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i’m happy you’re here! i am no longer posting fics here on tumblr, but feel free to check out my ao3 where i will be posting from now on!

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Please a part 3 for remember 😭

i suppose i’ll add it to my list of things to write,, one day,, eventually,, 🌚

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omg i'm the anon that months ago asking about your akaashi fic and now i kinda regret it because IM LITERALLY SOBBING ENDLESSLY 😭😭 ((akaashi is my comfort character)) but anyway, it's really well written tho although it's really hurt how he just left like that:( is his new partner is also the same person that texted him?:(( and are u planning to make part 3? because i feel like from the last part where akaashi saw them it seems like you wanna continue it?

but anyway it's really good! also congratulations for your comeback(?) after hiatus. pls take care of yourself and stay healthy!❤

hello dear anon❣️ first of all, i’m so sorry it took me SO long to post that 😅 but thank you so much for your kind words!!

i’ll let you decide on who his new boo is ;) also honestly the ending was gonna be happy and fluffy but then i started listening to olivia rodrigo and my brain said ✨angst✨

as far as a part three goes, i’m not 100% sure if i’ll write it just bc i’m afraid that if i say i will, i might not actually do it for another 10 months again AHA oops but who knows 🤪

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remember pt. 2

pairing: akaashi x reader

summary: akaashi’s recovered his memories. now what?

genre: angst

word count: 1.2K

warnings: none but this is angst, so interpret that as you will :)

author’s note: it’s been a looooong time since i’ve written and posted a fic and i’m so sorry to everyone who waited for so long but i’m back! i hope you guys enjoy this comeback(?) fic!

p.s. if you haven’t read part one, i highly advise you do so! also i was listening to olivia rodrigo as i was writing this so uhhhhh i’m sorry

part one.

The air in your apartment feels cold as you step in, flicking on the lights. You take off your shoes in exchange for your pair of house slippers, eyes lingering on the grey pair that haven’t been worn in so long. Before you can question yourself as to why you haven’t gotten rid of them yet, you drag your feet to the kitchen, opening the fridge despite your current lack of appetite; you haven’t really had one in a while.

You hum softly to yourself as you absentmindedly cut vegetables, failing to notice another presence join you in the small space of your kitchen. The feeling of two strong arms wrapping around your waist startles you, causing you to squeak with surprise. You turn your head and pout up at your boyfriend.

“Keiji, you can’t just sneak up on me like that,” you say, setting down the knife and putting a hand over your heart to feel how quickly it’s pounding.

“Sorry, love,” Akaashi says as he smiles gently back down at you, clearly trying to stifle a giggle.

“It’s fine,” you say, knowing you can hardly ever stay mad at him for long. Your own lips tug into their own smile and he leans down to place a loving kiss on your cheek.

“So, what’s for dinner? I’m starving.”

It’s hard to reminisce on those memories you have with him, but your mind can’t help but wander to them every time you look around your apartment. His belongings aren’t here anymore, but for some reason, his presence feels like it’s lingering.

When he was released from the hospital two days after the accident, things were awkward. He insisted on sleeping on the couch which you didn’t put up a fight about, though you were a little saddened by the reminder that you were nothing but a stranger to him. It felt as if he was the only one transported back in time to the time when you two had first met, being polite and respectful towards you, almost to a fault.

You check the time for the umpteenth time in the past hour and can’t help but shake your leg impatiently. Bokuto was supposed to be here ten minutes ago and he hasn’t even texted you to say he was running late. If it wasn’t for the fact that your friends were all bringing dates to your little gathering, you wouldn’t have minded, but you refuse to be the only single friend.

Where is he? You think to yourself, glancing around for any sign of your loud and boisterous friend. As if on cue, your phone vibrates with a notification and you check your screen, already dreading the content within.

hey hey hey sorry for the late notice but i can’t make it :( don’t worry tho!! i’m sending my best friend instead! he’s a great guy so you don’t have to worry :)))

Before you can angrily call Bokuto for being a flake and putting you in an awkward position, you hear someone clear their throat and turn to see a tall and handsome young man looking right at you.

“Excuse me, are you Bokuto-san’s friend?”

You’re not sure what might’ve triggered the return of some of his memories, but you’d been ecstatic nonetheless when he had told you that he was starting to remember things after weeks of trying. Maybe it was going out to dinner at your favorite restaurants or watching old movies on your couch. It could’ve been that one time you sat him down and showed him all the photos you’d taken together during your time as a couple. Regardless of what it was, all those nights that ended with an apology that he couldn’t remember, followed by your reassurance that it was okay, seemed to be worth it. Even though he had told you that there were still some memories that were fuzzy, he figured that he could live without them for the most part.

That was supposed to be good news.

It definitely was good news, so why wasn’t he happy about it? Why was he frowning? Why was he apologizing to you? Why was he standing up and leaving you alone, dumbfounded and unable to process what he was saying?

It’s hard to remember much from the rest of that day. You’d felt hollow and soon enough, as Akaashi took the last box of his things, your apartment was just as empty.

You vaguely remember hearing him tell you that he had felt like he’d changed, that getting his memories back didn’t change the fact that he wasn’t in love with you anymore. He’d said that it didn’t mean he couldn’t fall in love with you again, but it wasn’t fair to keep you waiting.

He told you not to wait, so what are you doing?

Why do you keep glancing at your phone every couple of minutes, hoping that he’s sent you a message? Why do you keep looking towards the doorway whenever you pass by it, thinking he’ll walk in with a soft “I’m home,” like he used to?

The man you love has been taken away from you more than once now and you can’t do anything about it.

It’s been months since everything happened. You haven’t heard from Akaashi once, not that you expected to, but there have been plenty of nights spent in heartache and tears. You’d hear his name from time to time when Bokuto would accidentally slip up during a conversation, and despite you telling him that it’s okay, you can tell that you’re being pitied.

You heard that he was seeing someone new, someone from work, and you can’t help but bitterly think about the night of the accident. Despite your best efforts to suppress all the ugly feelings beginning to stir in your stomach, you still have your limits.

Bokuto’s been doing his best to keep you distracted whenever he’s around, but there’s only so much he can do. He’s the reason why you and Akaashi met in the first place and you do your best not to blame him for anything; he couldn’t have known that things would end the way they did.

As you sit and wait for Bokuto to arrive at the restaurant you’re supposed to get dinner at, you see a familiar figure walk in through the door. Your heart drops to your stomach as Akaashi walks in, someone unfamiliar draped on his arm. You recognize the soft smile on his face, the way his attention is fixed on the person beside him; you used to be the one he looked at like that, the one on the receiving end of his love and affection.

You must’ve been staring, as Akaashi’s eyes flicker over in your direction. He visibly tenses as you lock eyes and it takes all the strength within you not to run out of there. Even from your seat, you can see Akaashi being asked what’s wrong and he seems to shake himself out of his stupor, giving a reassuring smile and presumably saying everything is fine. He hardly spares you a second glance as he leads the way out of the restaurant and it seems like that’s your breaking point as you feel your eyes sting with tears.

As heartbroken as you are from memories flooding back and old wounds reopening, he looks happy and really, that’s all you can ask for now.

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if i posted a multi chapter jjk royalty au would any of y’all read it

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i finally finished writing a fic for the first time in so long!! i’ll be posting it tomorrow so keep a lookout for it :3

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just wanna give iwaizumi the good gluck gluck 3000 he deserves

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bokuto, daichi and kita for sure <33 those three have big heavy breeding balls 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️

bokuto would get so excited, like your knees would be up to your face whether you’re flexible or not because he likes how tight you get when he’s so deep inside you (and when he cums, he likes to see how full you look). if you’re not flexible and feeling really sore afterwards, you best believe he’s gonna shower you with kisses and apologies with that cute pout of his 🥺

mm yes daddy daichi fold me in half like a piece of paper 😩 he would lean over and whisper the dirtiest things in your ear while he’s balls deep in you like ??? excuse me sir ??? and of course he likes being called sir so 👀 thats that on that

i know this isn’t everyone’s fantasy, but imagine being kita shinsuke’s lovely housewife who patiently waits for him to come home from a long day’s work out in the rice fields before he chooses to rail your brains out. he could either go slow and passionate or rough and honestly we stan a man who can do both in this household 😤 idk maybe it’s just me being biased but i really just want him to fold me in half and fuck me til the cows come home

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Forgive my language but I’m such a ✨hoe✨ for your contents ❤️❤️❤️😂

omg and i’m a ✨hoe✨ for words of affirmation❣️ thank you so much though uwu

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so my qotd is who in hq would be the most into mating press

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hi bb i'm sorry if times have been bad :(( pls if you need a 1 month or even 1 year break pls do that we don't want you forcing yourself to write fics. we want you to be happy and motivated to write and post fics.

pls take care always !! *kisses*

ps. to the anon that is sending hate, you're so low. you really don't have a life so you send hate. i really pity fhise kind of people.

hello dear anon, I really appreciate this. like it really, really means a lot! I hope you’re taking care as well <3

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wow imagine being in a nanami-gojo sandwich

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i have an assignment due in less than ten minutes but let me just get this soft tsukishima brainrot out because i realized i’m nervous about posting a real fic again after so long 😩

so imagine studying with him late at night because it’s finals szn innit 🥴 and the two of you have your own headphones on, vibing to your favorite study tunes. your latest favorite song comes on (because let’s be real, your favorite song changes more often than you’d admit to yourself) and you take a break from your notes to look up at your boyfriend.

he can feel a shift in your attention and glances up to see you looking at him, holding one of the earphones out to him with a familiar look. he knows if he accepts it, he probably won’t be getting any work done in the next several minutes but ya know what, you’ve been studying all afternoon into the night and you both deserve the little study break.

so, he takes off his headphones and stands up to move and sit himself down next to you, plucking the earphone from your fingers and putting it up to his ear. you smile and restart the song so you both can properly enjoy it and whether he actually likes the song or not, tsukishima really just enjoys spending time with you like this; there’s no one but the two of you in the world and whatever this song is—you’ll probably tell him more about it later to be honest.

sure, his homework is important, and he’s 100% sure this 5-minute study break is actually going to end up being an hour long, but he wouldn’t trade this time with you for anything.

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i just read the last chapter of aot and i,, i need someone to talk about it with

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do any of y’all like nanami from jjk bc lately all i can think about is him bending me over his desk in a corporate office and teaching me who’s boss

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love languages ft. hq!! captains

S. DAICHI loves to spoil you. he would wake up early if he knows you have a long day ahead of you just to grab you a coffee or tea to get you through the day. when you come home, tired and exhausted, he would already have dinner made or on its way through your local delivery services. when you're both full and content, he'd press a light kiss to your forehead on his way to wash the dishes or throw out the trash and the love in his eyes is enough to remind you how lucky you are to call him yours.

O. TOORU is used to being showered with gifts by his fans, so you try to find something a little different to express your affection to him. he absolutely loves receiving words of affirmation and will gladly return the favor. when you're having a bad day, he knows exactly what to say to cheer you up, feeling that familiar warmth spread through him when he sees that your smile has returned, even if it's only for a moment. he wants you to know that you can tell him anything and he'll be there, forever and always.

K. TETSUROU likes to show his affection through little touches here and there; a large hand to the small of your back or the brushing of his fingertips against yours is not something unfamiliar to you. when you're around his friends, his arm will be draped over your shoulders or his thumb will trace little shapes around the base of your thumb while he holds your hand. he also really likes to hug your from behind and rest his cheek on the top of your head (you'd told him his chin was too pointy) because you fit so perfectly in his embrace like the two of you were made for each other.

B. KOUTARO thrives off of your words of affirmation. he's also a sucker for spending some quality time with you (not just because you might feed his ego) but he just loves being around you. when you praise him for a game well played, he wouldn’t hesitate to scoop you in his arms and twirl you around like you’re both in some kind of romance movie before smothering you with ecstatic kisses. sure, he likes being number one on the court, but that doesn’t matter so long as he’s number one in your heart.

U. WAKATOSHI is a man of few words, but spending time with him is never awkward or boring. he’ll also occasionally have one of his large hands on your thigh when you’re driving down a long road or let you drape your legs over his lap while you’re both reading on a lazy sunday afternoon. he likes when you lean your head on his shoulder so he can rest his head on yours, though sometimes, your neck will cramp because his shoulders are just so broad. he likes the feeling of your hand being dwarfed in his, always so fascinated about how perfectly they fit together (but he wouldn’t say that out loud).

K. SHINSUKE is a firm believer that actions speak louder than words. he enjoys cleaning around the house and doing a couple of your chores too is no sweat for him. if you’re feeling sick or even just a little under the weather, he would be sure to get you medicine along with your favorite snacks to get you through the day. he might not be the best or most graceful with his words, but he’ll always make sure to show how much he loves you.

disclaimer: these are just my personal headcanons/opinions and you’re welcome to disagree with them, just please do not disrespect me!

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hii! i just want to ask are you still planning to continue your akaashi amnesia au? it's really well written btw!! also i'm so curious, but did he cheat?

hello!! i’m not gonna lie to you, i highkey forgot about part two HAHAHAHA oops- but anyways thank you for the love and i guess you’ll find your answers in part two officially coming soon 🤪