lost in translation

gab. 27y i've been around for 14 years. i'm just an old lady now.

[faffreux]

My sister got a new kitten and it immediately decided to loaf on a watermelon and bless us with this picture.

[therudecouture-deactivated20181]

[yms1]

what doesn't kill you makes you stay on tumblr for 13 years and counting

[anxeious]

[yms1]

what doesn't kill you makes you stay on tumblr for 13 years and counting

[eerie--demon]

[i-killed-you]

he was my first hero, my first obsession

I believe that more than half of my personality was molded by nirvana. how i used to listen to them and cry when i was alone at my house. how i used to take his picture with me to school because he was THAT important to me. how i read and read heavier than heaven again and again.

you see, i don't remember most of my teenege years, and i spent them here, on tumblr. but what i do remember the most is loving him so deeply and knowing anything would ever be the same.

i learned about nirvana when i was 11. now i'm almost 26, i live with my loving girlfriend in our apartment, we have too cats and our lives are pretty cool. but every year, on february 20h and april 05th i cry, and i remember who i was and how my life has changed after listening to the man i sold the world for the first time on mtv.

sometimes i'm scared i might feel like that sometimes, but then i think about how my life is now and how he was never able to leave his demons behind. he never had the oportunity of changing, but i have.

sometimes i'm also scared that listening to nirvana will make me go back to that dark and foggy teenegerhood, but i love them so deeply that i don't mind some hours in the darkness again.

for me, everything about kurt is a mix of love and sadness, sappy

it doesn't matter how many years go by, he will always be my hero, he will always be my first obsession,

my first love.

that's for you, kurdt kobain,

from the deepest part of my heart.

05/04/2024

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growing up I was always afraid of being Found Out. not sure what I was hiding. just my whole self I guess

[bluebeetle]

i saw some comments on tiktok where people were talking bout how they found tumblr too hard to use and part of it being that there was no lack of dates so “what if you reblog or like something from five years ago?!” 

buddy… we have posts circulating still from 2011, its literally just how it is

[do-what-i-yoinky]

Being on tumblr for years like:

[weaselsblaugh]

this post is 2 years old and it’s only going to get funnier as it gets older

[everythingfox]

Not a thought behind those eyes

(via)

[luncheon-aspic]

[neon-wonderlands]

[hisworstnightmare]

[charnel-grounds]

Elvira's Post-Mortems

[rawhoneybliss]

But you're still here, you're still trying, and that's enough.

[deviika]

Fernando Pessoa // Michel Foucault

[ra-yo]

everything is connecting 2

[ashberrrry]

me???? tired???? sleepy???? yes constantly

[especially]