Beneath The Veil

and into the burrow

[housegu3st]

Welcome to my forest

First time here? Click to expand!

Art credits - PFP by @thatmoththoth

[ Tw for uncensored & untagged Spiders and Bugs ]

. 𖦹 𖤐 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖤐 𖦹 .

Welcome ⨺⃝𖤐

× Blog Purpose 》 Nonhuman and Headspace postings

× Privacy 》 Reason for separation from other blogs

× About Me 》 The Good, the Bad and the Ugly

× Links 》Ocs, Commissions, Strawpage, Etc

× Bounderies 》 Rules of the Road

× Interests 》Casual Fixations to the Hyperfix

× Tags 》Customize your viewing

𖦹 Blog Purpose - - 𖤐

》 This blog serves as a notebook for general personal experiences, ramblings, reblogs and memes that are specifically nonhuman related or headspace related.

𖦹 Privacy - - - - - - - - 𖤐

》 Of my other blogs, I'd like to only keep most alterhuman interactions here unless in tumblr communities where i'm forced to use my main account. This was purposefully separated from other blogs because I am not publicly Nonhuman, only a handful of friends genuinely know who are also nonhuman, including my partner. I have no intention of telling most people about it.

. 𖦹 𖤐 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖤐 𖦹 .

𖤐 About Me

The star of the show ☆

♧ Age ♧ 》 21

◇ Nicknames ◇ 》 PJ, Jester, Plaza, Wake {any really! I collect 'em}

♡ Pronouns ♡ 》 Any but She/Her

♤ Identities ♤ 》 Gendersatyret Aroace Finromantic

☆ Species ☆ 》 Spiderfae [ Otherkind, Spider + Fae ]

》 I do not have a set name, as I haven't found one that feel right and I dislike my birth title, therefore nicknames are encouraged. Maladaptive daydreamer and disassociator with what others would call similarly as a "Headspace", though I am not diagnosed for anything but Autism. Experiences similar to that of plural, but choses not identify as plurl. I am someone who views my autism as a disability due to how common nonverbal shutdowns and other unpleasant symptoms occur, but I am also accepting that it can be fun and silly as well of given the right environment. Same concept goes with my stance on my Nonhumanity in the way it can be disruptive in daily life and isn't always "fun and silly".

》Apparently I have a involuntary littlespace, though it causes memory gaps and I cannot typically recall what happens during. I may go back and tag posts as #littlespacemomentgobrr considering it rarely occurs. They also have a side blog of their own now so this might never happen. I'm also disconnected from my littlepace to some extent, I do not want to be correlated with my little self.

》 Music taste is large, general dislike for most country and some rap and pop, with no other general musical preferences. Look in Interests section for more.

》 I have a great interest in art related things and can discuss extensively about almost anything art related. [ This includes photography, Web design, Music, Games and Animation! ] I mainly will not be posting about it here however, but you can find it over on @furiousofpanda. I am an artist. If I make a claim off of memory, fact check it before believing it as my memory is terrible and can be incredibly spotty at times.

. 𖦹 𖤐 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖤐 𖦹 .

𖦹 Links - - - - - - - - 𖤐

Toyhouse - [ Ocs ]

Artistree - [ Commissions ]

Strawpage - [ More about Me ]

𖦹 Bounderies - - - 𖤐

》 Please do not refer to 18+ content in my reference or send me 18+ content. I am an adult, however it is heavily trauma linked in certain contexts. I'm not going to get mad if you make a dick joke, but if it's in detail and being directly intended for my sight (so dms, or being pinged/talked about as a person) that's when I get upset.

With that being said if your a kink or nsfw blog, your house not mine, I don't care if you interact, just keep the stuff above in mind.

》 I am uncomfortable becoming friends with kids, if your under 18 you can follow me and interact, but do understand I am not going to strive for anything more than mutuals.

》 I will block Sysmeds, Transmeds, and Paras on sight. Anti-endos are on thin ice also.

》 Personally against how Alterhumanity & therianthropy has been "trend-ified" and thus I feel uncomfortable with those who are massively confusing Otherpaw (dressing up & quads) with being nonhuman. You can do both but claiming one requires the other is just incorrect?? I may refuse to interact back because of it but idrc if you interact with my posts.

》On occasion where I do talk about trauma or heavy topics in any manner, I will most likely flag the post with warnings for violence and nsfw. It won't be much but it may happen when I am not doing great and just need to vent.

》 My dms are always open, but please have a topic of conversation if your going to message me. I won't respond if you just say something such as "Hi" and nothing to follow it up with. My Q&A section might be closed due to bot spam, but my dms will always be open!

》You may repost my silly doodle comics/art in relation to my experiences as long as you credit me on this blog or to my (unrelated to alterhumanity) art blog @plantjester. With that being said please do not use photos i've drawn of myself and claim it to be your oc or use it as a pfp. it's weird.

[ More may be added if needed ]

. 𖦹 𖤐 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖤐 𖦹 .

𖦹 Interests - - - - - - - - 𖤐

[ Terminology for this section ]

Hyperfixation (aka "Hyperfix) is in this section in reference to something picked up on a whim due to a sudden interest, but may be eventually moved on from.

Backburner Fixation (aka "Backburner") is a hyperfixation that never leaves, but it does return and wave between being a Hyperfix and being inactive.

Casual Interests are hyperfixations that also never leave but they also never become "inactive" like the Backburners.

Fixation is a hyperfixation that lasts longer than a typical hyperfixation should, but interest may eventually be lost and never picked up again unless it turns into a backburner. It's hard to tell if something is a Fixation until it passes.

[ Now that that's out of the way ]

𓋼𓍊 Hyperfixation

None atm honestly

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𓋼𓍊 Casual Interests

[ Games ] Roblox [Dandys World], Minecraft, Cult of the Lamb, Sky children of Light, Vrchat, D&D, Deltarune (Influenced by Undertale backburner)

[ Communities ] Original Species, Furry, Artfight

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𓋼𓍊 Backburners

[ Games ] ENA, Stanley Parable, Stray, Hollowknight, A Hat in Time, Smile for Me, Inscription, Psychonaughts, Rainworld, Oneshot, Little Nightmares (series), Undertale, Bioshock, Portal Series (1, 2, desk job & hand lab), Katamari series, Among Us (regrettably}, Homestuck/Hiveswap, Great God Grove, Marble Hornets, Creepypasta

[ ARGS ] Welcome Home, Backrooms as a concept,

lots of other backburners that aren't coming to mind

. 𖦹 𖤐 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖤐 𖦹 .

𖦹 Tags - - - - - - 𖤐

#Emotionsgobrr & #Thoughtsgobrr

When emotional or mental state is bad and I have some depressive rambling

#Incorrectusageofpronouns

Using formal language in a euphoric manner, an old habit from when I was in a staff team and would use messages to convey ideas from staff as a whole. Tldr; I use we/us/ours in those posts interchangeably with me/my/I

#littlespacemomentgobrr

i'll go back and add this to posts if I suspect I posted during uh... that.

Other tags will be added here later

Here's this too

[prenbyw]

Spoon in the shape of a fish. Carved from some Sycamore I found just outside Wivenhoe, Essex.

[hinako-supremacy]

op i love your fish so much i made it a png

they are now a school of fish

[teaboot]

Posts that prove that despite about 300 thousand years of technological development, humanity at its core hasn't really changed all that much

[sillyratzo]

Come feast on pillbox

[waxsuyaaa]

“i dont have time to listen to music” statements dreamed of by the utterly deranged. individuals observed under this criteria have been spotted listening to Kasane Teto for 8 hours straight

[imcertly]

hydra

[almosthumanbutnotquite]

Goliath Bird Easer kin/ theriotype aesthetic assign is…

WOODY AESTHETIC

the Goliath bird eater is a tarantula that dominates the floors of South American rainforests, and there are so many trees to make a comfy burrow in. You love a cozy space especially in amongst the trees, in a cozy log cabin with the rain pitter-pattering on the tin roof.

Disclaimer!!!!

This is all purely for fun!

Read DNI.

[6amflight]

office bugs.... been wanting to practice drawing bugs and officespaces so i did both smile

[goodlouse]

a magic potion isopod

[spiderdungeons]

i wish jumping spiders were big enough to hug...

[falconthropy]

Human society sucks so hear me out, what if we all make a "cat cafe"

But we just hire cat alterhumans and roll with it

Bonus points it the manager is a tiger, bet you havent seen a cat cafe like that

[tr4sh-kitti]

YES YES YES PLEASE!!!!!! ILL BE A PAWRISTA (aka a barista but as a cat)

[falconthropy]

PAWRISTA OH MY GOD

[falconthropy]

Unfortunately, my brain won't enjoy any media normally

this post relates to alterhumanity specifically

[natureaestheticdreams]

The peace of the forest always improves the day 🍃

[michaelnordeman]

Värmland, Sweden (22 July 2021).

[michaelnordeman]

Eurasian beaver/Castor fiber/bäver, and Song thrush/Turdus philomelus/taltrast. Värmland, Sweden (23 July 2021).

[ntacidnralkaline]

i could stay here forever.

[housegu3st]

I used to follow 4 alterhuman tags but they just have put too much stress due to the only things surfacing isn't what I'd hope under "your tags". Either tumblr has failed or the community has, and yet I more suspect it being tumblr. I don't know what I did but I suspect the algorithm has pushed only negatives towards me.

We should really push forward more of the positives, even if the negatives are worth addressing. The small things, small wins, small moments of euphoria, some creatures post about a hyperfixation or introspection or what have you.

If there's a tag any can suggest instead to find these things, do let me know. Or something to fix this.. whatever tumblr fucked up.

Can't exist in online spaces much these days anyways because it feels like a cognitive hazard, not due to the nature of the posts but the lack of passion. When was the last time you saw a small shop add by a small creator openly on these tags? When was the last time photography or poetry was on the feed that wasn't due to actively going into the tags outside of tumblrs "your tags" and searching up the tags manually. I'm so fucking tired of having to put effort into feeling happy and not feeling like shit is burning around me.

I am so... tired. And my headache is back.

[spidersdaily]