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!! DO NOT REPORT !! VENT BLOG - S3LF H@RM, HYPERS3XUALITY, TR@UMA, GENDER DYSPH0RI@ therapy is taking too long to start ANYONE OVER 21, DNI. I have been gr00med before, I am just not comfortable with it. if you do interact, don't say weird shit no matter what post it is!!

[i-aint-depressed]

TW - SH???

hey guys is it relapse if I put my hand under the piping hot running water of the sink but didnt do it long enough to get burnmarks or am I just looking for attention lmaoo

[i-aint-depressed]

damn I havent used this blog in a while.

TW - S/A, COCSA

I am never EVER going to know who assaulted me when I was 4-5. I want to know so badly but I cant rewind time or think back that far. Is it weird to feel bad for your "anonymous" assaulter because you know they were also a kid when it happened??? I just want to know how he's doing now, but I dont even know who 'he' is. Fuck.

[i-aint-depressed]

TW - S/H SCARS AND BULLSHIT. ALBEIT HEALED BUT STILL.

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fucking wish they didn't heal so soon but scissors can only do so much.

[i-aint-depressed]

SHIT this is weird to look back on.

clean since june 2025 now but oh my god the difference between here and now is insane. (no pictures I have HEALED)

[i-aint-depressed]

special shoutout to the two guys who fucked me up so badly when I was 13 that i'm too horrified to ever be in a relationship with anyone ever again

[th1nidealistic]

th1n boy summer

[xxxcuteslur]

It’s so weird that people’s first thought isn’t cutting themselves when they’re having a shitty day. Crazyyyyyy like I’m about to have the time of my life with my blades when I get home.

[i-aint-depressed]

daily affirmations:

I don't have a crush on my step-uncle

I won't actually have sex with my teachers if my grades get low

I am not a pedophile

I won't end up homeless when i'm older just because I failed math

My parents are NOT going to die on a random tuesday afternoon

My mom is just going grocery shopping, she hasn't been kidnapped by her abusive jehovah's witness mother

[i-aint-depressed]

CW - just some mentions of oviposition fanfics lmao

how it feels to write egg-laying porn on ao3 instead of updating my shipfic that i've neglected since november

[i-aint-depressed]

can't sleep, test tomorrow

i'm so fucked...

[the-blue-fairie]

Original comic by Rasenth

[lalalelal]

“i will only do baby cvts so they will fade eventually”

also me when my scars actually start to fade:

[i-aint-depressed]

made a drabble fic, if anyone wants to read

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[i-aint-depressed]

when the future seems so hopeless N$FW art seems like the best thing to learn and make money off of

[xueyangapologist]

“that fandom is so annoying” i hate to break it to you but every fandom is annoying. all of them. if you’re in a fandom you’re annoying. i’m in several fandoms i’m extra annoying. everyone on this website is annoying.

[i-aint-depressed]

i'm so tired of living in this body. hitting puberty at 8 fucked me up, and i'm sorry to my sister because i'm jealous she had more time than me.

[nervousyoungtboy]

he/him pronouns aren't enough i need to nut inside another man

[m4nc4v3-2000]