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this blog is now an archive. if you would like to follow ashton’s new blog than please do so, HERE.

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this blog is now an archive. if you would like to follow ashton’s new blog than please do so, HERE.

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this blog is now an archive. if you would like to follow ashton’s new blog than please do so, HERE.

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Couple aesthetic:the short one tries to kiss the tall one,but they can’t reach up; so they gently stand on their toes,take the tall one’s neck And DRAG THE MOTHERFUCKER DOWN. IF I CAN’T GO UP,YOU’RE GOING DOWN WITH ME

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beginning to think it’s time for a new blog. have had this one for about nine months and it’s a mess. ashton feels anxious and it makes me anxious as well. so possibly, if i find the time and energy may remake.

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We don’t mean to hurt each other but we do. and perhaps no matter how right we are for each other, we’ll always be a little too wrong.

Beau Taplin // W i t h o u t  I n t e n t (via afadthatlastsforever)

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The person I reblogged this from is someone I enjoy seeing on my dashboard.

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Concept: we are together. you are sleeping with your body wrapped around mine. it is quiet. my mind is calm. we are happy.

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time to get ready for my first IV therapy.

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@itsdeliicate @revolutiions

     I wanted to have this up last night at midnight, but as you can see it didn’t happen. Thanks Aiden for getting Mommy so worked up and causing her to forget. 

    Anyways, it’s not much, but wanted to write a little something for you. A birthday is special, a day for you and you should take the time to celebrate as much as you can. I know that not many people enjoy their birthday’s these days, but that’s honestly such a same. Be happy that you survived another year and look forward to the one that’s coming up!

    You mean more to me than I could probably actually put into words. I hope you know how much I appreciate you. I know that you’re the one person who I can speak to about more than anything and you’ll not judge me. You’ll listen and you’ll try your damnedness to help me out. Whether it’s complaints about my marriage, whining about my in law’s, or venting about how my son has been rude. You listen and tat means something. As of late you’ve been there for me even more, with all of the health things I’ve got going on and you let me know that you understand. And that’s all I ever wanted or needed, someone to tell me that it was okay and they knew what I was going through. You gave that to me. Thank you for that. 

    Our muses brought us together and I couldn’t be more happy about it. We went from being intimidated of each other to having one of the best ships. I love you dearly. I appreciate you. I look forward to talking to you whenever I can. And I want you to know that even though I may be quiet these days, that these things stand. You’re one of a kind and have become one of my best friends and thank you for that!

Happy Birthday, lovely! Make it a good one.

Tonianne