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All right, to make an insanely long story short, my town is in a state of emergency after tornadoes/100+ mile per hour winds/derechos came through. Today was day 4 without power, and it just came back on. But up until now, I was being shaken by generators and have been in a constant state of anaphylaxis. I had a major seizure early this morning and, overall, I’m just trying to recover while still being grateful because the damage here is completely insane. My goal is to start running my queue on Sara and then go from there. Sending love and hugs to you all ❤️.
"No, I don't," he admitted with a small nod. "Guess some things are just easier to carry on your own. Doesn't mean that's the right way to do it."
He offered her a faint, understanding smile before deciding they'd spent enough time in the heavier part of the conversation.
"Anyway..." he said, slipping his hands into his pockets. "If you feel like stopping by the bar later, first meal's on the house. Preacher's making his famous barbecue roast tonight."
A hint of amusement crossed his face. "If nothing else, it's worth coming by just to find out what all the fuss is about."
“I don’t know if it’s easier,” Cara replied with a shake of her head, falling silent for a beat before adding, “For me, it’s the words. Even if I wanted to talk about it, even if I wanted to say them... I can’t seem to form them. To string even one coherent sentence together. An entire conversation is just - it feels impossible.” After that, Jack was telling her that if she felt like stopping by the bar later, the first meal was on the house and Preacher was making his famous barbecue roast tonight. “Who’s Preacher? And I haven’t been here very long, but I’ve already heard people rave about the food at your bar - which is good, considering I don’t cook. In fact, I think there are actual posters put up that have me banned from touching any kitchen appliances that don’t involve making a cuppa.”
*covered in blood* how is it only tuesday
“That was impressive. How’d you manage it?” (Jean @ Cara )
Unless it was an emergency, unless time was of the essence, Cara made a point of not parking near a hunt. That way, if she was picked up, her truck - and the very illegal arsenal inside of it - wouldn’t be connected to her. So, no matter what state she was in, she was resigned to making the long trek back to her vehicle. Thankfully, tonight she was only walking back with a few bumps and bruises, maybe a cut or a gash here or there.
But apparently the night wasn’t over. Because as she was walking back, she realized a young woman was out walking, too. And not only that, but someone was following her. A man who kept eyeing her pockets, obviously looking for anything and everything he might be able to steal from her, and when he moved, so did Cara. A knife dropped down from the sleeve of her jacket and she threw it, nailing the man’s sleeve to the wall. She was beside him in a matter of seconds, knocking him out with one swift punch before retrieving her knife and letting him collapse to the ground. “Years of practice. ...Are you all right?”
"Some do, but like with everyone, we're left with scars. We are like humans... just...I guess maybe superpowered humans, from your perspective."
His heart ached as he heard all this, when all he wanted to do was help her any way he could, be with her all the time and deepen the bond they already had. They'd spent so long together, been doing what they did for a long time.
Cain liked it.
"I'm not judging you by the way, I understand"
“Super-powered humans,” Cara echoed, “Sounds like something out of the comics my sister used to read. In this universe we have humans and we have supernatural creatures. That’s it. And while normally I’d hit the books to learn more about you, how can I better support you... I don’t think there’s anyone else like you on this Earth. So just - keep me informed, all right? If you’re hurting or you need help, I want to know.” She then shook her head, offering him a small smile, “Cain, if you wanted to judge me, you’ve witnessed me do much crazier things - hell, we were just blown up. Makes credit card scams seem very tame in comparison.”
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He should've been out finding something to eat after sundown. Hadn't fed in a few days and that familiar gnawing of hunger was starting up in his gut, again... But, Elias found out the hard way that other vampires around here didn't take too kindly to him wandering through. Territorial. And not particularly afraid of staking other biters who trespassed. So, he'd resigned himself to hiding out here for the night. He'd slink away in the morning, he figured, once the others were asleep... so long as he was very very careful to avoid bursting into flames.
He head perked up at the sound of metal scraping. For a second, he expected to see one of the other vampires poking their head in. But, she didn't look like one of them. Definitely didn't smell like one either. Smelled human.
He settled back against the wall and observed her from beneath the brim of his hat. Arm rose to gesture at the dilapidated room, " More'n enough to share. Ain't the Ritz, but it'll do in a pinch. "
“Yeah, I, uh, I checked it out earlier. Just wanted to make sure that I’d have somewhere to sleep tonight...” Cara replied, but she made no movement to further enter the room. What was she going to do? Finding an abandoned building that put distance between her and the rest of the town, yet still seemed discarded and ignored to the point that she wouldn’t get the cops called on her for trespassing, and managed to get wi-fi had been hard enough. If she left now... The man had seen her, she wouldn’t want to stay near this place. But going any closer - let alone into - town meant that sleeping in her truck would most definitely attract attention. Which left her to find a motel, to run yet another credit card scam, and then she would really be pressing her luck. A soft sigh escaped her lips, and she scratched at her eyebrow before finally adding, “...I’ll just leave you to it.” She headed back out to her truck, only to find that one of her tires was now flat. And not because of her driving over anything, but because a nail had been purposely slammed into the side of it, letting the air leak out.
A summer wind blew through the room. Paper birds flapped on the window. Life was sweet, we were young…
– William Kotzwinkle, from “Marie,” Elephant Bangs Train (Pantheon, 1971)
"You can still hold onto that dream if you want. There's nothing stopping you, so many people, hunters alike, lead double lives. You can live the dream you want, if you need support, I'm here for you. I always have been and always will be. We can get your life back on track."
He hoped what he was saying was making some form of sense.
"You can create new dreams as well. Just like I have."
You are my new dream, he thought.
“No, Cain, hunters don’t. They can’t because, from the moment we start doing the job, we start building a list of enemies. And the longer you do it, the longer that list gets,” Cara countered. “The few that I know of that have tried to lead some semblance of a life? The supernatural world came for them, came for the people they loved and the new life they attempted to create for themselves. It’s simply not an option. Please understand that when I’m telling you I know I have your support, I know you always have my back. It just doesn’t change my circumstances.” She paused before carefully adding, “Besides, this fight is... personal. There is something I have to do, something I have to finish.” Another beat. “I’m never getting out. You can.”
Cornel merely shrugged at the question regarding his healing. "The same way you can't tell your own body to grow back a finger once you've lost it. It's simply how my biology works." What he neglected to mention was the fact that he had once reattached his own head after it had been severed. It didn't seem like particularly relevant information at the moment.
Taking the blonde holding the wepons, he had to admit looked more than capable of handling the nest herself. His mistake for underestimating her.
"Keep it," he said with a dismissive wave toward the machete. "I only used it to make the job easier. Lately, I prefer to keep my hands clean."
As if on cue, the telltale growl of an empty stomach echoed through the clearing.
The mess? Cornel looked her over before deliberately glancing down at himself. Compared to him, she was practically spotless. Blood, ash, and bits of viscera clung to his clothes in far greater quantity than they did to hers.
"Actually..." the vampire sighed. "It's about an hour's drive from here. I walked, but..." He gestured toward his injured leg with a faint, almost sheepish smile. "A ride would be greatly appreciated."
“You’re missing a finger?” Cara deadpanned, having a feeling there was nothing simple about his biology at all. Then he told her to keep the machete, and she simply shrugged, wiping the blood off on her already-ruined jeans before adding it to the arsenal on her person. He added that he’d only used it to make the job easier, that he preferred to keep his hands clean as of late, and she replied, “Is that your way of saying that it was never necessary? That you could’ve taken on the entire nest with just your bare hands - minus a finger, of course.” That she punctuated with a smirk, but she was curious as to what he was - something strong enough to take on an entire nest of vampires without any weapons, apparently.
“You hurt your leg?” Cara asked. “Is this something I can treat, or is it like the cut on your face all over again?” After that she nodded, assuring him, “A ride’s not a problem. You’ll just have to give me directions as we go.” Then she was leading him towards her truck, warning, “And before you ask, yes, it’s really what I use to do this job. Yes, it really drives. Yes, it really will randomly stop working if you decide to talk shit in front of it, so keep the commentary to yourself.” With that being said, her rust-colored or rust-covered truck came into view, and she walked over to the passenger side first, unlocking it and giving the door a swift kick before opening it for him. She walked around to the driver’s side, did the same thing, and started to unload some of her weapons into the back.
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Watching people grieve so early on in their tragedies never got easier and, even after decades at the job, Miles still never felt like he had the right words to say.
Perhaps it may have been a bit bold, he didn’t even know what he was doing at this point but, taking his hand off the door, he turned back towards her bedside. Again, he took a seat and gently rolled his hand over hers. The poor girl had been through so much, lost so much, and Miles empathized with how alone she must be feeling. “I know it’s not what you want to hear— but you will be okay— you’re gonna hurt and…. There’s gonna be 3 big holes in your heart the rest of your life— but you will still have a life, and a good one.” Swallowing thickly, he debated on whether or not to stand up. “I’ll go see about those rings, now?”
Once more, Miles attempted to touch her and, once more, Cara pulled away to protect herself from the pain she had come to associate with what was usually clinical touch. She then shook her head, whispering, “They are not holes in my heart, they are - they were my heart. Just as they were not parts of my life, but they came together to create my life. How can I be okay without a heart? How can I lead a good life when life itself no longer exists?” All she saw in front of her was emptiness. It didn’t matter if she lived for 6 more years or 60 more years, only a giant void lay ahead. What was she supposed to do with that? His words brought her out of her thoughts, and it took her a beat to return to where she was, to their conversation, “Thank you, I’ll be here. Or I might not. I don’t know. As I said, they move me around a lot, and all of the rooms look the same to me. But you have a way of finding me right? Surely, there’s a system. And you don’t - you don’t have to worry about waking me, you can come at anytime, I just... I’m not trying to rush you, but I… I’m trying to tell you that there’s no bad time to return…”
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"Old injuries? Oh that might be just yknow, portal damage. Where im from, if you come through a portal, it comes at a cost, like some of your magic is drained from you, but then later it replenishes." Cain explained quickly and then looked at her again,a nervous look on his face. "Do you get paid, did you say? Because I could always help out with keeping a roof over your head. I know some people find that uneasy, but there must be a way to help."
He paused.
"I mean, youve got your hunting gear and stuff, so something must be going right!"
“But it does replenish? Your injuries eventually heal?” Cara asked. “Because if there’s something I could’ve been doing this whole time... I get it, I don’t even like to acknowledge my own injuries, I’m well aware of my hypocrisy, I just... I hate to think of you hurting, especially if I could’ve been helping you had I known...” She then shook her head, “No, I don’t get paid. I - like most hunters - run credit card scams. It’s not something I’m proud of, however, it’s a necessary evil. That’s how I afford necessities like my hunting gear, but aside from that, I try to live off the bare minimum. Which is why we’re headed to the abandoned building that I’ve been squatting in, or why I spend the rest of my time in my truck or in motels that even the rats avoid.”
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Thread :: The Djinn Job :: Chicago wears autumn like a secret it's still deciding whether to tell, gold leaning into gray, the wind carrying the particular hush of a city easing itself toward evening. Lee stands on the sidewalk beneath a canopy of maples gone the color of good whiskey, the kind he doesn't touch anymore, not since the tour started keeping him too busy to need it. Behind him, a black car idles at the curb with his bags in the trunk and his bandmates already three drinks deep at the hotel bar, but he's dismissed the driver for the evening. Some things a man handles on his own two feet.
The house sits back from the street with the settled confidence of something built to outlast its owners; wraparound porch, gingerbread trim, a door painted the deep, unapologetic red of a woman who has never once in her life second-guessed a choice. Cara's house. Cara's life, built brick by careful brick the same way she builds everything—with intention, with patience, with a kind of quiet strength most folks mistake for gentleness. He's got a birthday bouquet cradled in one arm, something extravagant and a little absurd, the florist's idea of what a country music star buys for the woman who's like a sister to him. In the other hand, wrapped in brown paper and twine because he never did trust gift bags, sits a set of teacups he found in an antique shop outside Nashville—delicate, hand-painted things, the kind she'd spend twenty minutes just turning over in her hands before she ever thought to use them.
He climbs the stone steps slow, savoring it. Through the front window, gauzy curtain pulled back just enough, he catches sight of her: curled into the corner of a deep armchair, newborn tucked against her shoulder, a slim volume of poetry balanced open on the chair's arm like she's been reading it one-handed between rocking the baby to sleep. Her hair's come loose from whatever knot she'd twisted it into that morning. She looks tired in the particular, luminous way new mothers look tired—like exhaustion has simply become another color she wears well. Something in Lee's chest goes soft and unguarded at the sight of her, at all of it—the porch light warm against the coming dusk, the smell of someone's woodsmoke drifting from a neighboring chimney, the whole tableau of a life she built for herself out of nothing but kindness and love. He thinks, not for the first time, that of all the people he's ever known, she deserved this most.
He knocks gently, two knuckles against red-painted wood, and waits.
When the door swings open he's already got his hat in hand, pulling it from his head in one easy motion, grin spreading slow and familiar across his face.
"Howdy, Darlin'. Miss me?"
This was bliss.
Albeit, with a toddler and a newborn, a chaotic bliss at times, but one Cara wouldn’t trade for the world. William had come home from work insisting that he take Beth out for the evening. He was trying very hard to play things close to the vest, but their eldest had not yet mastered the art of whispering at four, and it was very evident that they were running birthday errands. Beth wanted to pick out a present for Cara all on her own, and she wanted to help with a cake, and decorations, and William was going to be very exhausted by the time they got home. Still, he’d offered to take Georgiana with them, but she insisted that wasn’t necessary. Their youngest was low maintenance at this age compared to Beth, or perhaps they were just better prepared. That, and she was sleeping but due to be fed soon, meaning it simply made more sense for her to stay at home. So Cara enjoyed the brief bit of silence and time to herself that she had, drinking a cuppa before Georgiana woke up. She sat down in the living room, getting comfortable in the armchair before feeding her and then pulling out a worn copy of Keats. Some poems were read from the book, and others were recited from memory, and... Well, there was something to be said for, ‘when the baby sleeps, you sleep.’ Georgiana dozed off again, and Cara joined her.
A soft knock at the door woke her, but not the baby, and she briefly wondered who it could be. Ari wouldn’t knock, she would just use her key and enter the house. Her parents would, but her father would’ve called ahead of time, so who else could it be? She left the book on the armchair, gently laying the baby down in the portable bassinet they kept in the living room. Then she padded over to the door, briefly looking out the peephole before throwing the door open, trying to be quiet but barely able to contain herself as she exclaimed, “Lee!” She didn’t think twice about wrapping her arms around him, holding him tightly as she told him, “Of course I’ve missed you! Beth asks when her famous country star uncle is coming to visit on a daily basis.” She, obviously, didn’t put it quite like that, but he would get the gist. “What are you doing here? Are you playing in Chicago?” Normally she kept up with his tour dates, always wanting to find a way to spend time together - even if it was only for a few hours - but Georgiana had, understandably, been taking up all of her time as of late. Speaking of, “Come in, come in...” She held open the door, gesturing for him to follow her inside, her eyes already watery (she could just blame hormones, but she knew she’d be feeling this way regardless) as she announced, “...You have a new niece to meet...”