irresistable

hi im donna // 23, NYC // ot5 + larry // don’t ask how long I’ve been here

[kindofsharethat]

all my love to the people there today who knew liam and loved him for him—not what they could take from him

[tomlinsun]

but

its

not

the

end

i’ll

see

your

face

again

[thefrenchinterview]

[1deverything-15-blog]

Lilo

[1d-trashcan]

Is anyone else constantly going back and forth between disbelief and crippling grief all the while going through life with a constant but sort of quiet sadness in you?

[narryffdreaming]

[pop-punklouis]

they were all brothers. they are all brothers.

no one, and i mean no one, will ever be able to understand those years and growing into adults in the bubble they were the way those five will. for five years, they saw each other more than they saw their own families. they became family. they share something so special that people nor circumstances will ever break— they shared their youth. they shared a flash of time together that shaped them from boys into men. and as much as we’ve talked about how integral liam was to our childhoods and growth through this band, a piece of the other four boys’ childhoods and youth also died yesterday. a piece of their history died yesterday. a face to their personal memories died yesterday. and it’s devastating.

they found a home in each other when they were so far away from home, and i cannot even begin to imagine the grief they are feeling and will continue to feel.

walking in the wind has the perfect line like “if you’re lost, just look for me. you’ll find me in the region of the summer stars” and i know for a lifetime to come those four guys will be living that out as the years go on.

my entire chest aches for them. they deserve all the space and grace during this delicate time.

[twopoppies]

i saw someone said that louis will look after liam’s family and liam will look after louis’ 💔

Ok, that is too fucking much, I have no more tears left.

[fuchsea]

heart is in complete shambles after looking at geoff payne looking at the memorial and thanking fans and paul higgins being there like no parent should ever have to bury their child this is truly heartbreaking. and paul being there is just so. god they really were all so close and formed genuine relationships with everyone during 1d and that clip in this is us where paul says he's like the boys' dad on tour and now he's about to go bring liam back to the uk. i just. this is truly the most heartbreaking thing ever

[leodette]

When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

[piningeddiediaz]

the fact that the first time zayn has been included in a 1d official sign off in almost 10 years was in a tribute to liam mourning his death… i havent known a moment of peace

[louisandthedagger]

💔

[paynity]

[genuineconspiracy]

I keep waiting to find some post that makes it make sense

[louisarmpits]

“I’ll always be your big brother” I am sobbing

[dailytomlinson]

Louis liked Zayn's post over Liam's passing - 17.10

[meyhew]

zayn using a photo of them as kids is really getting to me. does he still see them like that? i look at some people i’ve been friends with for years and see ourselves as the age we were when we became friends. my mental image is stuck there. this is fucking awful dude