🎕 ⚘ Ocean | This User is a Goth Punk! | Genderfluid | any | Minor! ⚘ 🎕
⚝ please bring me shiny things! ⚝
I post about my interests and whatever else! :3
(if you could be so kind as to share photos of sharks with me, I could repay you in photos of whatever ocean creatures you'd like 😌)
if you use AI don't come anywhere near me or i'll execute you via firing squad
This blog is a safe space for:
Everyone!
As long as you're not mean, you're welcome to hang out!
OpenAI's ChatGPT is responsible for 15 suicides and 7 murders. Chatbots like c.ai continue to be responsible for suicides, rising risks of depression, and fatal accidents. The total death count at this moment is 34 people
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>>>This blog loves and supports trans women, especially black trans women<<<
Anyways! More about me under the cut!
Here are some of the things I like:
(ps: green is first favorite, bold is second favorite, and everything else is third <3)
Music Artists:
Will Wood
Jack Stauber
Sodikken
The Amazing Devil
Kiki Rockwell
Galen Tipton
Flatsound
Mitski
Bo Burnham
Kendrick Lamar
Penelope Scott
Adrianne Lenker
The Lumineers
Coldplay
Shows/Movies/Genres:
Supernatural
The Addams Family
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
My Hero Academia
All of Pirates of the Caribbean
Wicked
How the Grinch Stole Christmas (1966)
Horror, Comedy, Sitcoms
Video Games:
All of Dark Souls
Bloodborne
All of FNaF
CoD MW: III
Also other CoD games, but that one specifically
Bendy and the Ink Machine
Welcome Home Restoration Project (it's an ARG, so technically it counts)
Books:
Percy Jackson and the Olympians
Heroes of Olympus
Trials of Apollo
The Sun and the Star
The Lunar Chronicles
Warrior Cats
Hamlet
Macbeth
Romeo and Juliet
The Adventures of Tom Sawyer
Pride and Prejudice (sorry if that sounds pretentious lmao)
and so many more I have too many books
Animals/Bugs/Insects:
Sharks :3
Jellyfish
Cats (but I'm unfortunately allergic)
Ferrets
Grasshoppers
Dragonflies
Beetles
Dogs (specifically Huskies)
Ladybugs
Salamanders
Snakes
Frogs
Komodo Dragons
Here are some of my hobbies:
Drawing
Writing
Reading
Making jewelry out of anything and everything
Collecting coins, seashells, and soda tabs
Researching random things
Listening to music
Some other things about me:
I have chronic pain
something's wrong with my heart but we don't know what it is lmao
I'm pretty sure I'm autistic but I have to wait until I'm an adult to try to get a diagnosis :(
I'm a Hellenic Polytheist (Aphrodite devotee)
I like volunteering and community service
I'm a yapper please let me talk for hours <3 /silly
I really like pistachio, pasta, cashews, honey roasted snacks, and dark chocolate
This blog was previously very blue, but I changed it now to better fit my current aesthetic!
I love sharks :3
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That's about it! I hope you have a great day/afternoon/evening/night!
Stay safe, take care of yourself (eat something/drink water/take your meds/shower/rest) and never forget:
I love you! <3
(I got my previous dividers from @rmstitanics, and my current dividers from @kodaswrld! Go check out their blogs!)
affirmations they will not kill me at work today. it is not in my job description to get killed. if they did kill me at work that would be weird and probably not worth it for them
KAZ GETS TO TALK AGOUT GORE AND KILLING PEOPLE AND YUYU GETS TO TALK ABOUT TORTURING OTHERS YET I GET THE WARNING?!????? THIS IS AN OUTRAGE I EILL NOT SETTLE!!!!!
- what do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?
Lots of various notes using an app called EasyNotes + chatting in Simply Plural :3 For us this works pretty good and there’s not too many downsides other than the fact someone might forget to check those or someone else deletes a note. -Yuki
- how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?
VERY inconsistent. -Yuki
We tend to switch a varying amount throughout the day so logging everything during a busy day just indent feasible. Instead we keep an internal log (overseen by certain alters) and on the digital board in the fronting room. This digital board acts like a white board of sorts but with lots of other capabilities. -Jade
- if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?
- what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?
PINTEREST RAHHHHHH!! otherwise every once and awhile the alter looking for a FC will draw what they look like :3 -Yuki
- are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?
- A how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?
- It’s somewhat well organized but there’s too many profiles to just sit down and commit to doing it all. -Yuki + Jade
Tbh I think it’s a lot more organized then Yuki gives credit for,,, it also used to be a lottttt worse. -fishflakes
- is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?
we all tend to like various shades of blue :D -Yuki
- how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?
typically whatever is most comfy to whoever is fronting when the body wakes up :3 for opposite styles.. prolly Maxi and this other alter who hasn’t chosen a name yet. Maxi has very dark alt style vs the other alter had a super soft and simple style - Yuki
- U who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?
YUKI SAYS ITS ME VUT I SWEAR UTS NOT MY FAULT BLAME MIKE :< -Toru
- which part has the best music taste?
we all do :3 -Yuki
- I what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?
ummmm that i wasn’t going insane and wouldn’t get smited for existing -Yuki
- what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?
pretty much anything :> -Yuki + Kaz
Sometimes getting dressed can be difficult if there’s two people fighting over what to wear. -Jade
FITTUNG OFF PEOPLE SO I CAN EAT ALL THE JUNK FOOD I WANT -Toru
- what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)
Depends on the part and how they’re handling things. -Jade
smth like “ hiiii soooo ik this is crazy and ur prolly like ‘wtf D:’ but guess what.. that was like 100+ other people’s reactions too!!! so um let me/us know what we can to help u get settled in :>” -Yuki
I usually try to be as comforting as possible.. some parts get really freaked out but others already know why there here. It’s just about trying to find a good balance and making sure the part feels comfortable and heard :3 - Ava
- how different are your food preferences?
uhhh low key pretty different ? but i’ll eat almost anything (if u can get me to eat lol) -Yuki
- if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?
starsoul-collective! because even if we’re all our own “star” we make up a whole collective / constellation and we wouldn’t be our own ‘solar’ system without each other :3 and souls to represent well.. our souls lol -Yuki
- what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)
umm we’re still like people- we’re not some aliens and we still have feelings etc what have u. some systems can live their lives mostly okay and uh uh just don’t treat us like some foreign animal :> -Yuki + Jade
i don’t understand the point of saying ur an endo sys.
if being endo was something COMPLETELY SEPARATE and not associated with DID systems i can see a world where it’s not as big of a deal. with endos having it’s own criteria being making imaginary parts to help cope with stuff and whatever else endos do.
but the fact it’s grouped with and associated with being a DID system is just WRONG. it’s literally factually impossible for endos to exist as a DID system
origin can only happen from TRAUMA to be a DID system
if origin or an ENDO sys was separate and NOT connected to DID then yk do wtvr u want.
it’s just so harmful and disgusting that endos claim they’re “making an alter” when for an alter to actually split the body has to go through extreme and horrific trauma and pain. it’s genuinely repulsive
I am sick. this sucks balls. my will is made of iron but my immune system couldn't keep up. I'm going to eat a pop tart and sulk for the rest of the day
Oh by the way if you use they/them for someone who has explicitly told you not to, it's still misgendering even if you think you're being woke about it
YES. they/them are often used to invalidate binary trans people, when i went by he/him i had many people say "well i dont think youre a guy so i'll use they/them to meet in the middle." even if thats not how you mean it that can be how it can come across.
"it would be so good if it was good" will haunt you but "it's extremely good, except for the one or two parts which are so bad it's genuinely kind of insulting" will straight up drive you insane
one has you making posts like "okay but if the author UNDERSTOOD the POLITICAL IMPLICATIONS of the story they were telling, and leaned into it, it would actually be a really interesting exploration of..."
the other has you pacing your bedroom at one in the morning going "why. why would you ever in a million years do it like that. genuinely what possible thought process was involved. was the writer possessed by a fucking ghost or something."
