I just finished watching Glee series once again! 😩 It still breaks my heart like the first time I saw the ending 💔 back in 2009 the first time I saw Glee on ETC I got hooked instantly especially the first episode I saw was the whole group New Direction singing "Keep Holding On" for Quinn, at first I really didn't understand the story behind their singing it but I fell in love with the show with that song I felt the emotions Years went by it became a hit ! So every week I always looked forward to its new episode and new songs! I felt I was growing with the cast especially at the time some of the members I love was also in sophomore year when the show started. 2012, I graduated high school and so are QUINN, PUCK, RACHEL, FINN, KURT, MIKE, MERCEDES and SANTANA. I cannot believed it I am actually going to college with the rest of the characters. When they aired the GOODBYE episode which was the last episode of season 3 I also felt saying goodbye to my high school years and I was freaking out about my college but helped Glee to make it through! The New Directions had a rough college freshman year and so did I. They barely saw eachother. Sadly, that was also happening to me and my high school friends. Then everything in Glee was falling apart. Rachel Berry failed her debut show, Klaine cancelled their Engagement, Finn died, and the New Directions was over. So did my college life because I failed miserably in my major subject not once but twice. I don't know what to do with my life then. Then Rachel started singing "Wake Me Up" which became my soundtrack at that time. I don't know what else to do so my parents decided to let me stop schooling for atleast a year. Because I was really in a deep depression. Then the final episode started, The Glee Club was trying to regain their glory days! So did I. While Rachel and Kurt was trying to fix their club, I was also tryin to get back on my feet by returning back to college and pursuing different course. Their final episode entitled "Dreams Do Come True" became my motivation and I remembered Quinn' speech during season 3 she said"You can't change your past, but you can let go and start your future." When I finished watching Glee ending on 2015, I promised myself that I'll finished my college degree and after my graduation I will have a marathon of Glee! Flash Forward to today, Almost a month after I graduated college! and I just finished watching Glee again. I am very thankful for this show because it helped me grew as a person and it helped me to accept my flaws. I'm having separation anxiety with the show and my college. So in order for me to cope up with it I'll start re-reading GLEE NOVELS! Rachel was right "Being part of something special doesn't make it special - something is special because you're part of it" I will always be gratitude and proud to be part of this series as A Gleek! I AM FOREVER GLEEK