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[hungry-and-dysphoric]

hey baddies it’s time for my yearly check in

[recoverr-deactivated20220605]

your life is too precious and too limitless to revolve around making yourself smaller and prettier and “easier” to love.

[thoradvice]

you aren't what you eat. you are so much more than what you consume for energy. you're smart, wonderful, kind, funny, caring, beautiful, a good friend. you're all of this & more before you are ever what you eat. you are worth so much and none of that hinges on what you put into your body.

[hungry-and-dysphoric]

i love to disappear for months and then come back and rb hella m@l3sp0

[hell-o-goodbye]

[sinistra-orlok]

[we-all-got-scars-again]

IT’S MARCH

[multifand0mtrash]

[magical-awesome-kid]

Uh… It’s still May…

[clowncare]

[normalstuffidk]

It’s august

[storm-driver]

[island-delver-go]

It’s September

[chucktheprophet-deactivated2020]

[hungry-and-dysphoric]

so to preface this id like to say my older cousin t has an ed like me and has been struggling with it and a few days ago t and my other cousin j were hugging goodbye and j was like “t youre so small im worried about your eating” and that literally made me jealous like how fucking fucked up do u have to be to Want that

[theonethatcant]

“Disordered Eating” Things

- Simultaneously eating like a normal person and mentally lashing yourself for it.

- Not eating when you feel angry or sad, but then a few hours later you eat a bag of chocolate marshmallows because you somehow convince yourself it doesn’t count.

- “I shouldn’t have done that”

- Looking at thinspo at night and crying because you feel ugly

- The 5th grader pitch screaming in your head as you take another bite of food.

- a week of super healthy eating and working out followed by two weeks of unhealthy eating 

- constantly shifting of wanting to look like a toned fitness model, to a thicc slim, to a skeleton fairy 

- *eating something* *someone comments on the thing you are eating* *stops eating thing* *50/50 chance you may eat it later*

- oh yeah, random moments of eating something before spontaneously destroying the food or tossing it 

- “Okay, after this weekend, I’m fasting”

- wishing you were anorexic knowing you shouldn't 

- body dysmorphia 

- Calling it disordered eating because you don’t feel deserving of calling it an ed 

[lemonadeboy-deactivated20230320]

Am I the only trans guy who was absolutely not phased by some "awful side effects" of restrictive eating?

I mean, I was terrified by the bone problems.

But hair growing in weird places? Breast shrinking? Loss of period? Sounds good, sign me up.

[anarchy---boy]

exactly

there will be "here's why u should recover from ur ed:

1. infertility and period loss

2. no tits or booty"

don't threaten me with a good time, random cis tumblerina.

[im7here]

YOUR ED IS VALID

Idk if you are gaining weight, loosing weight, eating regularly, eating irregularly, binging all the time, never binging, purging, or not purging

YOU ARE VAILD

[notsohotbod]

To all my fat girls with eating disorders:

- Your pain is not less valid if you are fat - Your eating disorder is still real - You deserve to eat regularly - I believe you - Fat is not a bad word - I love you

[fairycosmos]

it’s like everyone else has found their place and their friends and they all have lives but all i can do is sit in my room and sleep. it’s like i’m losing my youth to my own mind.

[theweightofbeingme]

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

[milfoiil]

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

[monsterenergyultraviolet]

TRUE

[skinnyboywannabe54]

So true and don’t make them to go weight watchers

[indigestionedifarfalle]

Is it just me or does anyone else feel different when they’re hungry? It’s like my body looks different to me after I eat, like I can go the whole day not eating and I’ll feel skinny and my collar bones will seem to stick out more and my waist will be a little slimmer. But then when I eat it feels like I grow 2 sizes bigger and all of a sudden I’m fat again and never want to eat again. It happens even if I eat like a carrot or something really low cal. I don’t know I feel so stupid

[vcoldxfingers]

My dude

I think we may have body dysmorphia

[the-internet-is-my-outlet]

Bruh

I think us three have the same body dysmorphia

[unwanteddepression2]

anyone who reblogs this has body dysmorphia. i don’t make the rules

[hungry-and-dysphoric]

WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF AD IS THIS IM CRYING

[hungry-and-dysphoric]

im literally only on this app to reblog thinspo and vent. if u want to be besties u can dm me for my twitter tho LMAOO

[the-depression-memery]