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23 He/She/They

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[obscurix]

oh the urge to do something awful.

[psychoticfairybitch]

feeling like suicide is the only actual solution

[boneless-rat-deactivated2025100]

death & suicide are always on my mind

[borderline-culture-is]

Quiet BPD culture is “I’m fine and I have friends :)”

Friends don’t give me nearly enough attention for 5 seconds

“I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself. They hate me and I’m not deserving of friends I’m so annoying and terrible”

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[httpskulz]

It feels like the whole world is against me…

[bpderanged]

I feel like I'm destined to always fuck things up.

[sugaglos]

Maybe my death would fix everyone's problems

[bpdworld]

I don’t know how to live, I just survive through the pain.

[httpskulz]

I’ve been really drained, forcing myself to smile, pretend i'm happy and ok. However in reality, I’m tired and want to give up on everything. I don't know why I’m feeling like this, but one thing is for sure, I know I’m mentally drained and want it all to end.

[maladapt3d]

The devil couldn't reach me so he gave me severe abondamment and attachment issues

[obscurix]

vibrating in suicidal ideation.

[prettyfukinalone]

Turns out showing the pain you feel changes nothing

[httpskulz]

I can’t stop

[httpskulz]

I get high to take the pain away ❤️‍🩹

[httpskulz]

FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT, FUCKING BIG BACK ASS, STOP EATING…I’m so fucking fat… I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve any food… I need to lose weight, I can’t do this… I can’t…