i just relapsed after 6 days. it was the longest ive gone in a while but welp its gone now i guess. not only did i fail at staying clean, the damage wasnt even that bad. double fucked up ig lmao💔
if anyone cares, its been around 2 months now. i know no one cares but fuck, i never thought i would do it. 60 days clean sounded inpossible and yet, here i am. if anyone needs to talk or anything of the sort, im here for you <3
just to show anyone can, its been six, almost seven months. you can recover, i promise.
after almost a year and a half i might have fucked it up. i did something tonight and i dont know if im glad or not.
well uh i hit over two years clean, i never thought i would.
i found a lot of good people that love me when i came to uni.
this is only for cutting and i felt rlly bsd so im giving my blades to my bf.
he triggered some mad panic attack by pouring my drink while i was but hey we had a talk and its all sorted ish
it was rlly hard to carry on today but... of i could after that,, than well,, i firmly bemive u can,, and i aleays have belived so
ily guys 🩷🧡💛💚💙💜 we recover.