I should be really studying for my religion exam however something in my yearbook specifically caught my attention...
In my yearbook it said "We urge you to take a space in this book for yourself. In that space, write a letter to your future self to read in 10, maybe 20 years. Reflect on the journey you are on right now and where you hope or plan to be in the future." Instead of writing this message in my yearbook which would clearly be read by me in a month or two or by a family member instead i have decided to put this on tumblr and schedule it to be posted in ten years from now. So, here it goes... Dear Sarah, maybe this message would be more sentimental if you were graduating. Haha Nonetheless your freshmen story should be told. So, you're 15 and just about to end your first year of highschool. Congrats on surviving it even though it wasn't really that much to handle. Yes, I must recall the first semester was very sad for you because you were going through some issues but nothing that couldn't have been resolved. The transition from elementary to highschool was very tough on you, and that reflected on your early math grades (lol). Even though you weren't with any of your old elementary friends doesn't mean that you will be sad for the rest of the year. Even though you would take SEVERAL months to become friendly doesn't mean you wouldn't have made any at all. You made some pretty cool new ones actually. Good, genuine people that would be great to stick around with throughout highschool. You started to lose some of your best friends in elementary school. Classes dont add up, fall into different cliques etc. It hurts badly, but its okay you'll get over it. You'd make a great friend to fangirl about things with so it helps. You're grades were pretty decent and consistent this year and you were a very hard worker. (Up until this point where you should have really been studying your religion notes) Keep that drive to always be better. Surprisingly you didnt really have a real crush... Even though there was this one dude who was such a great but its just not there, probably never will be. There was potential though. Hopefully you are not single if you read this.lol. Throughout the year you would have sudden bursts of sadness for absolutely no reason whatsoever. Its okay though, you got over them eventually by thinking of something stupid or a happy thought (SAN ANTONIO SPURS 2014 CHAMPIONS HAHAHA). Overall your freshmen year was pretty good i guess. Hopefully you'd have better highschool years meeting better teachers, experiences and people. You almost have no idea what you will become in the future. Hopefully successful. Well, I do hope you become an NBA analyst because as of right now that is your dream job. It may be hard to reach and you may probably even regret thinking about it. Its whatever. Ambitions and goals are what drives you. Hopefully if i ever see this in the future and tumblr still exists wherever you may be, if its working, still in university whatever just try to be the best you can be. Right now I know for a cold hard FACT that you did not make it yet... But you will. I know that for sure. Stay gold. June 19th, 2014
