Sometimes he let himself get wild thoughts about you.
renjun X reader | Fluff |
Renjun happily walked next you, the full moon casting shadows over your delicate skin made it hard for him not to stare. Although no words passed from either of your mouths, the buzzing of street lamps, and the sound of car wheels splashing in puddles filled the air. The day was coming to an end, a long one at that. It started off at school, then you two skipping and almost getting caught. Now, he was walking you home, like he did every time you two hung out. His heart was at ease when he saw you safely get to your house. And any other time he always worried himself. His feelings for you grew with every step you both took together, and the steps had been growing for the past three years. Sometimes he let himself get wild thoughts about you, ones where he was more than just a friend.
Today seemed like any other day to him, today he thought about grabbing your hand, and holding it in his. Renjun thought about calling you a cute nickname and pinching your cheeks. He thought of kissing your cheeks randomly and pecking your lips. He thought about surprising you with hugs and making you feel loved. All these things were his wild thoughts that he kept to himself, all his thoughts about you.
“Renjun,” your voice broke his thoughts once again, to him your voice seemed to drown out the busy street life and any noise. He perked up, and his shining eyes looked at you.
“Yes,” Renjun responsed, directing all his attention to what you were going to say. His attention was already on you, but now it seemed to grow.
“Can you stay tonight? My parents aren’t home, and I don’t want to be alone,” you said shyly, sure he had stayed late, but never over night. You realized that he would probably say no, not having his clothes or toothbrush. But your heart still raced at the thought of Renjun possibly staying the night. You thought about how his soft features would look in the morning, and how it would be see his morning eyes filled with tiredness looking at you. You too, had wild thoughts, but about Renjun.
Renjun cleared his throat, his heart rolling around his stomach, and butterflies filling his head. He thought about how you would look in the morning, another wild thought filling his head. “Of course,” Renjun replied, you were surprised and you felt your heart race and a smile creep onto your face.
“Thank you,” You smiled, and Renjun nodded. He had a smile on his face, which you noticed. Making you smile, which he didn’t notice. But in his mind he couldn’t stop thinking about you, and how he wished to hold you at night, and give you a good night kiss. He wished those wild thoughts would come true.
You arrived to your house, Renjun following behind you. You walked into the kitchen grabbing water, and Renjun sat on a stool. The yellow tinted lights hit his glass skin, and his hair seemed fluffier than usual. The denim jacket he wore was now on the chair, and his white shirt seemed wrinkly.
“I might have some pajama pants you can wear, I bet you left some here or something,” you smiled and handed him water. He had come over often, and you were certain he had left his sweatpants last time. His heart clenched when he looked to you, he wished to sleep next to you, and see your soft features rest at night.
Renjun waited on the couch as you got changed. In the mirror you pulled a clean bun on your head, checking to make sure all the tooth paste was off your mouth. Before you left you took a double take at yourself, makin sure you looked okay. It was a habit you developed after realizing your feelings towards Renjun. You walked to your bedroom, grabbing the sweatpants for him and a blanket. You walked to the livin room and handed him the two items. You felt bad he had to sleep on the uncomfortable couch, but at the same time sharing a bed seemed like too much.
“Here Jun,” you smiled, and his heart fluttered at the soft nickname. He thanked you and you walked off, turning down the lights. “Good night,” you waved off.
“Good night,” he responded with a smile, “sleep well,” he winked cutely and held up a heart. You laughed and nodded before turning around, feeling like you were on cloud nine.
Renjun put on the clothes, laying down on the couch and pulling the knit blanket over his body. You laid in your bed, unable to sleep at the thought of him in the next room. The same was for him, his mind wondered off to you, and the sweet smile you just gave him before sleeping. He smiled to himself and repeated your name in his head.
Y/n, y/n, y/n, what will I do about you? Why do I always think about you?
You laid in your bed, the blankets scrunched in your hands. Renjuns name bounced around in your head like a kid high on sugar.
Renjun, why are you so handsome? Making me smile so often, I can’t concentrate.
Renjun found it hard to sleep, the hard couch hurt his back and he wanted to get up, thinking the floor would be comfier. You yourself couldn’t sleep either. Renjun got up, and let his actions speak over his mind. He walked to your room expecting you to be asleep, but once he walked in he saw your figure wrapped in blankets, but your eyes very well awake. You looked over to him, snapping out of any wild thoughts.
“I can’t sleep, the couch is uncomfortable,” Renjun scratched the back of his head and looked around your room, to anywhere but you.
“Oh okay,” you replied, his aura taking any words from your mouth away. “You can sleep in here,” you replied, your mouth running dry. He nodded and walked next to you, laying down and pulling the fluffy pink sheets over himself.
Your back was to him, and he faced your back. His heart was racing next to you but his mind was peace. You turned on your other side, catching your eyes in his. He shut his eyes and acted as if he was asleep. You looked at his calm face, he seemed so calm, which calmed down you. Your hand slowly, hesitantly moved to his cheek. Touching it softly, like you always thought to do. His heart raced and did flips in his chest, you thought he was asleep.
“Renjun why do I have thoughts about you even when you’re with me?” You said softly, Renjun found it hard to not say anything. You moved your thumb across his cheek and he couldn’t hold back. He raised his hand making you pull your hand away, but before you could he caught it with his, pulling your hand back into his face.
“I think about you a lot too,” he opened his eyes and stared into yours. Your mouth fell open slightly, and you were at a loss for words. “Y/n I think I like you,” his confession caught you off guard, and his own words surprised himself. “You don’t have to answer now, but don’t make me wait too long. I’ve already waited so long to say that,” he said quietly and closed his eyes again, but pressing a soft kiss on your hand.
And you thought happy thoughts to yourself, about how he too, had wild thoughts of you.
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