OMG, Japanese ebook sites like Cmoa and Renta started to publish the webtoon Ennead and it’s soooooo good! It’s about the Horus-Seth conflict from Egyptian mythology but with BL (well the original myth also has versions where they became sexual, so…). The art is great and the webtoon is very stylish with great visual ideas. Anyone interested should wait for the English release though, it should be out on Tappytoon, I think, and it will be much cheaper than the Japanese edition. The series will be long as usual, up to 63 chapters currently, so it’s not the same if you pay 66 yen for a chapter or 36 yen (converted).
(Just checked if there’s a book version out already in Korea, and while there’s none, they do have goods! Oh my…)
“Are you my penance or my salvation?”
Ep75 is just
Smiling face with halo emoji Folded hands emoji Two hearts emoji Splashing sweat emoji
Eggplant emoji Weary face emoji OK emoji Sweat emoji More Sweat emoji
but still no sign of horus hair🤣
Hello! Please give us your dish on Techno character -Rainbowchaox
(crackles toe knuckles) for you the world.
C!technoblade shows signs of C-PTSD and/or military trauma that existed before he joined the server, and possibly shared trauma with C!philza- an incomplete list by a person with C-PTSD.
(i’m going off of canon info as i understand it, bear with me)
Technoblade is a very interesting, in how CC!Technoblade’s inherent game habits translate when you realize the implications of this on Technoblade the character.
we can debate about the red festival and butcher army arcs all day, and sure, i’ll have my thoughts if you ask, but i’m speaking into what he’s had from the beginning, independent of his history on the server.
I don’t think I need to explain the implied military past. he’s very well trained and prepared as a fighter in-universe, and his military involvement in the server story has largely been through logistics and supplies rather than fighting prowess- which would not make sense for someone with a generic “fights good for money” backstory, but would make a lot of sense for a former military veteran, possibly of commanding/strategic rank.
Now for the traumatic parts.
-hoards in extreme excess, mostly in weapons/food or practical items, and he FUCKING HATES people stealing from him, especially food. he is, essentially, constantly preparing for war, constantly prepared to need to feed whatever people are in his “army”.
-incredibly resigned to the idea of having to discard/lose his possessions. he had so many things but was mentally able to disengage from them all in a heartbeat the moment he was in danger.
Never get attached. Always be ready to leave. You are guaranteed nothing. You are safe nowhere.
-he needs to be underground. He needs to be isolated. He needs to live in the uninhabitable, unreachable, untouchable. He needs to be hidden. He needs hiding spots in his hiding spots. He has hidden chests all over his house, even when he considered himself retired and largely safe.
Everywhere is a battlefield waiting to happen. If supply lines can fail, they will. If your rations can run out, they will. Be prepared for when it does, not if.
And how he treats others! Very Very Interesting.
-he has difficulty gauging people's intent and nuance, and is aware of it- this is due to being an ND character played by an ND cc, let’s not forget. he has an unfixable disadvantage in perceiving others, in cataloguing danger, and this makes him very aggressive and defensive to perceived social danger.
he’s been taken advantage of in the past. he fears it will happen again. and he knows, more likely than not, he will never see it coming.
-therefore, people who have been "dishonest" to him for any reason read as threats. someone who goes back on their word is “dishonest”, one step away from “betrayal”, one step away from a threat to techno’s life.
AND LET’S NOT GET STARTED ON PHIL.
philza’s introduction to the server, and their interactions, speak alot about their characters, and some of how techno treats philza speaks to traumatic thought patterns.
most crucially, techno treats phil as a fellow "survivor".
when a person has gone through long lasting trauma, they tend to project their coping mechanisms, traumas, and survival tactics onto people they care about.
he treats philza’s distress as his own and acts accordingly. the reason he kills baby zombies, canonically, is out of the assumption that they are a danger or trigger to philza.
technoblade’s world is a never-ending battle. philza is his fellow soldier, his co-commander, his brother in arms. in order for them to survive the battle, of course he shares absolutely everything. his supplies, his most prized possessions, his storage and strategic locations.
None of this behavior individually points to trauma, but speaking from actual experience- all of it lumped together speaks to not only trauma, but a long familiar history with it.
(i could go off about philza’s PTSD too but you asked about techno so here you go haha)
1- : “Why are you resisting your nature?”
2- : “I can smell it! You’re in heat.”
3- : “I can’t wait to see your/my belly swell with our perfect babies.”
4- : “Fuck! I can feel it/them moving in there.”
5- : “You’re feverish, so stop being stubborn and go lay in the nest.”
6- : “Are those suppressant pills!?”
7- : “Put the glass down. You are pregnant with my kids and I’m not going to let you self-destruct because you can’t cope with _______ ” (ex: your nature)
8- : “Look at your neck. Look at the marks I left. You are mine. And solely mine.”
9- : “Come, I’ll give you a bath to wash the dry slick away.”
10- : “What does my omega want for breakfast/lunch/dinner?”
11- : “You, the alpha, are cooking for me?”
12- : “Why do I even bother when all you do is use your pheromones to push me into rut?”
13- : “I don’t want you to knot me.”
14- : “We are bonded but not married, and your parents are old fashioned. If they find out…”
15- : “Fucking knot me already!”
16- : “I-I can’t stay when you’re… like this…” (heat)
17- : “Your smell is… intoxicating. If I stay I’m going to knot you.”
18- : “If you don’t want me to breed you, lock yourself in your bedroom. I’m taking the couch.”
19- : “Resisting your/my nature is only going to make it worse.”
20- : “Fuck! You stink of beta pheromones. You could have gone more subtle.”
21- : [ Public place ] “Stay calm. I might have just started my heat.”
22- : “Your cycle is fucked up because of all those suppressants you took.”
23- : “You’re too weak to make a nest.”
24- : “I can’t understand you alphas and omegas, smelling each other like you were meat.”
25- : “Do you really think all omegas want to be fucked by you? Sorry to break it to you, but you can fuck off.”
26- : “You don’t smell it? I’m surrounding myself with betas from now on.”
27- : “You know, I always kind of envied omegas.”
28- : “I-I want… N-no need… I… fuck… I-I’m confused.”
29- : “Your bloodline is not pure. I can’t be bonded to you.”
30- : “Alphas/omegas like you are a disgrace to your nature.”
31-: “I thought you were on suppressants?”
32-: “I don’t know why people don’t like betas. I think you’re amazing.”
33-: “Do you think I’m/you’re pregnant yet?”
34-: “You can’t help me, as much as I want you to.”
35-: “I’m bonded to someone.”
36-: “I wish you could claim me.”
37-: “Can you fuck me and not claim me?”
38-: “I don’t need you. I can do this alone.”
39-: “I’ve gone a long time without an alpha.”
40-: “It’s been a while since I’ve fucked an omega.”
41-: “I need you to claim me as your omega.”
42-: “I never thought I wanted a mate until I met you.“
43-: “I will only claim you as my omega if you love me.”
44-: “You want me to claim you, don’t you?”
45-: “Please, protect me while I’m in heat. I’m not ready to be claimed.”
46-: “I’m afraid of being claimed by an alpha.”
47-: “I don’t want to be claimed by anyone but you.”
48-: “I didn’t know I was an omega until I went into heat around you.”
49-: “Please, tie me down so I don’t do anything I’ll regret while I’m in heat.”
50-: “I don’t care if you’re also an alpha, I want to claim you.”
51-: “I’m the Alpha, you’re the Omega, I give the orders and you follow them.”
52-: “You’re my Omega, and mine alone.”
53-: “As an Alpha, I have the right to claim you, the Omega, and you know that, don’t you?”
54-: “I gotta say, you have a really, really strong scent, even for an Omega.”
55-: “Are you in heat or something? I didn’t even know you were an Omega…”
56-: “Sorry, it was just a question, didn’t mean to upset you!”
57-: “Dude, calm the fuck down. Are all Omegas this easily scared?”
58-: “Woah, so you can get pregnant by an Alpha, even though you’re like, a dude?”
59-: “Y'know, I am an Alpha, I could help you with your heat, if you want me too…”
60-: “Be a good Omega and bend over.”
61-: “You know as an Alpha I can smell that you’re ____, so you might as well tell me what wrong with you.”
62-: “A group of alphas tried to follow me home today.”
63-: “Y'know, nobody is going to know I’m your omega if you don’t mark me as yours.”
64-: “The suppressants haven’t kicked in yet.”
65-: “Do you really think this thing will keep other alphas off of me?” (ex. a collar)
66-: “Can a body grow immune to suppressants?”
67-: “You know, part of me dreads the idea that any child I bare may be an omega and have to grow up in this world while being seen as nothing more than a couple of holes to fuck.”
68-: “Everything is so fucking hot. Why can’t alphas go into heat instead of omegas?”
69-: “Just because of what I am doesn’t mean I’ll submit to just any alpha”
70-: “I got into some trouble today. I sort of punched an Alpha in the face when he touched me. Long story short, there’s a couple of officers at the door who would like to talk to you about getting control of your omega.”
71-: “I’d kill to be a beta right now.”
72-: “I don’t want an alpha.”
73-: “I don’t want an omega.”
74-: “Do you see me at all? Or am I just a couple of holes to fuck?”
75-: “If you didn’t want me, why did you bring me here?”
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