hi im remaking my pinned since i changed my url dw abt it
what up!! i'm colt (xe/it/snarl/spade/club, see pronouns page for others), i'm 22, a semi-professional author under the penname hunter bunnyfields, and am otherwise an indie vtuber, youtuber, streamer, artist, and musician!
this blog is primarily the home of my longest running series, which i've been producing since 2015; THE JOURNAL. it started as a minecraft roleplay based on aphmau's minecraft diaries, but evolved into its own thing as i started taking it more seriously! more info can be found at the prior attached link (which is from my official fandom wiki)
HOWEVER, this is also my content creator space, so you'll see me posting about more than just my books! livestreams, youtube videos, artworks, music, etc. can also be found here whenever they're made
additionally i'm using this blog as my own personal fandom space so i can post fics about my series, and my own headcanons (which, i want to clarify, will never be canonized and are solely made for fun). if you want to send me fan-art/fics or your own hcs, the askbox is always open, and you can tag this blog on your own posts! (note; i use xkit rewritten because of my roleplay blogs, which screws up my notifs for some reason? so some might get eaten and i may take a few days to reply) and if tumblr doesn't let you get through with tagging this blog, you can always tag my main; @fagmonarch
my askbox is also open if you have any questions about the journal's characters (including the deceased), such as their views/personality traits that might not be fully explored! i post character development memes on this blog from time to time, and they have no expiration date, so you can send any meme at any time and i'll answer it anyway! you can also send me asks about any of the ocs that i have on my toyhou.se if you're curious about characters outside of the journal!
i use a tagging system on this blog so all of my tags can be found under the cut if you want to search for anything specific
general tags
asks.txt = answered asks
random.txt = miscellaneous posts
the journal.txt = posts specifically about the journal & its characters
other books.txt = posts about non-the journal content
fan art.txt = special tag for fan-art posts only
art.txt = special tag for my stupid ass art, separate from below
official art.txt = official art that i or my friends have created
music.txt = music related posts, including audiotool wips
headcanons.txt = headcanons from other users or myself
writing struggles.txt = complaining about having to write, shame
writing help.txt = helpful writing tips & tricks, from others & myself
progress report.txt = updates on how the books are coming along
collabs.txt = promotion of stories i worked on alongside others
memes.txt = inbox memes for my characters; they never expire!*
*note; yes im serious even if i reblogged a meme like 4 years ago i will still answer it if you send it in (assuming i can find the link lol)
special oc tags
summary; asks were sent in about my toyhou.se ocs, or the worlds they come from, & these tags were made to keep my blog organized. with each tag is a link to the world on toyhou.se & a summary of it*
the originators.txt = 'the originators' is a story that utilizes every old design of my ponysona. they are born as an originator, the planetary caretaker of their home world, which they must protect from outside magic and nurture to keep magic flowing in the world's ley lines
the popiverse.txt = 'the popiverse' is my mlpg4 next gen, focused on rarity and twilight's daughters mystic amethyst and lapis lazulight. mystic is the protagonist, and as such, the story focuses on disability and the external & internal tells of one's spiralling mental health
the traumaverse.txt = 'the traumaverse' is a universe i created exclusively as a coping mechanism. it features various unhealthy and codependent relationships that grow and change with the story, as i learn to cope with and move past my own struggles with their topics
cold-blooded sacrifices.txt = 'cold-blooded sacrifices' is a story originally made as a glenwood prep au. anthurium and future allies are used as test subjects by the military, who aim to make a bioweapon with the strongest animals and their traits. anthurium leads a group that attempts to rescue all 'students' before they turn, and search for his friend (who he doesn't believe was killed by the procedures)
what's in a tail.txt = 'what's in a tail' is a magical furry fantasy series. the protagonist is candy fox, a rich girl who goes to a school primarily for magic users. the amount of tails one possesses showcases how powerful they are with or without magic, and candy flexes her five tails as much as she can, with encouragement from her partner jex
graphiteclan.txt = 'graphiteclan' is a warriors story made with clangen, following the murder drones clangen challenge. after their colony is attacked, daisy and her adoptive daughter rain flee with as many living drones as they can. they set up a new colony elsewhere, praying for peace from the dissassembly drones that destroyed their home. but, are they safe from the infection that created the drones..?
multi-verse ocs.txt = my 'multi-verse ocs' folder encompasses my ocs that can be put into any universe! they are generally fandomless in nature, but i draw/put them in fandom environments for fun. they don't always have a home environment and are oftentimes more of a concept than they are a fully-fledged character, so asking about them helps give them a place to call home!
planet earth.txt = my 'planet earth' folder encompasses my ocs that are more humanoid than others, or are just general humans. not all of them are in the same universe, but i can't split them into their own folders because their story isnt enough to create an entire world out of
furry world.txt = my 'furry world' folder encompasses all of my furry ocs and/or fursonas. they all exist together on the same planet, but i don't always draw them interacting because... they scare me, lol. asks about their hypothetical interactions with other furry ocs, or characters from other worlds, are always open
fandom ocs.txt = my 'fandom ocs' folder encompasses all of my ocs that were made for specific fandoms! characters that are not sorted are the only character for their fandom, and i currently have no intentions to create more characters for that world*
*note; i will not be answering asks nor posting about my danganronpa series on this blog. for more fangan information, please go to @dice-anronpa (the only exception to this rule is ryuunosuke, as he is not part of a fangan)
*note; i will not be answering asks about any ocs in my 'for sale' folder, as i will not be keeping any of them. if you're interested in more info on them aside from their main reference, or what limited bio they have, you may offer to purchase them
*note; i will not be answering questions about kuro & boido and lulani, as 1. i do not know enough about mo4 to make headcanons for kuro & boidio, and 2. lulani is a vanity character that i am keeping because of a childhood friend i used to have and i do not feel comfortable adding hcs to her without their input
gift art for @iinsomniacc-art / @solver-oftheabsolute-fabric i started working on in december!!! the og sketch is still up on my wall since im hella proud of it lmao i just got the surprise motivation to finish it today
it started out as a christmas gift and then. uh. the everything:tm: happened. but i'm still hella happy with how it turned out!!!!!!!!! giggles
excuse my obnoxious anti-ai overlay i have to put it. everywhere.
gift art for @iinsomniacc-art / @solver-oftheabsolute-fabric i started working on in december!!! the og sketch is still up on my wall since im hella proud of it lmao i just got the surprise motivation to finish it today
it started out as a christmas gift and then. uh. the everything:tm: happened. but i'm still hella happy with how it turned out!!!!!!!!! giggles
excuse my obnoxious anti-ai overlay i have to put it. everywhere.
gift art for @iinsomniacc-art / @solver-oftheabsolute-fabric i started working on in december!!! the og sketch is still up on my wall since im hella proud of it lmao i just got the surprise motivation to finish it today
it started out as a christmas gift and then. uh. the everything:tm: happened. but i'm still hella happy with how it turned out!!!!!!!!! giggles
excuse my obnoxious anti-ai overlay i have to put it. everywhere.
gift art for @iinsomniacc-art / @solver-oftheabsolute-fabric i started working on in december!!! the og sketch is still up on my wall since im hella proud of it lmao i just got the surprise motivation to finish it today
it started out as a christmas gift and then. uh. the everything:tm: happened. but i'm still hella happy with how it turned out!!!!!!!!! giggles
excuse my obnoxious anti-ai overlay i have to put it. everywhere.
rediscovered the poem book that i made that i took off the market
i want to share this poem from the end of the book again because its really important to me. im so happy i succeeded in the last stanza
TITLE: Twenty
Original Publish Year: 2024
Word Count: 201
Content Warnings: Suicidal thoughts
This year, I'll be turning twenty
That's wild for me to even consider
When I was young, I never thought I'd live this long
I always thought my life would end a lot sooner
I considered it a lot, to be frank
Not a day went by where I didn't
It's something I don't talk about very often
Because I know I'm too scared to do it
Death terrified me, as it does everyone
But doing it by your own hand is worse
I've been called a coward for wanting to die
And that doesn't make me feel any better
To brush my feelings off to the side,
It's only made the thought grow stronger
As if my feelings never mattered,
Even when I was a child who was hurt
But this year I'm turning twenty years old
I managed to outlive the feeling of wanting to die
It started at twelve and persisted all this time
And I'm grateful it was only a feeling
I can't say that I love my life, at least not entirely
But I have a future ahead of me
I have people who want me to live
So I will live past twenty, for them
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when the persona you made eats you; when the performance youve been putting on eats you; when the name they gave you eats you; when the image people made of you eats you; when the role you were assigned eats you; when the you that other people see or even made for you or you made for them takes over the you that you know and eats you alive.
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BIRTHDAY STREAM VOD IS UP ON PATREON YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
i also set it up that, if you arent a 10$ patron and cant access unedited stream vods, you can buy access to the post for 3.50$!!!!!! i thought itd be funny to set it up that way since the date was 3/5 lol
