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swanlake1998

yuan yuan tan photographed performing as juliet in helgi tomasson’s romeo and juliet by sf ballet archives

diybreastreduction-deactivated2

who up delaying the inevitable

forestgreenlesbian

december……

monamoni

soliddaddy96

It’s el muchacho monday

ladyshinga

touching grass is not enough i must psychically connect to a mushroom colony

valilihapiirakka

vermicomposting and growing my own mushrooms have made me finally realise that the thing i’ve always thought of as one whole “rainy northern forest” smell is like, 1/3 that freshly shed worm castings smell, 1/3 that living mushroom smell, 1/3 everything else. in mushroom growing forums/tutorials you often get told “you’ll know it’s healthy mycelium when you smell it, it smells like the most intensely alive mushroomy smell you’ve ever smelled” and people go “how the hell am i meant to know what ‘alive mushroom’ smells like, that’s such a weird description” but then they get some growing well, and sniff it, and they go ‘oh!’ because we have all smelled it before, just never so intensely and in isolation. it’s so immediately reminiscent of a freshly rinsed summer forest, and you realise that you’ve actually been casually aware of how full of mycelium the world is this whole time, even before you read anything about it, just unable to isolate and put a label on that information. anyway, i guess that’s why “forest scented” beard balms never smell even a tiny bit like forest, even if they make a really good effort at all the pine needle and sap smells. Lacks Mushroom

hxrnyonmain-deactivated20220829

Sorry I didn’t get back to you it’s just that I’m completely unfit for human interaction.

heartbreak is like grief and grief is like grief and when your old lover is the only other person in your life who met the one you lost it hurts in a different way, it turns out. because your ex lover also decided to move on immediately upon dumping you, and any attempts to reconcile ended in them telling you they don’t miss you in their life and are so happy and fulfilled without you - because you are such a difficult person, and too emotional, and too much in general. i would like for life to just stop for once. all the therapy in the world can’t remedy shitty life events that just keep happening. all the distracting activities in the world don’t seem to keep me from being stuck in a heartbreak-grief loop.