I LOVE THIS SONG

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Love Begins
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
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Not today Justin

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Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her

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The Bright Sessions

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@hyunjinbutterfly
I LOVE THIS SONG
Do It Again
Pairing: Yandere!Jason Todd x Reader
Warnings: SMUT, masturbation, a smidge of voyeurism, oral (afab receiving), PIV, unprotected sex, little bit of angst, fluff, lot of bad language, light soft yandere themes, ooc writing probably
Words: 4.8k
Notes: This isn’t the thing I said I had planned but I couldn’t resist. Named after Do It Again by Queens of the Stone Age.
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“Stupid fucking Jason Todd…” you mumbled under your breath as you entered the bathroom and kicked the door shut behind you, “…and his stupid fucking face.” You stripped off your clothes and quickly got in the shower, hoping to get clean and go to sleep so you could forget the thoughts of your fellow Titan.
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UP&LINE TEASER LOCKSCREENS ♡ requested
⤷ like or reblog if use or save
stray kids as iconic brooklyn 99 quotes/moments
Chan
Woojin
Minho
Changbin
Hyunjin
Jisung
Felix
Seungmin
Jeongin
and that’s it. peace out homies ✌
I'm so disappointed in stay... These last days I've seen so much racist comments towards black stays while black stays haven't done anything wrong. The only thing black stays did was ask for an explanation and an apology in a polite way and y'all attacked them for it... I've seen white stays calling black stays n*ggers and insulting their hair while I literally haven't seen any bad comments towards Chan or other stays. Y'all keep acting like Chan is the victim while he literally is the one who caused this. Black stays are the victims their culture has been appropriated and they deserve an explanation and an apology. Chan was WRONG and he should explain and apologize.
Also if you're not black you can't decide if this is offensive or not. You AREN'T black you literally have no say in this.
could i request 10 with Hyunjin please💓💓
➫ note: i lied. i made this a little, teenie, tiny, bit¿ angst and cliche heheh :D i swear the ending is fluffy — i hope (>~<;) enjoyyyeeu!! ( i can rewrite it to a fluffier ver. if u want tho!! )
↳ … this is for those who keep yearning love from others they cannot grasp to, you just have to turn to you right side to find your mr. right!! (>y<)
masterlist ¦ #10 ❝ stop ignoring meeeee ❞
[00:00] “hey jinnie! did you know that — ” hyunjin closed his eyes, pretending he didn’t hear anything you said about your crush that you have been telling him 24/7 that he wouldn’t be surprised if he already knew their schedule or routine.
it has always been like that when you approach him — he thought that you will give him a tight hug and tell him for the nth time of that day that you missed him even though you haven’t seen him for just an hour, just like the old times — but when you came across with your newest crush, you’ve been babbling about them nonstop and it annoys the hell out of him.
sometimes he just wished that he didn’t like you so he could just shout “shut up for fuck’s sake!” at you and strut away but guess what, he really can’t. his heart would break his best friend, so he would rather endure this torture — hearing someone he likes talk about who they like, that isn’t him.
“hello hyunjin! are you listening at me?” you wave your hands at his face that’s been blankly staring at the plain white wall, this made him jump up and clasp his hands on his chest, heavily panting.
“holy sticks you scared me y/n!” hyunjin exclaimed, inhaling and exhaling soundly before sinking himself deeper into the couch.
you stuck your tongue out at him playfully and said, “well you’re not listening at me,” you then wrapped your arms around his left forearm, and continued your tale about how wonderful your first eye contact with your crush is.
the skin contact made the boy blush — not that you haven’t done that — actually you did, a lot of times already but hyunjin never fails to get flustered everytime especially when you initiate it.
“and so yeah! that happened, do you understand why i like them now, right?” you lifted up your head to see him dozing off, you grumbled and muttered curses on how you didn’t remember your tea being a child’s bedtime story.
“hyun. jin. nie.” you poked his cheeks for every syllable, attempting to wake his sleeping figure but he swatted your hands away and whined, still asleep.
you frowned at this, “he always ignores me,” you said, specifically to no one. you decided to snuggle on his arm which is still in yours, wrapped around and closed your eyes, taking a nap of your own as well.
the next day went blur. hyunjin won’t give you any signs that he is interested in talking to you, assuming you’ll talk about them again and you were sad about this. “stop ignore meeeee,” you whine, shaking him but he pretended he didn’t felt anything. “heyyy hyunjiniee wh—”
“just leave me for a moment, y/n, i’m not in the mood,” he cut you off and shrugged you off him and walked off to somewhere. you were left there on the sidewalk, staring at his disappearing figure marching away from you.
‘what did i do?’ you asked yourself, lips trembling as tears threatened to fall from your eyes. ‘great i just lost my best friend,’
at night, hyunjin didn’t expected anyone calling him especially it’s already 2:00AM in the moring. he was about to end the call, thinking it was just his crack head friends trying to disturb him but when he saw the caller id, his heart dropped. it was you.
he didn’t hesitate to answer you, even though he’s still trying to ignore you. heck, he missed you — you know, it is really painful to ignore you the whole day, it’s a good thing he’s already used to the feeling of being broken.
he was about to ramble and bombard you with apologies about what he acted at you yesterday but what surprised him was hearing your sniffs and cries on the other line. his heart ached even more.
did he cause this? damn he felt really guilty about this and just told you, “i’m coming over, open your window,” then straight out left his house and marched over to yours.
he saw your open window and hoped into it, he hurriedly went by your side seeing you brawling your eyeballs out. it seems that you haven’t stopped crying just yet.
“shh, stop crying y/n,” he rubbed your back and wiped your tears with his thumb. you cried even more at this and hugged him, and he hugged back, carrssing your soft hair. “what’s wrong?” he asked softly, lifting your chin up to make you face him.
your face is a mess, no joke — well you were sobbing real hard — but even though you look like that, hyunjin still wanted to kiss you. you are always beautiful to him.
“i’m sorry jinnie nghhh,” you sobbed, burying your face on his chest. “i’m really sorry, i’m so stupid,” you continued to cry, wetting his shirt but he didn’t seem to mind it at all. “i’m really sorry for, eveything; for telling you things you don’t want to hear, for hurting you,”
“it’s alright, you don’t have to apologize,” he said, hands finding yours as he gave it a light squeeze.
you shook your head stubbornly and looked up at him, “i have to, i’m really sorry,” you pulled away from the embrace and wiped your tears. “and, they, rejected me,” you whispered softly, but he still heard it clearly. he let out a small oh.
“look y/n, don’t cry just because of that, hey you still have me,” he said the last phrase jokingly trying to cheer you up a bit. he didn’t realize that you took that as an indirect confession.
you laughed at him and gave him a sweet smile, “you’re right, i’m such an idiot for not realizing this sooner,”
he was about to ask you what was that but you quickly closed the gap between yours and his lips. at first, he would be shocked at this but then melted onto your lips and pulled you closer to him.
don’t be so desperate in finding something from somewhere far away. sometimes, you just have to look carefully, you might never know it’s just besides you.
“ don’t waste your time on someone who doesn’t even acknowledge you; there’s me, who loves and adores you, ” — love, hyunjin.
Never Take Your Eyes Off The Target
Hwang Hyunjin x Reader
Summary: He was here to do to his job, not question what and why. It was all supposed to end tonight but not with the target like you. aka assassination attempt gone wrong 😂
Genre: Mafia AU, angst
Warnings: Mentions of suicide and death, violence, strong language
Word count: 3,340
Hyunjin’s POV
I took a sip of my coffee as I watched the café across the road from my seat near the window. My phone vibrated, and I shifted my attention to it. There was a notification indicating I got an email. Private sender. Again. Not waiting any longer, I opened the app, hoping it won’t be the same request that’s been haunting me the past few months.
But it was. Different client, same target.
I shifted through my papers, the information was the same too, just the pay varied. I couldn’t wrap my head around it no matter how much I thought. Why would four, no, now five, different clients would want to get rid of one and the same person? What made her so special? What did she know? Even after all the investigations, I had no answers. The more I was on this case the less sense it made. It mattered little now. I’m not here to question why. Besides, it’s all going to end tonight. I watched her long enough. Know all the possible patterns.
I typed back a quick reply, telling my client that I’m taking them up on their offer. Can always use the money and what better way to earn it than doing one job for the price of five.
I ripped the papers and threw them into the nearby bin.
I checked my watch. Nine thirty-two. Anytime now. The door of the café opened, and I watched her step out into the night.
She was on the move. Everything was according to schedule. I went outside and loaded my gun. I stuffed it inside my jacket’s pocket and started following her.
I breathed in. The spring’s air was cool and fresh. What a perfect evening to kill somebody.
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free fall (2) ↠ bang chan
◦ genre: mafia au, action, romance
◦ pairings: reader x chan
◦ word count: 10.8k
◦ description: bang chan comes into your life, and you start to go against everything you once believed in.
◦ warnings: explicit language, mentions of alcohol, violence
◦ a/n: part one is on my M.LIST (can’t link bc tumblr is shit) ! also, this will be a three-part fic so stay tuned for the last part which I will write within a month-ish (after woojin’s), so please be patient with me bc I am a college slave
i.
When the door to your bedroom closes and another hectic, anxiety-filled day passes, you fall face down onto the silk sheets of your extremely spoiled four poster bed, and a sigh leaves your lips.
The mafia runs exactly like the corporate world, a war zone, a blood bath, leaves you thinking if there are any genuine people left in this corrupt world. You’re aware of the tent of superficiality that the mafia falls under, the notion that they are only nice when you are influential or if they need you. It’s disgusting and fickle because once their influence changes, so does their behavior.
An alliance is what matters–presumably. The mafia business is inherently an international web; with SKZ on top of the food chain, the other sects resort to extreme levels of fake-ness to gain power, and really, you want amnesia to unsee all the depravity that they possess.
And that’s only one of the things you’re worried about.
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Eggs
summary: badboy! changbin if you squint
words: 7k
warnings: one mention of death by illness
a/n: this took way too long cause i got so lazy lmfao, slide into my inbox with prompts cause idk what to write after this
not edited per usual, im lazy :(((
you and changbin lived in different worlds
changbin has always been the schools most notorious bad boy
along with his group, 3racha
he was the typical bad boy – gets into fights, wears leather, barely shows up to class, etc.
after watching countless of rom-coms, you and i, reader, should know that bad boys like to keep to themselves
and they won’t bother you unless you cross their territory, not at all different from changbin
someone bullies one of his friends???
you might as well run now , because he will be coming for your ass
he catches you talking shit?
you should probably say goodbye to your mouth and have a doctors appointment ready
the point im trying to make is that seo changbin does not take shit from anyone
which doesn’t really matter at this point because everyone has learned to fear him
on the other hand, you’re, what they say is a “good girl”
too caught up with your books and your grades, in the library 24/7, worrying too much about the future you envision
you stayed away from drama as much as possible, happy with the 2-3 friends that you have
and,,,
well,,,
you probably saw this coming,, but just in case you didnt, ill say it
your two different worlds are about to collide
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youve been searching for a little over 20 minutes to where he could be when you finally spotted him at the table all way in the back of the library
you let out the deepest sigh, you shouldve figured he would choose that table jfc
‘he really is sticking to his reputation’ you think to yourself as you made your way over to him
“hi, im y/n, i’m your tutor,” you say, giving him a soft smile
changbin doesn’t even bother to reply to you as he got up and left
you were left standing there like,,,
what the fuck just happened ??
before you finally snapped out of your confused trance and chased after him
catching up to him you grab his arm, putting a complete halt to his movement
and suddenly the library was even quieter than it should be
every single eye in the room focused on the interaction that lies in front of them
the notorious bad boy and the goody two shoes,,, how incredibly cliche
he looks at you, his eyes dark and unreadable
the expression on his face was emotionless yet it felt like he was crushing you under his stare
finally noticing that your hand was still gripped around his arm, you quickly let go, letting out a small “ehem”
the tension in the air was thick, it felt like someone just put a dark cloud above your head and you couldn’t blow it away
god damn this was awkward
not even the good awkward where you can laugh about it later, this is the kind of awkward situation that hits you in the middle of the night and suddenly you’re just cringing at every bad thing you have done in the past
“uhm, im suppose to tutor you,” you try to say confidently as soon as you found your voice, but really it was barely above a whisper
“maybe show up on time,” he says, his voice as dark and as strong as his aura
and with one final look at you, he walked out of there
you didnt bother anymore, you knew you were at fault
‘we’ll try again tomorrow,’ you think to yourself before your best friend, woojin walked up to you, pulling you outside the library
“dude are you okay?”
“uhmm, why wouldn’t i be?”
“i just saw you talking to changbin”
“ok and ?”
“he’s bad news y/n,” your best friend says, warning you
“ i dont really have a choice woojin” you reply
you think back to 3 days ago when you were called to the principal’s office
not gonna lie, you were shaking in your boots,, only bad kids get randomly sent to the principal’s office
as you entered the room, Mrs. Seo was already waiting for you behind her desk
“hi ms. l/n, i dont think weve formally met,” she says, reaching out to shake your hand
“ its nice to meet you”
“ please, sit down, make yourself comfortable,” she continued, pointing to the seat right in front of her
sensing your nervousness she quickly added a, “don’t worry, you’re not in trouble”
phew
your brain was starting to hurt from trying to rack what you must have done wrong to be seated in the big office
“ why am i here then if you don’t mind me asking?”
“ ah yes, i need you to tutor my son”
,,,,,
oh
(◎_◎;)
,,,
“umm, why me?”
“you’re top 1 in the class, is there anyone better than you to do it?”
well,,, she wasn’t wrong
you mentally pat yourself at the back for this, happy that your efforts were being noticed
“don’t worry ms. l/n, if you succeed, i’ll make sure you get into any college that you desire “
‘pshhhh, im top 1 ms seo, i can do that on my own’ you think to yourself
“….and fully paid for.”
well, shit , how can you say no to that offer
its literally free education right in your fingertips
what’s the catch??
“ you can do that?” you ask
“ of course. i know very important people. so what do you say?”
and after a few minutes of contemplating within yourself, you finally agreed
“ also, while you’re at it, i want you to change my son’s reputation.”
and there it is
“ i’m sorry?” you reply,, maybe you just misheard the fact that she literally asked you to change her son
“ i don’t just want you to tutor him in english, i want you to make him a better person.”
“how do you expect me to do that?”
“be his friend. teach him the ways of life, i’m not always gonna be around to get him out of trouble. You’re a smart girl ms. l/n you’ll figure it out.”
without giving you a final say, she ushered you out of there but not before she added
“ one last thing ms. l/n, dont tell anyone about this.”
the way she said it was so scary, and its like a spell was casted on you and you could only utter out an
“ of course mam”
i guess from her standpoint, she made sense
“ i just dont understand why Mrs. Seo chose you out of all the people”
“ we’ve already gon over this woojin”
“ yeah yeah, its cause youre the smartest of the class-”
woojin continues to talk however you’ve tuned him out as your eyes went to focus on changbin, himself
greeting the rest of his friends, an actual smile on his face, much different from the changbin you encountered a couple minutes ago
he gets up on his motorcycle and was about ready to put his helmet on when he felt someone staring at him ( i told yall, tYpiCAl bad boy )
he whips his head around in quick search for the culprit
and for the second time that day, you found yourself looking in the dark brown eyes of the the one and only, seo changbin
his smile quickly disappearing once he found your eyes
putting on his helmet whilst still maintaining the eye contact, he quickly drove away and you can’t help but continue to just watch his figure retreat to the size of a dot until he was completely away from your line of vision
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Draw Me Then - Jisung x Reader
.Summary: Jisung always seemed to be boasting about his drawing skills. You were definitely skeptical, having seen his drawing of Changbin. After challenging him to draw you, the results surprised you to say the very least.
Highschool AU, friends to lovers AU
Genre: Fluff, crack(?)
“You sat at your desk, slumping back into the chair. It was after school by this time but since a lot of your friends were in your last class, you and they all stayed back after just to talk.
You were dissociating for a while until you heard Jisung’s loud but sweet voice.
“PFFFT, of course, I can draw!” he said, brushing off the 8 others in the room with you
“Like hell you can,” Changbin said, still salty from the time Jisung drew him and it came out horrible
“Yeah Jisung, are you really sure you can draw?” You heard Chan ask, amused
“Yep,” he said quickly, sounding as confident as ever
“Draw me then,” You intervene, smirking
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Risk It All // Hyunjin AU
❖ summery; from the wind to the sea everything that the world had to offer you wished that you could experience it all. due to your sickness, you have never been outside. every day was the same until a new family moved in next door.
❖ a/n: happy birthday to Stray Kids Powerful Dancer Hyunjin! i can’t believe we are not the same age anymore,,, WAIT UNTIL JUNE! but ANYWAYS this au was inspired by the lovely book Everything Everything so if you read the book you rock if you saw the movie you still rock. so enjoy :).
word count: 2090
genre: idk if you would call it angst,,, maybe some fluff, everything everything inspired au
pairing: reader x hwang hyunjin
Since I could remember I lived inside this house and never left.
If I ever left, there was a high possibility that I would die.
I Y/L/N Y/N have alymphocytosis but it is commonly known as SCID.
What does this mean you may ask? Well due to my crappy immune system any contact with the outside world would put me in risk.
I live with my mother and my only friends are my online friends and home nurse, Chris
Your whole house was equipped with air detoxifiers, hand sanitizer, and other health equipment. Since my mother is a doctor she was able to get the best of the best equipment. But even with my charts saying that I’m getting somewhat better, I feel like I’m in a slurped 24/7.
You took a breath out as you shut your journal and proceeded to lean back in your chair.
Looking outside your window you imagine what life is like out there. What grass felt like? Rain? The power ocean waves. How you wished you could experience it all at least once in your life.
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Gravity and Karma
A/n: Requested!!! BTW REQUESTS ARE OPEN! This was such a cute idea and I kinda just ran with it.
Requested: By @hwangscorpio love you cutie! thanks for requesting!
MEMBER: Hyunjin ft. Straykids
WARNINGS: Swearing
Summary: Y/n is literally the clumsiest person on Earth. Like tripping over air is the norm. Usually Hyunjin finds it quite cute and endearing, but today just wasn’t the right time or place.
Genre: fluff and a lil bit of angst
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↠𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 29; ‘𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰?’ & 𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯
you called chan, as you walked to where he was. it rung four times before he picked up and you were greeted by a stern tone.
‘_____, i’m busy.’ he said quickly, you knew this meant he was in a deal or it had just ended. you were down a back alley, and it was dark but, you were following directions to chans location.
‘i’m sorry, i think i’ve gone the wrong way i-’ you’re cut off by him quickly talking again.
‘what do you want to do? just turn around and try again.’ he says, with a slight attitude.
‘o-oh i’m sorry.’ you stutter but, he cuts you off again after realising how rude he was being.
‘tell me what’s wrong babygirl?’ he says kindly, his voice now soft and comforting.
‘i think i’ve fine the wrong way bu-‘ you’re cut off as black figures snap around the corner, one of them immediately pushing you against the wall strangling you.
your phone slides out of your hand and onto the floor, as the guy leans into you, your faces centre-metres apart.
‘who are you? a cop?’ he growls, and you struggle to breathe as he grips tighter.
‘what?’ you manage to choke out. meanwhile, chan had heard everything that was happening and knew exactly who it was.
‘you’re working for the fucking police, huh? you think that stops me shooting you in the head?’ the man says, pulling a gun out of his pocket.
‘i don’t, i’m trying to go and see my boy-‘ you cough, unable to sustain yourself enough to talk. his fingers pinching your throat so tightly you were battling for oxygen.
‘cute sob story love. but were not that stupid. cut the fucking bullshit, why would a girl like you be here unless you’re a cop,’ he then pauses, as his gun strokes your temple, ‘or maybe, a prostitute?’ his free hand slides to your waist, you trapped in arms. you move away, but the gun pressed into your temple makes you move back to your original position. chan, where are you?
‘i’m not a prostitute.’ you manage gasp out as you look toward your phone, which is face down on the concrete beside you.
‘haven’t heard that one before.’ he says sarcastically, beginning to fiddle with the trigger of the gun in his hand.
everything seems to happen fast as the man ripped off of you, thrown to the floor to your boyfriend who is beating him up with no mercy. you pant heavily, as seungmin rushes to your side as the others all tackle the gang opposing gang members.
‘focus on your breathing.’ he tells you calmly, but all you can focus on is chan, who’s almost killed the guy. before you can stare any longer, seungmin brings you into his chest, sliding his hands over your ears and a muffled gun shot is heard.
you look up as soon as the sound echos through the alley way and undoubtably into the surrounding streets. chan stands, breathing heavily over the man, who’s head has a clear gunshot through.
you shiver at the sigh of the thick red substance on the floor, and chan then swooping you into his arms, holding you tightly as if his life depended on it. you snuggle into your boyfriends arms, grateful to even be here right now.
‘im so sorry.’ he says, kissing your head multiple times. ‘i’ll never let anyone treat you like that and if they try they’ll end up like him. are you hurt?’
‘no, im fine.’ you reassure him but, your croaky voice contradicts you.
‘babygirl,’ he pulls away from the hug and lifts your jaw lightly, examining the five red marks left on your neck. ‘get rid of the bodies, and let’s go home, sort this out.’
reaction: female best friend is dating someone from itzy
bang chan; 방찬
chan had guessed you liked girls from the way your eyes lingered a little bit longer on twice, or jimin, but he never commented on it, knowing you would tell him if he was right.
walking into his studio a few weeks later, you quietly asked him if you could tell him something important, and he immediately stopped all work and put his full attention on you.
“i wish this was easier to say,” you said, a nervous laugh coming out, and chan reached over and grabbed your hand.
“whatever it is, i’ll still support you, okay?” he told you, and you nodded.
“i’m- i’m bisexual, and i’m dating ryujin from itzy,” you spoke, looking down, waiting for his response.
“is that it?” he asked, and you nodded, “okay, i support you two, but i wanna talk to her and make sure she’s right for you.”
“that- that’s it?” you ask, snapping your head up, and he smiles.
“of course. i don’t care who you like or love. just as long as you’re happy.”
kim woojin; 김우진
woojin was one of the first people you came out to, as you two were extremely close and you knew he wouldn’t judge you, and he didn’t. he immediately told you he supported you, and that he didn’t care you were bisexual, as long as you were in a healthy relationship.
so telling him you liked lia from itzy wasn’t hard, nor was telling him that you and lia had started dating.
“so you two are finally dating?” he asked, looking up from his phone, when you casually dropped the news, your legs in his lap, and you nodded.
“yeah, i finally had enough of not being able to label it and i asked her to be my girlfriend.”
he smiled, “i’m glad, you seem happier around her. she brings you out of your shell in a different way than i can, you know?” he tells you, and you nod again.
“although, i owe it to you. if you hadn’t been so supportive of me when i came out to you, i don’t know if i’d be this happy right now.”
he rubs your leg lovingly, “of course i support you. you’re my best friend, and the fact i’m the first person you came out to means a lot to me. you trust me, and i trust you. i’m not gonna break that trust or ever be unsupportive of you, unless you murder someone.”
lee minho; 이민호
you had told minho you were bisexual when you were drunk and called him one night, you didn’t remember it, so he never brought it up, until he saw you kissing your girlfriend, yuna, in the hallway at JYP right before she left for practice. walking down the hallway, you locked eyes with minho, and he pulled you into an empty conference room.
“why didn’t you tell me?” he asked, voice stern.
you lowered your head, “i was afraid you wouldn’t be friends with me anymore,” you spoke, voice soft.
minho shook his head, “not that. i knew you were bisexual, you told me when you were drunk. i meant, why didn’t you tell me you were dating yuna? i wanted to help you get ready for a first date. you know, like those cheesy best friends.”
you looked at him confused, “you don’t care if i’m bisexual?”
he laughed, “i could care less. i’m upset you didn’t tell me you were dating her,” he said, and then pulled you into a hug, “although i’ll forgive you because you were worried about losing me.”
you giggled, “well, technically, i haven’t really gone on a date with her. most of our ‘dates’ are in the studio with us just talking, and maybe kissing. so, if you really want to help me get ready, i’m taking her to the aquarium on saturday at 4, so help me?” you ask.
he fist pumps the air, “fuck yes!”
seo changbin; 서창빈
changbin knew you had been pining over chaeryeong for awhile, and he knew she liked you as well, so when you came into his studio, extremely smiley, he knew that something had happened between the two of you.
“what happened?” he asked, smiling back at you, happy to see you happy.
“she asked me out on a date this weekend!” you exclaimed, not even trying to hide the smile on your face. changbin stood up and hugged you, and you hugged him back, still smiling.
“she’s so cute,” you said pulling back from the hug, and sitting in the chair next to him, “she came up to me and i could tell she was nervous so i grabbed her hand, and she quietly asked if i would go with her on a date this weekend, and of course i said yes, and she hugged me and kissed me on the cheek and she’s so cute!”
changbin smiled seeing you so happy, “i’m glad she makes you happy, you know? you really deserve it, but she better not steal our weekly movie night,” he says, eyes narrowing.
you laugh, “no one could take away our weekly movie nights, that’s what our friendship is built on.”
hwang hyunjin; 황현진
hyunjin knew you were bisexual, as you had told him not too long after you met him as you wanted anyone who didn’t like it to not be in your life, lucky for you, hyunjin didn’t care. hyunjin knew love was blind, and he helped you with you need love advice and vice versa. although, hyunjin didn’t have the time to date, he loved talking about your love life, especially when he found out you were dating yeji.
“you’re dating yeji?!” he shouted, and you nodded, and he jumped up from your bed and pulled you into a hug, “i’m so happy for you!”
you giggled and hugged him back, “i’m happy too.”
“how did she ask you out?” he asked, laying back on your bed and you sat crisscross next to him, smiling.
“she showed up at my studio and had a bouquet of lilies, because she said roses were too cliché, and she gave me this long speech about how over the past three months of us going on dates that she fell in love with me and then asked if i’d be her girlfriend and when i said yes, she kissed me,” you told him, and he squealed.
“she’s so cute! she’s treating you like a princess and i’m so happy for you!” he smiled at you and then hummed, “you know something though?”
“what?” you ask, looking at him.
“if you wanted to date a hwang, you could of just dated me,” he said, wiggling his eyebrows and you grabbed your pillow and hit him, “i’m joking!”
han jisung; 한지성
hearing a nonstop knocking at your door, you groan and get up from your comfy spot on the couch and open the door.
“why didn’t you tell me?” jisung asks as soon as you open the door and you look at him confused.
“what?” you ask, and he walks into your apartment. you shut the door, and follow him into the living room.
“why didn’t you tell me that you and lia were dating?” he asks, and you laugh.
“she told me that she accidentally told you, even though she hadn’t told her members,” you said, “i was going to tomorrow, but i guess she just had to beat me to it.”
“so, you weren’t purposefully keeping it from me?” he asks, sitting on your couch, and you sit next to him.
“no, i wasn’t. i wanted to tell you, but lia wanted to keep it a secret to make sure that we didn’t tell everyone and then break up, you know?” you told him, leaning your head back on the couch, and you can see him nod out of the corner of your eye.
“that’s understandable, i thought you were keeping it from me.”
“you know i wouldn’t unless i have a reason, otherwise i tell you everything, sung.”
“i know, sorry i doubted you.”
felix lee; 이필릭스
felix knew most things about you, except that you were bisexual. it’s not that you didn’t want to tell him but you were afraid of how he would react as you hadn’t gotten good reactions from people before. although, you knew you had to tell him soon as ryujin had finally asked you out on a date after months of tip toeing around each other, and felix could see how happy you were, he just didn’t know why.
“c’mon! i’m your best friend! can’t you tell me why you’re so happy?” he begged from your bed as you were putting makeup on for your date.
you sigh and turn around, “promise you won’t treat me any different after this?”
“pinky promise,” he says, holding out his pinky, and then intertwining it with yours, “now tell me!”
“ryujin asked me on a date after months of us flirting but neither one of us making a move,” you tell him, turning back around and you see his eyebrows furrow in the mirror.
“so, you’re gay?” he asks, looking you in the eyes via the mirror and you shake your head.
“bisexual,” and he nods.
“i thought yeji liked you though,” and you giggle.
“no, she was telling me to ask ryujin out but i was too shy. thank god ryujin did though.”
felix looks you in the eye via the mirror again, “don’t be afraid to tell me stuff like this though, i could care less if you like girls, i just wanna make sure you’re happy.”
kim seungmin; 김승민
seungmin didn’t mean to find the photo, but when he asked to look through your photos to find a picture of you two that you had taken a while ago, he found the picture of you and chaeryeong kissing.
“uh, what is this?” he asks, turning the phone and showing you, and he sees your face pale, “it’s ok! it’s ok! i don’t care that you’re dating her, i just wanna know if you guys are dating.”
he sees you take a deep breath, “yeah, we’ve been dating for a bit, i haven’t told anyone because no one knew i was bisexual,” you say, and then look at him quickly, “please don’t tell anyone!”
he puts a hand on your shoulder, “calm down. i won’t, okay? i support you and her, and the boys will too, but i won’t tell them because that’s your place too.”
you nod, “when i do tell them, will you be there with me?”
he smiles, “of course, we’re best friends, i’m always gonna be there for you.”
yang jeongin; 양정인
you had called jeongin earlier that day and told him to meet you at the park at 7 that night, and he showed up right after you.
“why did you call me and tell me to meet me here when you could of just drop by the dorms?” he asks, sitting next to you on the swings.
“because i didn’t want to tell all the boys yet, just you because we’ve been friends the longest,” you tell him, “that and we’re best friends.”
“good to know you trust me,” he laughs out, “but what’s up?”
“okay, first off, i like girls,” you say, “and second off, i’m dating yuna.”
“yuna from itzy?” he asks, and you nod, “you guys are cute together.”
“you don’t care that i like girls too?” you ask, and he shakes his head.
“i could care less who you like, love, date, as long as they’re treating you right, i don’t care.”
you smile, “thank you jeongin.”
“when can i meet her and make sure she’s good for you?” he asks, and you laugh.
“tomorrow?”
A liar
request: ‘Does my gun/knife make you wet?’
warnings: there’s none, this is not smutty almost at all, really, it’s just suPeR DanGerouS bAdBoY HyUnJin
Hyunjin is a trash, everyone knows that. Almost every single person in your school wondering how is it possible he wasn’t kicked out of school when the director had million reasons to do this. Why he wasn’t beat enough one time by someone stronger than him in a fights he joins every week. And why boy like him still wanted to be educated instead of fucking school just like he fucks everything in his messy life? He is smart, yeah, he is also clever and unfortunately too handsome. Where were the logic and justice on this world when the most crazy guy in your life is at the same time the hottest guy you and all girls in your town have ever seen? Anyway, definitely more important at this point is that he is rude, sneaky and jerky and that you hated him in very special way. Way that nobody knows.
Boyish arms in leather jacket with pale skinny hands fall heavily on the wall, inclosing you between and indisposing any escape. The class was empty with the door open, but nobody would hear your voice from here, cause all noices on hallway were louder.
‘Get you dirty hands off me, Hwang’ you scolded.
‘When you stop being so rude to me, huh? I’m giving you my best and you don’t even trying’ he smiled to you widely.
‘Just get the fuck off!’
You screamed, but he knows how easily he can close your mouth fastly.
Just like he always does.
He brought his face closer to you, making an eye contact for few seconds, then dive to your neck, sliding his face up and down with the tip of his nose. You can feel heavy musky perfume, pepper mint gum and his warm breath. He was teasing you, definitely, but more importantly he was testing himself. Again. Just like all the times before he catched you alone on different places in school and playing a sick game with you when he’s treating you like you were his toy. Like always, he was scenting your smell with an eyes closed and a little smirk on his face. Like he just got what he wanted. Like he came here, keeping you between his arm just for this. Like he was fucking addicted to your fucking smell. The hell, why? And why you?
You scan him. All of his body, all of him. You noticed a little cut on his bottom lip. Three silver piercings in circle shape on his right ears, two black on the left one. White shirt under black leather jacket, dark grey jeans with metallic chain on the pouch. Then a belt and a handle of a jack knife on them.
Your eyes gone wider automatically only for a second, but he saw it.
‘You know exactly I won’t hurt you, don’t you?
‘I’m not that stupid to trust you, Hwang’.
'Fuck, I like when you call me like this, babe. You do it specially?’
He came closer again. He took one of his hand to your cheek and the other one was pointing on your hip, ticking it with his thumb. Even when his fingers slided under your shirt, touching naked skin of you stomach. And you did nothing, as usual. You didn’t protest. Maybe because you knew any kind of protest was useless. Maybe because he wasn’t scary like usual at classes, on the hallway or just in front of other people but becoming something interesting, someone you want to know better. Maybe because a little mad part of you started to like his touch, deep brown eyes and the way he bites his lip when smiling at you on history lessons cause yeah, you were sure he wouldn’t hurt you. He wouldn’t hurt anyone, but only these who deserves any kind of punishment in his little, different world and own hierarchy of justice.
‘You’re so hot, y/n. Did my knife make you this wet?
Even if you started believe him and his words, you must not let him see that. You tried to push him away, but unavailingl
‘Or it’s just me, babe? Tell me’.
‘You’re insane, Hwang. This is not the way guys flirting with girls, you’re warped’.
‘Then why you didn’t tell anyone what I am doing to you? Why you never scream your lungs out to get some help, huh?’
Then he came closer again.
‘Because you truly like it, babe and I just wanna bring it out and show it to you to finally understand, cause deep down you’re as crazy as me lying to yourself and liking a guy like me, y/n’.
He grip your lap from behind, lean his head on you shoulder with his lips touching you skin and took a deep breath to smell your shampoo’
‘Fuck, Hyunjin, just let me go!’
And he did. He take his fingers off your wrists. And he just lets you go.
‘One day you’ll be screaming not at me, but cause of me, babe. You’ll see’ he murmured, chewing gum ostentatious and leaving the class before you.
the color blue. | han jisung
Pairing: han jisung x reader
Genre: fluff, angst, magic au
Description: every kid has a fairy friend to guide them as they grow up. jisung really thinks you are the best one.
Word Count: 12.6K +
Author’s note: this one-shot is super fantasy, magically based and i hope my writing skills can catch up to my imagination. and also, in all honesty, as i was writing this, i strongly believed that there were times where jisung was in fact, absolutely and truly in love with you.
Warning: long, feelings are probably all over the place and imagery might be too out of touch from reality.
Lees verder
Breaking up w/ Stray kids: Bang Chan
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This series will be a song scenario drabble. Each drabble will contain lyrics from a song I chose or you guys can choose too. I will most likely do these a lot because a lot of songs inspire me to write. If you would like to see more like this, send in your requests! Don’t be shy, requests are always open unless stated otherwise.
Song drabble: Better Off by Ariana Grande
I hope you all enjoy reading this as much as I did writing it.
Pairing: Bang Chan x Reader
Genre: angst
Warnings: cursing
Word Count: 1178 this turned out way longer than expected
“You keep me in your orbit, Well, I know I’m a hard one to please”
“But I don’t get it Y/N. Everything was fine like four days ago. How long have you been thinking about this? Did you even think of me and my feelings?”
Breaking up with Chan had to be one of the hardest things you’ve ever had to do. You were already getting choked up on your words and to get them out was more of a struggle than you imagined. The hurt look that flashed onto his face made your heart shatter. You didn’t want it to be like this, but you knew for both yours and Chan’s benefit, it had to be.
“Chris, of course I did. You think this wasn’t hard for me? Your feelings were one of the first things I thought of. Listen to yourself! Four days ago. I even go weeks without seeing you. I can’t do that anymore. You’re never here! All those nights I wait up for you to come home from the studio is starting to affect me. I can’t remember the last time we actually spent some time together. What about my feelings?”
You knew it would be hard to date an idol, much less the leader of a rising group. He was always busy and your schedules never matched up. You would stay up until four in the morning just to catch even a glimpse of Chan, hoping he would finish earlier than his usual times. You had early shifts for work and tried to nap whenever you could before you started your late afternoon to evening classes and sometimes after, if you weren’t stressed out with homework or picked up another shift at work. Chan felt guilty knowing all of this. He always saw the tired look on your face even when you tried to hide it with a smile, but he noticed that it never reached your eyes. He knew what he was doing was wrong but he didn’t want to let you go. He loved you and that he was sure of. The boys always told him that he was practically dragging you on a string, they said it would catch up to him one day. It’s not that he did this on purpose, he just always put his work first without realizing it.
At first, you hadn’t realized how lonely you were. In the beginning, you and Chan were inseparable. The two of you would always have movie nights and spend time with the boys and on some occasions, go on dates. But little by little he ended up spending more nights in the studio, taking rain checks and cancelling on plans. When this started you used to be okay with it, but then it became a daily thing for him. You even had thoughts of him cheating on you but even you knew that Chan was and never could be that kind of man. You wanted everything to go back to normal but you knew it never would.
“I’m so lonely Chris. Your members keep me more company than you. We saw each other more when we were friends compared to actually being together. Nothing’s working out for us anymore.”
“I’ll make it up to you I swear! I’ll stop coming home so late from the studio. I’ll spend more time with you, take you shopping, get you whatever you want. I promise, just stay please.”
“Don’t you get it Chris? I don’t care about all that other stuff. I only want you, I wanted to spend time with you. It’s too late for all that now. I’m sorry Chris, goodbye.”
“I can do better, I swear!” His voice cracking on the last word caused you to wince. “Please”
“Nothing is the same anymore. Chris, I know you notice it too. It doesn’t even feel like we’re in a relationship at this point. I miss my best friend dammit.”
“I’m still here. Your best friend is right in front of you still. We can go back to how we were. Just let me talk to Jinyoung Hyung. I can make this better Y/N. I promise. Please, just don’t leave me.”
The despair held in his voice made this all the more difficult on your end. He was holding your hands so tightly, afraid if he loosened his grip you would slip away. You had this scenario play out so many times in your head but you never thought about the raw emotions you would feel, hitting you right in the moment. Watching the silent pleas exude from his red, pained eyes made you want to hold him and forget about the whole thing. The tears slipping sorrowfully down his face. You wiped the tears falling from you, furiously, cursing yourself for showing how much this was affecting you as well.
“Do you know what it’s like to spend countless nights without you by my side? The man I love but barely see. Everyday it’s a constant guessing game to see what time you’ll come home. Or even better, when’s the next time we’ll see each other. What’s the point?! You always do this, and I fall for it every fucking time!”
“It’s not my fault you’re always so fucking clingy. I never had time to finish shit! You constantly needed attention like a damn child. Going to the studio was like a getaway. We don’t have to see each other every damn day. Grow the fuck up Y/N. It’s life.”
Chan threw his hand over his mouth. His words coming out harsher than he meant. He didn’t mean any of the words at all. He was just so angry and hurt so his natural reaction was to hurt you back. He instantly regretted having even opened his mouth. He never got angry with you for this reason.
“Y/N I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean that. I-”
“No Chris. Just save it, I’m leaving. I was hoping we could end on a good note or at least on mutual terms but I guess not. I wish you and the members the best of luck in the future. Goodbye Chris.”
And just like that you were gone. After you left, Chan wasn’t himself anymore. He only left the studio when the boys forced him to. There were times when he just sat in the studio doing nothing but watching old videos of the two of you. He would always keep up with you on social media, it was so bad that the boys had to ask you to block him. They tried to tell him it was unhealthy for him to continue his life acting like everything was normal, like you were still there, but he didn’t listen. Whatever sleep he was losing before, he lost triple that amount. He would take twenty minute naps which would add up to two or three hours of sleep throughout an entire week. He was a wreck and he only blamed himself. You were officially the one that got away.