Hummingbirdbae

I blog and make playlists.

[remanence-of-love]

[scorpionlafemme]

[lovailee]

Feeling very blessed and grateful.

[hummingbirdbae]

Gotta be careful with my heart, I’m easily attached.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[wetheurban]

[hummingbirdbae]

Yesss

[gelatoplush-deactivated20260307]

[hummingbirdbae]

Mary - Lucky Daye

[nourishcolourwellness]

[ladeviant]

Artem Rohovyi - Symphony of Branches gouache on paper

[chantssecrets]

a touch of red

[jonesbrianshining]

Jimi Hendrix

[vexheart]

[hummingbirdbae]

Always had something to prove

[weepingwidar]

Lara Cobden (British, 1971) - Shivelight (2022)

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[hummingbirdbae]

My boundaries have been crossed many times and my essence has been violated many times.

As you go through personal evolution there will be times where you get flashbacks of events you were able to repress and dismiss. It’s so important to not try skipping through this part… it’s going to be hard probably the hardest thing you’ve ever needed to do.

[onechapteratatime]

[loveyourlovelysoul]

What you call self-sabotage might just be your body saying: "Familiar pain feels safer than unfamiliar peace"

What you call procrastination might just be your body saying: "I'm overwhelmed and everything feels too much"

What you call anxiety might just be your body saying: "I've been in danger before, and I don't know if it's over yet"

What you call neediness might just be your body saying: "I didn't get what I needed, and I'm still longing"

What you call overreacting might just be your body saying: "This feels like danger to me because it once was"

What you call emotional instability might just be your body saying: "I was never taught that feeling emotions could be safe"

What you call resistance might just be your body saying: "I don't feel safe enough to do what you want me to"

What you call laziness might just be your body saying: "I'm frozen because I had to work hard for too long"*

What you call numbness might just be your body saying: "I had to shut down to keep you safe"

What you call avoidance might just be your body saying: "Im not ready to face this yet. I need slower exposure to it"

(the.trauma.educator on ig)

*gentle reminder that body gets tired also after doing mentally draining work/job (which includes feeling stressed too, not just studying or working 9-5 in front of a computer -which holds responsabilities, anyway)

[pop-art-sixties-seventies]

Chris Yates, Rogue Moon, 1974.