aurora

life's miserable.

[iamdead1nside]

the urge to cu7 is unbelievable, but i lost all of my bl4d3s somewhere so I CAN'T DO IT

[iamdead1nside]

i thought i recovered but here i am again

[iamdead1nside]

my collarbones have become visible again, this is gonna be a good day.

[iamdead1nside]

i was happier at my lw.

[iamdead1nside]

this is probably fucked up or something, but i'm so happy because of my meds. i have no appetite and food makes me nauseous. i'm scared that someone will notice my weight loss and take the pills away from me, i never want to stop taking them

[iamdead1nside]

i just want to fit in those jeans and look pretty, that's all.

[sevslices]

I remember when I'd stay clean just for them.

and then I relapsed because they left

that broke me

[iamdead1nside]

THIS

[medicalsin]

nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you

[iamdead1nside]

no. my dad did

[prolificastrobpd]

[iamdead1nside]

me rn

[iamdead1nside]

i'm 28 days clean today, also it's been 5 days since my last binge. guess i'm making some progress even though my depression is getting worse

[magical-girl-menhera]

It's like I'm attached to my own sickness.

I hate how it defines me but

Who am i without it?

[iamdead1nside]

exactly, i feel like without my ed, depression, ocd, cutting addiction and bpd i would be absolutely nothing

[ur-mum-lol]

i just want people to look at me and think im fucked up enough. they always dismiss me and talk about themselves but i want to finally show them

[shinahinami]

[braindamaged007-deactivated2024]

[she-whodreams]

Literally the worst

[knucklevelv3t-deactivated202502]

i made a meme i thought it was very funny

[lordhelptheflies]

edblr really got me thinking 800 cals a day is a lot