》 HIATUS 《

indie. rp blog for alexander lightwood from Shadowhunters. strictly show verse.

[hunteralec-blog1]

lol well okay i guess i forgot the password to ths account, whatever. just unfollow this account, because i’ll be gone anyway. i’ll be around on discord, but that’s about it. goodbye<3

[hunteralec-blog1]

bye

deleting this blog after spending a few days thinking about it, and i'm just better off disappearing anyway. i've burned so many bridges and hurt so many people, and nothing i can do will ever make up for that, and i'm truly sorry I'll miss the friends i've made and the fun times i've had♡♡

[hunteralec-blog1]

sorry to anyone this may affect, but i will no longer be on here. i'm leaving this blog and alec-- it'a been a great few months, but it would just be better if i left

[hunteralec-blog1]

you shady ass cunt you dont deserve to reblog anything that you can use to remove blame for yourself. you ruined lives. real lives you can go fuck yourself

fuck you.

[hunteralec-blog1]

there i turned off anon. stop coming at me when we don’t follow each other anymore? i know im not a good person, i fucked up really bad, i dont claim to be a good person. so, quit reminding me. 

[hunteralec-blog1]

alright, anons. first of all, get the fuck off my blog??? chances are we unfollowed each other and no longer have to see each other so get the fuck off my blog if you dont want to see what i post?? honestly, get over it. i did fucked up shit, its done and i cant take it back. Quit sending me anon hate

[warblossomed-deactivated2017081]

                   RP AND RPERS DON’T CHANGE YOUR WORTH!

It is nothing new that many of us find ourselves so often feeling the heat of dislike and hate from another, but when you’re feeling down and defeated it’s important to remember one thing: it doesn’t change the worth of your existance.  if someone was to hate the galaxy it doesn’t take away from the beauty of the stars and the uniqueness of the planets. Just because you’ve made a mistake doesn’t mean your world is at it’s end.  people make mistakes and people on this website think that they’re above it and they’re not.  

               "SO AND SO IS TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK“

let them talk: if someone finds it nobler to speak behind another’s back then to your face it shows you don’t need that person in your life.

It’s not your job to defend yourself and so often we find ourselves feeling the need to PLEASE everyone on this site we forget to worry about ourselves.

Just because someone speaks ill of you doesn’t mean everyone believes them nor does it mean you’re hated and don’t belong here.

it’s okay to acknowledge that we might not please everyone. 

it doesn’t take away from your worth

                                           "I MADE A MISTAKE!“

Self-reflect & try and reach out: those of us who don’t intend to hurt others or might of found ourselves saying the wrong thing should know it’s better to reach out and resolve the issue. if you can see the problem find it within yourself to reflect on what you could do to be better and what might have hurt the other.

some people don’t want to resolve issues and prefer to keep it on a sour note and that’s not your problem. 

you are not chained to your mistakes nor are you expected to suffer from them on a daily basis. unless you are someone who goes looking to hurt people just remember that it’s the part of being human. we are not perfect ; we are not spared from making mistakes.

it doesn’t take away from your worth 

                        THINGS TO CONSIDER AND TO REFLECT ON!

if someone is badmouthing another: make sure to ask for evidence rather than form an opinion over hearsay and remember every side has it’s story.

no one is spared from making mistakes therefore you’re not alone. 

you are not your mistakes: who you are is the person that tries to fix them and that will reflect on you depending if you consider your mistakes or not. 

aim for being happy and not being perfect. 

you are not alone: you are never on your own on this website and if you’re in a need for help or someone to vent too never feel ashamed to reach out to a friend or mutual.  many of us are happy to hear you out. 

you are not a bad person: making mistakes doesn’t put you in the same catagory as someone who has done the extreme though some people on this website prefer to throw everyone into one group. 

you deserve to be on this world: those who encourage suicide are nothing, but cowards that don’t understand the true meaning and importance of life. don’t let them win because why give power to someone of such vile intentions?

you are loved: you mean the world to your friends and mutuals therefore don’t ever feel like you’re none or less.

you are a human before an rper: you should take time to yourself and keep yourself comfortable and safe. 

                                                                 REMEMBER!

you are not your mistakes. 

you are not your bad days

you are not expected to be happy all the time

you are not expected to be perfect

you are not alone

you are not worthless

you are not meaningless

you are not disgusting

you are not a punching bag for others

you are no talentless

you have every right to to the good things in this life and no one can take that away from you. . 

[kavtari]

Reblog if you RP using Discord

Message me if you’d like my username.

[hunteralec-blog1]

Hiatus notice >>> from now until ????

I don’t know when I’ll come back, if I even do at all. I’ve done some pretty messed up and fucked up shit, ruined relationships and the whole nine yards. I ruined a friendship I held dear to me, and I’ll never forget the good times we had. I just need to step back from tumblr for awhile and really, really reavaluate myself and how I’ve been lately.

Right now, all I can do is say I’m sorry to the people I hurt. They didn’t deserve the shitty way I treated them, but I deserve whatever comes my way after this.

I might pop on here once in awhile, but other than that I’m probably not going to be here or rping either. So, threads are all on hold. If you unfollow me for being inactive, I understand.

[hunteralec-blog1]

activity will be spotty and i will be very selective with who i interact with

[hunteralec-blog1]

Hiatus notice >>> from now until ????

I don't know when I'll come back, if I even do at all. I've done some pretty messed up and fucked up shit, ruined relationships and the whole nine yards. I ruined a friendship I held dear to me, and I'll never forget the good times we had. I just need to step back from tumblr for awhile and really, really reavaluate myself and how I've been lately. Right now, all I can do is say I'm sorry to the people I hurt. They didn't deserve the shitty way I treated them, but I deserve whatever comes my way after this. I might pop on here once in awhile, but other than that I'm probably not going to be here or rping either. So, threads are all on hold. If you unfollow me for being inactive, I understand.

[hunteralec-blog1]

leaving tumblr for awhile, sorry. i need to reevaluate myself and the life i’m leading so i’ll be putting things on hold

[rpmemcd-blog]

Jealousy meme

requested by @momokitty27​! i set it up into a few different categories so it’s not just for couples but for a whole range of relationships!

for couples

“I noticed them checking you out.”

“Were you checking them out?”

“So… they’re good-looking, right?”

“Don’t lie to me and say you don’t think they’re hot.”

“Just admit that you like them.”

“Come on; even I know that they’re hotter than me.”

“It’s not fair that they get to be around you all day and I don’t.”

“They were hitting on you.”

‘I know you liked it when they were hitting on you.”

“Would you like me more if I was more like them?”

“They’re not (funnier / cuter / better looking ) than me, are they?”

“Are you going to leave me for them?”

“Would you leave me for them if you had the chance?”

for characters talking to their unrequited crush

“You deserve better than them.”

“They’re not even that good-looking.”

“What do you see in them?”

“Why do you stay with them?”

“Wanna tell me what they did to upset you this time?”

“If I had someone as wonderful as you, I would (never forget our anniversaries / always cherish you / etc).”

“You should just leave them.”

for characters talking about their ex

“I wonder what they’re doing right now.”

“Their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate) isn’t right for them.”

“I can’t stop thinking about them with their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate).”

“They moved on so quickly.”

“I get angry thinking about anyone else having them, even though I don’t have them myself.”

“Do you think they were cheating on me with their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate) before we broke up?”

“They never looked at me like they look at them.”

for friends

“I noticed you hanging out with (character’s name) lately.”

“You hung out with them and didn’t invite me?”

“I feel like a third-wheel.”

“They’re pretty fun, right?”

“Maybe I shouldn’t come and let you two hang out together instead.”

“I know that they’re more interesting than me.”

“You two have more in common, anyways.”

“It’s alright; I have other friends.”

for children characters talking to their parents

“No! I don’t want a new (brother / sister)!”

“You like (sibling’s name) more than me.”

“If I get a new (brother / sister), you’re going to love them more.”

“We haven’t played together since you had the baby.”

“I hate my (brother / sister)!”

“They’re not better than me! They can’t even use the bathroom right!”

random

“Am I hotter than that person?”

“So many people have achieved so much by this age, yet here I am.”

“I’m a better (cook / surfer / etc) than them.”

“They’re not even that good at (cooking / surfing / etc)…”

“I look better in this than them, right?”

“Do you think I could pull off that (hat / dress / etc) like them?”

“Whatever; I’m not jealous.”

[laozusyiling]

Head of the New York Institute & the High Warlock of Brooklyn

[hunteralec-blog1]

beebo is trash and only sends me jersey shore gifs as a response to life everyone unfollow @sangviis asap

[hunteralec-blog1]

gotta go and get ready for an eye appointment soon, i may or may not be back so?? i’ll be around on discord (:

[hunteralec-blog1]

wineandmxgic:

forgiveness. he wanted to say good. that he shouldn’t because magnus wouldn’t forgive him, only he was already forgiven. magnus’ fatal flaw with alec, he let the archer get away with almost anything. accepted every apology, letting him think that it was okay to do something wrong as long as he said sorry. he couldn’t stay mad at the younger. “ you want this to stop affecting our professional lives? fine, stop magically disappearing everytime i’m called to the institute. stop stationing someone else to update me. stop letting the nurses fill me in. you’re the head of the institute, alexander. you think i don’t know what your job is and who you’re meant to deal with? passing your ex off to someone else to deal with isn’t a good way to handle it. ” yeah, he’d noticed.

the archer winced, because he should have known magnus would pick up on it-- he wasn’t stupid, and yeah alec had been avoiding him. “you’re right, i’m sorry for that. no more, okay? i’ll make sure i personally come find you and update you on whatever is going on.” was all he said, a small smile on his lips in hopes of keeping the peace and not make things hostile. he didn’t come here for a fight, just to hash things out and clear the awkward air. “as a peace offering, i brought by some dinner since i did come over about dinner time and interrupt you.” he said, holdng up a bad he had been holding since he entered, a bag from Taki’s, a place they used to frequent together. “i hope it’s still your favorite, but i was hungry and passed by it, so..” he shrugged. 

[scaeld]

     ❛ — alexander  ? ❜  aaron called out softly  ,  only coming through a portal after being gone for hours on end  ,  messages and phone calls ignored  ,  if he’d actually received any.  fingers toyed with the end of bloodied shirt  ,  hissing as pain radiated throughout his body  ,  and cuts had lined various areas of his body;  namely his arms and around his face.  the dragon had weakly limped towards their shared bedroom  ,  cursing under his breath as a small trail of blood lingered behind him  ,  he’d clean that later.  soft pants had been the only noise he managed for a few moments  ,  and he peeled off his bloodied shirt  ,  loosely held in his hand as he leaned himself against the door frame.  ❛ sorry i wasn’t home sooner;  i got caught up with a few things.  as you can see. ❜

@hunteralec — ♡‘d for a starter.

[hunteralec-blog1]

alec had been worried all day, hardly able to focus when he was at work. he was hoping aaron would be at home, but no such luck either. he had called and left many voicemails and text messages, but none of them answered. it was getting late an he grew more worried, almost tempted to set out and search for him when he heard footsteps coming from their livingroom, sitting up in their bed and furrowed his brow, trying to focus. “aaron, is that you?” he called out, waiting on baited breath. when he saw aaron enter the room his eyes widened in surprise, seeing the bloody mess his fiance was. “by the angel, aaron, what the hell happened to you? where have you been?” he had been so worried, getting up from the bed and going over to him.