, as he captured your lips in small pecks.
jungkook could feel the day washing off of him. the dinner, your excitement, the kiss - fuck, even the thought of you paying for all of the things you wanted at the grocery shop with his card. he was visibly melting, more relaxed than he’d allowed himself to be in years and it was a sight for you too.
“go shower.” you whispered lightly to him, pecking his lips. “i’m gonna clean up.”
he simply nodded, capturing your lips in another heavy kiss that lasted far too long before letting out a grunt, setting you on your feet, and heading to the bathroom.
you stood there for a moment, eyes fluttering closed and breathing out through your nose.
god, you were so fucked.
—
later that evening, jungkook sat in front of the tv, legs spread, a can of beer in hand and the game playing loudly. he was the picture perfect image of relaxation, in a pair of sweats and a white tank, his hair still wet from his earlier shower, he truly didn’t think life could get better than this. he had jumped you the second he had gotten out, smothering you in as many kisses as he could get in before you started pushing him away, flushed pink and giddy.
his cock had been straining against his sweats for hours.
you, however, were a slight nervous wreck.
you stood near the edge of your now shared bed, nibbling away on your lip as you looked at yourself in the mirror. you had showered yourself, dried your hair, even did your makeup really nice. you were in a tank and tiny little cotton shorts, but underneath? the pink underwear he had bought you.
your only objective tonight was to make him cum.
a shaky breath left you as you ran your hand through your hair, making sure you looked okay. you wanted to make him feel good, wanted it more than anything else in the world, and you knew that once you started, the door would be wide open and your relationship would completely change.
you weren’t sure how many more times you could withstand the feeling of not quite being able to satisfy yourself. being home alone for most days, waiting for him to return with the thought of him heavy on your mind and mouth, trying to keep your hands out of the space inbetween your legs was impossible.
waking up to his boner pressing into you? unfair.
you knew he wanted this badly, maybe even more than you did, but he wasn’t about to push that on you given your strange dynamic. luckily for him, you were heeding the internet’s advice - you had fed him, now you were ready to drain his balls.
and so, you walked into the living room, his eyes completely trained on the tv as you sat beside him on the couch, not looking up at you. his hand, however, sat high on your bare thigh immediately, all whilst his cock strained against his clothes.
you glanced at him from the corner of your eye, noticing him taking a swig of his beer, attention entirely on the game playing, easing your nerves massively. you shifted, his hand dropping from your thigh as you began your plan of action.
jungkook finally looked at you, only to catch you pulling your hair up into a ponytail. he would have thought nothing of it had it not been for your outfit, your pretty lipstick, the way you looked like you were ready to be fucking used. his lips parted as he watched you drop to your knees in front of him, innocent eyes no longer feeling as naive as he once thought.
before he could even say anything, your smaller hands began reaching for his waistband, fingers hooking until you were able to push them down enough for his fat cock to spring free.
he watched you gasp. watched you take in his length and girth, a fucked up part of his brain eager to break you finally as you blinked away your visible fear. he wasn’t just big, he was monstrous. the type of cock to break you from the inside, the type to hurt and make you sore for days. the type that had you moaning just at the sight of it.
your hand finally wrapped around it, although your fingers didn’t touch and that alone had your head dropping to his thigh, mouth already drooling.
“so pretty.” you whimpered up at him, causing him to jolt in your grip, a low grunt filling the air. “gonna break yourself trying to make it fit in your mouth.” he nudged your chin with his fingers, his words condescending but they only made you wetter.
a surge of confidence ran through you as you huffed up at him, tongue laying flat as you let his cock tap against it a few times, licking up all the salted beads of precum. soon enough, you were suckling at his tip, moaning and circling your tongue.
his hand shot to the back of your head with a loud curse, his eyes closed. he hadn’t had anyone warming his bed in months upon months, and now that he had you, he knew no one else would ever be good enough.
watching you finally begin to suck and bob your head was enough to have him pushing down your head, forcing you to accommodate another inch or two. it made you gag, but the wet patch forming on your shorts was proof enough you liked it. your hands pumped the rest of his cock in unison as you eagerly sucked, whimpering against the most sensitive part of him.
“fuck, look at you.” he hissed out loud, continuing to bob your head. “wanted this from day one, didn’t you?”
you parted from his cock for air, gasping lightly as you pumped him faster, nodding despite already feeling lightheaded. god, jungkook had barely begun and you were already so needy - he yearned to know what you’d be like once he finally impaled you fully.
“wanted it so bad.” you admitted through a small voice, eyes never leaving his as you tapped his cock onto your tongue again a few times before opening your mouth and starting it again.
this time, jungkook pushed your head down further and further, watching his cock disappear down your throat until you couldn’t take anymore, pulling off for breath once more, your shattered gasps and gulps enough for him to cup your cheek.
“that’s my girl, look at you.” his coos were hardly sweet, with a clear edge to them as you bounced your head up and down, sucking him with all of your energy. he swore, throwing his head back. “should’ve done this a long time ago. look how good you look choking on me.”
your legs were quivering with want, wanting nothing more than to play with your clit in that moment but focusing on him regardless. jungkook was already close, and as much as he wanted to paint your throat in his cum, he had no intentions of cumming anywhere other than your fucking womb.
suddenly; his hands on your head were pulling at your hair, forcing you off of his cock as you panted for air, chest rising and falling. your lips were covered in spit, and yet you looked like a vision made just for him, his cock tweaking at the sight of you.
he forced you to get up, which you happily did, falling onto the couch beside him as he grabbed onto your legs, hand grabbing your shorts and harshly pulling them down only to be met with the pink lacy set he had been thinking of all day.
his silence was met with a shaky giggle from as you spread your legs once more, your panties absolutely soaked through, and yet you wanted more.
“i hope you like them.” you hummed, as he began to hover over you. “wanted to wear them for you.”
“yeah?” he groaned quietly, fingers tracing the shape of your pussy through them. “fuck, you’re tiny. i’m gonna break you, you know that?”
“promise?” you whispered back, causing his eyes to flicker back to you, his cock jolting.
you were a secret minx.
his lips were on yours within seconds, tasting himself on your tongue as he devoured you, moving against you with utter ease. instead of taking your panties off, he simply moved them to the side, pulling your tank down to reveal your tits spilling out of your matching lacy bra. pink was a colour he wanted you in every waking moment, you looked better than he could have ever imagined.
his hand was on you immediately, fingers rubbing away at your clit causing you to whimper at the feel of relief finally. you were wound up so tight anyway, to have someone touching you after so so long was a feeling you had forgotten. to be touched by jungkook was a whole other ballpark.
you both moaned into each other’s mouths as your hand began to pump him, bodies moving in unison as you focused on pleasuring one another. it only took a few minutes for you to succumb to your first orgasm, loud moans leaving your lips as you shook in his arms.
he watched you hungrily, his brain chemistry changing before for your very eyes.
this is what you looked like cumming.
oh. how had he lived? how had he survived a life without your face scrunching up, whining out his name so pathetically, legs shaking around him whilst your hand only gripped him tighter.
it wasn’t enough, though. never. he allowed you a moment or two of rest before circling your clit once more, watching you jostle in overstimulation. his fingers were inside you without any prior warning, pumping as he heard you whine loudly.
“j-jungkook!” you shrieked, hand falling from his aching cock as you grabbed onto his shoulders, grounding yourself.
“fuck, there you go. c’mon.” he was hissing down at you, fingering you deep, bigger than anything you had taken in a while.
the stretch was delicious, and you already felt so full - you couldn’t even fathom being fucked by his cock, but the thought had your hips lifting for more.
jungkook coaxed two more orgasms out of you just like that, leaving you a shaky and dazed mess, before removing his fingers, sucking on them with a loud grunt. he went to move inbetween your legs, to make good work of the slick dripping from you only to be stopped by your smaller hands.
“want you.” you whimpered with a shake of your head. “don’t wanna wait anymore.”
“need to stretch you baby, you’re still tight.” he shook his head back at you, grabbing your legs and pulling you closer.
“no.” you huffed, voice suddenly bratty. “you said you’d give me anything i want..”
he closed his eyes at that, cock throbbing. fuck, you already knew his weak spots, and he had every intention of making you feel it just as deeply as he could. he departed from you entirely, leaning back, pulling you up by your arms firmly.
“get on the bed.” he simply uttered to you, voice dark. he was so firm, so direct - his words sat in your stomach as you shakily did exactly that, leaning on the walls as you wobbled your way over.
even in moments of heightened passion, he couldn’t get over how tooth achingly sweet you were.
you laid on the bed, head plush on your shared pillows as you managed to catch your breath. jungkook walked in, hair a mess, shoulders sore from the scratches you had left behind, cock hard and against his stomach as he approached. neither of you could look away from one another, as he grabbed your hips and yanked you down closer to him, hovering over you immediately.
“give me a kiss.” he hushed down at you, causing you to lean up, pressing a sweet peck to his lips. you were so cute to him.
he lined himself up with you, rubbing his cock up and down, causing you to whine, the size of him against you already addicting. soon, he started to push in, the tip of his cock already stretching you wider than anything you had ever taken.
jungkook hovering over you, his arms caging you in other side of your head as he pushed deeper, deeper and deeper. you could feel your thighs quivering, your wide eyes shutting tight as you felt you couldn’t breathe by the time he was half way in. he wasn’t fairing any better. this was out of his wildest dreams, panting on top of you, cooing down at you.
“my good girl, so so good to me. look at you taking it so well. were born to take me, weren’t you baby?” he cooed down, causing you to whimper as you could feel the familiar sting of tears forming in your eyes.
you nodded, sucking in a shaky breath as your arms wrapped around his neck. “s-so big.”
he hissed as he continued to push inside, managing to fit his entire length in after multiple minutes. you were breathing deeply, chest rising and falling as jungkook waited for you to settle down, watching the way your stomach bulged from the intrusion.
“you can take it.” he assured, hand pressing down on your stomach, against the bulge causing you to shriek loudly, eyes closing tight again. tears were beginning to stream, and he could feel himself getting harder.
“you c-can..can move.” you whimpered out.
with seconds, jungkook began to thrust.
if you thought you had experienced pleasure before, you were sorely mistaken.
you knew then that nothing would ever feel like this, nothing could compete or compare - this was everything your body has subconsciously craved for years, given to you by the much older, stranger who had taken you in for his own.
the pain was overshadowed by the thrill and pleasure, his deep thrusts hitting a sponge part of you that was already pulling you closer and closer to the edge. your tears were streaming as he rested his head against your own.
“needed this from you, baby. been thinking about you for so long, you know that?” he grunted out loud. “now you’re all mine..all mine to fuck.”
“yours..all y-yours, kook.” you nodded vigorously, hands pulling at his hair. “feel so big.”
he hid his face in your neck as his pace began to quicken, causing you to borderline scream out his name. you didn’t care who could hear you, the feeling of being pounded into by a cock too big for you euphoric. he couldn’t get enough of you, the taste of your skin on his tongue as he sucked on your neck, leaving heavy hickeys to mark you for the entire world to see.
you couldn’t hold back on the sobs, crying out from the overstimulation; the pleasure, the stinging pain. it was too much and not enough, at one point finding yourself even beating your fists against his chest, only causing him to fuck you harder.
soon enough, jungkook flipped you around, so you were on your stomach, his chest pressing harshly on your back. you could barely move in this position, couldn’t breathe very well either, merely forced to endure the pleasure of jungkook taking care of you. your shallow breaths alongside the chant of his name were like music to his ears, as he kissed and bit on your shoulders.
“my girl. gonna make you my wife, you know that?” he promised down at you, pounding at this point.
“don’t..say that.” you gasped loudly, his words making you clench harshly around his cock, clearly liking it far too much than you wanted to admit.
you had been in house for two weeks and yet the thought of this treatment for life, belonging to jungkook for the rest of your days, was enough to make you sob in joy. your cheek was smushed into the pillow, as you grabbed onto the sheets for life, only for him to intertwine his fingers with your own from behind.
“you like that, huh..” he let out a small laugh. “wanna be my wife, pretty girl? wanna be mrs jeon?”
you were clenching uncontrollably, only edging him closer to his own orgasm.
“fuck..just like that.” he grunted. “gonna wake up to a ring on your finger one of these days. don’t give a fuck that it’s too soon, gotta make sure you get what this is.” he was picking your body up from the bed, your ass in the air suddenly as his thrusts only got more brutal. “you belong to me, you understand? every part of you, all mine.”
“wan’it.” you admitted, through a small sob. “wanna be your wife, kookie, want it so so bad.”
“yeah?” he closed his eyes at your admission. “god. need to get you a house, make sure you decorate it just how you like. gotta spoil you like my wife deserves.”
you were seeing stars, the sound of skin slapping against skin louder than either of your whines, moans or sobs. he slid one of his hands down, circling your clit once more despite the fact you were already a bundle of over sensitivity.
at that, you squealed loudly.
“gonna cum soon, gonna fill this pussy up just like you deserve. get you all nice and round for me.” his words cut through you like a knife, causing you to lose your breath.
“please, please, please.” you begged, through harsh sobs. “cum inside, kookie, please, wanna have your baby.”
you couldn’t take it any longer. the movement of his fingers, the harshness of cock, the way you could feel his entire weight on your much smaller body - you could hardly breathe as your orgasm hit you like a freight train, rendering you useless.
you completely blacked out, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you choked lightly, only causing jungkook to orgasm himself. he buried himself deep inside you with a final thrust, feeling you clench and milk him for all that he had.
the shared orgasm was unlike anything you had ever experienced before. it felt the closest to euphoria you’d ever felt, and you knew the feeling was mutual with the way the usually stoic, manly man on top of you was moaning into your shoulder, fucking you both through your orgasms.
he settled on top of you for a solid minute, still inside of you, repositioning you so you could breathe freely. he was breathing in your scent, his shoulders sagging as though the full stress of the day had finally escaped you. it was like he could breathe again, having bared his entire soul to you mid thrust only for it to be reciprocated in the filthiest of ways.
your eyes remained closed, even after he pulled out, and pushed his cum back into you with his fingers, secretly praying it would stick. you were a panting, dazed mess as he picked you up and took you to the bathroom, drawing you a bath all the whilst holding you firmly into his arms, not letting you worry about a single thing.
and once you were settled in, warm bubble coated water surrounding you as you nuzzled deeper and deeper into jungkook’s chest, only then did you open your eyes, meeting his gaze with parted lips.
“did you mean it?” you whispered quietly, almost afraid of his answer.
he didn’t respond to you at first. instead, he brushed a wet thumb over your cheek, watching the way you nuzzled into his cheek gently. he was were enamoured by you, both body and soul, and if he was a man of words, he would have professed his feelings for you grandly. alas, he was not, so instead, he did the next best thing.
jungkook took a hold of your left hand, easing it to his lips and planting a sweet kiss to your ring finger, right where he promised he would decorate it with jewellery soon.
he meant every fucking word.
—
three months had passed and welcomed pure bliss into your life. you knew that life with jungkook was a pleasure in itself, but from moving into a completely new home, one he had put under your name as a testimony of his love for you, to the ridiculously expensive gifts he would come home with each and every day. you were living a reality that you couldn’t have ever dreamt would belong to you.
you looked healthier - from your long hair to your flushed cheeks, your eyes brighter and your ribcage no longer poking out. you were head over heels in love with the man who had claimed you for his own like a modern day stalker, and yet you had never felt so sure of your safety.
jungkook loved in a way that was visible, not explicit. he wasn’t one to tell you those three words, instead opting to show you any change he would get, something that had you weeping constantly out of pure joy. something he couldn’t ever get over.
you liked the dynamic you had built for each other too. you got to play house, spending all of your time being domestic, cooking meals, trying new recipes, baking, adding furnishings to the home, making it completely and entirely your own whilst he went out and worked. he was a manual labour kind of guy, coming home with sweat lined skin and grease all over him, but that only made you want him so much more.
to know he worked so hard just to provide the picture perfect life for you had you riding him most nights, giving him the love he bestowed upon you in the best possible way you knew how. through milking his cock until his cum sat deep in your womb, a favourite pastime for you both.
even now, you were stood in your kitchen, phone in hand as you read the text jungkook had sent to you only moments prior. he never texted. ever.
your stomach flipped as you reread it over and over, trying to decipher the meaning for the text, instead of him calling you, your head tilted as your stomach sat doing somersaults.
‘don’t cook. bringing you something home.’
seemed innocent enough, but this was your man. you knew him intimately in a way many could only ever dream of - he was up to no good, you were sure of it.
you stared at the screen longer than you needed to, chewing on your bottom lip, bare feet cold against the kitchen tile. the apartment was quiet, save from the soft music playing from your tv, warm lighting dancing around your shared space whilst the low hum of the city rumbled through the walls.
you were already cooking. of course you were.
you liked when he came home to food, a visual manifestation of the fact you had been waiting for him to arrive - a kiss to his soul that told him directly that you wanted him to know you were thinking of him.
regardless, you turned the stove off, forever obedient to your older boyfriend.
you were in a matching loungewear set, soft and pink, his favourite duo as the shorts barely covered your ass, your breasts bulging out of the low cut t-shirt thanks to the pretty bra you were wearing. your hair remained damp from your shower, clipped up and out of your face, skin soft and flushed.
you checked the time.
like clockwork, the door began to open, making you look up, smoothening the strands around your face. after all the moments spent together, you still felt so incredibly shy in his presence, something he would never get over.
his footsteps were heavy down the hallway, weight against hardwood, announcing his presence with every creak of the floor. the air changed the second he stepped inside of kitchen, as though the temperature warped to accommodate him and him alone.
he shut the door behind him with his foot, looking you up and down hungrily as he placed a brown bag on the dining table unceremoniously.
“you eat?”
his voice was rough from the day.
you shook your head gently. “no..waited for you.”
he glanced at the stove, noticing the cooling pan and your sheepish little smile. he tilted his head.
“told you not to cook.”
“i turned it off.” you murmured just as he grunted softly. you walked over to him, helping him out of his work jacket; watching as his veins protruded from his arms, making you trace them immediately as a small habit.
you peered up, standing on your tip toes to plant a soft peck to his lips, with blazing cheeks that flushed too pink for the occasion.
he watched you for another instance, enamoured by you as per usual but there was something unreadable in his gaze. something darker, something raw that had been left untouched for too long, like a glass of water finally over spilling after being continuously poured into. you tilted your head at him gently.
you barely noticed it at first, too busy maintaining the intense eye contact, but jungkook reached into his pocket, grabbing something.
you watched as he placed something on the counter inbetween you.
something small.
velvet.
square.
the world suddenly fell completely silent as your eyes fell on it, your mouth completely drying up as your hands travelled up to your mouth. your breath had caught so sharply it left an ache in your chest.
your pulse thrummed harshly in your fingertips as you stared, and stared and stared, unable to bring yourself to open what you assumed was insane, unable to fathom this was a reality.
jungkook didn’t say anything for a few moments, before looking down at you, observing your reaction.
“open it.”
your eyes snapped up to him, finally.
“..what?”
his jaw shifted slightly. amused. “you know what it is.”
you do. of course you did, but it felt too big to say out loud. your fingers hovered over the box, desperate to touch but almost unsure.
“you’re serious..” you whispered faintly. it wasn’t doubt in your voice but absolute disbelief, like something you had only ever dreamt about was about to take place before your very eyes.
his eyes darkened at your tone. “i wouldn’t joke about shit like this.”
he stepped closer to you now, his chest touching the side of your body, caging you against the counter, his head dropping down so you could meet his gaze properly, without having to look up.
“you think i’ve been saying this for nothing?” he continued, voice low, rougher now. “you think i’m talking just to hear myself?”
you shook your head up at him, chest rising and falling as one of your hands gripped his shirt, hand on his hardened abs to ground yourself as you blinked tears away, trying to comprehend this was really happening.
“open it.” he nudged his nose towards the box, eyes trained on you intensely as your hand finally reached out to hold it, letting out a shaky breath.
opening it up caused you to let out a soft whimper, something that had your knees almost buckling.
the light of the kitchen caught on the heavy diamond sat comfortably in the box, a vision of both taste and money - it didn’t take a jeweller to tell you that this ring was worth more than every pay check you had ever gotten. there was nothing delicate or dainty about it, he wanted you to wear the best of the best and this was exactly that.
you pressed your fingers to your lips as you tried to control your breathing, looking up to meet his gaze through a teary gaze that he was already devouring. you were such a crybaby, and he fucking loved it - you cried over everything and anything, with the only remedy being himself.
“you like it.” he murmured, fingers pressing into your waist to ground you, voice certain.
you nod rapidly, letting out a shaky, teary exhale. “kookie, it’s so..it’s beautiful..”
“good.”
silence settled between you both again, but it sat thicker now. charged. your chest felt too tight, your stomach aching as you tried to keep your tears inside, all the whilst he began peppering your neck in kisses.
“you don’t have to-“ you started softly, tears beginning to stream. “i’m already yours, always.”
the words slip out before you could stop them, as you tried to stifle your sobs to no avail, hand shaking enough where you placed the box down onto the counter gently, too in awe of it to even comprehend it being real.
he stilled.
he stopped his kisses, leaning up to his full height before cupping your cheek with his hand, making your own head lean back to stare up at him. he swiped at your tears, humming lightly down at you. “yeah, you are.”
he took your fingers in his hold then, planting a sweet kiss to each finger, to your palm, to the tops. he took hold of the ring, feeling the weight of it for a moment before sliding it onto your finger slowly, letting you experience it first hand.
his calloused fingers were warm against your own, the size difference hitting you as it often did. it was the way in which it sat on your body, the weight of jungkook’s presence settling into your own and the love you both shared blatant and on display.
you were safe.
loved.
but more importantly? jungkook had chosen you, openly, directly, without fear of scrutinisation. he knew he was a man that moved fast, but it came with an understanding of exactly what he wanted.
you.
—
ahhhh!! handyman jungkook is finally here, thank you all for your patience - if this was something you enjoyed and you want to support me and my writing, here is my kofi <33
you were just renting your usual blockbuster from the stupidly hot guy at the video store, when it turns out you’ve been handed a tape you really shouldn’t be watching. are you an intruder, or did he give it to you on purpose?
⌗ pairings. jeon jungkook x female reader
⌗ word count. 17k
⌗ warnings and tags. pwp, don juankook (lol, jk is a ladiesman), voyeurism, penetrative sex, smitten!oc, kinda smitten!jk, weird love confession, cunnilingus, penetrative sex, unprotected sex (wrap it up guys), oc goes limp with overstimulation lol, jk is kinda all over the places — neither dom or sub, oral pleasure (m!receiving), cum swallowing, cum eating, sloppy aftercare.
notes ! okay this is a bit overdue buttttt at least i finished it, hey! i’m so beyond amazed by my lovely girl ana’s ‘special delivery’, so i’m hoping this won’t disappoint LMAO! anyways, this is crazy. buckle up guys.
banner by @voyter obviouslyyyy
Having a stupid, all-consuming crush is something that defines girlhood. Shoving everything of importance out of your way in order to see, or spend time with set crush is really the only fair option as a young girl.
However, when the crush has lasted for almost a decade, and you still have yet to make any further progress… it borders on obsession. And it’s incredibly embarrassing.
You see, there’s this video store in town, this tiny, kind of grungy shop that contains every single piece of media imaginable. Old and dusty traveling magazines that no one bothers reading, records and CD’s you spend months saving up for… and what is seemingly a collection of every single movie ever made.
And behind the counter of that blockbuster shop, there sits a boy you’ve been pining after since the sixth grade.
Jeon Jungkook. A boy so painfully attractive and charming that he has simply ruined every other man for you, ever. And so incredibly out of reach that you feel like he’s more of a distant dream rather than a real human being.
The first spark of attraction appeared a few weeks after your twelfth birthday. You saw him through your window, which overviews the park. And there he was, the sixteen-year-old Jungkook, lighting up a cigarette near the entrance, watching patiently over the narrow path as a girl with dark hair approached him.
At your ripe age, this was the most erotic thing you’d ever seen. The way his hand snaked underneath her coat when she hugged him. How he seemingly whispered something in her ear, grinning back at her when she retracted.
A few days later, you found out who the girl was. Tina Agnello’s cousin, who was in town for the week. You had overheard Tina talk about it during lunch break, sitting a few tables down from yours, and you almost choked on your yoghurt.
“Isn’t fourteen a bit young for a sixteen-year-old?” you huffed, mostly to yourself. But your friend picked it up, frowning at you.
“What are you talking about?”
“Nothing.”
It shouldn’t really have surprised you that Jungkook grew up to be the town’s Don Juan.
He became sort of a community ride… a town bike, if you’d like. At first, you maybe thought there was something incredibly wrong with him, like some serious mental problems. Because why else would he be pounding around town?
But at fifteen, when you stumbled into the new video store in town, trying to escape the rain that had started pouring down outside, you unexpectedly fell head first into a real-life interaction with him. And weirdly enough, he seemed perfectly normal. Disgustingly charming, that is, but normal.
“Sorry ‘bout that,” Jungkook’s voice wasn’t all that deep, but it was soft, curling low in your stomach.
You stood leaning against the glass door, your wet hair clinging to your temples, droplets falling onto the floor. “What?”
He pointed towards the street behind you, “The rain.”
Maybe it was your brain short-cutting, but you didn’t understand what he meant… like at all. Your brows furrowed, and you repeated your question. “What?”
“It’s this thing I do to spark sales. Trap the costumers inside.”
“You make it rain?”
He chuckled at his own joke, incredibly stupid, but also numbingly cute, “Yeah, I find rain-dances to be very affective.”
It made you kind of mad that this guy had a captivating personality on top of his unfair looks. It would’ve honestly been better if he was just a dumb, stupid idiot, sleeping around town. But he made you laugh… and made you buy unnecessarily amounts of items from his store.
Was he a good salesman? No… not necessarily. But he was so damn flirty that you thought he might marry you if you watched the Star Trek chronicles.
And now, at your grown age of twenty fucking years old, your bookshelf is short of books and filled to the brim with Jungkook’s movie recommendations. It might be embarrassing, but it has become a weekly ritual. Every Saturday, you stop by his shop, return last week’s watch and pick up a new one.
“Now, how was it?” he leans forward, bracing his elbows on the counter. His eyes smize at you, trying to read the expression on your face.
You almost can’t answer because of how close he is. Even though you’ve known each other for five years, he still has this weird hold on you, and you have to clear your throat before you speak. “I liked that the bad guy’s name was Lord Humungus.”
He presses his lips together, his lip ring getting caught in the motion, and his eyebrows rise high on his forehead. “Yeah?” he nods, teasingly, and you want to go home and puke and cry. “That’s all… or…?”
The chuckle he lets out brushes against your face… yeah, he’s that close, and your brain short-circuits. Your eyes dart down to your hands, where the VHS tape dangles from your fingers, and you slide it across the counter. “It was better than the first one.”
“I told you it worked as a stand-alone, you didn’t have to bore yourself with the first,” he smirks, the smile tugging on only one side of his lips, bearing just a bit of his bunny-teeth.
You shrug, “I like to make up my own opinions, thanks.”
“And how’s that working out for you?”
It might be a bizarre way to describe it, but his voice is laced with sex. Constantly. Like there’s always some hidden innuendo behind his words. And with the way he’s leaning forward, his biceps straining through the fabric of his navy uniform-tee, your mind runs laps, completely fogging and erasing every word you try uttering. So you just roll your eyes, trying to act casual.
“Sorry if I don’t love macho-car-movies,” you scoff, letting your hands slip away from the counter only to tremble nervously at your sides. It’s like your whole body is vibrating just by being near him, and this isn’t anything new. It’s always been like that. He’s just that charming.
Jungkook hums, nodding slowly before narrowing his eyes, a wondering look appearing on his face. Just to not seem like a lost sheep, you copy his facial expression and glower right back at him.
“Mhm,” he bites down on the inside of his cheek, his eyes skimming over your face before traveling lower. You have to compose yourself, shifting a bit in your stance, trying not to burst into flames. Jungkook takes his time before he speaks, finally locking with your eyes again. “You’d watch anything I tell you to, right?”
Holy mother of god. Of course you nod. Because you’re an idiot, and you’re certain your voice is going to crack halfway through your answer. And when Jungkook smirks at your obvious flustered state of being, your pulse spikes. His tongue flicks over the metal in his mouth, inherently seductive, even if it isn’t intended to be, and you think you might have to go cry in the backroom.
Then, without a word, he backs off from the counter and turns to the shelf behind him. He skims over the many cassettes in front of him, searching for something without speaking. You swallow behind him, finally freed from his captivating gaze, forced to stare at the way his back muscles move in waves underneath his tee while he stretches tall before the shelf.
His tattooed arm reaches out for a tape high above him, but it hesitates before it once again falls back to his side, “It’s here somewhere…”
You try waiting patiently for him to find whatever movie he’s looking for, but you can’t help yourself. Your gaze drifts, drops actually, and lands on his butt… unfortunately. It’s tightly hidden underneath his dark-washed jeans, accompanied by a pair of strong thighs. Such a nice and perky butt. Your head tilts a bit, taking in the view, if you’d like, tucking your bottom lip between your teeth.
It’s a shame that this is the exact moment Jungkook gives up on his search and turns abruptly. Your eyes widen, and you flinch, hoping he didn’t just see the way you were drooling over the chiseled shape of his ass.
But instead of commenting on your awkwardness, he drops to the ground, crouching down on the floor to inspect the hallow counter which contains several more blockbusters.
He grunts and groans while his fingers flick through the options, never landing on his target.
“Digging for gold?” you tease, boldly leaning over the counter to look at him. He doesn’t even meet your gaze, he just keeps searching, his eyebrows curled together in a knot on his forehead.
“Give me a second.”
You hear him pulling out a large cardboard box, watching over as his muscles tense as he drags it forward. And with a grunt, he lifts it, getting up on his feet and dropping it onto the counter. As you peek over the edge of it, you see it’s filled to the brim with identical black CD-covers, just with different scribblings on the side.
Jungkook’s slender fingers brush over the covers, flipping through the countless pieces until he finally grabs ahold of one. The one with the title Memento poorly written in white marker on the edge.
“Ah, there you are.” He pulls out the piece from the pool of covers while letting out a sigh of relief. “Thought I’d lost her.”
You lift your chin, looking over at Jungkook who is seemingly lost in his own little world that only contains him and this very neutral tape. “Memento?”
“It’s fucking great.” His eyes dart up, meeting yours, and you almost chuckle at the way they light up. It’s such a cute thing for a guy to have a hobby, to be in love with something. That is of course if you look past the excruciating mansplaining that follows. “A man with short term memory loss—so the entire movie is shot backwards. From end to beginning. You learn the plot with him, it’s insane. He uses these post-it notes to keep track of time, place and faces. Revolutionary, I’ve neve—”
“Shush,” you rip the cover from his hands, cutting off his monologue. You know just how long he can go on if he’d like. There have been times where you’d wondered if he might be on the spectrum, given the fact that he’s constantly restless, and a complete nerd when he wants to, but you don’t like to dwell on that. It’s cute, and it obviously works for him, so you let him act a bit strange. “Let me find out for myself.”
“Mhm, brat.”
You nearly gush at the new nickname, your nostrils flaring as you breathe in deeply. Your hands fall to your sides, and you unconsciously sway a bit in your stance, not really sure if you want to end the interaction here, or if you want to stay, maybe fling yourself over the counter, straddle this man like a horse. The ladder might not be the best idea, so you start searching for coins that are buried deep in the tiny back pocket of your jeans, eager to get the hell out of this place.
“4.99?” you ask, as if you don’t already know the price. You’re here every week, so it really is etched in your memory. But so is everything he tells you.
Jungkook smirks, his gum-drop eyes narrowing, “On the house. Since Mad Max wasn’t really your thing.”
“Don’t be stupid, I’ll pay.”
“Keep your money, peach, I don’t want it.”
Ugh, you hate when he calls you that. Peach. It sounds like some awful pet name that your dad would call you. So you’d really like for him to stop, but the one time you asked him to, it seemingly just fueled him. So you pray that one day he might see you as someone other than this little girl who buys stuff from him without second guessing his opinion. Maybe he’ll one day see you as a woman. Yesss that would be good. And you already know what it is he loves to do with women. Half the moms in town has slept with him.
Jesus your mind is wandering. You scrunch your nose, trying to act affronted by his arrogance, when really your mind is running through every woman in town who has gotten the taste of him. The jealousy blooming inside you is like a kid’s rage when they’re not allowed candy on a weekday. Why can’t you also have nice things?
“Fine, but I’ll repay you if I love it.”
“Deal,” he nods, his large hand reaching out before him, gesturing for you to shake it, “And don’t worry, peach. You’ll love it.”
Your entire apartment smells of butter and salt as you wait for the microwave’s timer to drop. There’s not a lot you know about this movie, but popcorn is always a good idea, so you’re hoping it won’t be too disturbing, ruining your appetite.
The CD is waiting for you inside the player, all you need to do is pad over your floor, sink down into the couch cushions and press play on your remote.
You’ve already brushed off all other plans for the night, your friends scolding you for throwing your life away only to watch some mediocre movie to please Jungkook. “You’re a source of income, you buy everything from him.”
Hah, bet they’ll be sorry when they hear you actually got this one for free. Mhm. Or maybe not. It’s been five years… it’s the least he could do.
The timer dings. Yey, showtime. You open the microwave door, the warm and salty smell travels through the air and settles deep within you. You grab the paper bag, tearing it open with a quick tug. Now you’re ready.
The cushions give in the moment your body meets the couch, and you immediately melt with them, sinking further and further down. You grab onto the soft, pink blanket that’s thrown carelessly over the armrest, and pull it over your body, letting yourself get incredibly comfortable. Although this ritual, watching a movie every Saturday, cozying up in your living room, is supposedly ‘me time’… you know deep inside you do this for him. Your friends are right, you do want his approval. So you’re hoping you’ll like this. Let’s watch, shall we?
You stretch your arm out, reaching for the remote control, and you press play.
The screen stays black for a moment. No music, no production mark. Weird. You wait for a moment, resting your head back on the soft cushion behind you. Still nothing plays. Mhm, maybe he gave you an empty disk? Or maybe your TV is broken?
You’re about to press play again, wondering if you maybe hit a wrong button the first time… when your whole body freezes.
The tape starts rolling, but it’s not Memento. Or, it possibly can’t be. That would be too bizarre. Because what plays on the screen is an amateur video… of Jungkook. Seemingly at home, staring straight into the camera, so close that his face blocks all surroundings. All you see is the concentration on his face as he fumbles with the record button, his eyes wide and searching.
You chuckle. Cute, he misplaced the CD. But what’s not so cute is when Jungkook moves out of frame.
Ho-ly-shit.
Your jaw actually drops, your mouth hanging wide open as you take in what’s playing on the television before you. Jesus fucking christ. When Jungkook is out of sight, you realize the camera is placed in his bedroom, and the sight has you gasping for air, your hand flying to cover your mouth. Because on his bed, there lies a girl… in only her underwear.
“Am I in the frame?” she asks gently, looking up at Jungkook who is still out of sight, her eyes doe-like and glistening. Pure seduction.
“Mhm,” Jungkook hums, and finally he moves forward, ushering for her to move further down the bed to make room for him by her side. And you think you might actually cry when he’s back on camera.
Walking into frame, the sight of him has your eyes widening, the hand covering your mouth slowly dragging down your chin. Leaving you gaping.
Jungkook is completely naked. Butt-ass-naked. On camera. And fully erect, that is. He walks over to the bed, eyes locked with the girls’, his large hands hanging by his side.
It’s not a modest sight. He looks absolutely insane. His shoulders broad, arms straining with veins and muscle, while his torso is rather lean, a small waist accompanied by a set of washboard abs. But that’s not really what steals your breath away. Because as he’s completely naked, your eyes immediately go to his abdomen. His hips are beautifully defined, his thighs chiseled and muscular, and his cock. Well, that’s just unfair.
He’s huge when erect, thick and heavy, the tip of him a beautiful, deep red, and as he moves closer, you see the leaking precum that drips from him, running down his veiny shaft.
You immediately pause the video, too stunned to do anything else, but that doesn’t really help as the still-frame of Jungkook’s heavy cock and deep, lust filled eyes continues to show on screen. So you turn the whole television off instead.
The screen flatlines, and you’re left frozen on the couch.
What on gods green earth did you just watch. And why the fuck did Jungkook give this to you. It has to be a mistake. He couldn’t possibly know he gave you this? It’s just a horrible fail, he misplaced the CD. Put it in the wrong cover. What the hell, you don’t even know how to make this sound reasonable.
Your eyebrows have almost reached your hairline, and your mouth still hangs wide open. The popcorn by your side remains untouched. Because you just simply can’t bring yourself to indulge in a snack right now, as you think you might vomit. Not because you’re disgusted… it’s the other way around actually. What you just saw has you feeling dizzy, a low, curling sensation building low in your stomach… and that’s what you find disturbing.
He probably never intended for anyone to ever see this, and here you are, on a Saturday, all snuggled up on your couch, watching his homemade porno.
You can’t be doing this. Let’s stop here. Here, but no further. You inhale deeply, straightening your posture as your torso lifts slowly from the couch, resting your elbows on your knees. The curling pleasure in your stomach has turned into a deep and horrific realization that this is such an invasion of privacy that you should probably be locked up for good. Even though you never intended to watch this, you still did, and you feel evil.
The black screen stares back at you. Your pulse thunders in your eardrums, you can practically hear your heart leaping out of your chest. As you reach for the remote, optioning to press ‘retract disk’, you stop. Something inside you stills. An evil thought forms.
This is like the marshmallow test. A kid with an unlimited access to a big bowl of marshmallows, which is in your case a recording of Jungkook finding his own release. Okay. Dilemma. Do you stop here, tell him about the mistake, return the tape immediately. You should. You definitely should.
Or do you continue? He won’t know just how much of it you saw…
You’ll obviously return it. Apologize. You check the small watch standing on the coffee table. It reads 7:32. The shop closes at eight. Okay. You have plenty of time. You just need to see what you’re dealing with here. Right?
You’re evil. But it’s impossible, it’s like having a gold mine before you, no one to stop you, not a single person in sight telling you for the love of god, woman, get a grip.
Your fingers curl around the remote… before you ultimately press ON — play — fast forward.
The screen turns back on, the recording forwards in quick frames, and you shut one eye as if that blocks out your shame and guilt. You land on a still that seems inviting. The girl, on all fours, Jungkook propped up behind her.
His hand comes up to his mouth. He sucks in his cheeks before spitting out a glob of saliva, moving his glistening fingers to the girl’s heat, which is perched in the air before him. Jungkook looks down at the view, gliding his fingers through her folds, immediately having her cry out with pleasure.
“Sshhh, baby, not yet. Want you crying on my dick.”
You shudder at the sound of his voice through the crispy speaker, his tone teasing with a hint of frustration. Your lips press together as you watch him line himself up, the girl’s face crinkling before it falls forward, burying her head in the pillow.
He thrust inside her with a grunt, his mouth falling open with a strained moan as he’s balls deep inside her. She whines a muted scream into the pillow, her fists clenching around the sheets. He’s probably too big for her.
Jungkook chuckles at her pleasure-filled misery, starting out with deep and slow grinds before pounding into her. The sounds are wile, having you turn down the volume with embarrassment, afraid your neighbors might tune in. Your jaw is practically on the floor as you watch Jungkook’s facial expressions. He’s smiling. His eyebrows curl together on his forehead as he plunges forward, retreating shallowly just to snap his hips against her ass once again.
Jesus. You press your legs together, trying to fight the obvious burn in your abdomen. Suddenly, your breath catches.
Jungkook looks up from the view of his cock driving into the girl’s heat… and his eyes lock with yours. Well, not yours, but he stares back at the camera, his nostrils flaring as he breathes in and out.
This just got increasingly more embarrassing. You’re indulging in something that feels very illegal here, so can he please look away? As if he’s watching you through the screen, your throat tightens. You can’t bring yourself to look away, it’s like a car crash. You can’t not stare at it. Your eyes flick from his face, to the way the muscles of his torso tighten with every snap of his hips. His palms run over the curve of her ass before it comes down to smack hard, causing her to tip her head back with a yelp. She’s so lost in pleasure that she can’t even talk.
But he does… and your brain-activity cuts short.
“Feel dirty?”
Huh? You still at his words.
He speaks again, grunts actually, “Filthy girl, wishing this was you.”
Oh my god. He’s talking to the viewer. He’s looking directly at the camera and speaking to you. Or whoever’s watching this. This was intended to be seen. Oh my god. Insert viewer porn.
You’re very certain this wasn’t for you to see, but someone was in mind when making this. Jungkook’s fingers curl around her hips as he drives harder and harder and harder into her cunt, the sound of skin on skin almost blocking out his next words.
“Wish it was my dick instead of your tiny, little fingers?” he growls, wincing as the girl wrapped around him clenches, milking him as he pounds into her. His words are stolen from him for just a second, before he bites down on his lips, continuing. “Still want you to cum for me, baby, want you to cum all over yourself.”
Help, you’ve probably fast-forwarded a bit too far into the tape, you didn’t know you were supposed to be touching yourself. Yeah, you won’t be doing that. It would just feel all too wrong.
You shift a bit in your seat, breath hitching as you feel how sensitive you’ve grown to any form of friction that brushes against your body. Jesus, you should turn this off, it has gotten really strange. Jungkook keeps looking directly at the camera, and although his eyes show nothing but need and desire, you kind of feel as though you’re being judged.
His moves turn frantic, and you realize the girl bent before him climaxes, screaming out, calling out his name in a row of desperate whines. This just fuels him to keep going, now forgetting all about the camera, his eyes darting down to her ass while his cock disappears inside her again and again and again.
He’s about to come. Your eyes widen as you see his face turn flushed, the sounds he releases being nothing short of grunted whimpers, desperate to find his own release. It’s fucking overwhelming, watching as the girl goes limp before him, listening to the sinful yet beautiful noises he’s producing.
Again you repeat here, but no further.
The remote has been resting in your soft grip ever since you turned the TV back on, and with a subtle press of your thumb — the screen goes black.
Okay. What you just saw might’ve just ruined your relationship on every level. You just electrocuted your tiny and insignificant bond, hoping it might spark something inside you. It did… but that only makes everything worse. And, sorry, are we just brushing over the fact that he’s making porn on his free time?
You’re quite overwhelmed, every forming thought being overpowered by another, more horrific one. But what you wish the strongest, is for this to just be a mistake. For you to be the idiot in this situation, sitting through about ten minutes of Jungkook’s sextape. Not for him to gift you this… knowing what’s on the disk, knowing you’re going home to watch him get his dick wet. That’s a whole other layer to this very weird scene that you don’t really want to take into consideration right now.
All you know is that his shop closes in about twenty minutes, and you can’t let this tape marinade in your video player. You’re going to have to return it, and that is tonight.
You feel like you’re about to melt with the snow that creaks underneath your boots. The CD-cover is buried in the pocket of your coat, burning its way into the fabric like some constant reminder of what an awful human being you are.
You’ve already thought over the conversation. You are to tell him about the mix-up, apologize, and sadly never show your face again. The two of you have had a good run, but it’s over now. There’s no way in hell you’ll be able to ‘casually’ rent a dvd from him every week when all you can picture is his face when he’s about to… jesus, let’s not even go there.
Why did you do it — why, why, why, you stupid meatball of a woman. Why did you have to let your curiosity get the best of you?
You can see him through the windows of the store as you cross the street. He’s alone (thank god), so it’ll be less humiliating for you to admit the horrible mishap. Your breath leaves in a fog as you exhale, your mouth shaping itself in an ‘o’ as you reach the glass door. You inspect Jungkook, who stands behind the counter with a pen perched between his fingertips as he notes down whatever on a piece of paper.
Let’s do this. It won’t be that awful. You’re a grown woman, you can own up to your mistakes.
“I’m sorry!”
Jesus. The apology sort of just tumbles out of you as you push the door open, mingling with the overhead bell that notifies your arrival. You’re not sure if yelling out that you’re sorry is the best way to start this conversation, but it’s too late to take it back now. Even though you want nothing more than to grab the exclaim by its neck and shove it back down your throat.
Jungkook’s gaze lifts along with his eyebrows, staring over at you as you stand covered in snow at his doorstep. It hits you that this is sort of similar to your first official meet, you drenched in bad weather at the door, Jungkook unbothered and dry behind the cashier. Oh how you miss those times, when you were just a girl with a stupid crush, blissfully unaware. Nostalgia will be the death of you.
As you haven’t really gotten to the next part of your apology, Jungkook clears his throat, his eyebrows forming in a confused knot high on his forehead, “You’re sorry?”
“I’m sorry!” you repeat, fully entering his shop, hurrying over to Jungkook while leaving sad and wet little footprints behind you. It seems to amuse him that you’re completely out of breath and quite frankly horrified, as he tongues his cheek watching the way you rush over to him. You tuck a few loose strands of hair behind your ears, ignoring the way your cheeks flush when fully exposed — even though it’s probably due to your mortification, you can brush it off as you going red by the cold.
You stop a few steps before the counter, chest heaving underneath your coat, and now that you’re here… you’ve forgotten your prepared monologue. What the hell, you know the basics of it. Let’s just give it a try.
“Euh—uh…” you stutter, now realizing you have no idea how to actually tell him this while looking him dead in the eyes. Hello, Jungkook, yes, it is true — I did in fact watch you pound away at some girl I don’t know. Yes, I could have turned it off, yes I realize that now. No, I don’t have any manners.
Jungkook frowns before you. Maybe he’s wondering if you slipped on ice on your way over, if you maybe cracked your skull open and that small bits and pieces of your consciousness is slowly seeping out of you. He crosses his arms loosely and leans over the counter, resting on his forearms. “Ah, I see,” he teases, grinning at the way your mouth hangs open.
This is getting more embarrassing by the minute. You try snapping out of it, putting one hand out in front of you, a flat palm. Okay here it goes.
“You gave me the wrong tape.”
Your shoulders slump the moment the words leave you, finally ridding you of the heavy burden. All you hope is that he might not ask about the tape, that he’ll take it back, maybe watch over it in private, realize his mistake and then not wonder why you’re not returning to his shop.
Because you quite frankly can’t ever set foot in here after what you just watched, not when all you can picture is the way his eyebrows crease when the girl wrapped around him pulsates, spasms, sucking him dry. Fuck, it was beautiful, but oh so inappropriate. So wildly inappropriate. You can’t ever see him the same way. Not that he was some virgin Mary before this, you’ve always known what kind of guy he was. But knowing he makes his own pornos just makes it absolutely impossible for you to keep your cool around him.
Jungkook bites down on his bottom lip, letting your words sink in. The piercing catches between his teeth, making a small clicking sound that cuts right through the unbearable silence that fills his shop. Pursing his lips, examining you, he prepares to speak. “Mhm, did I?”
“Yeah,” you say, taking another step forward. You fish out the CD-cover buried in your pocket, handing it to Jungkook once you’re close enough to reach him. He doesn’t grab for it, so instead you place it down on the counter, trying not to look at it. It’s just this little black, plastic item — something that has managed to ruin your life (or so it seems like). “I just—I’m sorry. I wanted to return it as fast as I could.”
He stares at you for a moment before reaching for the tape, fingers curling around the plastic then picking it up. You’re kind of weirded out by this. He doesn’t ask any questions, nor does the contains of the tape you watched seem to matter to him. Instead, his eyes skim over the cover’s back for a second, before he puts it down again and shoves it out of sight.
“That’s too bad, huh?” His eyes meet yours again, and you almost faint. There’s this sparkle in them, a flash of glisten that disappears the moment he blinks. His eyebrows raise just a tad on his forehead, giving him just a teeny tiny pleading look. Alright, this has to be intentional — he knows what effect he has on women.
You can’t deal with him anymore. It was fine before, when it was just a stupid crush. But it’s slowly turning into something else, something shameful. You want him so bad that you could cry, because there is no way in hell he would ever lay a hand on a girl like you. And now you’ve seen all of him — every admirable inch of him. There’s no way you can keep him in your life without going insane.
Your lips curl into a thin line, and just as you’re about to speak, Jungkook cuts you off.
“Is there anything I could do for you?”
Quite frankly, no. You just need to be left alone, honestly. Curl up underneath your covers and die of embarrassment and lust. So you shake your head, trying to get out of this shop as quickly as possible. You don’t want the actual movie you rented, you just wanted to return the faulted one and flee the crime scene.
“No-no,” you say, waving a hand in front of you. “There really isn’t. Again, I’m sorry.”
You haven’t told him what the CD contains, but he’ll find out eventually. And there is absolutely no way that you’ll be here when that time comes. You have to get out of here. This didn’t really go as planned, you apparently don’t have enough courage to own up to your mistake. But you’ve returned the tape nonetheless, so your mission is complete.
You give Jungkook an almost believable smile, and prepare to walk off. Your feet are about to send you off, and you turn away from Jungkook, setting out on your journey to the door — when you feel a tug on your coat.
Jungkook has wrapped his fingers in the soft fabric, tugging on your back, keeping you from leaving. Reaching for you over the counter.
Neither of you speak for a moment, you just still the moment you feel resistance. Your chest heaves, you have no idea what’s going on, why he’s holding you back. It’s almost like all the air in your lungs in ripped from you, and when you hear his voice, your knees almost buckle.
“Are you sure there’s nothing you want me to do?”
You can’t see his face, but his voice is enough to send you over the edge. It’s a low purr, but you also detect some worry. He can’t possibly be that sorry for lending you the wrong tape. It would at least make him great with costumers, but it can’t just be that. Oh god. He can’t possibly know… can he?
“W-what?” you ask, still not turning to face him. You just stare straight ahead at the snow that falls outside the window, the glass door. And Jungkook’s hand stays knotted in your coat, making it impossible for you to move.
“Come on…” he rasps, tugging you closer. Your feet stumble backwards, but you still don’t turn, honestly just because you don’t dare to. Looking him in his beautiful eyes right now might make you jump over that counter and fling your arms over his shoulders. So you stand still, your lower back meeting the edge of the counter. And after a while, after you’ve gotten used to the way Jungkook’s breath keeps brushing against the back of your head, he speaks again. “I know you like me.”
Mary mother of christ. There it is. He knows. Of course he knows — how could you be so stupid? You’ve been pining after him for almost a decade. How could he not know?
Goosebumps bloom on the back of your neck and your breathing turns shallow. This can really only mean one thing.
He didn’t give you the wrong tape.
You slip from his hand, turning abruptly, looking at him with wide and frightened eyes. For some reason, you can’t control your breathing. Your chest moves in heaves, and every sentence you try forming in your head dies on its way out. His nostrils flare before you, and as if you’re not having a hard enough time breathing, Jungkook’s eyes roam over your body, taking in your state of shock.
“Wha—what?” you repeat, still not sure any of this is real. Because how can it be. It’s straight out of a very weird and long porno. Fitting, given the tape he’s gifted you.
“Look—I’m sorry about the video,” he starts, running stressed fingers through his hair. You’ve never seen him like this, it’s out of character for him to not be teasing or mocking you. But he’s allowed to be nervous, as he has just confirmed to renting you a porno of himself. That has to be some sort of felony. When he’s done messing up his hair, he places his hands flat on the counter, chuckling at his own words. “I just—I don’t know. Thought you needed a push.”
“Needed a push?” You stick your neck out, baffled and not really sure if you just heard right. Was this an attempt to seduce you? In what messed up world would that work? “I’m sure you could’ve thought of some other way to wring the truth out of me.”
Jungkook shrugs, keeping his eyed glued to yours. “Sure. But I wanted you to see what I could do to you.”
Your pulse drops, and it almost feels as if someone has spilled a bucket of ice water down your neck. Oh my god, this has to be some kind of joke. Maybe he’s recording this too, and that he might just be a very messed up guy. Because never in your twenty years of living would you have thought that Jeon Jungkook could ever come onto you. Especially not like this.
For some reason, you can’t speak. But your face gets embarrassingly warm, your cheeks heating up and doing absolutely nothing to hide just how flustered you are. You try cooling it off, letting your knuckles meet the warm skin, not even caring how stupid it looks.
“Also,” Jungkook tilts his head, smiling at you. You immediately avoid his eyes, looking down at his hands instead, the thick, silver ring that’s wrapped around his left thumb. He notices, bending a bit down trying to search for your eyes. “It’s fun making you blush like this.”
“You’re—” you start, blushing even more when he points it out. Trying to recover some kind of bravery, you jerk your neck, flaring your nostrils. “This is insane behavior.”
“Romeo killed himself for Juliet—I would argue I’m not insane enough.”
You instantly frown, very taken aback by this absurd analogy. “Are you seriously comparing you giving me porn—your own porn—to Romeo and Juliet?”
“Yeah,” he says dead serious while straightening his posture. His eyes sparkle in your direction, and you gulp as you keep getting lost in them. He has apparently lost his damn mind… but it seems it might be because of you. That can’t be right.
“I'm sorry—but are we just brushing over the fact that you make your own porn?” Your eyebrows crease so bad it's actually hurting, but you can't for the life of you understand what on earth is going on.
Jungkook scratches the back of his head. “It was—it's something I do for fun—sometimes!” he tries explaining, tumbling over his own words. “I'd never do that to you—I just thought giving you the tape might open your eyes. Show you what I bring to the table.”
What a crazy mindset. Also, you already know what he brings to the table — every girl in town knows. He could’ve just told you ‘hey, I like you’ and it probably wouldn’t have been as strange.
As you part your lips, preparing to speak, your words are ripped from you. Because the moment your words are about to leave you, Jungkook decides to move. He takes a step back from the counter, eyes never leaving you, and starts making his way around, fingertips tracing the flat surface. The veins on his forearm strain against his skin as he moves, as his arm stretches, follows where he goes. And in a matter of no time, he manages to snake around the counter and take his first steps towards you.
There’s nothing else for you to do but tumble backwards, not knowing if its all because you’re trying to keep your distance from him or if it’s your brain subconsciously keeping you from making a stupid decision — keeping you from flinging yourself over Jungkook’s neck.
“I swear I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable,” he stresses, slowly walking towards you. “And I know it was a crazy gesture—but the thing is… I kinda am crazy about you.”
You stop in your tracks, letting him close up on you. Your throat clogs as you hear his confession, a row of words you’ve only encountered in your dreams. Maybe you’re dumb and naive, but you’ve been so insatiably in love with him for these past years that the thought of him maybe feeling the same way has your vision blurring.
What snaps you back to reality is the tape, the way he spoke. How he carries himself, the fact that every girl in town has gotten a taste of him. He must be calculated. This isn’t a love confession — this is a damn ploy.
“That’s not funny,” you say, nostrils flaring.
He’s close enough to touch you now, but he doesn’t. Instead, he stops before you, eyes skimming over your flushed face, moving from one eye to the other before settling on your lips for way too long. He takes a deep breath, one that has his shoulders lifting with the large intake. “I’m not trying to be funny, peach.”
That fucking nickname. Just this once, you wish he might’ve been able to drop it… just this once.
His fingers twitch with restraint at his sides, and his tongue brushes past his lips as his eyes are still fixed on your mouth. “If you think I’m just saying all this to win you over—do you really think I’d wait this long?”
“Uh, n-no,” you stutter, and your voice comes out more strained than you hoped, almost like every word you’re trying to say hurts in your throat.
One second passes, and without noticing at first, you see Jungkook’s hand lift. His palm comes to cup your cheek, his ring-covered thumb brushing against your warm skin. Your breathing comes out ragged, and your eyes flick over his face like a deer-caught-in-headlights. Trying to ease you, Jungkook brushes a loose strand of hair behind your ear, caressing your skin along the way.
“That tape was just a snivel of what I’d do to you if you let me.”
Oh god, maybe you’re in over your head here. You know you want this, that you want nothing less, but as you’ve established — Jungkook is crazy. And this might just be Jungkook’s brilliant way with words, but every single nerve in your body is tuned to him, and you find yourself glued to the floor, unable and not wanting to move.
Just dive in without thinking. Allow yourself this indulgence. You never do anything fun, you never take any fucking risks. So just take the leap.
You tip your chin up, better meeting his eyes, taking in a deep breath. “Then what’s stopping you?”
A small, devilish smile tugs on Jungkook’s lips, before they surge forward, colliding with yours without giving you a second to breathe. The metal in his mouth brushes against your bottom lip, the strength of his kiss urging for you to open your mouth for him, bare him your tongue.
You do so without thinking, inviting him in, letting the wet muscle of his tongue roll against yours in an addictive dance, while his hand shoves your face harder against his. You’re on your tippy-toes now, stretching as far as possible to reach his mouth. He chuckles against your kiss, but not for long, not when he hears how your breathing has slowed and a small moan escapes you. Because it unfurls something in him, and soon enough his free hand moves to your waist, pulling you closer to him.
He groans at the feel of your thick coat against his chest, probably eager to rip it the fuck off, but trying to keep his cool nonetheless. It doesn’t work all that well. “Is it that cold out?”
His words aren’t teasing this time, he actually seems more furious. So you immediately find it funny, smiling still when he keeps kissing your stretched lips. “What, you don’t like my coat?”
“Hate it, actually,” he purrs, nudging your face away with his forehead just so he can latch onto your neck. You shiver the moment his lips meet your jugular, the wetness of them sending sparks all the way to your fingertips. He licks and sucks as if to mark you, while the hand on your waist takes on a new road, coming to fiddle with the top button of your coat.
You giggle as the button resists, catching in the soft fabric, refusing to give in. As Jungkook hears this, he retracts from your neck, straightening his posture to look at you with narrow eyes.
“Oh, we’re laughing, are we?” He tilts his head, giving you just a teeny tiny smile that’s almost unnoticeable. His lips have gone slightly red, a bit swollen, giving him a disheveled look that’s enough for you to lose your damn mind. You pout, looking up at him with wide and unknowing eyes, trying to lure his lips back to yours, but instead you feel his hand move from your button. “Laugh, again—I dare you.”
In one easy motion both his hands grab ahold of the back of your thighs underneath the long coat, and without struggle he manages to lift you, wrapping you around his waist. Your breath hitches, the fabric of your coat rides up, and you instinctively fold your knees around his torso, steading yourself. And as the small breath of air leaves you, Jungkook swallows it with another kiss.
It's like you’re nothing in his arms with the way he so easily handles you. He manages to turn, walk further into the store, still lavishing you in openmouthed and wet kisses. Your arms have wrapped around his neck, and soon enough your fingers are tangled in his silky hair, brushing through the strands that form the rough mullet. Until you remember something crucial.
“W-waitwaitwait—” you hiss against his lips, retracting to look him in the eyes. They haven’t gone heavy lidded like you’re used to when lathering boys in kisses, Jungkook’s eyes have actually doubled in size, it seems. He stares back at you with two black, glistening voids, wondering why you’re cutting his pleasure short. You raise your eyebrows, because the door remains unlocked. And you’re not so sure if you’re all that keen on going at it with Jungkook while someone could just simply walk in without restraint. “The door?”
Jungkook chuckles as he keeps moving both your bodies across the room, walking past shelves, different sections, until he stops for a second. “There’s another door here, peach.”
And just like that, almost like it magically appeared with his words, he pushes open a door — already slightly ajar — with the tip of his boot, a door which seems to lead to the backroom. It’s filled with boxes, shelves. It’s just a mess, honestly. And without any further words, Jungkook turns the lock and walks to one of the shorter CD-shelves, propping you up on it.
Your feet barely dangle above the floor, and you immediately miss the feel of his lips once he leaves you. Needy as you are, you reach for his shirt, trying to pull him back, but he stops you right away.
“I’m gonna need that coat on the floor before anything else.”
Fuck.
You were honestly hoping it wouldn’t come to this. Maybe that he would let you sleep with him fully dressed.
It’s not because you’re self-conscious in any way, you’re actually quite proud of your figure. No, this is way worse. Because underneath your coat lies a dark secret: Your horrible sense of style when it comes to lounging around at home.
To be honest, you thought you’d spend the night all alone. Well, it’s movie night, so you usually do spend it alone, on your couch, with soda stains on your chest. But you set out on a quest tonight — honestly just to return the tape and never see Jungkook again. You didn’t think he’d be undressing you by the end of the meet, so you didn’t bother to change your clothes… which now you realize was a grand mistake.
You look up at Jungkook with wide and pleading eyes, “May the coat stay on?”
He just frowns in response before taking matters into own hands, lunging forward and shutting you up with a kiss so harsh your lips might bruise. Jungkook sucks down on your bottom lip, causing you to let out a soft moan in his mouth as he distracts you from the way he’s roughly tearing open your coat, not caring if the buttons rip at the seams. Suddenly, the coat hangs open, and with a begrudging lift of your hips, you let him slip it off your frame.
Your hands come up to cup his neck, the hair that grows long there, forcing him to not look down. But he does anyways… and stops completely.
His hands rest by your waist, and his eyes roam over your body, eyebrows creasing with something that might read as disgust, or maybe just utter confusion.
“What the hell are you wearing?” he scoffs, skimming over your outfit. Rightfully so, because what the hell are you wearing?
It’s embarrassing, but it’s comfortable. And you don’t care if you stain it. You tread it over your body the minute you get home, you always make sure to wash it before going to bed just so you’ll be able to wear it again the day after. We are of course speaking of your Snoopy-suit.
Weird name, yes, but there’s no other way to describe it. Because it is a Snoopy-suit. A white sweater with tiny nightgown-Snoopy-figurines all over, everywhere, no inch left uncovered — with a pair of matching sweatpants. The text on your chest reads ‘Sleepy Snoops’. We won’t even get into what’s written on your ass.
You part your lips, but no sound comes out, which has Jungkook frowning ugly in front of you. With minimal strength, you shove at his chest. It does little, as he comes right back again, leaning forward while his palms rest on either side of you down on the shelf’s surface. The veins in his forearms pop as he rests his weight on them.
“Wha—well I didn’t think I’d be stripping when I got here!” You try defending yourself, but realize it still doesn’t answer Jungkook’s question. Because you quite frankly have no idea what it is that you’re wearing. Thankfully, Jungkook latches onto your words instead of keeping his attention glued to your outfit.
“You so did,” he chuckles, planting a soft kiss on your temple.
You keep trying to defend yourself while his kisses continue. “I didn’t!”
“Yeah-yeah, okay—I can’t have you wearing that, though.” He starts by letting one hand brush over your thighs, a move that immediately sends shivers down your spine and all the way to your cervix. Jesus, he must be a sorcerer. The hand keeps moving, fingers brushing underneath the hem of your sweater, lifting it slowly while still kissing you, lips moving down your neck, biting down on your skin as his fingers meets your stomach.
Eager to strip out of this god-awful outfit, you help him, reaching for the hem of your sweatshirt and giving it a quick tug. Jungkook’s hand replaces yours, and he lifts the fabric off your body, over your head, over your lifted arms, until it falls completely off and is thrown forgotten to the floor alongside your coat.
The moment you’re bared to him, he chuckles against your skin, pleased to know you’re not wearing a bra. His hand which is not holding onto your waist comes to cup one of your soft breasts, rolling it in his palm where it fits so perfectly.
You mewl underneath his touch, back arching instinctively as he keeps kneading your breast with his warm palm. He steps in between your parted knees, the hand on your waist pulling you further into him, and the moment you meet his hips, you let out a breathy moan.
He’s straining against his jeans, a bulge so big it still surprises you, even though you’ve already seen all of him. You’ve seen every vein, every inch — just not up close. And the anticipation is killing you.
“Take the sweatpants off,” he breathes against your neck, now starting to move lower, kissing your collarbone, your chest, before his lips meet the gentle curve of your breast — the one not trapped in his palm.
In a hurried motion, your fingers find your waistband, and you rip the soft fabric off, lifting your hips and wiggling out of the pants, kicking off your boots along with the legs of your sweats. Thankfully, your panties aren’t atrocious as well, just a simple, white lace that you’re hoping to be rid of soon enough.
Jungkook grinds into you the second you lose the pants, breathing roughly against your skin when he feels your bare figure hug his frame the moment his hips roll forwards. His mouth moves lower, and after giving your already hard nipple a soft lick, he closes his mouth around it to suck down on it. The hand on your breast gives your skin a deep knead before brushing lower, letting his fingers play with the waistband of your panties, snapping the band against your hip.
“Kook—please,” you moan, eyes rolling to the back of your head when Jungkook’s tongue starts circling your nipple, flicking over the nub, coating it in his spit. “Don’t hold back with me.”
He groans against you, running the tip of his tongue back and forth over your hard nipple, “Couldn’t even if I wanted to.”
His fingers move from the waistband, and in a motion so sudden his palm cups your wetness, squeezing tight, feeling how you’re dripping through the lace fabric. Your breath hitches, and your head lolls back as the friction of his hand cupped so tightly against your clothed cunt. Chasing his touch, your hips buck forward, a move which steals a hummed laughter from him.
Your completely soaked through. There’s no inch of lace left untouched by your wetness, and the fabric clings to you like a second skin. You’re so wet it almost embarrassing, and every squeeze Jungkook’s large palm bestows upon you has you gasping for air.
He sucks down on your nipple, releasing it with a slick pop. “Fuck, you’re soaked through,” he almost whispers, his breath against your breast sending sparks through your body.
“Mm-hm,” you hum in agreement, a needy sound you try repressing as you bite down on your bottom lip. But it doesn’t work that well, especially not when Jungkook runs a single finger all the way from your core to your clit, which both are spasming underneath the drenched lace. Your forehead drops to Jungkook’s shoulder for some kind of support, but suddenly the surface is removed. Because Jungkook has taken on a new path.
Tracing your bare torso in wet kisses, he makes his way down, both hands now coming to tug on the waistband of your panties, ripping it of in one go with the help of a compliant lift of your hips.
“Have been dreaming of this,” he purrs, “… for so fucking long.”
His palms slowly spread your knees apart, thumbs pressing into the supple skin of your inner thigs, and you feel it like a pulse in your core. You almost can’t think straight, seeing him on his knees between your legs. Although he might be teasing — you actually have been dreaming of this. And now that it’s finally happening, every nerve in your body feels ignited.
As you let out a small whimper, Jungkook’s eyes flick up, catching yours from between your legs, and you swear your lungs collapse when he smirks, so slight it’s nearly imperceptible.
Still keeping eye contact, his knuckles brush the slick that’s already coating your folds. Your eyebrows crease at the touch, and your mouth falls open without letting any sound release, just a row of desperate breaths. He lets his fingers stretch, the pads of them trailing down your slit, feeling the way your juices cling to him. It’s a sight he can’t keep away from.
His eyes dart down, now fixed on the sight of you bare and dripping. The way your clit pulsates, begging and needing to be touched. “Fuck,” he breathes. “Look at you.”
You’re too wet to be embarrassed, to fucking wrecked from the anticipation to be coy or smart. All you want is to audibly beg for him, but you still have some pride you’re hoping to keep intact. You’ll fuck him in the backroom of his shop, alright — but you’re not begging. Well, not yet, at least.
There’s apparently no need for you to beg this time, as the next thing you feel is Jungkook’s mouth pressing a kiss on your parted lips, right to your clit.
You immediately jolt forwards, the feel of his lips so unreal that stars start dancing in your vision. But he holds you back with his palms, and with a low rumble, he darts his tongue out, dragging an experimental lick through your folds. He parts them with ease, his tongue flat and broad, starting from the bottom and gliding all the way up to your clit. Your thighs shudder, but he still doesn’t let you move. His arms snake around your legs, pinning you down and locking you open for him.
“You taste so fucking good,” he purrs in between licks, the tip of his tongue circling your clit, flicking over it once or twice to feel the way your twitch in his grip. You throw your head back, a moan ripping from your throat as his sucks your clit into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it with obscene precision. The suction is gentle, at first, just enough to have your back arching and your fingers flying into his soft hair.
You feel the piercing in his lip move as he shifts, the cool of it slipping through your folds when he sucks down harder, tearing uncontrollable whines from you. Easing you after the harsh suction, he presses his tongue flat against your clit and rolls it, slow and so incredibly fucking skilled.
“Oh fuck—fuck, Jungkook—”
He only groans in response, the vibration of it traveling through your entire body. When he shifts his mouth again, you think you might black out. He locks eyes with you, his black marbles staring back up at you as a sly smile appears on his face. His tongue rapidly flicks up and down your clit, and just when he sees your eyes roll to the back of your head, he delves down wrap his lips around the nub, sucking tightly at it.
You can’t see shit. You don’t know if it’s your eyes who have retreated to your skull, or if it’s your vision blurring due to the intense pleasure — whatever it is, it’s too damn good to care about right now. And with the way he chuckles against your cunt, you bet your ass he’s watching your every reaction.
Because he loves it, he drinks it in. Every moan, every twitch of your hips, every grip of your fingers in his hair — he can’t get enough of it. Especially when he retracts, licking a fat stripe over your pulsating clit, and you let out a breathy whine, desperate for the orgasm he just teased you with.
Unapologetic and lost in deep pleasure, you look back down at him, eyebrows lifting and eyes widening. “I loved the tape you gave me,” you breathe, tugging gently on his hair.
“Yeah?” He smiles against your wetness, locking eyes with you as his licks turn slow and torturous. His lips have gone all shiny, his chin too, probably, although you can’t see it.
A smile tugs on your lips, and you nod, slowly starting to roll your hips against him, following the movement of his tongue. “Yeah,” you purr, your eyes fluttering shut every time Jungkook’s flat tongue moves over the most sensitive spot of your clit. “Loved seeing you. Your arms, your thighs, your dick.”
Your words come out breathy and seductive, egging him on. It works immediately, as he seals his lips around your clit, sucking down while his tongue messily laps over the nub. His spit and your slick mix together in a thick liquid that coats both him and your thighs, running down to the slit that parts your cheeks.
“Anything else?” He lets up from his sucking as his tongue explores you more deeply, slipping down to your entrance, circling it before slowly pushing inside.
Your entire body jerks. “Ah—yes!”
He starts shamelessly fucking you with his tongue in low, deep strokes, his nose pressed against your clit, his grip on your thighs tightening as you writhe against his face.
“I wished it was me—so bad Kook.” The words roll of your tongue, and you ramble mindlessly as his tongue curls inside you, his nose rubbing tightly over your clit. “Wished you’d fuck me just like that—fuck me until I can’t walk.”
He loves the sound of your breathy praise, loves the way you keep spasming whenever he hits the sweet-spot buried deep inside you. He knows exactly what it is you need. So he pulls his tongue out, licks his way back up and circles your clit again — but this time, his fingers join in.
You’re so wet and pliant you almost don’t notice them at first, but when he goes deeper, your eyes widen. There’s two of them, thick and lock, who push inside you so smoothly that your mouth drops open, a broken sound escaping you before you can stop it. His mouth doesn’t let up during the intrusion, his tongue flicks fast over your clit as his fingers curl inside you, exactly where you crave pleasure the most. Your walls pulsate around his digits the moment he teases the spot.
“Ah—fuck, right there—oh my god—” you pant, eyelids fluttering shut as he keeps stroking in rhythmic pulses, his mouth never leaving your clit. The combination is unbearable, and your hips involuntarily rock into his touch. You tug on his hair, pull him closer, and you feel the pleasure in your stomach starting to knot together. “Oh my god, Kook—I’m so close—”
Jungkook flicks his tongue faster, circles your clit tighter, until your vision wipes out, until your legs are shaking around his shoulders, your orgasm building so fiercely you can almost taste blood.
No one has ever known their way around your body this way, and you thank god for his previous experience, because with the way he’s working you over right now — there’s nothing else for you to do. His long fingers keep curling inside you, not even caring about the fact that your juices run down his palm, his wrist, coating his forearm. He instead hums in appreciation against your clit, wrapping his lips around it, his lip ring slipping inside your glistening folds, and he sucks down viscously on your clit like a starved animal.
“Fuck—Kook, I’m cu—” is all you’re able to get out before your orgasm hits you. Your legs quiver, your whole body breaks open against his mouth, your head lolls back and you cry out. You grind against his face because you simply can’t not, because you need him deeper, everywhere, you’re actually losing your mind in this orgasm. And Jungkook eats it up, literally. He moans into your climax, tongue lapping ever drop of arousal, fingers starting to pump in and out of you, meeting every grind of your hip.
Even when your thighs begin to twitch in overstimulation, he doesn’t stop. He slows, of course, but he stays, licking lazy strokes over your cunt as if he’s cleaning up his mess. And under his touch, your body is melting. You actually feel boneless, a trembling mess — who has also seemingly made a mess out of the boy between your legs.
His hair is a mess from your hands, his lips have gone red, swollen and shiny, and his chest heaves like he’s the one who just came. And when he feels you starting to tug harder on his hair, trying to pry him off your body, he lets up, giving a final peck to your clit. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hands, eyes never leaving yours. It doesn’t really help, his lips are still a wet mess, a mess he doesn’t seem to bother. His tongue darts out again, brushing over his lower lip, savoring the taste of you.
“Voila,” he jokes, bracing his hands on his thighs as his posture straightens.
You don’t even care that he’s being a cocky asshole now, all you want is for him to rid himself of those god damn clothes. It’s all you can think of when your vision comes back — how he’s still covered. How the tight tee he’s wearing hides his glorious figure from you, how his pants cage in the length and width of his. A cock so big your mouth is already watering.
Your voice comes out softer and a bit more embarrassing than you expect, “C-can you… take it off?”
Jungkook tilts his head, eyebrows lifting, being a little shit. “Take what off?”
You bite down on your bottom lip, eyes darting toward his still clothed body, toward the heavy bulge that’s straining visibly through the dark denim. Jungkook grins viciously when he notices your lingering and hopeful grin.
“Everything?” he asks, still in that oblivious and teasing tone that weirdly enough turns you on so much that a new wave of arousal seeps from you. You instinctively press your knees together, suddenly a bit self-conscious about being the only one butt-naked here. So you nod, shyly, letting him know you do want him to take everything off.
His hands move immediately, but his breath hitches and his mouth opens in a wide gape. Of course, teasing you. “Such a forward young girl,” he says as if he’s affronted by your demand. You just roll your eyes at him, even though you’re screaming internally.
He rises to his feet, towering over you with a frame so broad you gulp, his shoulders squared, hair falling into his eyes as he glances down at you with hunger. Eyes never leaving you, his fingers start moving to the hem of his tee. And it’s torture, the way he peels it off, revealing himself inch by inch. The fabric clings to his back as he pulls it over his head and tosses it aside.
Jesus fucking christ, it’s even better up close. A camera can’t possibly do such a man justice, the way he looks as if he’s sculpted by the gods. Sharp collarbones, thick chest, deep dips between every line of muscle, and somehow a lean waist. Unfair is what it is. And his inked up left arm is just too stunning, the way the tattoos curl around his biceps, his veins. Unfair.
Your gaze traces his torso, licking your lips subconsciously.
“Like what you see?” he asks, extremely cocky.
“Shush,” you say as you shake your head, hoping to might snap out of the weird horned up trance he has you in by just removing his tee.
He chuckles, dragging one hand down over his own stomach, flexing his abs. “Not something I usually show the customers. You’re getting some real special treatment here, peach.”
“I somehow don’t believe that,” you frown, trying your hardest not to laugh when he grunts, flexing even harder. He might be ridiculously hot, but he still can’t escape the idiocy that comes with being a boy.
His mouth opens, gape widens, and his eyebrows crease. “Are you slut-shaming me?”
“I so am.” You brace your hands on either side of your body, leaning backwards, stretching subtly before him. Gloating in the way he’s undressing before you. Because next go his boots. He tows them off one at a time and they land somewhere far off in the small room. Then go the jeans.
The second the belt is out from its loops, your stomach flips. He pops the button, drags the zipper down, and your mouth dries when he peels them off. The denim clings to his thighs, and you see now just how thick they are. His legs are strong, dense with muscle, strength that only comes from real, physical work — carrying boxes, lifting crates, whatnot. He can maybe add ‘carrying you around’ to that list, if he wants, of course.
Now, there’s only one barrier left between you and every inch of him. His black boxer-briefs. And what’s underneath them is already impossible to ignore.
He’s hard, so hard, straining against the fabric, the outline of his cock bulging beneath the waistband. Long and thick, his girth alone has your core clenching in anticipation. You saw him in the self-tape, of course, you know he’s big already. But knowing he’ll bestow the length upon you feels like you’re maybe in way over your head. The tip of him presses against the cotton, and there’s a darkened spot where he’s already leaking.
Jungkook giggles (weirdly enough) at the way you swallow hard before him, and jerks his head to the side. “Three—two—one.”
He actually counts down the big reveal, hooking his thumbs under the waistband and dragging the fabric down.
Your jaw almost reaches the floor.
Jungkook springs free flushed, veiny and think in a way that’s almost greedy. The head of him is swollen and red, glistening and leaking at the tip, and you feel drool trying to make its way down your chin. You shut your mouth immediately, but you take a big breath in through your nose. He’s absolutely, obesely big. This can’t be good for neither you or him.
Upon seeing you so baffled, he chuckles low in his chest, stroking himself once from base to tip — just for you to watch, and for him to see your reaction. “You said you didn’t want me to hold back, right?”
Your thighs squeeze together and part your lips, “Uhm.” God you’re an idiot. Uhm? Well, your reaction is kind of fair, you didn’t expect him to be this absurdly big. But maybe you’ll grow accustomed to him, to his size. You pray to god that you will, because you’re not backing out now. “Right—right. I’m ready.”
He lets out a chuckle and steps in close, close enough that your knees part for him again, close enough that his cologne and body scent wraps around you like a second skin. He leans forward until his hands land on either side of you, palms flat against the shelf.
You’re caged in. His arms bracket you completely, veins standing out along his forearms, sleeve tattoo stretching and flexing as his weight settles in. There’s nowhere for you to go — not that there’s anywhere else in the world you’d like to be right now. You could absurdly enough die happily in this position, naked underneath the eyes of equally naked Jungkook. His face is inches away from yours, breath warm, eyes glistening as they flick between your eyes, mouth, chest.
“Need another countdown?” he asks as he leans in, softly kissing the sensitive spot behind your ear.
You shudder, eyes fluttering shut. But still — please don’t count down. It was weird enough the first time. “Rather not,” you giggle, wiggling away from his kisses as they start to tingle. This only eggs Jungkook on more, resulting in him blowing air behind your ear, biting down on your skin, humming in appreciation as you try shoving him away. “Stop Kook, it tickles—oh—”
Oh. It was a distraction.
Because suddenly you feel him… all of him, pressing heavy against you. He shifts his hip as he feels you still completely, and drags the length of him upwards, through your folds, coating himself in your slick.
“Shiit, you’re so soft.” Jungkook’s voice is no more than a whisper, speaking directly into your ear before biting down on your earlobe. One of his hands come to rest on your thigh, squeezing the supple flesh there, as his other hand moves between you to grab himself — guiding himself as he drag his cock upwards to circle your clit with his heavy tip.
You gasp, and your head falls to Jungkook’s shoulder. It’s obscene how sensitive you are, how easily your body reacts to him. You’re still slick from his mouth, and the slide of him against your soaked cunt has you toes curling instantly.
Jungkook groans under his breath, retracting from your neck to watch how you drip all over him, how his cock slips so easily through you, how the head of him catches at your clit and makes you tremble. “Fuck—looks so pretty.” The thick length of him glides through you from bottom to top, the head pressing against your clit, guiding his leaking tip just right, flicking it up and down your spasming nub that crowns your mound in torturous drags.
“Oh—” your breath stutters and your hips jolt forward, hands snaking around his frame to drag your long fingernails down his back, hard enough to make him hiss. As your head falls back, Jungkook lets the hand on your thigh move to your neck, and he presses your mouth against his. His tongue slides into your mouth, and you melt into it immediately, lips parting, moaning softly when you feel his cock glide through you yet again.
He doesn’t push inside you, he just drags himself through your slick over and over again. Each pass is wonderful, the head of his cock nudges your clit, circles it, presses into it to hear how you whine into his mouth. The size of him is impossible to ignore. He’s so heavy, so thick, that you’re starting to worry about how on earth he’s going to fit inside you.
You lift your arms and tug at his hair, fingers curling into his soft strands. “You f-feel—ah—so good.”
Upon hearing your praise, he chuckles softly and kisses you harder, pushing to tighter against his lips. His tongue strokes slow, his open mouth steals every sound you make, swallowing your moans while his cock continues its relentless pass through your folds.
You’re soaking him, his cock slipping as it reaches your clit again, involuntarily flicking over your clit as you're so wet his cock can't even keep a straight path. You feel yourself pulsing around nothing, clenching with the hope that he’ll soon fill you, that he’ll soon give you exactly what you want. And as you start growing impatient, tugging harder on his hair — Jungkook starts to play with you.
He nudges your clit side to side, the hand wrapped around his own length guiding his cock precisely where you’re spasming. New waves of arousal leak from you, mixing with the pearls of precum that continues to run down Jungkook’s shaft. With a gasp, you break from the kiss, feeling your legs starting to shake and the coiling pleasure low in your belly building by the second. “N-no more—”
“Fuuck, but—” he breathes out a low growl, his forehead dropping to your shoulder. “Feel how hard I am for you, peach.”
His hips roll forward, his own hand making sure he slips perfectly though your folds. He flattens the length of him against your slick heat, and when you feel him twitch, when you feel just how close he is himself, a sharp pulse travels straight through your core. Your hands slide down his back, nails digging into his skin, your whole body arching up into him. You can’t take it anymore — he has teased you for long enough. All you want is for him to fill you so good, to actually split you in half, all you want is for him to make you cry in overwhelming pleasure.
“I could probably cum like this,” Jungkook rasps, still resting against your shoulder. You feel his eyes flutter shut, his eyelashes tingling against your skin. He lets out a deep breath, and actually whines when he presses one last, heavy glide through your folds. As he reaches your clit again, he lingers there, circling thrice until your nails scrape harshly along his back, until your back arches and all you’re able to do is moan his name. He chuckles, although there’s absolutely nothing funny right now, “I bet you could too.”
Well, apparently you’re not allowed to, as his hands find your hips in a sudden motion. Before you can fully catch your breath, let out one last moan, he’s lifting you off the bench, pressing your body flush to him. All the while his cock is still nuzzled between your folds.
The change of scenery has you gasping for air, arms flinging over his shoulders and legs wrapping tightly around his slender waist. You try balancing yourself, although there seems to be no need as Jungkook doesn’t falter. It doesn’t look like the lift strains him, he doesn’t even blink. He just holds you like you weigh nothing, easily hopping with you in his arms, making you whimper as his cock once again presses against your clit.
“I don’t know if it’s you that’s light as fuck—or if I’m just stupidly strong,” Jungkook laughs, and there’s a grin tucked into the corner of his mouth, a grin you kind of want to wipe right off his face, no matter how much you want him right now.
He turns with you cradled against him, your bare chest pressed to his, and he walks the two of you a few feet across the backroom, his bare feet making duck-like waddling sounds against the concrete floor. As sensual as this is supposed to be, you giggle, kissing his cheek for the first time. And oh my god. They’re so incredibly soft. They swell up when he smiles, grinning as you continue pressing tiny pecks all over both his cheeks.
“I’m about to fuck you dense and you’re babying me?”
You continue smothering him in kisses, not caring if his words actually kind of frighten you… because how much denser could you possibly become after this? The thought doesn’t stick for long, as you’re suddenly being pinned back against one of the tall VHS-shelves. It’s cold against your spine, and you gasp as the wood presses harshly against your skin.
And yet again — you’re caged in. Oh no… you’re trapped beneath Jeon Jungkook, his body flush against you, the hard line of his cock now pressed hot between your legs… oh no, how awful.
You’re still dripping for him, and you swear you can feel your slick smear across his skin as he shifts. Because he leans in, his mouth immediately latching onto your neck again. And as his mouth works you over, he slowly puts you down, without any tremble in his arms, without any struggle whatsoever, until your bare feet meet the floor.
At this height, you have to get on your tip-toes if you want Jungkook to continue his kisses down your neck — so you do. You lift your heels off the floor and invite his mouth, his mouth which softly presses just beneath your ear. He drags his lips down the line of your throat until you’re tilting your head back to give him more. But then his mouth opens, and he starts sucking, tongue and teeth coming into play as he bruises the skin above your collarbone.
You inhale a soft gasp or moan, you have no idea, and you subconsciously arch your back off the shelf, your hips nudging against his abdomen.
He groans against your skin, and shifts his grip, suddenly losing all the strength he has used to hold himself back. His tattooed arm slides under your thigh, lifting one leg up and hooking it over his forearm. The stretch of it opens you up for him completely, your core exposed, flushed and needy. He reaches between your bodies with his other hand, wraps his fingers around the base of his cock, and lines himself up.
“Ah—Kook.” Your stomach flips, and your nails drag against his shoulders.
The head of him is nestled right at your entrance, obscenely thick, already slick from both the teasing from earlier and the precum that leaks from him. Just the feel of him has your walls fluttering for him, begging shamelessly. “Split me open.”
He groans against your neck, a guttural sound that comes from hearing you plead so submissively, wanting him to tear you apart with the width and length of his cock. Lifting his mouth from you skin, he looks down at where his cock presses into you, circling your swollen entrance with a sick grin on his face. The deep red of him disappears so beautifully inside you, causing your head to loll back in pleasure-pain. As his tip retracts from you again, your walls clench around nothing, and you breathe out his name, making Jungkook look up at you, lock his eyes with yours.
“Hold onto me,” is all he says, before slowly pushing into you — agonizingly slow.
Your breath stills in your lungs the moment the thick crown of his cock starts to breach you, stretching your entrance around him. The pressure is immediate, he’s so big that your muscles clench without permission, trying to accommodate him. But you arch your back further off the shelf, shoving yourself further onto his cock as he’s still not even halfway through yet.
“Fuuck,” he grits with his jaw clenched, eyebrows knotted, eyes locked on where your bodies melt togheter. “You’re so tight—jesus.” He only sinks in an inch more, and still, your breath hitches like it’s being pulled from the base of your spine. You might’ve asked for him to split you open, but now that he actually might, your vision blurs and your mouth falls open.
His hand slips from your thigh to your hip, and he uses the hold to pull you down, just a little, just enough to sink another inch into you — then he holds you there. He pants like a madman, almost going cross-eyed from the unbelievable tightness of your heat, the way you already clench and pulsate around his cock, so un-accustomed to the width of him.
“Shit—okay, ready?” he asks, eyes flicking up to meet yours. They’ve gone completely dark now, swallowed by his black pupils, and there’s a strange, pleading look to him. You’ve never seen this in him, the way his eyebrows crease high on his forehead, the way he nods at you for permission. It sends a wave of pleasure through you, and your walls start fluttering uncontrollably around him, causing his head to tip back, his lips to part as soft gasps leave him.
You bite down on your bottom lip, nodding back at him. “R-ready when you are.”
The second your breathy confirmation slips past your lips, he exhales something between a moan and a curse and begins pushing in again, torturous inch by inch. The drag of his cock through your walls has your mouth falling open, head thumping softly against the shelf behind you. Because you finally feel every part of him, every thick ridge, every beautiful vein as he opens you in a way that’s probably going to ruin you forever.
Your eyes squeeze shut when he sinks deeper, but Jungkook’s threaded voice pulls them open again. “Eyes on me,” he pants, cupping your jaw his hand, his thumb brushing over your cheekbone as he holds your face. “Wanna see your pretty face when I’m bottomed out.”
Who the hell would say no to that? Probably someone who haven’t laid their eyes on Jungkook and his eyes which are so big you could easily get lost in them, even though you’ve spent years mapping them out.
So you watch him closely, watch the strain in his expression as he slowly feeds you more of his cock, his brows tights and his lips parted. You feel the tremble in his thigh, the flex of his arm beneath your leg, how even he is fighting to stay in control. He’s all flushed muscle and restraint, every inch of his body working to not wreck you… yet. He’ll get to it, don’t you worry.
But as of now, he keeps sinking deeper into you — and it feels fucking endless, the stretch so incredibly slow and agonizing that you might decent into madness soon. By the time he’s nearly fully inside you, your legs start shaking, your nails carving half-moons into his inked shoulder. “K-kook—” you pant, the snug fit of him starting to ache inside you. “You have to move.”
It surprises you when he moans loudly, shuddering against you while holding eye contact — something so extremely attractive that you almost come undone right then and there. He pants wildly, groaning as he tries entering you fully. “Almost there,” he whines, eyes glued to yours.
And then finally, finally, his hips press flush to yours. He bottoms completely out, something that has the two of you moaning out loudly in the small backroom.
His head falls to your shoulder, and you feel his sweat drip down from his forehead and onto your collarbone. You moan out yet again at the fullness, the way he presses impossibly deep, stealing all the air from your lungs. He stays still, buried to the hilt, letting you adjust, letting your walls pulse and quiver around him as he breathes heavily into the crook of your neck.
“Fucking fuck,” he mutters against your skin. His next words have him sounding like he’s in disbelief. “I’m actually gonna split you in half.”
You nod as your head lolls back, feeling stretched to the edge of your limits, but somehow you’re burning for him, needing more from him. Because he doesn’t move yet, he savors the way your body molds around him, his nose nudging your neck as his lips brushes over your skin with shaky exhales. And he prepares himself to pull out.
When he does, it’s only an inch, but he thrusts right back in with a quiet growl, grinding his hips into yours — his abdomen rubbing beautifully against your clit. You whimper, back arching as the motion drags along your inner walls. And just like this, the head of him nudges at the sweet spot buried deep inside you, causing your moans to die in your throat and your core to clench around his cock.
“Found it on the first fucking try,” he chuckles, biting down on the soft skin of your shoulder when your spasming tries milking him for every drop he’s got. “Shit, just like that.”
You’re barely able to find your voice as he’s pressed heavily against your g-spot. “K-kook—more please—”
He needs no more encouragement, because as the words leave you, Jungkook starts setting a rhythm. It starts out slow, letting you feel all his girth with every stroke. His cock drags out of you almost completely before sliding back in, every inch punching a moan out of both your lungs. You’re equally lost in pleasure, him panting against your neck, you melting with the shelf.
His arm trembles beneath your thigh, and as he breathes out a quick breath, he decides to pick up the pace.
“Yes, r-right there—oh my god,” you ramble mindlessly as his thrusts grow sharper. You can hear the wet, obscene sounds of him fucking into you, your slick coating him, dripping down both your thighs. The shelf behind you shakes with every thrust, VHS tapes toppling onto the floor, forgotten as the two of you moan uncontrollably with pleasure.
You’re a fucking mess — crying out over his shoulder, your body bouncing with every stroke, and he’s right there with you, his voice raw in your ear. “It’s good we didn’t do this earlier,” he grunts, his nose scrunching with every rapid thrust. “I’d be doing this all day—and you’d be fucking limp by now.”
The hand on your hip snakes between your bodies, and somehow he finds your clit even without looking. Two of his fingers press against you, working tight circles against the swollen bundle of nerves, slick from your arousal, his mouth brushing the edge of your jaw as his cock drives rapidly inside you. It’s almost animalistic, the way he’s handling you, the sounds he produces, the sounds of his hips slamming into you and the wetness that coats his dick. You’re being taken apart in degrees.
You can fucking feel him in your ribs, if that’s even possible, the weight of him in your belly — and all of it is spiraling higher and higher with every pass of his fingers over your clit. It doesn’t help that you feel your tits pressing so tightly against his plump and delicious chest, that you feel him kissing your throat, open-mouthed and desperate, licking and sucking on your skin. You’re being stimulated at every end, and it feels like you’re about to light on fire.
“Yes—yes—yes—god yes—” The words coming out of you just fall off your tongue as your mind is clouded, thinking about nothing but the feel of his cock against your g-spot and his fingers rubbing your clit. You’ve been teased for so long that you’ve entered a strange, delirious state, not even caring about how desperate and needy you sound. “Fuck me just like that, Jungkook—ah—oh god—”
You cry out, choking on your words as his cock slams into you, the unbearable length of him punching into the spot that makes your vision go white.
“Shit—you’re gonna cum,” Jungkook grits out against your collarbone, almost as if it’s a revelation. His hand on your clit moves in sloppy motions, because he’s simply just trying to push you over the edge, pinching the swollen bundle of nerves between two fingers, rubbing lazily over it. “Holy f-fuuck, yeah—fucking soak me.”
It’s like you’ve entered the gates of heaven, or something in the likes of it — because you never knew such pleasure could ever exist. His cock hits your sweet spot so perfectly with every erratic thrust, his fingers working you open like your release is the only thing Jungkook wants right now… which it kind of is.
So who are you to hold back?
The coiling pleasure in your stomach is almost overbearing now, and you can’t seem to produce any words, just sound, just breathy moans that Jungkook immediately swallow with a deep kiss. When he rolls his tongue into your mouth, you almost choke, unprepared for the sensation. You taste the sweat that’s dripping from his upper lip, and somehow it’s enough to send you over the edge.
“Oh my god—I’m cumming—oh my god, Jungkook—don’t stop—”
You clench and pulsate viciously around his cock, gasping for air as the euphoria of your orgasm takes ahold of you and causes your vision to wipe out. Your hands move to his hair, tugging on the dark and sweaty strands as he continues to fuck himself into you again and again and again. It’s absolutely unbearable, right as your orgasm hits you, you somehow lose your consciousness. Your thighs start trembling uncontrollably, the shake so extreme that the leg which is not help up in his arms actually gives out, completely overpowered by his size and speed.
“Oh fuck—” Jungkook immediately hooks your limp leg over his arm, holding onto your ass, trying to keep you upright. He repositions, lifting you with a tiny hop, his arms wrapping around you, one right around your waist, the other in between your shoulder blades, pressing your dead body flush against him. His cock is still buried deep inside you, and his thrusts slow down, reaching deeper and deeper inside you as your body lies weightless in his arms. Your head has fallen to his shoulders, your fingers are tangled and unmoving in his hair, and all you’re able to do is breathe against him. “Are you—are you good?” Jungkook asks, pressing a reassuring kiss to your shoulder.
“Y-yes—I just—” your voice comes out shaky, but you try clearing your head. And that is for the sole purpose of holding out, keeping him inside you with a deep need to feel him cum — to feel the thick ropes coating your walls and clinging to you, seeping out of you once he pulls out. “—I need your cum.”
Jungkook chuckles, biting down on your skin. He starts caressing the skin between your shoulder blades with the pad of his middle finger, just as lazy strokes as the ones of his cock. Although lazy, you still feel the burn of him, wincing every time he goes too deep, or even deep at all.
“You’ll get my cum, alright,” he purrs, nudging your head to face his, stealing a kiss from your swollen lips. “Can you stand?”
You only shake your head.
“Alright, then—” He smiles against the next kiss, not even closing his eyes. “Get on your knees. Wanna cum in that pretty mouth.”
Oh my god — roundabout. You might be a bit sad that he won’t paint your walls with his cum, but the thought of tasting him on your tongue almost gives your body new life. It takes a second for your muscles to respond, but he’s already helping you get down, his hands guiding your legs and knees on the floor. The loss of his cock is a sharp ache, well, a deep sting actually, but it’s replaced by something else entirely when you’re all the way down on the floor, looking up at his tall, bare and sweat-covered frame.
His cock stands proud before you, glistening with your slick, twitching in the open air. He fists himself once, twice, brushing his thumb over the tip, spreading both your and his arousal over his length. You can tell he’s close, incredibly so, as he’s swollen, leaking constantly — something that has your mouth watering.
“Open up,” he demands with a gentle voice, moving closer to you.
You do just as he says, mouth parting obediently, tongue falling out slightly to meet him. He brushes the tip along your tongue first, letting your taste the mix of both of you. And as you want him to break, as you’re so desperate for his cum, you stick your tongue out furthermore, circling the head of him, flicking over the slit gently, teasing before your lips wrap around him.
“Ohhfuuck, just like that,” he moans hoarsely, and his hands go to your head, cradling it while his eyebrows knot high on his forehead. He tastes of you, of himself — it’s strange and addictive. But he hasn’t exactly shrunken in the past minute, so just getting him down your throat is a task so hard tears immediately brim your eyes. A sight which apparently has Jungkook losing his mind.
“Fuck—are you crying on my dick?” he asks in disbelief, moaning uncontrollably when you hollow your cheeks to take him in deeper. You slide your lips down his shaft, hands wrapping around what won’t fit — because he is quite frankly that big. Jungkook’s whole body shudders. “You look so fucking beautiful.”
You try hiding the fact that you flush immediately at his words, and let one of your hands tug on his balls, playing gently with them as you suck him as deep as his cock can go. It’s a straining task, and you unfortunately gag when you take him in too deep, moaning around him — the vibrations traveling straight through Jungkook’s spine.
He looks down at you with wild eyes, sweat clinging to his temples, and as you cradle one of his balls, you feel it tense. He’s stupidly close.
His hips jerk forward without warning, letting you know just how close to the edge he really is. The sound he makes is so beautiful, so sinful, that you kind of wish you were recording this — so you could pocket his moan, keep it with you wherever you go. His eyes never leave you, and he’s sweating and panting like what you’re doing to him actually makes him lose his mind.
“F-fuck, peach—your mouth—shit,” Jungkook pants, his voice torn open and uneven, one hand slipping down from your cheek as you suck him deeper. “You’ve got some fucking mouth—ah—”
Your eyes are brimming with tears now, real ones, from the sheer stretch and effort of taking him. Your jaw aches, throat tight around the thick girth of him, your lips puffy and soaked. But you don’t stop — not even when it hurts your throat so bad that the unshed tears finally fall down your cheeks. Because you need to feel him cum.
And judging by the frantic way his hips twitch against your mouth, the way his hand tightens in your hair — you believe he might be close to losing it. And you’re right by that.
“Shit—shit—I’m gonna cum—fuck, baby, I’m—”
Both your hands move to the back of his thighs, digging your nails gently into his flesh, shoving your head all the way down his cock, not caring that your throat hurts so bad you could scream. Because when you look up at him, when you see his eyes roll to the back of his head, see the way sweat runs down his temple, down his plump chest, there’s no stopping you.
His entire body shudders. “I’m cumming—baby, I’m cumming—holy fuck—”
With a deep, desperate moan, he spills into your mouth, thick and hot ropes of cum that hit the back of your throat before you can blink. You moan around him, swallowing as fast as you can, not wasting a single drop.
Jungkook doesn’t stop twitching. He pulses again and again, his free hand trembling on your jaw as he now watches you gulp down on his cum, watches as both his release and your spit seeps from the corners of your mouth and down your chin. He watches in complete awe. Would you look at that? You’ve got the Jeon Jungkook, your fucking childhood crush, your fucking real time crush, wrapped around your finger. Or wrapped around your tongue, would maybe be better wording here.
“Fucking look at you,” he moans, voice unhinged. “How are you real?”
You keep going, soft sucks to his oversensitive tip, tongue tracing along the underside of his shaft where a veins throbs beneath the skin. You want him clean, completely. So you don’t stop until there’s nothing left, until his cock is wet with only your spit, your tongue dragging slowly along every vein.
He shudders, twitches again, and suddenly retracts from you, leaving your throat sore and hurting. “Stop—stop,” he pants franticly, suddenly getting down on his knees before you, almost meeting your height. Without further notice, he wraps both hands around your waist, pulling you flush to him, closing the distance with a sloppy kiss. “Fuck—you’ll be the death of me.”
You’ve never had a guy do this — kiss the mouth that just swallowed ropes own his own cum. His tongue rolls into your mouth, not even caring about the bitter aftertaste of his release, moaning against you as you press your tits against his sweaty chest.
So there you are, on the floor of the backroom, VHS tapes scattered across the floor alongside all your clothes, making out heavily as if you haven’t just ruined each other completely.
“Think you can walk outta here?” Jungkook laughs against your lips, not even letting you answer before his tongue breaches your mouth again.
You gasp for air, running your fingernails down his chest, leaving white marks all over him that will certainly turn red in a moment. “Probably not.”
“Too bad then,” he breathes, kissing the corner of your mouth, your jaw, your neck, eating you up. “I’ll have to carry you everywhere now. What a drag,” he teases, not leaving as much as an inch of your skin untouched by his lips.
“Oh no,” you mock, trembling in his arms as his kisses find the sensitive spot of your neck.
“Can I ask you something weird?” he breathes against your collarbone, licking and sucking on your skin as he waits for your answer. You only nod above him, eyes shutting close as he lavishes you in wet kisses. His next words come out low, almost unnoticeable, but your eyes widen the moment you hear them.
“Do you think it’s possible to fall in love with someone over a blowjob?”
a/n: was struggling so hard to think of a title and then this kali uchis song came on
synopsis: after almost a year of dating your super nonchalant bf drops an even more nonchalant L bomb
cw include: black fem!reader in mind when writing this, super fluffy like they love each other sm, pet names used (baby, pretty girl, cutie, babe), fondling, some nasty kissing, crotchless panties are involved somewhere in here, body worship, oral f!receiving, fingering, softdom!yoongi, he gets kinda mean tho, yoongi wears a chain and he has long hair hehe, multiple orgasms, unprotected sex, riding, squirting, creampie, some dirty talk, lots of praise, cock warming, aftercare!! wc: 8.1k
“did you enjoy dinner?”
“yes, it was so yummy. thank you for treating me, honey.”
yoongi looked over at you, and gave you a small, barely noticeable smile. he brought your hand that was interlocked with his up his lips, pressing a kiss to the soft, glittery skin.
tonight was your nine month anniversary. not quite one year, but close enough to where he wanted to treat you to something special.
the night started off with him surprising you with a small, bow shaped diamond necklace that hung prettily on a gold chain. he had noticed your slow transition from silver to gold jewelry, and thought the necklace would make a beautiful addition to your growing collection.
you were ecstatic. brown eyes gone completely glossy the second he opened the small box that had pandora printed on the front.
you wore it to the extra fancy restaurant he took you to, of course. the jewelry sat so prettily on your collarbone, it was impossible to not feel like the most special girl in the room, and that was exactly what yoongi wanted.
he wanted you to feel beautiful, expensive, untouchable—because his girl deserved nothing but the absolute best.
“m’so glad you had a nice time. you were definitely the prettiest girl in the room tonight,” he spoke softly, bringing heat to your cheeks. “but honestly, you’re the prettiest girl anywhere we go.”
you squeezed his hand softly, a small whine bubbling in your throat. “yoon, you got me blushing over here. quit itttt,” you giggled, making his grin grow wider.
although he was good at hiding it, your laugh made his heart skip a beat every time he heard it. think of the most melodic sound you’ve ever heard, and then triple it . . . that’s what your laugh sounded like to him.
the rest of the walk to his car was silent, besides the clicking of your heels against the pavement.
you glanced over at yoongi for the umpteenth time that night, your lower belly twisting at the sight of his shoulder length hair blowing gently in the light breeze. you wanted to reach out and touch it, caress it, twirl the soft, black locs around your fingers without a care in the world—but that would have to wait, unfortunately.
yoongi wasn’t the biggest fan of pda, which you totally respected! in fact, it just made you even more excited for when you got to have him all to yourself, in the coziness of your apartment.
“you’re staring very hard,” you heard him say with the slightest bit of humor in his tone. you were quick to stare at anything but him, your lips curling into an embarrassed smile.
“sorry . . . just look so handsome tonight, i can’t help but stare. especially at—”
“my hair?”
you chortled, head tipping down in a bashful nod. “mm, yes. m’so happy you’ve let it grow out. this length suits you very well.”
“i’ve been getting that a lot. you americans and your love for nice hair is funny.” this made you laugh once more, and before you could say anything else, you had finally approached his 2024 hyundai palisade.
a small gasp flew past your plush, glossy lips when he gently pushed you against the passenger door, his hands finding purchase on the thickness of your hips.
“y-yoon—”
he let out a noise between a hum and a purr, button nose brushing against your jawline. “i know, i know. wines gotten a little to my head,” he spoke lowly, pressing a gentle kiss to the corner of your lips. “m’still good to drive though, of course.”
his lips captured yours in a slow, sweet kiss. he could feel the stickiness of your gloss cling to his lips, but he didn’t mind in the slightest.
when he pulled away you were quick to chase after him with a low whine. “come back,” you pouted, manicured fingers tugging him impossibly close by his leather jacket.
you were pushing your luck, and you knew it, but at the same time it wouldn’t hurt to see how far you could take this.
your hands cupped his warm cheeks, thumbs running over the apples of them. his skin was soft to the touch due to years of the same skin routine, not once missing a day, nor night.
“what are you doing?” he mused, giving you that gummy smile that had you weak in the knees every time you saw it.
your hand moved from his cheeks to his hair, nails massaging his scalp ever so gently. you were messing up the style he spent a good twenty minutes perfecting, but once again, he couldn’t find it in himself to care.
“i don’t know, i just . . . i don’t know,” you giggled, smushing your forehead against his. a feeling bubbled in your stomach. a feeling of pure adoration for the man before you. a feeling of love.
you two have yet to utter the three words to one another, and that was okay in your book. you didn’t see the rush to say it, and neither did he.
yoongi kissed your lips one, two, three times. each one longer than the last. he could feel the need radiating off of you, and he wanted to help you satiate that need, but not here.
he needed to have you to himself in the privacy of your home. he needed to take his time with you, and be able to touch and kiss every bit of your skin with no need to rush himself.
“i love you so much, (❤︎).”
“w-what?”
he didn’t laugh or crack a smile. his face was deadly serious, and it made you nervous yet so, so excited.
“i said, i love you. so much. more than anything in this world.“
he said it so casually, like saying those three words hadn’t been ripping at him the past three months. he was honestly quite proud of himself for not passing out the second he confessed his love.
your lips parted, then shut. before you knew it, your vision was blurry, and your chin was trembling from the wave of emotions that hit you ever so suddenly. “i don’t . . . i don’t know what to say, yoon.”
yoongis lips lifted into a small smile, “say you love me back, duh.”
you broke into a teary smile, salty droplets slowly making their way down your highlighted cheeks. “o-oh, right. of course. *sniffle* i love you, yoongi. so very much.”
it was silent for a few moments. the two of you completely wrapped up in one another as you nudged noses, and kissed each other followed by small giggles.
you were being so fucking cute right now that if you both could see yourselves, you’d be gagging.
“c’mon. let’s head home, and end this anniversary the right way. gonna touch you until the clock hits midnight, and even then, i won’t stop.”
you surprised yourself by letting out a small moan, multiple shivers running down your back at his sudden foul language. it was definitely a rare occurrence for him to speak to you like this outside of the bedroom, and you were loving every second.
you looked up at him through your freshly done lashes, and batted them, “is that a promise?”
a beat passed, and then another.
yoongi didn’t say a word, and with little to no strength, he maneuvered your body to the side just enough for him to open the passenger door. “get in.”
your cunt pulsed at how low his tone had gotten, and he could also tell it had an effect on you. how cute.
without a word you got in the car, and just when yoongi was about to shut the door, you pulled him in for another bruising kiss. you were feeling a bit bashful before, being so exposed and all, but now that you had something to shield yourself, you had no problem locking lips with your man.
yoongi used his free to cup the back of your neck, deepening the kiss even more. you could taste the wine he had not even twenty minutes ago on his tongue. it was a tart taste, with a hidden sweetness that had you moaning into his mouth.
yoongi could feel his temperature rising, the jeans he was wearing now suddenly feeling too tight. he gripped your jaw with a heavy hand, earning a low whimper from you.
“behave.”
he loosened his grip, and with a final kiss to your slightly swollen lips, he shut the door. your heart pounded against your ribcage, and for a second it felt like you could feel that same beat in your pussy.
your thighs clenched together as yoongi silently got in the car. his expression was calm and composed, like you weren’t just sucking his tongue into your mouth a few minutes prior.
when his scorching hot hand made contact with the cool skin of your thigh, you were quick to grab it with both hands, fiddling with his fingers and rings to calm the pounding in your chest.
he noticed this, and it had him raising a thick brow.
“what are you so nervous about, hm?” he asked, glancing over at you as he put the car in drive.
mine by beyoncé began to play, resuming from when you were previously in the car. your heart clenched, the song not helping the yearning you held for him in your heart . . . or your lower half.
“i just can’t wait to get home,” you said so quietly, he almost didn’t hear you.
“and why is that?”
you were quiet once again, a small pout forming on your lips. “ . . . you know why, yoon.”
yoongi chuckled, giving the inside of your thigh a tender squeeze. “i know, pretty girl. just teasing.”
“yeah, yeah, whatever,” you mumbled, eyes flicking to the diamond, cuban link chain that sat prettily on his neck. you couldn’t wait to have it dangle over your face as he fucked you.
the remainder of the ride was silent, and yoongis hand stayed glued to your thigh the entire time.
“home sweet home,” he muttered running a veiny hand through his slightly tousled hair. by the time he looked over at you, you were already halfway out of the car. “aish, someone’s in a hurry,” he chuckled, giving you a playful stare as you opened his door for him.
“yes, yes, i am! move your ass before i start stripping right here!” your fingers teasingly pulled at the straps of your dress, and this had yoongi swallowing hard, his hands nearly shaking as he pulled the keys out of the ignition.
the second, and i mean the second you entered your apartment, you were dragging yoongi to your plush, pink couch. he didn’t even get to protest as you pushed him down on the soft cushions, your lips immediately capturing his in a heated kiss. you sloppily found your way in his lap, your dress riding up to the tops of your thighs.
“baby—”
“hush. wanna do it right here, right now,” you panted against his lips, lower half shallowly grinding into his.
yoongi didn’t protest, thankfully. his soft hands grabbed two handfuls of your ass, kneading the flesh gently before swatting it.
“you always like me on top anyway, right?”
this made yoongi smile because yes, he did enjoy having you on top more than anything. but just because he was below you didn’t mean he didn’t hold all the power. the pace of your bounces were controlled by him, along with how hard you went, and if you were allowed to touch at your neglected clit or not.
he liked to make you work for your nut.
“mm, i do . . . but you need to have a little patience, pretty girl,” he purred, hands finding purchase on the curves of your hips.
“b-but—”
“but nothing,” he pressed a kiss to your jaw, and then your neck. “i haven’t gotten to appreciate your body, or taste you yet. how could we ever skip over such a crucial part of love making?”
and just like that, the raging fire in your stomach was tamed to a small blaze.
“ah, m’sorry. don’t know what came over me,” you whispered, wiping the remnants from the kiss off your lips with the back of your hand.
yoongi shook his head, and kissed your pout away. “no need to be sorry, baby. tonight is a special night in more ways than one, i can understand why you’re so eager.”
you honestly could’ve cried with how sweetly he was speaking to you. so gentle. so understanding.
“what are you thinking about? talk to me.”
your eyes that were previously staring at your bare thighs flicked up to his, and you were immediately put to ease.
“i . . . i love you, yoongi. thank you for loving me just as much.”
a hand cradled your cheek, and you nuzzled into the warm touch, lashes fluttering shut. you reminded him so much of a kitten, which was funny because you always commented on how much he reminded you of a stand-offish black cat.
“i love you more, (❤︎). never wanna love anyone else, but you, ever.” his thumb ran over the apple of your cheek, and then the curves of your cupids bow. you were absolutely mesmerizing.
“mm, really?”
“yes, really.”
“even if i was . . . like—a worm? even if an evil witch turnt me into a worm, you’d still love me?”
there he went again giving you that gummy smile that had your heart thumping. “yes, baby. even if an evil witch turned you into a worm. i’d carry you around with me all day, and build you a terrarium filled with the prettiest flowers. you’d be the most spoiled worm ever.”
you kissed him once, twice, thrice, and then he was patting your thigh—a silent signal for you to get up. you stood up on wobbly legs, mentally cursing at yourself for not even bothering to take your heels off before trying to jump yoongis bones.
“here, let me,” he mumbled, long fingers already beginning to undo the straps of your heels. being the gentleman he was, he held your hand as you stepped out of them, and snatched them up in one hand before you could even think to bend down.
he stood up, lips curling into a small smirk at the way you were quick to wrap your arms around his slim waist. “go to the room, and strip. i’ll be in there soon.”
this had you pouting, head tilting back so dramatically it had yoongi chuckling. “pleaseee don’t be long,” you sighed, tightening your hold around him. “seriously, hurry.”
and with that, you tipsily walked to your room, the scent of cinnamon apples from a candle you had lit earlier wafting into your nose.
your room was nice and toasty, making you not even hesitate to slip the straps of your dress off your shoulders. it fell to the floor with a small, barely audible thump, and your panties usually would be next to go, but tonight was different.
for the sake of your anniversary, you decided to try out a new kind of garment; crotchless panties.
it was a cute little lacy, lilac number—something yoongi would definitely love to see you in. it cupped your pussy perfectly, leaving nothing to the imagination.
you glanced at the door, ears perking up to hear what yoongi was doing. you heard bustling in the kitchen, and hummed quietly before tiptoeing over to the the mirror hung on your wall.
your head cocked to the side, eyes trailing down your almost naked body. your skin still slightly glistened from layers, upon layers of raw shea butter you applied before the date, and your pussy looked soaked with need.
with a shallow breath, you ran your hands over your breasts, and then your tummy, and finally over where you needed to be touched most.
yoongi needed to hurry his ass up.
just as you finished your thought, you heard footsteps approaching.
“sorry for takin’ so long pretty, i wanted to warm up . . . this . . . this, um—this towel, because you know things might, um, er—”
“babe, are you okay? you strokin’ out on me?” you giggled, hands covering your mouth to conceal your laughter.
yoongi was completely stuck. yes, he’s seen you naked countless of times, and it never gets old, but these panties? these crotchless panties??
they just changed everything.
“come . . come here. now, please.”
you took slow steps towards him, feeling incredibly small under his intense stare. when you stopped in front of him, he suddenly dropped to his knees making you gasp.
“y-yoon! what’re you doing, honey?” you tried to hide the nervousness in your laugh, but it was no use with the way he was nosing at your pussy.
the sound of a sniffle pierced your ear, and you felt as if your entire body had been set ablaze. your cheeks were so hot it made you feel lightheaded!
“don’t be a perv.”
“i’m not, i’m just smelling you. no harm in that.”
his warm hands massaged the backs of your silky thighs, careful to make sure you didn’t fall. “why are you acting so embarrassed, hm? nothin’ i haven’t seen before.”
your lips parted in a tiny scoff, “i . . i know that.”
“good. now go lay down on this, please. i’m feeling rather impatient now that i’ve seen . . . these,” his finger tugged on the waistband of your panties, “i need to have you now.” he released the fabric, letting it snap back against your heated skin.
you let out a small ‘mhm’, and with a soft pat to your ass, yoongi sent you on your way.
one thing about your sweet boyfriend? he didn’t like mess. now this kinda mess he didn’t mind too much, but still, a towel was definitely needed.
the reason he was taking so long before was because he was warming it up for you. he’d done that one time, and ever since then, you just had to have your towel warmed if you guys were using one. he had you spoiled completely rotten.
you let out a small sigh as you laid on your bed, the warmth from the fluffy towel sending goosebumps all across your lower half. a small my melody plushie was used to keep your head propped, giving you a nice view of the space between your thighs.
“you okay? not uncomfortable or anything?” he spoke softly, kneeling once more at the edge of your bed. as he slung your thighs over his shoulders, you replied with a soft ‘yes’.
yoongi started off by pressing petal soft kisses to the insides of your thighs, making sure not an inch of your vanilla scented skin went untouched. his eyes were on yours the entire time, not once breaking contact.
“these are really pretty. this color . . it’s beautiful.”
“t-thank you,” your thigh twitched when he nosed at your slicked clit, “they—mm, they show more skin t-than i thought.”
his tongue poked out, giving your slit an experimental lick. you gasped, hips jerking when he dragged the fat of his tongue over your pussy. it was soft, hot, everything that you had been looking forward to.
“you like that?” he hummed, circling the tip of his tongue over your clit. you shuddered, and brought a hand down to latch onto his hair. it felt like silk between your fingers. you wanted to tug and yank on it until he was moaning into your pussy out of pleasure.
you scratched lightly at his scalp, “yeah, i-i like it.”
his tongue circled your entrance, and you twitched. “so sweet, baby,” you heard him say from below. you internally melted at the pet name, a whimper bubbling in your throat.
he kitten licked at your clit, careful not to go to slow or too fast, and fuck up your nearing orgasm. he had your entire body mapped, every like and dislike engraved permanently into his mind.
“can you put a finger in? p-please?” you weren’t necessarily looking at yoongi as you requested more from him, something he taught you to do when you first became sexually active, but since it was your anniversary, he’d let it slide.
yoongi pulled away only an inch, earning a high pitched mewl from you. his lips parted, and a second later, a warm glob of spit fell onto your clit.
“think you can take two?”
he held two fingers up, and used those same fingers to tap at your glistening folds.
“o-ohh,” your brows scrunched together in a pout, “yes, i think so.”
he sucked the two digits between his lips, coating them in spit before prodding them at your tight entrance. you felt his free hand lace its fingers with yours, and that calmed you immensely, allowing yoongi to push his fingers in a little further.
his fingers curled up, and you moaned, your hips bucking up only slightly.
yoongi groaned seeing the way your pussy sucked his fingers in, gripping them so tightly as if he’d ever leaving you hanging.
orgasm denial was an interesting kink to try, yes, but yoongi didn’t find very much pleasure in denying you of your own. he’s determined always and forever to make you cum as many times as your body will let you.
“greedy girl,” you heard him chuckle before he was pushing his fingers in allll the way to the knuckle.
his fingers brushed against that sensitive spot deep inside you that had you whining, and that had you crying out, your back arching into nothing. it was always so easy for him to find your g-spot, especially with those long fingers of his.
“mm, fuck, yoon.” your voice was breathy and whiny, already on the verge of sounding fucked out.
you squeezed his hand roughly when he sucked your clit into his mouth, his tongue caressing the swollen button softly, but quickly.
he could suddenly feel the smoothness of your thighs against his cheeks, the action smushing his face further into your cunt.
“spread your—mmph, spread your legs,” you heard him utter into your pussy, and without a second thought, your hands were hooking into the backs of your knees, and spreading your thighs as wide as they would go.
the rhythm of his tongue and fingers had your head ringing, an endless stream of essence dripping from your drooling pussy.
“yoongi, i’m—!”
“i know, baby, i feel it. cum f’me.”
one last suckle to your clit had you cumming all over yoongis tongue with a loud cry. your walls pulsed around his fingers as they fucked into you, milking your orgasm for all it was worth. his fingers rubbed against your g-spot, and that’s when tears began to prick at your lash line.
those skilled fingers of his that played guitar for hours on end always left you a shaky, teary mess.
“i can’t, i can’tttt,” you squealed out, wrapping a hand around his wrist. yoongi slurped at your pussy so loud it had you pouting in embarrassment, but at least his fingers had stopped their brutal pace.
“that was good,” he pressed a kiss to your trembling thigh, “amazing as always, baby.”
your eyes fluttered shut, the pout on your lips not budging. “thank you, yoon . .”
“you’re welcome, cutie.”
you heard some shuffling, and suddenly felt something cold brush against your collarbone. your chest puffed up in a deep inhale, the familiar spicy, woodsy scent of yoongis cologne hitting your nose.
you slowly peeked one eye open, and then the other. yoongi was hovering over you with an amused look. he looked as if he wanted to say something, but was holding himself back.
his eyes flicked over to your hand that tucked a strand of hair behind his ear, careful and gentle as ever.
“watcha doin’?”
“i’m just . . looking,” he adjusted himself, slotting his lower half perfectly against yours. you could feel the print in his pants against your thigh, and this only had you feeling more impatient.
you grinned, head cocking slightly to the side, “and do you like what you see?”
his laugh vibrated against your skin as he pressed kisses all along your shoulder and neck. “you already know i do.”
after some long, slow kisses and cute banter, you were finally able to get yoongi to shed a few layers of clothes. you sat on the edge of your bed, legs swinging back and forth without a care in world while yoongi rid himself of his jacket and button up.
your pupils were almost completely blown out, a dopey smile creeping onto your lips.
“do you like what you see?” you heard him chuckle, parroting your words right back at you. you let out a small laugh, and you were about to reply, but then the clink of his belt caught your attention. you watched intently as his veiny hands pulled the belt from the loops of his jeans.
“yes . . . i do,” you looked up, already to find his feline-like eyes staring right back down at you. you remained having eye contact while yoongi undid the button and zipper; which was quite a while since yoongi did it agonizingly slow.
his jeans sat low on his hips, giving you a nice view of his briefs. “you want it?” he asked lowly, giving the print in his jeans a not so subtle palm. he used that same hand to cup your jaw, his thumb resting gently on your bottom lip.
“mhm.”
“hah—my fuckin’ god.”
yoongis head fell back against the mountain of pillows stacked against your headboard, his mouth dropping in a particularly loud moan.
he was completely at your mercy, limbs turnt to nothing but jello due to you riding him like a fucking bunny. your ass clapped against his thighs in quick, sloppy bounces. the idea of going slow never even crossed your mind! once you were on top of him, he was yours for the taking.
you’ve already came two times just from riding him, and you were showing zero signs in stopping. this was bad for yoongi. he was entirely too close to cumming—which was not apart of his plan for how this was supposed to go down.
“f-fucking slow down, (❤︎),” he growled out, slamming his hands against your ass. he grabbed two handfuls of the plush skin, and pulled you close, slowing your movements as much as possible.
he felt a puff of hot air against his neck, followed by a whine, “but why?”
he met you halfway with a thrust, a loud squelching noise echoing throughout the room. he shuddered, nostrils flaring as he tried to piece together a sentence.
“why not? hm, baby? what’s. the. rush.” the last three words of his sentence were punctuated by three thrusts, each one knocking the wind out of you.
“because i wanna *hiccup* w-wanna cum againnn,” you sniffled, head drooping onto his shoulder.
yoongi tsked, veiny hands wrapping around both your wrists. he had them pinned behind your back in an iron grip, and lucky for him, you didn’t protest or struggle against his hold.
“now go slow before i cuff you.”
your whines and sniffles came to a halt at the mention of being cuffed. now that would be no good.
yoongi was gentle with you. always has been, and always will be, but when you disobeyed him and acted like a spoiled brat? best believe you were punished accordingly.
“i’ll go slow for you, yoon,” you said to him, voice barely above a whisper.
your hips lifted, leaving about half of his dick inside you before you slowly slid back down. the thick veins that ran along the side of his base rubbed so deliciously against the walls of your cunt, but it just wasn’t enough :(
“keep your hands here,” you heard yoongi mutter into your hair, releasing his tight hold on your wrists. you obeyed keeping your hands snug against the small of your back while yoongis hands found purchase on your hips. he guided your movements, careful not to go too fast and give you the wrong the idea.
he pulled you even closer, the new position allowing your clit to rub against his abdomen.
your head tilted back when you felt his hot mouth clamp around your nipple, soft tongue gliding over the bud in sloppy circles. after a few moments, he kissed his way over to the opposite breast giving it the same treatment.
your hand twitched, nearly dragging itself into yoongis hair, but you fought the urge. “don’t—mm, don’t stop, please.”
“i won’t, i promise,” he spoke into your skin, using one of his hands to tweak at your abandoned nipple. “fuck yourself on me. slow.”
you let out a small moan and nodded, your feet planting into the bed to resume the slow, steady pace he set for you. “can i move my hands? please? m’not very stable like this.”
yoongi let out a low hum, and you moaned in relief, your hands grasping onto his shoulders so tightly it had him wincing. the pain was soon subsided by the feeling of your warmth enveloping him over, and over, and over again.
your pussy was creaming his dick sooo much that there was surely a mess to be cleaned afterwards, but for once, yoongi didn’t care—in fact he wanted you to get even messier.
“ah, yoongi.”
“hm?”
“feels like m’gonna cum again.”
he released your nipple with a lewd pop, and fell back into the pillows. his hand reached between your bodies, and rubbed sloppily at your clit. you stuttered between bounces, your cunt clenching around his cock tighter and tighter as your orgasm neared.
yoongis feet planted into the bed, and with shallow thrusts, he met your slow, uncoordinated bounces. “o-oh fuck—”
you were cut off by his hand wrapping around your throat, ring clad fingers squeezing softly. “yoongi,” you all but sobbed, tummy clenching when you felt that coil in your lower belly begin to unravel.
“fuck, honey. you’re getting my dick so wet—you cumming?” he groaned out, earning a high pitched moan from you.
suddenly, your bounces came to a complete halt, and your thighs were pressing together, your orgasm hitting you like a semi. “d-don’t stop, yoon!” you pleaded, wrapping your hand around the wrist that was toying with your clit.
yoongi was working his ass off. one hand rubbed at your swollen button while the other continuously squeezed at your neck, all while he proceeded to fuck into you like his life depended on it. his feline-like eyes flicked to where you both met, and fuck.
his cock was completely coated in your essence, gleaming underneath the orange hue from the light in the corner of the room. his pelvis was smeared with your slick, and he could only assume his balls looked the exact same way.
after milking your orgasm for an extra minute or two, you fell into yoongis chest with a soft thud. his arms were quick to wrap around your trembling form, nimble fingers tracing random shapes and lines into the small of your back.
“think you can handle some more? m’not quite done with you yet,” you heard your boyfriend chuckle, his hand tenderly squeezing your side.
you lifted your head, tired eyes locking with yoongis. his cheeks were completely flushed, and his hair was a mess, strands sticking in all different directions. your eyes trailed to the diamond chain sitting prettily on his collarbone, and that was when you remembered you wanted to see that same chain dangling over your face while he plowed into you.
you were as sensitive as can be, and maybe on the verge of passing out, but this was your anniversary! you had to go all out.
“y-yeah, let’s go again,” you whispered, kiss bitten lips pressing gently against his chest. you felt his cock stir inside you, the thick muscle twitching against your sensitive walls.
yoongi managed to flip you both over, a small smirk creeping onto his lips when you squealed.
“ugh, you’re such an ass. you could’ve given me a warning,” you giggled, wrapping your legs around his slim waist. yoongis hand trailed up the silkiness of your thigh, tickling it ever so softly just so he could hear you laugh again.
“where’s the fun in warning you?” he smirked, pressing a kiss to your pouty lips.
“shut up . . ” you murmured, tangling your fingers in his soft locs. your lips slotted against his perfectly in another kiss. yoongi took this opportunity to sheath himself inside you once again, earning a whimper from you against his lips.
his balls felt so heavy, begging for release, but yoongi wanted to drag this out for as long as possible. as far as he was concerned, you two were the only people on earth right now.
“good fuckin’ pussy,” you him slur into your ear, followed by a sloppy kiss to the side of your head. all you could do was moan in response, and pull him closer.
yoongi settled for shallow, deep thrusts—just barely pulling out before slamming back inside you with a grunt each time. “fuck, baby, you’re gripping my dick so good,” he moaned out, using one hand to push your left knee forward. this angle gave him a clear view of his cock bullying into your creamy pussy, and it took every ounce of self restraint he had not to cum inside you right then and there.
his back tensed when your nails ran over the soft ridges of his abs—one of, if not, his most sensitive spot. his nose nudged yours, “mm, baby—”
he felt a jolt at his neck, and suddenly his lips were on yours again. you had his chain clutched in your hand while the other cradled his face, like he was the most precious thing you’ve ever had in your grasp.
“you feel—hah, you f-feel so nice. love when you fuck me like this.” your whines and moans went straight into his ear and down to his dick, not a beat missed as you both talked each other through it.
“love you s’much—you and this pussy. always treating me so good—shitttt, i’m close.”
yoongi pushed your other leg back, driving his dick even deeper into your drooling entrance. “ho—fuck!” you squealed, shaky hands wrapping around your ankles to keep your legs in place. “p-please touch me, yoon.”
yoongi ran his tongue over his lips, the faint taste of sweat coating his tongue. his hands ran over the backs of your thighs, and then cupped your breasts, thumbs swiping over your stiff nipples. his hips never stopped moving, your headboard banging against the wall with every thrust.
“such a pretty girl. m’the luckiest man alive, aren’t i?”
and he was.
in all of yoongis twenty-seven years on this earth, you were by far one of the best things that has ever happened to him. your smile, your gentle nature, your cooking, the way you both shared a passion for music—your cooking.
with all these things and more, he was shocked he didn’t say those three words sooner.
“shit, yoongi, i’m gonna cum—i’m gonna—mmph!”
yoongi smushed his lips into yours in an open mouth kiss, swallowing up every moan and cry you had to offer. two of his fingers reached between your bodies, and rubbed at your clit.
at this point you were too fucked out to even kiss him back! while your lips stayed stretched open in a drawn out moan, yoongi continued to lick into your mouth. you were partially brought back to reality when he sucked your tongue into his mouth.
a searing pleasure began to spread all across your lower half, and with a choked sob, your essence was hitting yoongis abdomen in short, messy spurts. yoongi let out a grunt and pulled out, three of his fingers now messily rubbing against your pussy.
he didn’t quite know what he was doing, granted you’ve never cum this hard before, but rubbing your clit into nothingness seemed like the best choice.
your entire body tensed, back arching into yoongis warm chest. your orgasm seemed to be never ending, and even when it did, your thighs continued to tremble from the aftershocks.
yoongi sat back on his knees, chest heaving with a crazed look in his usually grounded eyes. his cock leaked pathetically against his tummy, pre smearing all along the pale skin.
“fuck . . ” he murmured, giving his dick a few pumps with the same hand that was covered in your cum. your thigh twitched when he squeezed the sensitive flesh, “you’ve never done that before.”
all you could do was whine in response. there was a pressure on your tummy that didn’t subside after you came, almost as if you still had more to give!
a finger tapped at your cheek, and then your lips. “hey, you still with me? do we need to stop?”
suddenly yoongis forehead was nearly touching yours, his hair forming a curtain over your faces. he smelt of his cologne, but now the smell of sex and sweat had intertwined with it. it was an enticing scent, and it had you wanting him more than ever.
your body was completely spent, and you were sure if you came again you’d pass out, but yoongi still needed to finish—and tonight you wanted him to finish inside you more than anything. you wanted to feel his warm cum flood your tummy, and then keep it there with his cock while he held you and kissed you to sleep.
“lets keep going,” you spoke softly, voice now gone raspy from all your screaming, “want you to finish inside me really bad. been thinking about it all night.”
he hissed when your hand wrapped around the throbbing base of his cock, giving it an experimental squeeze before slowly running your palm over the tip.
yoongi let out a dreamy sigh, pink lips brushing against yours. “that sounds nice.”
your lips captured his in a kiss, the action keeping him occupied as you slowly eased his cock into your slicked cunt. he slid in with ease, stopping only till he physically couldn’t go any further.
your eyes squeezed shut, legs lazily wrapping around his waist once more. “you’re so deep, honey,” you sighed, drool covered lips pressing against the spot between his neck and collarbone.
yoongi whined, yes whined, and slammed one of his hands against the bed while the other hiked your leg further up his back. he wanted to be as close as possible.
“f-fuck, i love you so much.”
you gasped when his cock hit a particularly deep spot, that pressure in your tummy growing more and more by the minute. “i love you—ngh, l-love you more, yoongi. s’much!”
yoongi shuddered, stomach clenching and unclenching. he was close, extremely close. he just needed a little—
“hah, can’t wait to be your wife, and have you fuck me like this every night.”
marriage was something that was discussed only a handful of times since you got together with yoongi. not because he didn’t want to or wasn’t ready—it was the exact opposite. you on the other hand had your worries, but that was okay with yoongi. he wasn’t in a rush, and neither were you.
but right now? the idea of becoming mrs. min and giving him little brats to chase after sounded like heaven on earth.
and apparently it did to yoongi too, because suddenly his entire body went slack, and he was moaning right into your shoulder. he humped into you with need, hands running over every inch of your body that he could touch.
the warmth that flooded your tummy triggered your own orgasm, and with a bite to yoongis shoulder, you were creaming his cock for the sixth? seventh time that night? who was even counting anymore.
each time you made a sound, yoongi would match it in a slightly whiner tone. he had read somewhere that after a woman orgasms, her pussy clings to you in ways unimaginable, but he didn’t expect it to feel this fucking good.
your walls felt like velvet around him, clinging to him and milking his orgasm for all it was worth—which was quite a bit.
your orgasm was less messy this time around, but it was still all the more powerful than the ones before. all you could remember was a ringing in your ears before everything went black.
“ . . come on. come back to me, baby.”
yoongi could feel you stir in his arms, small whines getting caught in your throat from having your slumber disturbed.
you regained your senses one by one, until you finally pieced together that you were laying on yoongis warm chest with a white, fluffy blanket covering you both.
“mm,” your head nuzzled into his chest, and then lifted up, “how long have i been asleep?”
yoongi cupped your jaw, internally cooing when you rested your weight on it. your eyes were practically formed into hearts as he stroked your heated skin. “not long—maybe a half hour? you kinda passed out mid orgasm, so i bundled us up to make you more comfortable. m’glad you woke up though, i don’t want us to stay like this for too long, and you get a uti, or something.”
you made a confused noise, eyebrows pulling together, “stay like wha—?”
after moving your hips not even an inch, you felt it.
yoongis cock was still snugly nestled inside you, and you could only assume he kept his cum plugged up inside of you.
“ngh, d-don’t move around too much, yeah?” he sighed, smile faltering only slightly. your body was totally spent, and the last thing yoongi wanted to do was fuck up your zen by getting hard.
your head tilted in a curt nod, lips pressing against the smooth skin of his palm. “i hope me passing out didn’t freak you out too much. i’ve never, um, came that hard before if you couldn’t tell,” you grinned, cheeks heating up.
“ooo, don’t say stuff like that, cutie. you’re gonna ruin my ego,” yoongi smirked, titling your chin up to give you a slow, deep kiss. he pulled away, but just barely, your lips still brushing together.
drowsiness was slowly starting to take over your exhausted form, when suddenly you remembered—you still didn’t give yoongi his anniversary gift!
“oh my goodness—i almost forgot,” you grunted, pulling open your beside drawer to retrieve his gift.
yoongis eyebrows lifted in amusement when you pulled out a stack of envelopes, all held together by baby pink, polka dotted ribbon. the envelope at the top of the stack read ‘number one ❤︎’ which was written in, of course, pink pen.
yoongi carefully took them from you, “and what might these be?”
your arms folded on top of his chest, chin now resting on your hands. you batted your pretty lashes up at him, eyes damn near sparkling, “your gift, duh.”
his fingers skimmed along the sides, and with gentle fingers he undid the ribbon. as he examined them he noticed each envelope looked like the first, and they, coincidentally, ended at twenty seven.
“letters?”
you smiled, hard. the hardest he’s seen you smile all night. “maybeeee . . . guess you’re gonna have to open them one day at a time, and see.”
“aish, baby. this is so fucking cute,” he chuckled, index finger already swiping against the fold on the envelope. just as he was about to pull the letter out, you made a noise between a squeak and a choke. “what the—”
“don’t read it now! it’s embarrassing! i wrote some reallyyyy cheesy stuff in the first one . . . and the second one . . and, um, the third one. basically all twenty seven, so you cannot read any of them in front of me, or i’m gonna die m’kay?”
“okie, cutie.”
he was totally gonna read the first one the second you fell asleep.
his nose nudged against yours softly, “let’s get you cleaned up, and ready for bed, yeah?”
you smiled, letting out a small hum. “yes, please.”
it took some time, and a lot of praise, but yoongi was eventually able to slide himself out of the warmth of your pussy, leaving you stretched and whiny. your nose scrunched up at the feeling of his cum dripping out of you in small globs.
“i’m gonna clean up real quick, and then i’ll come back for you okay? don’t fall asleep on me,” he muttered, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead.
as yoongi exited your room, he couldn’t help but stop and admire himself in your mirror. he looked like the definition of sex.
his hair was tousled beyond belief, and his chest was littered with hickeys and scratches, but the eye catcher out of everything was his glistening cock. he was completely covered in your essence, and as he cleaned himself up in the bathroom he almost hated to see it go.
you were halfway between being awake and losing consciousness when yoongi returned back to your room, washcloth and water in hand.
“hey, you still with me? m’gonna wipe you off now, don’t squirm too much,” he spoke lowly, pressing the warm washcloth against your thigh. he slowly ran it over the insides of your thighs, your lower tummy, and finally your cunt, going extra slow over your swollen folds.
“she always looks so pretty after we’re done,” he muttered, teeth catching onto his bottom lip. you let out a low whine, and smiled bashfully, your thighs closing out of instinct. “don’t be a perv.”
“you sure do love calling me that,” you heard him chuckle, his body now hovering over yours, naked chest to naked chest. “now what will your pre bedtime sweet treat be tonight, hm?”
ah, he knew you all too well. it was amazing.
“i have some chocolate covered strawberries in the pink tupperware next to the bag of lemons . . grab those, and hand me a big shirt before you go. you know where they are,” you grinned, fingers running along his soft jawline.
“i’ll take these while i’m at it.” and suddenly, you felt a tug at the crotchless panties you had yet to take off. yoongi slowly slid the garment down your thighs, and tossed them aside, leaving you in all your bare glory. “you want panties?”
“mm, no thank you. i wanna go bare tonight in case i might need you again,” you smirked, resting your pretty, white painted toes on his chest.
yoongi let out a long sigh, and pressed a sweet kiss to your ankle. “considering you quite literally passed out not too long ago, i would be careful with my words. i could definitely go another round again.” his eyes bore into yours, like he was silently challenging you.
you felt very small under his stare, and instead of teasing him further, you surrendered. “yeah, yeah, whatever. shirt, pleaseeee. i’m getting cold, see?” your hands cupped your breasts, showing off your pebbled nipples.
you were truly going to be the death of this man, and you didn’t even know it.
silently, yoongi retrieved a shirt from your closet and tossed it to you. “i’m gonna grab your strawberries. be right back, princess.”
while yoongi grabbed you your sweet treat, you got comfy in bed, a black satin scarf now secured around your hair. you snuggled into the oversized hello kitty plushie yoongi had bought you not too long ago, and turned on your latest movie fixation: gone girl.
it wasn’t long before yoongi was joining you in bed, and helping you indulge in the strawberries. you made small talk, but eventually you got tired, and before you knew it, you were falling asleep on yoongis chest, small snores escaping past your parted lips.
“cute . . ” he mumbled, setting the empty container on the bedside table. his eyes flickered to the stack of letters he had yet to get into, his lips creeping into a small grin.
the first letter was, thankfully, already opened from earlier, so he wouldn’t have to worry about waking you up with any noise. he slowly pulled the letter from the envelope, eyes skimming over the pink printed paper.
dear, yoongi (my sweet honeybun)
after a lot of thought about what to get you, i figured what better gift than twenty seven letters of reasons why i love you! oh yeah, i guess i should also confess that i’m madly in love with you . . . like sooo in love, i can’t even think straight. i know we’ve only been together nine months, but i don’t know, i feel like this is it! you’re what i’ve been waiting all these years for, and i can’t imagine myself making memories with anyone else. you’ve loved and cared for me in ways i didn’t even know were possible, and for that i will forever be eternally grateful to you. you are the black cat to my doe, so different but kinda similar in some ways. i love you so much, and i hope you enjoy your gift, my sweet kitty.
love, (❤︎)
a droplet of water hit the paper, and then another. “mm?” yoongi swiped a finger under his eye, and sure enough, he was shedding tears! and to think there was still twenty six more to be read.
he looked down at your sleeping form, peaceful as ever as your chest slowly rose and fell. he lips connected with your forehead, staying there until his neck was beginning to cramp up.
SUMMARY. Namhae Valley was supposed to be your definition of a “break,” a vacation from all the stress you’ve endured at work. What you didn’t plan for? A broken-down car and a grease-stained, smug mechanic who comes with it.
pairing. jeon jungkook x reader
word count. 15.8k
warnings/genre. BLUE COLLAR DICK!!!!!!, mechanic!kook, rich girl!oc, jungkook is a little shit, jungkook jerking off lol, kinda public sex, fingering, he bends you over the car, cowgirl in the drivers seat, creampie
note. blue collar!jk is back by VERY popular demand. handle with care was such a hit so why not take it one step further and double it.. except this time jeon jungkook is a mechanic. a smug, sexy mechanic with a massive cock that is barely hidden by his overalls. i love it here. 🩷 this is very smutty so beware like there is quite literally no plot besides sheer horniness
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banner creds | masterlist
“Fuck me.”
Okay, breathe. Your therapist told you to work on your breathing exercises when you’re in tough situations.
But the thing is, this car is utterly and completely fucking useless. This piece of scrap, this poor excuse of a functional vehicle, is going to send your last working brain cell into oblivion.
You know you’re exaggerating. (It’s actually a 2023 Range Rover with all the fixings—your father wouldn’t allow anything less, but that’s not relevant.)
However, maybe you’re not entirely overreacting; your car has started making a noise that can only be described as a “possessed blender” on the side of a dead road in Namhae Valley.
Namhae Valley is not the place one wants to be stranded. In fact, all you currently hear in the night sky are birds chirping, a wind chime in the distance, and your own thoughts echoing back at you.
It’s driving you to the brink of insanity. Maybe you can ask it for a ride.
This was all your dad’s genius plan: Jagiya, get out of the city. Breathe some fresh air. Take a break before you have a heart attack at a young age.
He’s been saying it for months. Ever since you got your third promotion, started drinking black coffee like it was water, and developed the nervous habit of answering emails out loud before typing them, you were all of a sudden “running on fumes and overworked.”
So you got shipped off to Namhae Valley like a psych ward patient waiting for admission. Working remotely from a rental home that smells vaguely like lavender and chai tea. You’ve started wearing linen and eating things with roots.
Technically, it’s all going okay. You’re only kind of losing it.
But this car situation is really throwing a wrench in the serenity you’ve tried so hard to maintain.
You sigh loudly to yourself and open your door, the k-pop you were blasting coming to a full dead stop. Just silence for miles.
Once you round the hood, it becomes pretty clear there will not be anymore driving tonight. Besides the weird rattling sound your car won’t stop emitting, when you do finally pop the hood like you’re a seasoned mechanic of ten years, smoke erupts from the pipes, nearly causing you to hack up a lung. This is great. Fucking great.
If you die from smoke inhalation, there will be no one to save you. Perhaps the birds from earlier will sing a sweet song as you drift off into the next life.
Okay, no need to panic. You pull out your phone from your back pocket, manicured fingers typing into Google “auto repairs nearby in Namhae Valley.”
Not many options open at this hour. There’s one three miles away but it’s closed for the night. As you scroll, you see a few more—all closed, because why would anything go smoothly for you? — until you finally stumble upon Jeon’s Auto Repair, which is only a convenient five minute drive away from where you are.
No reviews. No website. There’s a phone number and a blurry street view image of a garage that looks like it might also sell fireworks or questionable DVDs.
Nothing says ‘peaceful break’ like your car breaking down in a town where there’s a high probability the local mechanic could also be the mayor.
You sigh loudly into the world, giving the hood a scolding slap like that’ll teach it how to behave, and angrily get back in your car. It’s worth a shot to see if this thing can at least get you to the repair shop.
Currently, you’re on hour three of mentally drafting a novel-length apology to yourself for ever thinking this break was a good idea. Or that your father should've been trusted with any kind of life advice.
As you drive down the windy road, you realize how terrifyingly dark it is with zero streetlights. You grip the steering wheel a little tighter, muttering a few curses under your breath. You flinch when the car lets out another guttural wheeze like it’s being exorcized in real time.
Up ahead, you spot a flickering sign that’s slightly crooked, barely lit by the neon LEDs attached to it: Jeon’s Auto Repair.
It looks horrifying, to put it so very nicely.
You pull into the front parking lot, gravel and dirt crunching beneath your tires. There’s a few cars scattered around that may or may not be abandoned. The little house itself is peeling, red paint rusting down the door. The only real source of light is coming from an office inside—a small glass window glowing a yellow hue behind a screen door that’s definitely seen some things.
You sit in your car for another second, engine still groaning like it’s on its last leg of life, and consider flooring it down the highway back to Seoul.
The only way you’ll be able to do that though, is with a working car. So Jeon’s Auto Repair Shop it is. You shudder, unbuckling your seatbelt and snatching up your designer purse from the passenger seat, and step into the brisk night air.
You walk toward the shop cautiously, as if you were approaching a wild animal on the loose. The outer door creaks when you push it open, and you’re greeted with… absolutely no one.
The room is barren; fluorescent lights hum above a counter, a single plastic chair in the corner next to a fake plant. On the wall, there’s a dusty calendar from 2021 and a hand-painted sign that says “NO REFUNDS.”
You’re starting to become highly suspicious that this is an actual auto repair store. There’s no footsteps, no sounds of work from the garage, not even the ghost of a receptionist.
Clearing your throat, you tap the metal bell on the counter. The sound bounces off the walls and ricochets back to your ears.
Nothing.
You tap it again. Your eyes dart to the side hallway, kind of expecting someone to jump out with a wrench and a chainsaw. Or maybe an old man in overalls who smells like cigarettes.
You hit the bell one more time. Does the owner even want customers at this point?
This is ridiculous. You’re about to hit the bell again, planning your scalding google review in your head, when a clearing of a man’s throat slices through the room.
Your body jolts backwards, immediately looking for the source of the sound. When you look left, you see a man, leaning casually in the shadow of the garage door.
A very large, very beefy man. All you can make out at first is his silhouette: broad shoulders, thick biceps, one hand resting on the doorframe like he makes thirst trap TikToks for a living.
Then he steps forward and—fucking shit.
He’s tall, taller than you and most other things. He has dark hair that curls slightly into the nape of his neck. There’s a lip ring hanging off his bottom lip that sparkles when it catches on the shitty overhead light. His overalls are buckled only on one side. Clearly this man has never known shame.
The wife beater underneath is grease-stained, clinging to his sculpted body. You notice a tattoo sleeve creeping down one arm, black ink winding across veiny forearms that are—not to be dramatic—downright pornographic.
You gulp loudly. What did you come here for again? Right. That stupid car of yours.
His lips twitch, head tilted slightly towards you. “Can I help you, princess?”
Yes you can, Mr. Sexy Mechanic, you just need to remember how to speak in coherent sentences
“I.. I have a car.”
No shit, Sherlock.
“Good start,” he deadpans. His voice is deep, a little scratchy. He crosses his arms over his chest, biceps straining as he waits for you to elaborate.
“No, I mean—” you fumble. “I have a broken car, I think. It made a sound.”
“Uh-huh,” he nods slowly. “You’ll have to be more specific, princess. Most cars make sounds.”
You nearly melt into a puddle on his dirty floor. You’re going to walk straight into oncoming traffic. Maybe your Range Rover will hit you and put you out of your misery.
You blink fast, struggling to keep yourself composed. “It sounded like… grinding? Or rattling a little?”
He raises his eyebrows at you. Takes a thoughtful once-over—you note that he pauses at your legs, your hips in these admittedly very flattering jeans (thank god your other pair was dirty.) His eyes meet yours again shamelessly, "That so?”
You ignore the obvious ache in your pussy.
“I’m not a mechanic,” you retort defensively. “I work in marketing.”
“Yeah?” He shifts a little on his feet. “That why you brought your engine to its knees?’
“Are you insulting my driving?” You gape at him, mirroring his pose and crossing your arms over your chest. Obviously not to make your tits look bigger or anything like that.
“Maybe,” he shrugs. “Guess I’ll have to find out what’s wrong with her tomorrow.”
“Her?”
“The car.” A delicious grin spreads across his features. “Unless you name your car after a boy, which in that case… bold move.”
You stare at him blankly. “My car doesn’t have a name.”
“Shame.” He clucks his tongue against the roof of his mouth, pushing off the doorframe and walking closer. His boots stomp against concrete. “She deserves a name if she’s gonna break down.”
You feel the need to correct him. “She is a very expensive vehicle that was working perfectly fine until tonight.”
“Uhu.” He stops in front of the counter, resting his forearms on it. You do your best not to hone in on the vein protruding. Your nostrils catch a whiff of motor oil and a fading woodsy scent. “And what exactly was she doing before she decided to quit on you?”
“I told you. She was making a noise.”
His lips twitch. “Super helpful, thank you.”
You huff a breath. Your fingers find the diamond ring on your right hand, a family heirloom, twisting it around and around. It’s a nervous habit you've had since you got the damn thing. “Grinding and rattling is all I’ve got.”
He raises an eyebrow. God, he’s fucking cocky. You’re a girl—did he expect you would walk in here with a plethora of knowledge on expensive cars? The only subject you contain vast amounts of intel on are wine pairings and jewelry brands.
“I’m not a mechanic, I don’t have the vocabulary for this,” you snap.
“Clearly.” His eyes track the way your nimble fingers twist your ring. “So grinding and rattling? At the same time?”
You roll your eyes. Men making a mockery out of you is not something you take lightly—no matter how undeniably sexy he is. “I don’t know. It happened pretty fast.”
“And where were you when it started?”
“Driving.”
He blinks. “Well, duh. Figured that much.”
Your face burns, eye twitching at his mockery. “On the road, smartass. The empty one with no lights. Which by the way, how fucking helpful that this town doesn’t believe in streetlights.”
The man lifts his shoulder in a shrug, something smug playing about his mouth. “Budget cuts.”
This stupid fucking town. Your father will be getting a lengthy phone call from you tomorrow morning.
“So you were driving on a dark road, and she started making a grinding-rattling-kind-of noise. Was the check engine light on?” he chuckles.
You pause. Twist your ring three more times. Truthfully, you don’t know a damn thing about cars, especially not your own. In Seoul, your father has a mechanic on retainer for your Range Rover, so this is uncharted territory. “Maybe?” you mumble.
“Maybe?”
“I don’t know what the fuck an engine check light is or whatever.”
“You don’t—” He stops himself, dragging a hand down his face. When he looks back at you, there’s a mix of amusement and disbelief in his eyes. “Okay. Was there smoke?”
“Uh.. a little. When I opened the hood.”
“Did you turn the engine off first?”
You twist your ring so hard it nearly catapults off your finger. “…Should I have?”
He laughs smugly. Damn him. Damn mechanics and their misogynistic beliefs. You may not know a lot about cars, but you know how to use Excel. “Jesus Christ. Okay. So we’ve got mystery grinding, possible rattling, a possible check engine light, and you opened the hood while it was still running.”
“And?”
By the look on his face, all the things he listed are not ideal for your expensive car.
“And your car’s probably overheated. Could be the cooling system, could be a belt, could be about fifteen other things I won’t know until I actually take a look at her.”
Phew. At least there’s still a sliver of hope your car can be fixed. You smile sweetly, twirling your hair around your finger. “So can you fix it tonight?”
“Tonight?” He glances at his watch. It’s a worn silver piece of jewelry that looks like an heirloom. “Princess, it’s late. I’m off the clock.”
“But—”
“Tomorrow,” he says firmly. “I’ll fix it first thing in the morning.”
Your stomach drops to your feet. “But-but I need my car.”
“Yeah, well.” he shrugs, entirely unbothered by your dilemma. “She needs a mechanic. Guess we’re both disappointed.”
“Wha-but—” Your brain struggles to make sense of the nonsensical event unfolding in front of you, but yet again, all you see is a very sexy mechanic, a smug smirk, and no solution to your problem. “So what am I supposed to do? Just… walk back to my place?”
He tilts his head as though doing the math himself. “Possibly. How far is it?”
“I don’t know. I drove here.” You tap your foot impatiently.
“How could we forget the car that doesn’t work?” he snorts, pulling a clipboard from the stack and jotting down a few things.
There’s some not-very-nice words lingering on the tip of your tongue, but you catch yourself. Deep breaths. Your therapist would not approve of where this conversation is heading. “I just—I can’t be without a car. I have to go home. I have things to do.”
“In Namhae?” He looks up from his scribbling. “At ten at night?”
“Well, no, not tonight, but tomorrow I—” you falter. You actually have nothing to do tomorrow… Or the day after. Pretty much the whole reason why you got shipped off. “That’s not my point.”
“And so then what is your point?” He balances the clipboard on his hip, eyeing you with those beady little orbs that are just as sultry as disappointing.
“The point is I need my car!”
The words burst out of you, like a kid went berzerk on a pinata and candy exploded everywhere. Wonderful. Spectacular, even. You’re losing it. You are fully losing it in front of this smug, tattooed, annoyingly sexy mechanic who thinks you’re the most useless human being he’s ever encountered.
You might be proving him right.
“Okaaaay…” he says slowly as though he’s talking to a spooked animal. “But like I said, you’re not getting it tonight. So unless you plan on sleeping in my waiting room—which, fair warning, that plastic chair is not comfortable—you’re gonna need a ride.”
Glancing over at the sad little plastic chair in the corner, you flinch. “I’ll call an Uber.”
He laughs. Laughs so loud you swear you feel the floor shake and hear the windows rattle. “An Uber? Princess, this is Namhae Valley, not Gangnam. We’ve got one taxi driver and he goes to bed at nine.”
Shit.
“Then I’ll…” You rack your brain, twisting your ring on your finger so fast you’re surprised there’s no marks yet. “I’ll call someone.”
“Who?” He sets down the clipboard, genuinely interested in which poor civilian you’ll conjure up at this hour.
Unfortunately, you only know your neighbor, her three cats, and now this mechanic who’s name you somehow still don’t know.
“I don’t know! Someone!”
He flashes a grin, pearly whites on full display. “You got a lot of friends in town?”
You sigh. “No.”
“Family?”
“All in Seoul.”
He crosses his arms, bicep veins bulging like they’re begging to be ogled at by you. “So here’s what’s gonna happen. I’m gonna give you a ride to wherever you’re staying, you’re gonna come back tomorrow afternoon and I’ll tell you what’s wrong with your fancy car.”
You want to retaliate and argue it’s not even that upper echelon, but it kind of, maybe is. It’s a fucking 2023 Range Rover, for crying out loud, and it costs more than most people’s rent.
He moves toward the door of your car, tugging it open. You reach in, pulling out your bag. For a moment, you debate taking any other valuables with you, but this mechanic doesn’t look like he cares for your Dior lip glosses.
“How much this bad boy worth, hm? Hundred million won?”
You close the door shut. “I didn’t buy it. My dad did.”
“‘Course he did.” He starts migrating towards the rusty front door, turning lights off in his wake. You mindlessly follow, considering the man is now all you have as a means of transportation. “Let me guess, he also got you that bag?”
You clutch your Louis Vuitton bag closer to you. “What’s wrong with my bag?”
He shrugs. “Nothing. If you’re into walking billboards.”
You gasp. You shouldn’t be shocked, because why would anyone in Namhae appreciate fine leather? Seoul is where your heart is, where your passion is. You need to get back.
“Just saying,” he continues, enjoying himself as he leads you toward a run-down truck. “You show up here in your Range Rover, waving around your designer bag. It’s a small town. People are gonna talk.”
There’s not a single word that leaves your mouth. Instead, just a puff of air. A gust of breath in sheer shock at what he’s saying. “If you’re going to say things like that, I should at least know your name.”
He stops in front of the truck—if you can even call it that. It’s a pickup truck. Rusty, dented, appears to be held together by duct tape and prayers. The paint is chipping in certain places, but it’s clear he’s done his best to try and patch it up. “Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook.”
You stare at the vehicle. “You cannot be serious.”
His brows furrow. “That’s… my name?”
“No, you dimwit, the car!” Your arms flail as you gesture toward the piece of metal. “This is what you’re offering me a ride in?”
“She runs great,” he says, patting the hood affectionately. “Unlike your car.”
“She looks like she’s going to give me tetanus.”
He rolls his eyes, running a hand through his dark brown tresses. God, if he wasn’t constantly finding new ways to antagonize you, you would totally jump his bones. Well, actually, that’s a complete bluff on your part. If he gives you the chance, you’ll show him how they fuck in Seoul. “Princess, you’re gonna be fine. I promise my truck won’t ruin your rich girl aesthetic.”
And here’s the thing that’s really messing with your head: no one talks to you like this. No one dares. You’re used to people nodding along, agreeing with you, gently suggesting alternatives but never outright mocking you or your very reasonable concerns about tetanus. Your colleagues don’t do it. Your father definitely doesn’t. Even your therapist treads carefully, like you're held together by glue and used popsicle sticks.
But not Jungkook.
“Come on,” He walks around to the drivers side. He pulls the door open with a metal screech that makes you cringe, then hauls himself up into the seat. The key turns in the ignition and the engine roars to life. The truck shudders, letting out a noise that would be concerning if you weren’t with a mechanic.
He notices your reaction and rolls his eyes for the nth time. “Relax. She’s just got character.”
You mutter unintelligible, hateful words under your breath, quiet enough so that he can’t make them out. The last thing you need him doing is swerving this car off the road, killing you both in a fit of rage. Reaching for the handle, you tug open the passenger door, and meet your next dilemma (as if the pile of the ones currently on your plate weren’t enough). The seat is high. Unnecessarily high. And you’re wearing Prada kitten heels because even in your stressed, overworked state, you weren’t raised in a barn.
You look down at your shoes, then up at the seat, then back at your shoes. The math isn’t mathing.
“You gonna stand there all night?” he calls over the rumble of the engine.
“Figuring it out,” you retort through gritted teeth. Gripping the door frame, you place one Prada-covered foot on the small step, testing it. The heel slides like the bottom of it was slathered in baby oil.
“Jesus Christ,” you hear him mutter, and then the engine cuts off.
Great. Sexy mechanic is so deeply disturbed by your antics he won’t give you a ride anymore and you’ll be left as dinner for the wild animals.
“What are you—”
He rounds the front of the truck with long strides. “Move.”
“I can do it myself—”
He snorts. “Princess, you’ve been standing there for thirty seconds looking at this truck like it’s the fucking crack mobile. Move.”
“It’s ‘cause I’m wearing heels—”
“I can see that,” he says, and before you can protest even further, his calloused hands are on your waist. They’re big, take up the expanse of your waist. Warm, too. He lifts you and sets you in the passenger seat like you’re his weekly groceries.
You catch a glimpse of his tattoos up close. Black ink that disappears under his wife beater, although you can make out lines on his chest. Your fingers itch with the desire to trace them.
“There,” He steps back. His hands leave your waist and you miss the weight of them. “That wasn’t so hard, now was it?”
You gape at him. More like staring, but that’s neither here nor there. Mostly, you’ve just forgotten how to form words because you’re too busy processing the fact that he just manhandled you into his truck and your panties are soaking through your jeans.
“You good?” he asks, hand on the door.
“Fine,” you gulp. “I’m fine. Ready for takeoff, captain.”
“Uhu.” He smirks lightly, and you swear he knows what you’re thinking. “Seatbelt, princess.”
He slams the door shut before you can respond. The truck comes back to life and he shifts into gear, arm flexing as he moves the stick shift. Under the dim streetlights, his tattooed forearm keeps you plenty distracted. His long fingers tap the steering wheel, drumming to whatever tune is in his head.
You perform a quick sweep of his side profile. His jaw is sculpted, top teeth fiddling with his lip ring. You can see the definition in his shoulders, his built chest rising and falling with each breath. There’s a small grease stain near his collarbone that you want to lick off him.
It’s silent for miles, save for the sound of his humming and the creak of the truck as it drives along the road. You want to ask questions, want to know more about this dangerously mysterious man. You doubt he’ll answer anything you ask, but curiosity swells inside you.
But it’s not you who breaks the silence. It’s him. “So where is the princess from?”
You bristle. It was funny the first few times, but now you’re decidedly offended by this pet name he’s branded you with. The only time he should be calling you princess is in bed, and right now, there’s about a 2% chance of that happening. “I’m not ‘princess.’ My name is [Y/N].”
He raises a brow, tossing you a side glance. “I know. But I think princess suits you more.”
“Yeah, well I’m not some frilly little princess. I work hard where I’m from.”
“Which is… where, exactly?”
“It’s just—” You huff, crossing your arms over your chest. “I’m from Seoul.”
He makes a sound of indignation. “Not shocking.”
“What the fuck does that mean?”
You’re entirely aware you’re not exactly small town material. You get stares when you go to the farmers market, and awkward questions at the post office. But you’re not going to lose more pieces of yourself than your job has already taken from you.
“It just explains a lot. The Range Rover, the bag, the whole,” he gestured at you with one hand, “thing you’ve got going on.”
“There’s no thing.”
“So what are you doing out here then?” He turns onto another dark road, this one somehow even more poorly lit than the last. “Seoul princess slumming it in Namhae?”
Sighing, you reply, “My dad wanted me to chill out.”
“From what? Too many yacht parties?” he jokes.
“I work a real corporate job,” you snap at him, and that makes his shoulders slump. “I got promoted three times this year, working crazy hours, and my dad was worried I was going to have a heart attack before thirty, so he made me take a break. Happy?”
He nods slowly, soaking the information in. He probably doesn’t even believe you, if you had to guess. “Three promotions? Sheesh.”
“Yeah, well.” You scoff. “Some of us have to work for our money.”
That elicits a chuckle from him. “Okay, princess. Sure.”
“If you offered me a ride just to make fun of me, you can drop me off right here.”
“Here?” He takes a look at the darkness outside the window. There’s trees, more trees, and what could be a rice field if there weren’t so many goddamn trees. “You gonna walk the rest of the way in your little heels?”
“I could.”
“Princess, you cannot handle Namhae at night. You’d last five minutes before something spooked you.”
You take another look out your window. Unfortunately, he’s right.
You don’t have a comeback for that. Sitting back in your seat, you glare out the windshield. It’s silent again for a few minutes, just you trapped with your thoughts, none of which are productive or useful.
You’re desperate for a distraction. “Have you always lived here?”
“Yep.”
Jungkook, ever the charmer. “And you… like it?”
“It’s home.”
“Right.” It’s clear he has no interest once you’re the one interrogating him, but you don’t care. “Is the shop yours?”
The muscles in his jaw clench. “Was my dad’s. Now it’s mine.”
By the look on his face, you don’t press. “It’s nice that you kept it going.”
“Yeah, well, someone had to.”
More silence descends upon you. This is like pulling teeth. Sexy, tattooed teeth.
“Do you ever think about leaving?”
“Nah.” He turns onto another street, and you recognize it as the main road that you take to get to their version of ‘downtown.’ “Got everything I need here.”
“Everything?”
“Food, work, a bed.” He lists them like he’s checking them off an errands list. “What else is there?”
“Oh, I don’t know.” You roll your eyes. “Culture? Excitement? More than one restaurant?”
“We have three restaurants, mind you.”
“Oh, wow. Three whole restaurants. Namhae, calm down, you’re too much for me.”
Jungkook laughs at that heartedly, and in that moment, you decide that you don’t just like the sound—you love it.
“Hey, I think it’s better than working 70 hour weeks and stress-buying designer clothes.”
“Whatever,” you huff. Actually, you did stress-buy half your closet. Especially that Roberto Cavelli dress you still haven’t found a reason to wear.
Your head lolls back against the headrest, eyes trained on the rows of trees passing by. It’s peaceful at this hour. Even if it’s not the vacation you dreamed of, it was still nice, and you could appreciate what it had to offer.
Surprisingly enough, Jungkook’s truck smells like pine, and it’s fairly clean besides the few gum wrappers lying around. You’re noticing all the little things about him, filling into places in your brain that will no longer be of use when you leave Namhae in a month.
“How’s dating here?”
What a weird question. Why did you ask that. Oh god. You had let your mind wander too far and it took you to a place you should have never gone.
He side-eyes you. “Huh?”
“I mean, small town, probably everyone knows everyone, so I was just curious—”
“It’s good,” he swiftly cuts you off. “I like casual things.”
Oh.
“Me too,” you rush to agree, which is not… exactly true? You’ve had plenty of relationships, most of them with men that your father approved of. Men that were wealthy, driven, working jobs like yours. Lately, however, everything’s been too busy for anything serious, so casual has been the default.
The truck rolls to a stop at a red light. The only red light you’ve seen this entire drive. You don’t need to look at him to feel the way his eyes drag up and down your figure. You stare straight ahead.
“You a princess in bed too, or…?”
“Excuse me?” you sputter, mouth falling open.
“Just curious,” he repeats your words. “If the high maintenance thing extends to all areas of life.”
What are you supposed to say to that? That you’re absolutely not a princess in bed, that you’re adventurous and spontaneous and a mean dominatrix.
You can’t say that because: a) It would sound defensive as hell, b) He’d probably laugh and c) You’d be lying because you have no idea what you are in bed anymore. It’s been a while since your last situationship fizzled out.
“That is so inappropriate.”
“You started it by asking about my dating life.”
“I wanted to know what to expect, asshole.”
“Mhm.” The light turns green and he accelerates, a big goofy smile plastered on his face. “So that’s a yes on the princess thing.”
“Shut up.”
“Why? It fits.” There’s a challenging lilt evident in his tone. “Or are you gonna prove me wrong?”
It’s an offer as much as it is an out. If you pull back, you think he’d ride in silence altogether. But if you give in… he might give you just what you want.
“I’m very fun.”
“Yeah?”
“I do fun things.”
His lips twitch. “Like what?”
“In Seoul. I go out, party, get drunk with my friends,” you say. It’s been a while since you’ve partaken in those things, but you still do them like the rest of the adult population.
“Mmm.” He nods. “Porbably off bottles that costs thousands of won, I bet.”
You roll your eyes so hard you’re shocked they don’t fall out of your head. “Not everyone drinks expensive stuff.”
“You definitely do.”
“Sometimes,” you lie.
“Here in Namhae,” he exhales. “We drink beers.”
“I like beer,” you protest, frowning. Beer and fried chicken is the only unhealthy delicacy you enjoy. Sue a girl.
“What kind?”
“IPAs are good.”
He throws his head back, shoulders shaking as he barks out an unaffectionate laugh. “IPAs are for pussies, princess.”
“No, they’re not—”
“They’re fancy craft beers that taste like plant water and cost twice as much as regular beer. That’s pussy beer.”
A rebuttal lingers on the tip of your tongue, but before you can say another word, he pulls up in front of your rental. It’s an adorable, quaint townhouse at the end of a quiet street. The house is painted a soft lavender color and the owner placed flower boxes in the windows that you haven’t managed to kill yet. Miracle of miracles.
He slows to a stop in front of it, engine rumbling low, and lets out a low whistle. “Nice lil place you got, princess.”
“Mhm.” You twist your ring again and again. On the one hand, you can enter your home, sip a glass of wine, and go right to bed. Maybe get in a little time with your rose toy. But on the other hand… well, your other option is sitting cozy in the driver's seat.
This is stupid. This is so stupid. But you say it anyway: “Wanna come inside?”
He turns to look at you, one eyebrow arched. The smirk is gone, jaw clenching. His eyes drag over your face. “Whaddya want me to do if I come in?”
Oh fuck. He’s calling your bluff but you’re in too deep now to untangle yourself from the mess you’ve made.
You smile at him innocently. Your hand comes up to twirl a strand of hair around your finger. You know you’re laying it on thick, but desperate times call for desperate measures. “We could drink tea.”
His jaw ticks. “Yeah? You like tea?”
You nod, batting your eyelashes. “Love it. It’s very relaxing.”
He grunts in response to that.
You drone on, “I have chamomile, lavender, green tea—”
His hand lands on your thigh. It’s heavy and warm and his fingers splay across your skin, just above your knee, thumb pressing into the inside of your thigh through your jeans. So big it practically takes up your entire leg.
His eyes are dark, locked on yours. “If I come into your house, we’re not drinking tea.”
Your mouth goes dry. “Oh yeah? What would we do?”
His hand slides higher. Not by much, but enough that your thighs involuntarily clench. The corner of his mouth lifts.
“I’d get you out of these tight little jeans,” he says, casual as anything, like he’s talking about the weather or those stupid teas you brought up. “Spread you out on whatever expensive furniture you got in there. And I’d make you admit you’re a princess everywhere… including in bed.”
Oh good god.
Your thighs clench again, trapping his hand between them. You can feel how wet you are, how your body is screaming yes, please, take me upstairs right now and have your way with me while your brain tries to maintain some composure.
His eyes drop to where your thighs have trapped his hand, grin turning downright filthy. “Yeah. That’s what I thought.”
Then he pulls his hand away. A whimper escapes your lips at the loss of contact.
“But I gotta head home,” he says, settling both hands back on the steering wheel. “Long day tomorrow. Your car’s not gonna fix itself.”
You stare at him. “Are you—you’re serious?”
“Deadly.” He looks over at you nonchalantly, like you’re now nothing more than a pest in his truck. “I’ll see you tomorrow in the afternoon for your car.”
You’re hot. You’re rich. You get whatever you want, whenever you want. Men fall over themselves to get your attention. You’ve had guys offer to fly you to Jeju for the weekend, buy you jewelry, take you to Michelin-star restaurants. But this conceited mechanic in his beat-up truck with his stupid tattoos and wife beater and overalls just turned you down.
It makes you want him even more.
You fumble for the door handle. “Yeah, sure. Tomorrow.”
“Need help getting down?”
“I’m fine,” you quickly argue, because if he touches you again you might actually burst into flames. You push the door open and slide out, your heels hitting the pavement.
Alas, you completely disregard the height, and you stumble out of the vehicle, catching yourself on the truck’s frame. Very suave of you.
“Careful, princess,” he says, but you can hear the laughter in his voice.
You slam the door shut, harder than necessary, and step back, trying to salvage whatever dignity you have left. Jungkook watches you through the window. When you turn fully to face him, he flashes you a grin that’s all pearly teeth and dimples, and you feel your panties literally get wetter.
Then he pulls away, truck rumbling down the quiet street, taillights disappearing into darkness.
For a solid thirty seconds, you stand there, knees weak, pussy throbbing, utterly dumbfounded. What the actual fuck just happened?
You’ve been rejected once before (okay, maybe twice, but who’s counting?). Usually it’s a polite “I’m not looking for anything serious” or “I don’t think we’re compatible.” But this was far worse. This was a promise of what could happen if you came back tomorrow. If you played along.
You need to have him. It’s a carnal desire now. Like, physically, desperately need to.
Your hands shake as you unlock your front door, stepping into your lavender and chai scented home that feels emptier than when you left it. Flopping down on the pristine couch, you stare at the ceiling.
Tomorrow afternoon, you’re showing up in the shortest fucking skirt you packed.
Jungkook loves IPAs. Fuck anyone who says they’re pussy beers.
In fact, the minute he steps through his rusty apartment door, he opens up his fridge and plucks one from the side. He deserves it after tonight, anyway.
Jungkook doesn’t live in luxury. It’s quite the opposite. His studio apartment is cramped. The walls are beige and peeling in the corners, and there’s a futon that doubles as his couch and bed shoved against one wall. His kitchen is basically a microwave and a mini fridge. The bathroom door doesn’t close all the way, and there’s a persistent water stain on the ceiling he’s been meaning to paint over for six months.
It’s not much, but it’s his.
He chugs a few sips of the IPA—because yeah, he does like them, and fuck anyone who says they’re pussy beers—before settling onto his futon. It creaks under his weight, springs adjusting to hold him. He grabs his phone from his pocket, clicking through it aimlessly.
Instagram. Nothing interesting. A few DMs from girls he’s hooked up with before, asking what he’s doing tonight. He ignores them. He moves onto YouTube. Closes that too. Opens a mobile game he hasn’t played in weeks. Closes that with a groan.
He’s trying to distract himself, he really is, but fuck. You’re so fucking hot. Genuinely, stupidly hot in a way that has him shifting on the futon, adjusting himself in his overalls because his dick has no chill tonight. It’s not just that you’re pretty—though you definitely are— but it’s the way you dress, maybe. He knows you’re unattainable for someone like him.
A girl like you doesn’t end up with a mechanic who lives in a studio with a water-stained ceiling.
But never mind all that—the things he would do to you in bed.
He’d start slow. Peel those tight jeans off inch by inch, watch you squirm under his hands. You’d probably try to stay composed at first, all princess-like, but he’d wear you down. Get you on your back, spread those thighs, and bury his face between them until you forgot your own name. And you would taste good, he just knows. Sweet and sensitive. Then he’d flip you over, get his hands on your hips, and—
His phone buzzes in his hand and it almost flies out of his hand as if it’s on fire.
It’s a work reminder he set for tomorrow.
Jungkook groans, dragging a hand down his face. He’s pissed at himself for not just saying fuck it and following you through that door when you offered. He could’ve had you pressed against your wall within thirty seconds. Could’ve kissed you until you were breathless and begging for it. He bets your apartment smells like fucking daisies, just like you do. All clean and floral.
He just had to be responsible. Had to say some shit about going home, about fixing your car tomorrow, because—what? Because he was trying to prove a point? Make you work for it? Stupid, stupid Jungkook.
He takes another long sip of his IPA, letting the bitterness soak his tongue.
Now he’s just sitting alone in his shitty apartment, hard as a rock, thinking about a girl who’s probably worth millions of won.
He swipes back to Instagram, scrolling through his DMs. There’s one from Yoonchae, a girl he’s hooked up with a few times over the past couple months. She works at the convenience store two blocks over, and their arrangement is simple: no strings, no expectations, just someone to text when the need arises.
yoonchae: hey you round tn? been thinking about last time
The messages came in an hour ago. He stares at them, thumb hovering over the keyboard. The last time they fucked was good. Yoonchae knows what she’s doing, knows what he likes and wants. It’s an uncomplicated situation. Exactly the kind of thing he usually goes for, because complicated is the last thing he needs in his life.
His life is already messy enough.
Between running his dad's shop alone—because his dad decided to up and die of a heart attack two years ago, leaving Jungkook with a business and a shit-ton of debt he’s still paying off—and dealing with his mom who won’t stop calling from Busan asking for money he doesn’t have, and his older brother who fucked off to Seoul five years ago and hasn’t looked back... yeah. Complicated is not what he’s looking for in his bed.
That’s why he keeps things casual. A few hookups here and there, nothing that requires meeting families or talking about feelings or any of that heavy shit. Yoonchae gets that, and she’s never asked for more.
Jungkook: not tonight.
Before sending, he deletes it. Tries again.
Jungkook: can’t tonight, working early
Deletes that too.
He really just could text her back. Could tell her to come over, let her distract him from the spoiled little rich girl who’s somehow managed to burrow under his skin in the span of an hour.
But he doesn’t really want to. He wants you.
That’s a problem, because you’re everything he hates about Seoul. High maintenance, expensive, the type of girl who needs three hours to get ready and has opinions about thread counts. You’re a walking red flag for someone like him, someone who can barely afford his rent, let alone keep up with whatever lifestyle you’re used to.
There is that small, tiny fact that still bothers him, though. You want him. A girl like you, and you want him.
He locks his phone without responding to Yoonchae, tossing it onto the futon beside him. Takes another gulp of his IPA, letting the cold liquid slide down his throat.
Jungkook can’t even believe what he’s about to do—actually, no, he can believe it. His dick has been half-hard since he lifted you into his truck, and it’s only gotten worse since he dropped you off. Since he watched you stumble in those ridiculous heels, all flustered.
Setting the beer down on the floor, he reaches for the buckles of his overalls. They fall open easily, the straps sliding off his shoulders. He shoves them down his hips along with his jeans, letting them pool at his ankles before kicking them off entirely.
He pulls down his boxers to free his cock, and lo and behold, all nine inches of him are rock solid. The head is flushed, a bead of precum already forming at the tip. Jungkook wraps a hand around himself, stroking slowly from base to tip, and his head falls back against the futon with a low groan.
This is pathetic. Rock bottom. Getting himself off to the thought of some girl he met an hour ago, some princess who probably wouldn’t even look twice at him under normal circumstances. Fuck that if he cares right now. He strokes himself again, tightening his grip, and lets his mind wander back to you in his truck. The way you looked at him with those big eyes, biting your lip. The expensive floral scent of you filling the small space. How your voice went all breathy when he put his hand on your thigh.
He imagines what would’ve happened if he’d gone inside with you.
He thinks he would’ve kissed you hard, swallowing whatever smartass comment you were about to make. You would have melted into him—he knows you would’ve. Would’ve grabbed onto his shirt, his shoulders, anywhere you could reach, trying to pull him closer.
Jungkook’s hand moves faster, thump swiping over the sensitive head.
He would have gotten his hands under your shirt, felt you up properly. You’d probably be wearing some lacy expensive bra, and he’d have taken his time getting it off. Watched you squirm while he palmed your tits, rolled your nipples between his fingers until you were whimpering. Then he would work your jeans off. Peeled them down your legs to reveal matching panties, already soaked through the fabric. He would drop to his knees right there, hook his fingers in the waistband and drag them down. Spread you open with his thumbs.
“Fuck,” he mutters, biting his bottom lip. His strokes get faster, more desperate.
He would eat you out until your legs were shaking, until you were pulling his hair and grinding against his face. Make you cum on his tongue before he even whipped his dick out.
Jungkook’s hand is slick with precum, working his cock as he pumps to completion.
He’d stand up, spin you around, press you face first against that door. You’d brace yourself with your hands, looking back at him over your shoulder with those needy eyes. He’d line himself up and push in slow—because you’d be so fucking tight, he just knows it—and watch your mouth fall open. He would fuck you against the door, deep and hard until you cried out with each thrust, make you take every inch.
“Shit.” His abs tense, thighs clenching as he feels his orgasm burning in his lower stomach.
You would cum again with him inside you. He’d feel you clench around his cock, hear you fall apart, and that would be it for him. He’d finish deep inside you, fill you up, mark you as his even though you’re not and never will be.
His orgasm hits hard, pleasure coursing through his veins. White, hot spurts of semen splatter across his hand and stomach, hand working himself through it until he’s empty and oversensitive. For a moment, he sits there and stares at his crusty ceiling.
He just jerked off to a girl who’s probably going to pick up her Range Rover tomorrow, pay whatever ridiculous amount he charges, and drive straight back to her cute little house without a second thought.
Reaching for a random towel near his laundry basket, he wipes himself clean with it.
He has no idea what the fuck he’s doing, but he knows one thing: tomorrow, he cannot fall victim to your advances.
If anyone asks you ten years from now why you wore a black miniskirt to pick up your Range Rover from the mechanic, you’ll say it was laundry day.
It really is a complete lie, because you have about a hundred other outfits hanging in your closet that would’ve been more appropriate for a simple car pickup. But here you are, standing in front of your mirror at 1:30 PM, wearing a black miniskirt that barely hits mid-thigh, a fitted black top that shows just a sliver of stomach, and your favorite Louboutin heels. The nude ones with the red bottoms that make your legs look like they belong to Aphrodite herself.
This morning, you had convinced yourself you weren’t going to do anything rash. You were going to show up in jeans, possibly wear sneakers. But then you remembered the way he looked at you last night and how his hand felt on your thigh. The jeans went back in the drawer.
A full 45 minutes are spent on makeup, and your hair is down to appear more sultry. You’re not trying to look good—you can do that on your own, have been doing it your whole life—but it won’t hurt to remind him exactly what he turned down last night. Not that you’re bitter about it by any means.
(You are incredibly bitter about it.)
Half the night was spent tossing and turning, debating whether masturbating was a good idea. Would it help you get him out of your system, or would it just make things worse?
You ended up using your vibrator twice. It didn’t help. If anything, it made it worse, because the whole time you were imagining his hands instead of the silicone, his mouth instead of your own fingers. Your rose toy has never felt more inadequate.
When your taxi driver finally pulls up to Jeon’s Auto Repair, the Namhae sun is beating down mercilessly. You’re really starting to regret the heels because the parking lot is still just gravel and dirt. Even in the daytime, the shop looks exactly the same. Dead, empty, threatening. The red paint is still peeling, the flickering neon sign still crooked. There’s a few more cars scattered around today, but they still look abandoned.
Taking a deep breath, you adjust your skirt and push through the door. Your heels click against the floor.
But it’s not Jungkook behind the front counter.
It’s another man. He’s shorter than Jungkook, with soft, feminine features and blonde hair. He’s wearing the same style of overalls, though his are actually buckled on both sides like a normal person. When he sees you, his mouth breaks into a friendly smile.
“Hey there,” he says, straightening up from whatever he was writing. His name tag reads Jimin in faded lettering. “You here to pick up?”
He’s attractive. Incredibly attractive, with full, puckered lips and warm eyes. But he’s not Jungkook.
And your body has already decided it’s only interested in one mechanic.
“Um yeah,” you say. God, you feel so fucking ridiculous in this outfit. What are you even doing? Why did you dress like this? “The Range Rover?”
“Oh yeah!” Jimin’s smile widens. “Jungkook’s been working on it all morning. She’s good to go now.” He starts rifling through some papers on the counter. “There was an overheating issue. Coolant system was fucked. He replaced the—”
“Is he here?” you interrupt.
Jimin glances up. “Jungkook? Uh… yeah. He’s in the garage. Want me to grab him?”
“No, I—” Take a breath. Get it the fuck together. “Yes, please.”
You’re nervous. For the first time in your life, you can feel the butterflies kicking up in your stomach. You’ve never felt like this before, not about men, not about anything. You’ve given presentations to rooms full of executives, negotiated six-figure deals, stared down your father when he tried to micromanage your career. Nerves are not something you do. But your heart is racing, palms sweaty.
Jimin nods and disappears through the doorway into the garage. You hear the distant sound of tools clanging, muffled voices. Then... nothing. You shift your weight from one Louboutin to the other.
A minute passes. Two. Three whole fucking minutes.
What are they doing back there? Writing a dissertation on your coolant system? Discussing the meaning of life?
You stare at the dusty clock on the wall, watching the second hand tick forward at an agonizing pace. Maybe this was all a mistake. You should’ve just showed up in sweatpants.
Maybe they’re in there laughing at you. Maybe Jungkook is showing Jimin a picture of you and they’re both dying at the desperate rich girl who showed up in a miniskirt. Maybe you should just flee the country.
Finally, Jimin emerges from the garage. “He’ll be out in a sec.” Then, almost too casually: “I actually think I’m gonna head out to lunch, so it’ll just be you two.”
“Oh. Okay.”
Jimin grabs a jacket from behind the counter, and you try very hard not to spiral. Why is he leaving? Did Jungkook tell him to leave? Is that why they were talking for three minutes? Or is this just a coincidence, just normal lunch break timing, and you're reading way too much into all this?
He heads towards the door, and before he pushes it open, he gives you a knowing smile. Okay, yeah. He knows his coworker is about to get cracked like a lobster.
The bell above the door chimes as he exits, the sound echoing in the empty shop.
And then you hear a throat clearing, a very familiar one.
You whip around, and Jungkook’s leaned against the doorframe leading to the garage, one hand shoved in his overall pocket, the other holding a toothpick between his teeth. He chews on it slowly, eyes locked on you.
Today he’s wearing a black wife beater that hugs his sculpted abdomen tightly. There's a silver chain hanging around his neck, resting against his collarbones. You want that chain smacking against your face. You want it swinging above you while he pounds into you.
Jesus Christ, pull it together.
Slowly, his eyes rake over your body. Starting at your face, trailing down your neck, your chest, your bare legs, all the way to your Louboutin heels. Then back up again, even slower this time. The toothpick shifts to the other side of his mouth.
“You always dress like this to pick up cars?” he drawls.
You’re basically drooling, which is mortifying in its own way, but you also can’t seem to form a coherent thought because he looks so fucking good and he’s looking at you like he wants to devour you whole.
“I…” you swallow thickly. “I had... plans. After this.”
“What kind of plans?” The smirk widens as he pushes off the doorframe, taking one step toward you.
Absolutely none. Zero plans. Your only plan was to come here and see him and maybe, maybe, finish what you started last night.
“Just hanging with some friends,” you lie, lifting your chin in indignation.
“Mm.” He stares at you, seeing through all your bullshit. “Cool.”
He shifts the toothpick to the other side of his mouth. “Well,” he finally says, “You wanna see your car?”
You deadpan. “Uh.. yeah?”
“Come on.” He turns and walks back toward the garage, and you follow, heels clacking against the concrete. Your body starts to deflate a little. He’s being oddly professional. Like you’re just another customer picking up their vehicle and not someone who spent half the night getting off to the thought of him. Like he didn’t have his hand on your thigh last night saying the filthiest things.
What the fuck? Did you misread this entire situation? Did you really get this dressed up, spend 45 minutes on your makeup, wear your sluttiest heels, all for him to just... show you your car and send you on your way?
When you enter the garage, it’s bigger than you expected. There’s multiple bays, tools hanging from every wall. It smells like motor oil, mixed in with Jungkook’s familiar manly scent. And there, in the center bay under a fluorescent light, is your Range Rover.
It gleams under the light. The hood is closed, no smoke, no weird rattling sounds. Brand spanking new.
“There she is,” Jungkook says, patting the hood. “Good as new.”
You walk around it slowly, inspecting it from every angle. Not that you know what you’re looking for, but it feels like something you should do.
He follows your movements, hands in his pockets. “The coolant was broken,” he explains, leaning against his workbench. “I replaced the radiator, checked the hoses. You should be good for another thousand miles, easily.”
“Okay,” you reply, running your hand along the sleek metal of the car.
“Also rotated your tires, topped off all your fluids. Oil change is due soon, so keep an eye on that.”
“Yup,” The sound of you popping the p echoes across the room. You’re trying so hard not to just openly stare at him. At the way his arms flex when he crosses them, at the small bead of sweat rolling down his neck despite the fans running overhead.
This is torture.
“Air conditioning’s working now too,” he continues. “It was blowing a little warm yesterday, so I fixed that.”
“Great.”
“And I, uh, found about 15 empty iced coffee cups in your backseat.”
Your neck burns. Your coffee addiction started from a young age and only got more dire during adulthood. “I was going to throw those away.”
“When? Next year?”
“I’m busy.”
“Ah, yes, with your treacherous work weeks,” He smiles widely. Okay, there’s the guy from last night. “Don’t worry, I threw them out for you. No charge.”
“How so very kind of you.”
“I thought so.” He pushes off the workbench. “So, what do you think?”
You look at your Range Rover. Looks like your car. Looks completely fucking fine. “It looks good.”
“Yeah?”
Your eyes are stuck on his now, not the car. “I’ll need to take it for a ride, I guess, to make sure it’s all working properly.”
Your brain jumps to a very different kind of ride, and judging by the way his jaw ticks, his did too. “Yeah, you do.”
Metaphorical devil horns start to grow on your head. The horny demon on your shoulder screams at you, begs for release. “Should you come with me? You know, to make sure it's really fixed?”
His eyes darken. “I’m sure it’s fine.”
“But what if something goes wrong?”
“Then you can come back.”
“Well what if it breaks down on the road?”
“It won’t. I’m good at my job.”
“But what if—”
He cuts you off sternly, “Your car is fine.”
You hold his gaze for as long as you possibly can, hoping to wear him down blink by blink. But he breaks first, looking away to find something. “Let me go get the paperwork for you to sign. Then we can walk through payment.”
He walks back toward the front office, and the moment he’s out of sight, you deflate. Slump against your car, staring at the ceiling. What is happening? Did you completely imagine the chemistry last night? You catch your reflection in the side mirror and move to the driver’s side, opening the door to check yourself out in the rearview mirror. Your makeup is perfect. Your hair still looks good. The skirt is... yeah, the skirt is doing what it’s supposed to do. He must want to fuck you… right?
Because if not, this is the most embarrassing thing you’ve ever done, and you once accidentally replied-all to a company-wide email with just the letter ‘k’.
Smoothing down your skirt, you check your teeth in the mirror. Maybe he’s just playing it cool. Maybe he’s making you work for it. Or, then again, maybe you’re just a delusional rich girl and he was just being nice by giving you a ride home and you constructed this entire fantasy in your head.
“Find anything interesting?”
You jump, nearly hitting your head on the doorframe.
Jungkook holds a clipboard, a knowing smirk painted on his lips.
“Just checking my makeup,” You slam the door shut.
“Looks good to me.”
Your stomach flip-flops like a dead fish on dry land. “Thanks.”
He holds out the clipboard. “I just need your signature here, here, and here.” He points with the pen, and you reach for it.
Your fingers brush against his, but it feels like an electric shock. He jolts a little too, as though stung by a bee. So you’re not imagining this.
Taking the clipboard, you try to focus on the paperwork and not on the fact that you’re so horny you could actually die right here in this garage. The charges are itemized: radiator replacement, coolant, labor, some other random words. The total at the bottom does make you blink a few times, though.
You look up at him. “How do I know you didn’t overcharge me?”
His eyebrows raise. “You think I’m scamming you?”
“Maybe.” You shrug, playing with the pen. “Rich girl, fancy car. Easy target.”
“Princess.” He leans against the car, arms crossed in a way that makes his biceps somehow look even more scrumptious. “If I was gonna scam you, I’d have charged way more. That’s actually a pretty fair price.”
“How would I know? I don’t know anything about cars.”
“Which is why you should trust me.” Amusement flickers over his expression. “Besides, you can handle a few extra dollars.”
“Okay, that’s not the point. Integrity is.”
“Oh, really? Integrity and what else?”
You don’t have a single other point to make. You’re just stalling, trying to keep this interaction going for as long as possible before you have to leave and accept that nothing is going to happen.
“The point is…” you trail off. You look down at the clipboard. Scribble your signature on the papers. “Never mind."
He takes the clipboard back, fingers brushing yours again. “Payment?” he asks.
You pull out your black AMEX and hand it to him. He takes it to a small machine on the workbench, swiping it through. The machine beeps with approval (duh. You could probably buy his entire garage and not make a dent in your account.)
Jungkook brings the card back, along with a receipt and a business card. “Here’s your receipt,” He places it in your palm. “And my business card. It’s got my number on it. If you need anything for your car fixed, give me a call.”
This entire time—the miniskirt, the heels, the makeup, the flirting—and he’s just... giving you his business card. He might as well have just friendzoned you, except worse, because he carzoned you.
Whatever. You’re just going to leave and thank him with whatever dignity you have left.
Or…
Fuck it. You have one more shot. One last chance. You did not spend two hours getting ready to walk out of here without trying. You peer up at him, twirling the business card between your fingers. “Any other reason I should give you a call?”
His features contort. “What?”
“Your number,” you clarify. “Is it just for car emergencies or…?
“Or?”
“Or can I call if I need something else fixed?” You’re aiming for confident and flirty, but your heart is hammering so hard you’re surprised he can’t hear it.
The corner of his lip twitches. “What else do you need fixed, princess?”
Realistically, everything. Your brain, your self-control, the ache between your thighs.
“I don’t know,” you reply innocently. You take a step toward him. “Maybe I’ll think of something.”
“Yeah?” He lets his toothpick fall to the floor. “Like what?”
“Maybe I’m worried about the durability of my car,” is what you come up with, and even as the words leave your mouth, you’re not entirely sure where you’re going with this. “Is it strong enough to withstand... certain things?”
“What kind of things?” He might actually be confused now.
You swallow. “I don’t know, like rough terrain. Or…” Oh, good god. “...heavy loads?”
He blinks twice at you.
“Not like that,” you argue, “I just mean like structural integrity of the vehicle and stuff—”
“Princess,” he interjects. His biceps pop against the black fabric of his wife beater and you lose your train of thought completely. “What are you actually asking me?”
“I’m asking if my car is durable.”
“Depends on what you mean.”
You try to find a way to explain this that doesn't sound insane. “Like if there was pressure on the hood, or movement inside. Would it hold up?”
This is the worst attempt at seduction in human history and you want the garage floor to open up and swallow you whole.
Since you’re already committed to this disaster of a conversation, you lean back against the hood of your Range Rover. Cross your legs slowly. Your skirt rides up, just enough to show a tad more thigh.
His eyes drop immediately, throat working as he swallows.
Got him.
“Maybe I just mean we should double check,” You uncross your legs only to cross them the other way, “that everything’s really working properly.”
His pupils are blown so wide there’s barely any brown visible. He’s staring right at your mouth. Trepidly, he takes a step toward you. Then another.
Your hands move behind you, bracing against the hood of your car. The business card and receipt flutter to the floor, forgotten. Fuck it all. Fuck everything. You need to fuck the shit out of this man, or rather, he needs to fuck you hard against this car. This is not the de-stressing your father had in mind, but it’s definitely what you need.
“That what you want?” He stands a mere few inches away from you, hardly leaving any space.
You tilt your head up to meet his eyes, trying to keep your voice steady even though your heart is about to explode out of your chest. “You’re the expert. Don’t you always do a test run after repairs?”
“Usually, yeah.” His eyes drop to your lips.
You can smell the motor oil and cologne on him that lingers. You want to grab him by his chain, pull him closer.
His eyes drop to where your skirt has ridden up. “You want me to take her for a spin? Make sure everything’s in working order?”
“I think that would be the responsible thing to do.”
He takes one more step, and now he’s right there, standing between your legs. His hand comes up to rest on the hood beside your hip, caging you in. “That’s what we’re calling this?”
“What would you call it?”
“I’d call it you showing up in a tiny fucking skirt,” he starts, “batting your eyelashes at me, asking me to take your car for a ride when we both know that’s not what you actually want.”
“What do I actually want then?” you challenge.
His free hand comes up to your thigh, thumb stroking the inside of your knee. “You want me to bend you over this hood,” he asks matter-of-factly, “Don’t you?”
“Maybe.”
Yes. Absolutely. Without a doubt in your mind.
“You wore those heels for me?” His hand slides higher an inch.
“I told you, I have plans—”
“Bullshit.” His hand moves higher. “You wore them because you knew they’d make your legs look fucking incredible. And you wore this skirt because you wanted me to think about what’s underneath it.”
He’s right. He’s completely right, and you’re not even going to pretend otherwise.
“Is it working?” you ask.
His jaw clenches. “What do you think?“
Words don’t seem to be an appropriate response. Instead, you grab his hand, the one resting on your thigh, and slide it higher. Up, up, until it’s under your skirt, and his fingers brush against the lace of your panties.
They’re completely fucking soaked through.
He sharply inhales, eyes glazing over. “Fuck. How long have you been like this?”
“Since last night,” you admit, because fuck it, you’re past the point of playing coy. “Since you put your hand on my thigh in the truck.”
His fingers move, stroking over your panties, and you can’t help the small whimper that escapes. “All night?”
“Yes.”
“This morning?”
“Y-Yes.”
“When you were getting dressed? Putting on this little skirt?”
“Yes.”
His other hand comes up to grab your jaw, tilting your face up to his. His grip is firm, possessive. Makes you clench around nothing. “You need to be fucked that bad, princess? What, no rich man in Seoul fucking you right?”
“Nope,” you smile sweetly, innocently. “No one’s fucking me right.”
“No one?”
“No one.” Your lips brush his ear, your hand coming up to rest on his chest. Beneath your palm, his heartbeat thumps erratically. “Besides,” you whisper, “I think we both know you can fuck me better than any of them could.”
He’s on you within seconds.
His hands cup your face, fingers threading into your hair. You moan into his mouth, and he swallows the sound, tongue sliding against yours. He tastes like mint and that toothpick and it’s addicting. You want more. Need more.
You crawl backward on the hood, your back barely touching the windshield, legs spreading to make room for him. He follows without breaking the kiss, settling between your thighs and fuck—you can feel how hard he is through his overalls. His hands travel under your skirt, pushing the fabric up higher. Sliding up your sides, taking your crop top with them. Rough and calloused and so fucking big against your skin. You arch into him, grinding against the bulge in his overalls, and he groans against your lips. “Fuck,” he mutters, “You already feel so good.”
“Touch me properly,” you gasp, keen into his touch.
His fingers hook into the waistband of your underwear. “Want me to touch you, princess?”
“God, yes,” you moan. He pulls your panties to the side, fingers sliding through your slick folds. Actually slides through how wet you are, and you both moan at the contact.
“Holy shit,” he exhales. Your lipstick is smeared, you’re sure of it, but he looks just as disheveled. “You’re so fucking wet.”
“I told you—”
“No, like,” His fingers circle your clit and your hips buck. “I’ve never felt anyone this wet before, princess.”
“Jungkook,” you whimper. You react on instinct, putty in his hands.
His fingers move faster, and you’re already so worked up that you know you’re not going to last long. “What do you need?”
“More,” you gasp, “I need more.”
He slides one finger inside, and your head lolls back against your car. Even his finger is big, stretches you out, and you salivate at what his cock might feel like. “Shit, you’re so tight,” he groans, starting to pump his finger in and out. “How long has it been?”
“Six months,” you admit breathlessly.
He adds a second finger and you keen, hips rolling to meet his movements. “Jesus Christ. No wonder you’re so desperate.”
“Shut up—oh fuck—”
His fingers curl inside you, pressing against your g-spot. His thumb finds your clit with ease, rubbing circles into the sensitive nub. One of your hands fists in his wife beater, the other bracing against the hood. “That’s it,” he murmurs. His eyes are glued to where his fingers disappear inside you, watching your pussy suck them in greedily. “Let me hear you, princess. Wanna know how good I’m making you feel.”
“So good,” You tremble in his hold. Already so close it’s embarrassing. “Fuck, it’s so good—”
“Yeah?” He adds a third finger and you actually sob at the stretch. It’s almost too much, almost, but then he curls all three and you’re moaning so loudly you’re grateful Jimin left. “Taking my fingers so well. Such a good girl.” Your walls clench around his fingers and he groans, feeling it.
“You like that.” He grins stupidly. “Like being called a good girl?”
Your arousal drips down his hand, down your thighs, probably onto your car and you don’t even care.
Whimpers escape your mouth as his thumb speeds up on your clit, fingers pumping faster, and you might pass out or see god or—
“Gonna cum for me, princess?” His voice is in your ear. “Gonna cum all over my fingers?”
“Yes—yes—I’m so close—”
“Look at me,” he demands. Your eyes force open, meeting his gaze. His jaw is clenched, a bead of sweat rolling down his temple. The silver chain around his neck is swinging slightly with his movements, catching the fluorescent light. He’s never looked hotter.
“That’s it,” he breathes, holding your gaze. “Come on, princess. Let go. Cum for me.”
You’re right there—right there—you can feel it building in your lower stomach, thighs shaking, your walls clenching rhythmically around his fingers.
He pulls out.
Your orgasm retreats, leaving you trembling. What the actual fuck. “What—why—Jungkook—”
“Because,” he brings his fingers to his mouth. They’re glistening with your juices, and you watch, utterly transfixed, as he slides all three into his mouth and sucks them clean. His eyes close like he’s tasting candy, and he moans around his own fingers. “Fuck. You taste as good as I thought you would.”
“But,” he continues, pulling his fingers from his mouth with an obscene pop, “when you cum, I want it to be on my cock.”
He reaches for the buckles on his overalls, undoing them one by one. The denim falls to his hips, and then he’s shoving everything down—overalls, boxers, all of it—until his cock springs free.
You’re going to pass away.
He’s massive. You shouldn’t be shocked, because only a man as good looking as him would have a pretty cock to match. His length is thick and long and already rock hard, the head flushed dark and leaking. There’s a vein running along the underside that you want to trace with your tongue, and he’s so hard it’s practically standing straight up against his toned stomach.
“See something you like, princess?” He smirks. God, you hate him.
“I—” Your voice comes out hoarse. You clear your throat. “That’s not going to fit.”
He laughs, wrapping his hand around his cock and giving a slow stroke from base to tip. “It’ll fit.”
“I don’t think—”
“It’ll fit,” he repeats, and you realize this isn’t up for debate. His hand moves again, thumb swiping over the head and spreading precum. “You’re gonna take every fucking inch, aren’t you, princess?”
Your pussy clenches around nothing at his words. Up close, you can see more ink you never noticed before. There’s little letters on his knuckles.
“Answer me,” he instructs, still stroking himself. His other hand comes up to grip your thigh, spreading your legs wider. “You gonna be a good girl and take my cock?”
“Yes,” you exhale on a moan, but it’s not good enough for him. His hand is on your jaw instantaneously.
“Yes what?”
“Yes, I’ll take all of it.”
“Good.” He releases you, and you almost protest at the loss of contact. “Now get up and bend over the hood.”
Your brain is hazy with lust, but you scramble to obey. You slide off the hood, your Louboutins clicking against the concrete as your feet hit the floor.
“Turn around.”
You follow. Bracing your hands against the hood of your expensive car, the metal is cold under your palms. Your top is pushed up, breasts smushed against the surface. Behind you, his hands slide up the back of your thighs. “You’re so fucking beautiful.”
His hands hook into your panties, and instead of pulling them down, he just pulls them to the side, exposing you completely. “Stay just like this,” he orders, and you feel the head of his cock press against your entrance. “Feet on the floor. Hands on the hood. And that pretty little skirt stays on.”
“Ah—fuck, Jungkook, fuck—”
“Say please.”
And, like… fuck him, seriously.
“Please fuck me,” you whine.
“Not good enough.” The head of his cock pushes in an inch more. “Beg me properly, princess. Tell me what you need.”
“I need,” you pant, trying to push back against him, trying to get more of him, but his hands hold you still. “I need you inside me. Need you to fuck me. Please, Jungkook, I need your cock—”
He pushes in one more inch.
“Keep going,” he tuts. “Keep begging.”
“Please,” and you’re not even embarrassed anymore, not when you’re this desperate. “Please, I’ve been thinking about this since last night, I need it so bad, need you so bad, please just fuck me.”
He slides in another inch, then another, stretching you so wide you swear you feel him in your lungs. You can feel every ridge, every vein, the thickness of him splitting you open. “Fuck,” he groans, “You’re so tight, princess.”
You can’t speak, can’t do anything but gasp and whimper as he continues pushing in, inch by agonizing inch. It’s all so wet, he slides in easily despite the stretch, and you can already feel your arousal dripping down your thighs, coating his cock. When you glance back, you see a ring of cream around where he’s entering you, white against the golden hue of his skin. You’re making such a mess of him and he’s not even all the way in yet.
One of his hands leaves your hip to grip his length, watching himself disappear inside you. “Taking me so well. Making such a pretty mess on my cock.”
He gives you more, pushes in until he’s buried to the hilt, hips flush against your ass. You've never felt this full in your life. “Holy shit,” you gasp, fingers scrambling for purchase on the hood. “You’re so—so deep.”
“Too much for you, princess? Too big?” he teases, a cocky lilt to his voice.
“I—it’s—”
“Use your words,” he taunts, one of his hands sliding up your spine, pushing between your shoulder blades until your chest is pressed completely flat against the hood. “Tell me how it feels.”
“I’m so full,” is all you can think to respond.
“But you like it, don’t you?” His hips pull back before pushing back in, and you keen. “You like being stretched on my cock. Like being so full you can’t think straight.”
He’s absolutely right and you hate how smug he sounds about it. “Fuck, yes.”
“That’s what I thought.” He almost pulls all the way out. “Now be a good girl and take it.”
Jungkook slams his full length inside you. The force punches air from your lungs, makes you cry out so loudly it echoes in the garage. He doesn’t care to let you adjust, or take a moment to breathe, just pounds into you brutally.
“Fuck–” You can barely get the word out before he’s thrusting again, harder, deeper, and your hands scramble against the hood. Your breasts drag against the cool metal with each thrust, nipples hardening from the friction and the cold. His hand comes down on your ass, a slap that you know will leave a mark for days.
“That’s it,” he groans, hand soothing over the sting before gripping your hip. “Take it, princess. Take my fucking cock.”
Each thrust drives you forward, heels slipping slightly on the concrete as he fucks into you. The angle has him hitting that sweet spot inside you, already so worked up from the edging that you can feel your orgasm building embarrassingly fast.
You haven’t been fucked like this in years, or maybe, like… ever. Your last hookup was with some finance guy you met at a cocktail bar in Gangnam. He was attractive, confident, took you back to his skyrise condo. But the sex had been... fine. He’d lasted maybe ten minutes, spent most of it jackhammering into you without any rhythm or skill, came without making sure you did, then had the audacity to ask if it was good for you.
Safe to say you never texted him back.
Jungkook fucks you like he wants to. Like he’s been craving it, aching for it for decades.
“Fuck, you feel so good,” he moans, and one of his hands leaves your hip to grip your shoulder, using it as leverage to pull you back onto his cock with each thrust.
“Jungkook—oh—”
“Yeah? Feel good, princess?” He sounds out of breath, which somehow makes this whole thing hotter. “Better than those rich boys in Seoul?”
“Fuck, so much better,” you whimper.
“Goddamn right it is.” Another slap to your ass, harder this time. “Never gonna want anyone else after this, are you? Gonna think about my cock everytime you’re alone in that big empty bed.”
This is going to ruin you for everyone else.
His hand slides up from your shoulder to fist in your hair, pulling your head back. The angle makes your back arch deeper, and he groans at the new position. “Want you to feel me for days. Want you to be sore tomorrow and remember exactly who fucked you like this.”
The hand entangled in your hair tugs harder, pulling you up enough so that he can slot your mouths together. More tongue and teeth and panting breaths than anything else. You can taste yourself on his lips from earlier, and it makes you moan into his mouth. He releases you back down, fingers digging into your skin. The vulgar sounds bounce off the garage walls. The slap of skin on skin, the wet squelch of your pussy taking him, his balls slapping against your cunt. Your moans and his grunts echoing off the garage walls. The creak of your Range Rover rocking with the force of it.
“Listen to how wet you are for me. Fucking soaked, princess.” he pants. You can hear it, can feel it dripping down your thighs
You’re getting close again. Can feel it building in your lower stomach, thighs starting to shake. “I’m gonna—I’m so close—”
“Already?” Jungkook taunts. “Haven’t even been inside you five minutes and you’re gonna cum?”
His hips piston in and out, pace somehow getting even faster until you’re seeing stars explode across your vision. “Gonna cum on my cock, princess? Make a mess everywhere?”
“Yes please, don’t stop,” you whine, mouth dropping open to release sounds that could put most porn actresses to shame.
“Wasn’t planning on it.” Your walls flutter around his cock at the words, and you do it again, squeezing yourself as tight as you can until he lets a string of profanities escape.
“Cum for me,” he demands, finding your clit, circling roughly, and that’s really all it takes. You cum with a strangled moan, a gust of wetness leaking from your abused cunt, gummy walls suctioning him. Your legs give out, only his hands on your hips keeping you upright as wave after wave of pleasure crashes over you. He’s still thrusting, working you through it, and it’s so much, too much, overwhelming in the best possible way. “That’s it, princess. That’s my good girl.”
You feel boneless. You expect to feel him pull out, let you catch your breath. He doesn’t. Instead, his pace resumes, and tears brim your eyes. A sob rattles through you. “I-I can’t, I’m too s-sensitive.”
“You can, and you will,” His thumb finds your clit again and your body jerks forward. “Gonna make you cum again.”
He fucks you through the oversensitivity, your head somewhere in the clouds, with blood rushing in your ears and your limbs like jell-o. It hurts—not quite pain, but so intense it borders on it—but then something shifts and oh fuck—
“There she is,” he murmurs in your ear. “Knew you could take it.”
You’re climbing again, your walls clenching incessantly, uncontrollably. Every thrust punches another moan out of you, every circle of his fingers makes your thighs shake harder. “C’mon princess. Be a good girl and cum for me again.”
It’s somehow more intense than the first, vision whiting out as it rips through you. You don’t even realize when he stops, buried so deep inside you as you fall apart on his cock.
“Jesus,” he chokes, and he pulls out, but not before your legs entirely give out. Jungkook catches you before you can hit the ground, an arm wrapping around your waist and hauling you to his chest. “Easy,” he whispers, “I got you.”
You brace yourself against the car, trying to remember how to breathe. In your peripheral, you hear him moving behind you, and when you look back, he’s opening your driver door. He slides into the seat, legs spread, and his cock is angry red now, wet with your arousal, leaking. He wraps his tattooed hand around himself, stroking slowly. “Come here,” he commands, voice strained.
You move like you’re on autopilot. Stumble slightly in your heels but catch yourself on the door. Jungkook latches onto your wrist, and tugs you toward him. “Get in. Sit on my cock.”
And you want to, you really want to, can feel your mouth salivating, but you’ve never been so spent.
I don’t know if I can—”
His free hand grips your hip, guiding you to straddle him. “I wanna watch your face when you take me this time.”
You position yourself over him, one knee on either side of his thighs in the driver’s seat. It’s cramped—your back is against the steering wheel, your head nearly hitting the roof—but neither of you seem to care. He lines himself with your entrance, and you sink down, inch by inch, vein by vein. It’s deeper, and you need to go slow but he watches you the whole time, pouring buckets of praise into your ear. “That’s it. Nice and slow, princess. Let me see that pretty face while you take me.”
Sinking down another inch, you whimper at the stretch. You’re so sensitive that every ridge feels magnified, and he’s thick enough to give you pause, adjusting. His free hand comes up to cup your jaw, thumb stroking your cheek. “Taking me so well. Such a good fucking girl.”
“All those rich boys in Seoul,” he says, hand sliding down to grip your throat. “Bet none of them fucked you like this, hm?”
“No,” you gasp, sinking onto the last few inches until you’re flush against his pubic bone.
“None of ‘em made you cum twice?”
You shake your head no.
“Mhm.” He smirks. “Now ride me, princess. Show me how badly you want it.”
You kind of expect him to help—to grip your hips and move you, to thrust up into you—but he doesn’t. He just sits there, hands sliding up to rest on your waist. “Well?” He raises a brow. “I’m waiting.”
Picking up speed, you roll your hips, bouncing on him. Your thighs burn from the effort, but you don’t stop, even as his hands push your top up higher until your naked breasts are exposed. His tongue wraps around your hardened nipple, sucking, nipping.
“Oh fuck,” Your head lolls back, holding onto his meaty thighs for leverage.
He switches to the other breast, teeth grazing the sensitive peak, and your movements get more frantic. You're chasing the pleasure, the sound of skin slapping skin filling the car. Jungkook’s tongue flicks over your nipple before he releases it with a pop, looking up at you. “So desperate for it. Richest girl in Seoul, probably, riding my cock in a garage.”
You have to muffle a full-on scream with your hand, and it’s almost scary how large your orgasm feels, looming in the distance.
“What would daddy think?” He grins. “His precious princess, letting some mechanic fuck her in her expensive car.”
“Shut the fuck up,” you say with no bite, tucked into a moan. He flexes his hips, thrusting up to meet you. Your lips crash into his sloppily, one hand fisting in your hair to hold you there.
“You’re so spoiled,” he mutters between kisses. “Everything handed to you on a silver platter. But you came here, dressed like that, begging for my cock.”
“Y-yes,” you whimper, not even embarrassed anymore.
“All those rich boys were probably so careful with you, so gentle and boring.”
They were. All of them worried about being too rough, too demanding. Treating you like you might break.
“But not me.” His hand smacks your ass playfully. “I’m fucking you like you deserve.”
The car is rocking now, probably obvious to anyone who might walk by, but you don’t care. Can’t care when you’re so full of him, when every bounce makes your clit drag against his pelvis. You break the kiss, gasping, “I’m so fucking c-close.”
“God, you’re so greedy. Always cumming.”
“Can’t help it, you feel so good.” All you can think of is how you never want him to let you go, never want his warm arms to stray too far away from you. His head falls back against the headrest, exposing the long line of his throat. Sculpted chest glistening with sweat, the silver chain sparkling against his skin with each bounce. His jaw is clenched, eyes squeezed shut, and he’s so fucking beautiful like this.
Your fingers catch on his chain and you tug slightly, making him groan. “You’re so fucking hot, Jungkook.”
What was left of your dignity has left the chat.
“Love it—love your cock—love how you fuck me,” you babble, words spilling out so quickly you can’t even catch them. “So deep, filling me so good—never felt this good.”
His cock throbs inside you, tendons in his neck standing out, his chest heaving with each breath. You ignore the pain and burn in your thighs. Just need to see him come undone, need to be the one who does it to him. “Cum for me,” you gasp, pressing chaste kisses to his jawline. “Want you to cum.”
“Where?” he asks, and it’s rushed in a way that you know he’s teetering the edge.
You don’t even hesitate when you say, “Inside, please fill me up, want to feel you cum inside me.”
“Holy shit.” His hands tremble against your hips. “Fuck—I’m gonna cum—shit.”
His delicious brown eyes snap shut, mouth falling open in a silent moan that converts into a groan. He pulses inside you, warmth flooding your pussy as his seed paints your walls. He holds you down on him as he empties every last drop, and you milk him through it.
Your third orgasm is quieter, but no less intense. Your entire body collapses onto him, and his arms come to encircle around you. For a long moment, you two sit there in the driver’s seat, inhaling each other’s scent. One of his hands slides down your back, tracing incoherent patterns along your spine. The gesture is surprisingly gentle after everything that just happened—after he fucked you senseless over your car hood and made you ride him until you couldn’t think straight.
“You good?” he finally asks.
You giggle. “Not really, no.”
“Yeah, me neither.” His chest rumbles with a chuckle. “Might need to sit here for a minute.”
“Works for me,” you mumble. Even if you wanted to, you’re not sure you could move.
You were half expecting him to pull out immediately, make some cocky comment, maybe smack your ass one more time for good measure. But he’s being sweet with you, unexpectedly so.
Eventually, you gather enough strength to lift your head from his shoulder. You’re suddenly shy, which is ludicrous considering what you just did.
“Ready to move?” he asks.
“I guess,” you wince. “This is gonna be gross, isn’t?”
“Oh, extremely,” he agrees, but his eyes are twinkling as he smiles. “On three?”
You nod, and he counts down. Slowly, you lift yourself off him, and yeah, it’s exactly as gross as you expected. You feel his cum immediately start to drip out of you, and you make a face. “Told ya,” he says, even as his eyes are glued to your dripping folds. “Fuck, that’s hot though.”
“You’re so gross.”
“You literally begged me to cum inside you.”
Well played.
He helps you climb off him and out of the car. Once you’re stabilized, he starts helping you redress. Pulling your top back down over your breasts, smoothing your skirt down your thighs.
“Your panties are ruined,” he observes, and you roll your eyes. They’re stretched out entirely from being pushed aside, a tiny hole starting to form.
“Great,” you mutter, “Guess I’m going commando.”
He fumbles into his overalls pocket and pulls out a rag. “I mean, it’s not ideal, but—”
“You want me to stuff a fucking rag in my panties?”
“I’m trying to be helpful!” he laughs. “Unless you want to drive home with my cum dripping down your legs.”
You snatch the rag from him. You have no intentions of using it, but appeasing him seems like your best bet. “Shut up.”
While you’re awkwardly trying to sort yourself out, he pulls his boxers and overalls back up, refastening the buckles. There’s a hickey forming on his collarbone, one you don’t remember giving him. Oops.
He leans against your car, a tiny smile on his lips as he watches you try to get your shit together. “So your Range Rover should be good to go now. It’s been fully tested. Everything’s in working order.”
“Great.”
“Suspension held up great. Really took a pounding.”
“Oh my god—”
“What? I’m talking about the car,” he snickers.
“I really doubt that.”
“I don’t joke about cars. What did you think I meant?” You get the urge to slap the smirk right off his face.
You take a moment to check yourself in the side mirror, and yeah, you look exactly as destroyed as you expected. Your father is going to have an aneurysm if he video calls you.
“Here,” Jungkook appears with a water bottle. “Drink something. You need to rehydrate.”
“Where did that come from?”
And it’s a double entendre, because he’s so different from the Jungkook you met last night, the cocky, arrogant mechanic who knows what he’s doing.
“I keep them in the office.” He unscrews the cap, hands it to you. “Drink.”
You’re grateful, if nothing else. The cold water feels amazing on your throat which is raw from screaming his name. Once you’ve caught your breath, fixed yourself as much as possible, and accepted that you’re going to have to burn these panties, you turn to face him.
Suddenly you’re nervous again, which is stupid. You literally just had this man inside you, but now you’re worried about how to ask to see him again without sounding desperate. “I gotta head out before it gets dark.” It’s the last thing you want to do.
“My car is fixed,” you add.
He nods.
“So there’s no reason for me to come back.”
He arches his brow. “Not one?”
“Well, something else could break, I guess.”
“Could happen,” He smiles. “Cars are unpredictable. It might need regular maintenance.”
“How regular are we talking?”
And it’s like you two have always been on the same page, reading each other despite the gap in upbringing. “Depends. How often do you think you’ll need a... tune-up?”
You pretend to think about it. “Daily?”
He laughs loudly, and your heart soars. Feels a little like it’s flying. “Daily?”
“I’m very concerned about my car’s performance.”
He tugs you closer by your skirt. “Maybe we start with weekly? Don’t want to wear out the equipment.”
“I think I can work with that.” There’s a stupidly wide grin on your face, but you don’t care.
His hands settle on your hips, thumbs stroking through the fabric. “Good. I’m not done with you yet, princess.”
He shakes his head. God, he really is beautiful. Nothing like what you’re used to, but maybe everything that you need.
“Well,” you sigh. “Guess I’ll be back tomorrow then for that tune-up.”
“Tomorrow? Thought you said weekly,” he jokes, pressing a soft kiss to your swollen lips.
“I changed my mind. My car is very high maintenance.”
“She definitely is,” he says, looking at you like he wants to devour you all over again.
Jungkook presses a few chaste kisses to your lips, your cheeks. You eagerly accept them.
“I’ll head out now,” you giggle.
He holds your hand, then presses his lips to it. “Tomorrow,” he says. “10 PM. Don’t be late.”
Summary: after a long day, you and stu went to the thrift store, although you didn't stay very long and ended up back at his place.
Stu macher x fem!reader
notes/warnings: semi-public, oral (fem receiving) teasing/bratty Dom!Stu, overstimulation, handsy, mirror use slightly, dirty talk, power dynamic, rough sex, hair pulling, light choking, possessiveness, praise kink, shower sex, fingering, p in v, clingy stu, aftercare. Just basically porn with little plot! Not proofread. lil off character Stu, but it's fine, It was fun. :)
Words: 5215
The bell over the door jingled as you stepped into the thrift store, your eyes lighting up at the racks of clothes. The thrift store smelled faintly like old wood and worn denim, dust and faded perfume, the kind of place with more potential than organization. Racks of mismatched clothes surrounded you, and the broken speakers overhead buzzed with some old song playing low in the background. You were in your element, browsing, flipping through hangers, already holding two oversized flannels and a soft-looking sweater over one arm.
Stu? Not so much.
He trailed behind you with all the patience of a kid on a sugar crash, his arms swinging lazily at his sides. But unlike a bored boyfriend, Stu didn't know how not to touch. His fingers brushed the hem of your shirt when you reached overhead. His palm pressed low across your back when you moved to another rack. When you stopped to compare the sleeves of two jackets, he took the opportunity to slide up behind you, nudging your hips with his lazily.
“God this place is a gold mine,”
“Looks like a gold mine for your ass, babe.” stu muttered, pressing a hand against the small of your back, then lower, until his palm cupped you through your skirt. You swatted his hand. “Stop it.”
“I am helping. Feelin’ for texture,” he teases, leaning close enough that you could hear the smirk in his voice. “Might need to try this one on…in private.” you gave him a quick glare over your shoulder, but you were too distracted flipping through a pair of jeans to stop him when his hands slid around your waist. He pressed himself behind you, resting his chin on your shoulder, swaying you both slowly with the music playing in the background. His fingers slipped under the hem of your sweater, just barely tracing the skin of your stomach.
You were mid sentence about color palettes when you felt his hand squeeze your ass, casual as anything. And his other breaks the band of your skirt.
“Stu,” you warned under your breath, swatting his hand away without even turning. “Stop.”
“What? Just seeing if these pants have…uh…” he asked, voice lower than necessary. “Stretch.”
“Yeah right, you idiot.”
He snorted and backed off only slightly, but you could still feel his gaze tracking every movement you made as you grabbed a few pieces off the rack adding to the pile you were going to take to the dressing room. You pulled a corduroy skirt from the rack and held it against your waist, inspecting the length in a nearby mirror. He leaned against the wall behind you, watching. “Cute. Bet it looks better off.”
You ignored him. He didn't stop touching you the entire way through the racks, hips bumping yours, fingers brushing the top of your thigh, a palm at the base of your spine that stayed just a little too long.
He moved again, closer this time when you stopped when something caught your eye. When you reached for the hanger, his hand brushed against your bare hip, just under your shirt. His thumb dragged slowly along the waistband of your skirt. You stiffened, but he just leaned in and murmured.
“Can I help you change?”
“Not a chance.”
He grinned. “I'm really good with zippers. Come on, babe. Let me supervise.”
“No.”
“I could just hold the hangers…”
You turned, pressing the armful of clothes into his chest. “You wanna be helpful? Carry these.”
He made a dramatic groan but took them anyway, following you toward the dressing room like a dog on a leash.
“You better stay out here.”
“Mhm. Sure thing, babe.”
When you slipped behind the curtain, he waited a beat…and then you heard it, the soft scrape of rings against fabric. And suddenly, he was in there with you, eyes already dark with mischief.
“Stu-!”
“Shhh,” he pulled the curtain shut behind him, pressing a finger to your lips. “Public place. Try to keep it down.”
“Were in public.” you said. He looked around the tiny dressing room like he was judging it. “Barely.”
Your jaw dropped. “Get out!”
Your mouth opened to scold him again, but he was already pressing close, hands grabbing your hips and spinning you gently around, “Nah. I think I'll stay. You looked way too hot flipping through those sweaters. Got me thinking.” he said, already closing the space between your body and the full length mirror behind you. The tiny room felt smaller with him inside it. His presence swallowed it whole. You gasped softly when he did so, one palm on the glass beside your head, the other slipping down your thigh again. “Thinking what, exactly?”
Roaming his hands everywhere, one large hand settled at your hip. The other slid beneath your sweater, fingers brushing bare skin, nails grazing lightly. “That maybe you should try something else on.” he whispered, and kissed your neck slowly. “Like my mouth.”
“I was shopping.”
“And I was watching. So technically, we were both doing our favorite things.”
You shoved at his chest, but he didn't budge, lips catching the side of your neck again.
“Bet no one even comes back here.”
“Get out-”
“Nope.”
And then he sank to his knees like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Your breath caught. “Stu-” you whispered, panicked, but your thighs tensed when his hands slid up under your skirt. His fingers were tugging your skirt up, bunching it at your hips as he looked up at you, tongue wetting his lips, pupils blown wide. “Gimme a taste,” he muttered. “Swear i'll be good.” he whispered, dragging your panties down in one smooth motion, lips brushing your skin the whole way up.
He did not stay good.
He kissed the inside of your thigh like it was routine, like this was a normal thursday afternoon. His tongue dragged slowly over your skin as he nudged your legs apart, lifting one onto the bench for better access. Your panties hit the floor. Cold air kissed your skin.
Then he leaned in, and nothing was cold anymore.
He moaned as soon as he tasted you, loud enough that your hand flew to slap his head in panic and then over your own mouth at the same time. “Shh!” you hissed. But he didn't care. If anything, it spurred him on, he just smirked against you, devouring like he didn't hear a thing. His mouth was messy, open, tongue flattening and curling with fast, filthy strokes. He devoured you with no restraint, like he needed it.
His tongue was fast, eager, curling and storking in ways that had you shaking almost immediately. The cramped room, the distant murmur of shoppers outside, the mirror rattling behind you every time your back shifted, all of it felt surreal and dangerous, and so good. Your fingers dug into his hair, your legs quivering around his shoulders.
You struggled to keep quiet. The dressing room floor creaked under the shift of your weight. The mirror behind you clattered softly as your back pressed into it. One of your hands gripped his hair, the other white knuckled around the edge of the wall.
“Fuck…Stu-” you breathed out, already trembling.
He didn't let up. He groaned into you, and the vibrations made you clench. His hand splayed across your thighs to keep them spread open wider as he fucked you with his mouth, his other hand slipping up to tease at your enterance while his mouth stayed locked on your clit teasing you in little cirlces while his tongue worked lower, slow, then fast, switching patterns right as your knees buckled. He knew what he was doing, and he loved that you were struggling to stay quiet.
Then someone walked by just outside.
Your heart stopped, but Stu didn't even flinch, he groaned into you, like the risk only made it better. His fingers slid in slow and deep, his tongue flicking in quick circles now, building your orgasm with maddening precision.
You were close, embarrassingly fast, but it wasn't your fault. He was relentless. Loving the way you struggled to stay silent. His tongue flicked just right, and suddenly your whole body locked up. You felt the pressure burst like lightning, your body twitching as the wave hit you hard, heat blooming low in your stomach and tearing through every limb. Your body pressing into the mirror as waves of heat rolled through you. You bit down on your fist to muffle the whimper that almost escaped. You nearly knocked over the bench trying not to cry out.
Stu kept going, he held you, licking you through it, tongue lapping up everything, fingers still stroking slow, moaning softly like he was enjoying every second of your aftershocks. He only pulled back when your legs were shaking too much to stay standing.
When he stood, his mouth was wet, his chin glistening, his expression smug as hell like he just won a prize at the fair, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand and licking the rest off his lips.
“Y’know,” he said, breathless, “I deserve an employee discount for that.”
You were still trying to breathe.
He reached for your sweater, smoothing it down with infuriating care, even tucking your panties into your purse like some twisted trophy. Then he kissed your cheek like nothing had happened.
“Wanna head back to mine?” he asked casually. “I think I forgot what your scream sounds like.”
You stared at him, flushed, ruined.
“Let's go.”
He grinned wide. “Atta girl.”
You barely made it out of the thrift store without crumbling. He had that look in his eye, like he wanted to finish what he started right there in the parking lot. You didn't trust him to behave, but the fastest way out was to get behind the wheel and drive. So that's what you did.
Big mistake.
Not even two minutes into the ride, he already had his seat leaned back, one arm draped over the headrest behind you, the other resting on your thigh like it belonged there. His fingers were not still. They traced slow, lazy patterns over the inside of your leg, dipping higher with every red light.
“Y’know,” he murmured, his voice pitched low and husky, lips dangerously close to your ear, “you should get an award or something.”
You glanced at him, tense. “For what?”
“Walking out of that dressing room without begging me to fuck you in from of the flannel section.” his fingers slipped higher. “Real restraint. I'm impressed.”
You gritted your teeth, eyes back on the road. “Hands to yourself.”
He laughed quietly. “Nope.”
He let his fingers dip between your legs, over the fabric of your skirt. You clenched your thighs reflexively and that only made him grin wider. “Sensitive still?” he whispered, his lips ghosting over your cheek. “God, you were shaking. Could feel it in my mouth.”
Your grip on the steering wheel tightened. “Stu…seriously.”
“I am serious,” he said, dragging his fingers slowly up your thighs again. “Serious about how fuckin’ good you taste. Serious about how I can still smell you on my face. Wanna crawl into your lap and finish what I started.”
“While I'm driving?”
“Wouldn't be the first time I made someone swerve off the road.”
You shot him a warning glare. He smirked, leaning in closer, and kissed just below your ear, soft, wet, and intentionally slow. “I can be nice,” he whispered, voice gone silk and sin. “Wanna rub you just a little. Over your panties this time. Let you soak through another pair.”
You let out a slow, shaky breath, trying not to press your thighs together. “You already took them off in the dressing room.”
He paused.
“Oh fuck. That's right.” you could hear the grin in his voice.
“Thats so fucking hot,” he muttered, sliding his hand beneath the hem of your skirt again. “Driving with nothing under this pretty thing. All fucked out and flushed. You're gonna let me touch you, aren't you?”
You didn't answer, you knew what you were going to say anyways.
His fingers found bareskin, and you gasped, hips twitching slightly as he brushed over your slit, already warm, still sensitive. He groaned softly like he was the one being touched.
“Oh, baby.” he breathed. “Still dripping. Can't believe I didn't just bend you over the hood.”
You hit another red light, and his fingers took full advantage, circling your clit lightly, just enough to make your eyes flutter and your jaw clench. You jerked slightly in your seat. “Focus,” he teased. “You wouldn't want to crash.”
“Stu.”
“I'm being gentle.” he whispered, his lips grazing your neck. “Wait til we get home. Gonna ruin you on every surface I own.”
He dragged his fingers down again, slow and teasing. “I'm gonna make you scream so loud the cops show up.”
You groaned, exasperated and turned on and just barely keeping it together as you hit his street. He leaned back smugly. “You're soaked. Look at you.”
“Your fault.” you said, breathless, pulling into his driveway.
He undid his seatbelt with a little click and leaned in one last time. “Not yet,” he whispered in your ear, palm sliding possessively over your thigh again. “But it's about to be.”
You watched as he jumped out of the car and ran over to open your door and his hands back on you like they never left.
He yanked you toward the house, fingers laced tight in yours, walking backward with that crooked smirk like he was already planning five different ways to break you. “Get inside,” he muttered. “Right now. I'm done waiting.”
You weren't sure your legs were even working properly, your thighs still slick from what his fingers had done in the car, heat pulsing between them, your breath caught somewhere in your chest. The second the front door slammed shut behind you, it was on.
His hands grabbed at your waist, spinning you into the wall with a solid thump. His mouth was on you, wet, open, needy, kissing you like the car, the store, the dressing room hadn't been enough. Like he needed to devour you just to breathe.
“I've been hard since you picked up that first damn sweater.” he growled against your mouth. “Watching you bend over like you didn't know i was about to fuck you stupid.”
You gasped as he pushed his thigh between yours, grinding up into your still sensitive core. “Still wet for me?” he asked, voice all low heat and smug breathlessness. “Felt it soaking through the seat. You're a mess, baby. Look at you.”
You tried to say something, some kind of retort but your words melted into a moan when his hand slid under your skirt again, rough fingers pressing directly against your clit. “No panties still,” he whispered with a sharp grin, teeth grazing your jaw. “You came to my house like this?”
“I drove-”
“And I touched you the whole way.” he pulled back just enough to look you over, eyes blown and dark. “You should've pulled over and let me eat you out on the hood.”
You didn't have time to answer before he was dragging you toward the bedroom upstairs. The hallway blurred. Your clothes didn't survive the trip. He tugged your sweater over your head halfway through walking up the stairs, tossed it somewhere off the railing over a lamp. By the time you made it into his room, your skirt was hanging off one hip, your bra strap twisted down your arm, and he was already kicking the door shut behind him. His shirt hit the floor next then his belt.
He pushed you onto the bed, and you bounced once, catching yourself on your elbows as he climbed over you, taller, flushed, already rock hard through his jeans. “Lie back,” he ordered, voice rough and low. “Legs open.” you hesitated for half a breath. His head tilted. “You wanna be a good girl now, right? After teasing me all day?”
You dropped back, breathing shaky, and spread your legs for him. Stu groaned. Groaned. He knelt between your thighs, kissing the inside of your knee. “That's it. There she is” then his mouth was on you again.
He didn't ease in this time, he devoured. Sucked your clit into his mouth with a groan like he was starving, tongue flicking hard and fast. His fingers dug into your thighs to keep you still while he worked, and your entire body jolted with overstimulation.
“Fuck, stu-” you gasped, hips twitching. He moaned into you and kept going.
Your thighs shook as the pleasure ripped through you, your second orgasm of the night hitting fast, messy, almost too much. You writhed under his mouth, grabbing at the sheets, his hair, anything. When your voice broke on a gasp, he pulled back just slightly, his mouth wet and swollen, chin glistening, the smirk still firmly in place.
“You gonna pass out on me?” he whispered, teasing, draggin his fingers through your slick and rubbing slow, taunting circles over your clit. “That’d be so hot.”
You barely managed a dazed glare. “Oh, you're still with me?” he licked a stripe up your thigh. “Good. ‘Cause I'm not even close to done.”
He yanked open his jeans, shoved them down just far enough to free himself, and grabbed you, flipped you over effortlessly, dragging your hips up into the air and lining himself up without hesitation. And then he slammed into you. You let out a full broken scream into the mattress as he buried himself to the hilt in one thrust. “Oh fuck yes,” he moaned, already moving, pounding into you hard and fast. “You feel that? Feel me stretching you out? So fucking tight still, Jesus-”
The bed creaked beneath both of you, the headboard slamming once, twice, rhythm syncing with his thrusts. He wrapped his hand in your hair, pulled your head back, and growled right into your ear. “I want them to hear you, baby. No more quiet. No more holding back. Scream for me.”
You did.
You were so loud you barely heard your own name as he chanted it under his breath, over and over, like a prayer and a curse. His hand slid up around your throat, not tight, just grounding, and you thrived under it. He slammed into you harder, every stroke deeper, filthier. “You take it so fucking good. Look at you. My perfect little mess.”
He leaned forward, angling his hips just right, and you shattered.
You came with a sharp cry, eyes rolling back, your body shaking so violently your elbows gave out, he groaned deep, hips stuttering before he came right after you, hot and thick, grinding into you with a final thrust as he filled you, panting like he'd run a goddamn marathon. The room went still except for the sound of your ragged breathing. Then stu collapsed half on top of you, arm slung across your waist.
You both laid there, completely fucked out, skin sticky, chests rising and falling like you’d survived a war. After a long moment, he murmured, lips against your bare shoulder. “...Think they heard us?”
You huffed a weak laugh into the pillow. “If they don't, they’re deaf.”
He chuckled, breath still uneven. “I'll test that theory on round two.” you groaned and turned your head just enough to glare at him. He looked down at you, flushed, glowing, hair a wreck, and smiled like he'd never been more proud of anything in his life.
“Hey,” he whispered, brushing sweaty strands of hair from your face. “You okay?”
You nodded slowly, heart still racing. “Yeah. you?”
His grin widened. “Never better.”
The bedroom still pulsed with heat and the faint scent of sweat and sex when Stu pushed his face into the curve of your shoulder and murmured, “Come shower with me before I drag your ruined ass back into round one and call it round two.”
You were already limp beneath him, but the way he said it, low, raw, still riding the high, had your stomach clenching all over again.
Before you could answer, he was already pulling you upright, leading you toward the bathroom with that loose, hungry confidence in his stride. He didn't even check the water temp, just cranked the handle all the way to hot, steam filling the space before you stepped in. the moment the first cascade of heat hit your skin, stu was on you.
You barely had time to blink before your back hit the tile wall, cool contrast to the hot water pouring over your chest. His mouth crashed into yours, breath damp and open mouthed, tongue claiming your mouth like he had something to prove. Water streamed off his hair as it hung around his face, dripping onto your collarbone as he pressed every inch of his soaked body against yours.
“God, you taste like heaven,” he growled against your lips, licking your bottom one, then biting it gently. “Bet your whole body does right now. Let me check.”
You moaned as he dropped to his knees, right there in the tub, water hammering over his shoulders as he grabbed your hips and yanked you forward like he owned you. One leg was slung over his shoulder before you could brace yourself, and his mouth was back on your pussy like he'd missed it the second he pulled out of you earlier.
He groaned loud, loud enough to echo.
“Still so fucking sweet.” he muttered, tongue already flattening against your clit in long, practiced strokes. “You can't not be ready for me, huh? I ruin you once and your cunt’s still begging.”
You whimpered, bracing both hands against the slick wall behind you, struggling to stay upright. The steam made every inch of your skin hypersensitive, from the heat on your chest to the cold of the tile against your back to the maddening friction of his tongue. Stu ate like a man on death row, greedy, thorough and filthy. His lips latched around your clit, tongue flicking in a quick rhythm while one hand held your thigh and the other snuck up to rub slow, teasing circles around your entrance with the tip of his finger.
“You're gonna cum in my mouth again, aren't you?” he said between licks, voice shaking with heat. “You're gonna give it to me because you can't help it. So good. So fucking easy for me.”
You were shaking. The water rushed over you, hot and relentless, cascading down your breasts as your thighs trembled around his head. He slipped two fingers in without warning, thick, deep, curling perfectly, and your moan cracked apart as your back arched hard against the wall. “Stu-”
“I got you,” he whispered, lips slick against your clit. “Come for me, baby.” your orgasm hit like a wrecking wave, all consuming, toes curling, hand slamming against the tile for support. Your entire body jerked as the pleasure tore through you, liquid heat pouring down your spine and locking your thighs around his face. He moaned like it turned him on just as much and didn't stop until you were twitching from overstimulation, panting, drenched inside and out.
He stood slowly, kissing your stomach, your ribs, your collarbone, all the way back up to your lips. “Still alive?” he murmured against your mouth. You nodded weakly, and that's when he caught you in his arms, spun you, and pressed your front to the wall. “I'm not done.”
You gasped as he pressed his hips flush against your ass hard again, impossibly, achingly hard. He reached down, grabbed himself and dragged the head through your folds, groaning low. “Still so warm for me,” he muttered. “You're insane.”
“Youre the one that- fuck!”
He thrust in without warning, deep and hard, burying himself in one stroke and punching the breath out of you. His hands braced your hips as he started to move, rough, water slicking both your bodies with every stroke. He grabbed your wrists and pinned them against the wall above your head, mouth at your ear. “Take it,” he growled. “Fucking take it.”
You moaned for him, loud, the wet slap of your bodies bouncing off tile as he rutted into you like he wanted to carve the shape of his cock into your body. His rhythm was punishing, his breath hot against your neck. “Mine,” he gasped. “Mine. Say it.”
“Yours…yours- fuck, yes..”
He groaned, slamming in harder. “Cant ever let anyone else hear these sounds. You get that?”
You nodded, head banging lightly against the wall as he pushed you closer to the edge again, impossibly fast. His hand snuck down between your thighs, fingers fast and messy against your clit as he panted at your ear, body shaking with effort. “Come with me. Right now.”
Loud and unfiltered, full body tremors gripping you as the orgasm tore through you, walls fluttering around him. His own release hit a second later, with a strangled groan and one final, sloppy thrust that buried him as deep as you could take him. Both of you stood there, breathless, dripping, wrecked. The water kept running. Neither of you moved.
Finally, he collapsed against your back, forehead resting between your shoulder blades. “Next time,” he panted. “Im just going to fuck you in the car. No waiting.”
You laughed, ragged and wet, out of breath. “Next time,” you whispered, “I’m not letting you touch me in the store.”
He kissed the back of your neck. “You say that now…” then he slowly pulled out, gentle this time, and helped you turn around into his arms. He cradled you against his chest, both of you standing under the stream, the world outside fogged away in the thick curtain of steam and silence. For a few seconds, there was just breathing.
The water shut off with a cough of pipes and steam still curling around both of you like fog in a horror movie. Stu’s hand immediately slapped to the wall, his chest rising and falling like he'd just outrun something. You barely had the strength to move, but he already had the curtain pulled open and turned around to face you, grinning through wet bangs.
“Still standing?’ he asked, stepping out like a dripping menace. “Because I might need you to carry me if my legs stop working. I saw heaven for a second, no joke.”
You rolled your eyes and followed, bare feet hitting the bath mat just as he threw a towel around your shoulders. His hands immediately went to drying you off, but his version of ‘drying’ was mostly groping disguised as affection. “Oh my god, look at this.” he murmured, dragging the towel over your ass with slow fingers underneath. “Look at you. Fuckin’ glistening. Like some fresh outta the lake slasher babe. Like you just walked out of a scene where you survived and everyone else died because you were too hot.”
“Stu,” you warned, but your voice was weak.
He snorted. “What? I'm complimenting you. Jesus, don't punish me for having eyes.” he worked the towel down your legs, kneeling as he went, completely naked and not caring at all that his hair was dripping onto your thighs. When he stood, his hand dragged along your stomach on the way up, fingers brushing under your tits like it was accidental.
“You keep lookin’ at me like that, and I'm gonna make this a trilogy. You want a part three, final girl edition? Huh?” you didn't answer. He grinned. “Thought so.”
You reached for your clothes from earlier. He made a noise like you just stepped on a puppy. “Babe, no. Nooo. those are dead to me. Those clothes got thrift store stink and shame on them. You think I'm gonna let you walk around in that when I've got like-” he yanked open a drawer, “a whole drawer of oversized t-shirts that would look way hotter on you than me? No. put this on. Put this on right now.”
He threw a black shirt at you. It hit you in the face, you peeled it off, smirking. “What is this? Its got blood on it.”
“Yeah. Sexy, right?”
You pulled it over your head and it dropped down to your thighs. He stared like he forgot what words were. “I-” he blinked. “Nope. Nah. You… uh-uh. That's not allowed. You cannot be walking around in my shirt like…like that. Thats so fucked up. You trying to make me propose?”
You laughed. “Youd propose over a T-shirt?”
He looked you dead in the eyes. “If you look like that in my shirt, ill get on my fuckin’ knees.”
He followed you into the kitchen like a cursed man, barefoot, still damp, towel barely holding onto his hips, muttering nonsense under his breath while watching your legs as you walked. When you opened the fridge, he groaned behind you. “Dont bend over. Dont-oh, come on! You're doing that on purpose.”
“I'm literally grabbing a drink.”
“Yeah, and I'm grabbing your hips in two seconds.” hands planted firm on your waist as you stood, tugging you back into his chest. He nuzzled your neck like it was instinct. His fingers slid under the hem of the shirt, just brushing over the back of your thigh. He didn't even try to hide it. “Fuck, youre warm,” he muttered, voice low. “You smell like me. You're wearin’ my clothes. Im..babe.”
You snorted. “So no food, then?”
“Oh no, i'm starving,” he said, spinning you to pick you up and put you on the counter like it was nothing. “But I figured I'd feast on you first. Just a little taste. Starter course. Appetizer. Treat.”
You laughed as he pushed between your legs, his hands sliding up your thighs, thumbs dragging warm against your skin like he couldn't stop touching you. His face was all flushed, pink from the steam and exertion, hair curling as he leaned in close, his nose brushing yours.
“Im serious,” he whispered, barely. “You're not leavin’ tonight. Ill block the fuckin’ door. You're staying, and I'm waking up to you in this shirt tomorrow or I'm committing crimes.”
You whispered back, “Yeah?”
He nodded, “And if you're not still wearin’ it, you better be naked. Either way, i win.” he kissed you, hot, open mouthed, no hesitation, all teeth and tongue like he didn't know how to be gentle for longer than three seconds. When he finally broke the kiss, panting against your lips, he just stared at you. Still holding your thighs. Still pressed up between them. Still shaking a little from how badly he wanted to start again.