Another Wasted Life

Amanda/22/I suffer from bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, agoraphobia, self harm, bulimia and anorexia/I'm hopeless

[silentsuiciderooms]

[youdontunderstandandicantexplai]

[iglovequotes]

http://iglovequotes.net/

[amargedom]

“Every star may be a sun to someone.”

— Carl Sagan, Cosmos (via amargedom)

[bpdisney]

[iamjustanothernobody]

It’s so hard living with a mental illness. Lately I have been in one of my depressed states which comes and goes and gives me different symptoms almost every time. This time I literally just want to sleep allllll the time. But I can’t do that because I have to go to work and be a productive member of society. But it’s also hard because I go over my boyfriends house everyday after work and lately I just want to sleep when I get there and I feel so bad for wanting to sleep all the time but I just have no energy whatsoever. Ugh!

[comfort-ings]

[aestheticacadema]

“thinking about you is my favourite thing to do”

— (via socotic)

[deeplifequotes]

“Now, every time I witness a strong person, I want to know: What darkness did you conquer in your story? Mountains do not rise without earthquakes.”

— Katherine MacKenett

[fdsfjdsfjkf93723679267-deactiva]

being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.

and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.

[babzgordon]

#your 20s is picking up the pieces and trying to play catch-up with ppl who had a plan (via merovingiens)

[celestri4l-deactivated20260531]

It’s been put into words

[iamjustanothernobody]

Exactly how I felt when I turned 18

[inspiration-and-motivation]

[depressingxthings]

[iamjustanothernobody]

I hate how no one understands that these thoughts in my head don’t ever go away I just hide them exceptionally well. These thoughts and feelings will never go away.

[coral]

[quotemadness]

“Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed.”

— G.K. Chesterton (via quotemadness)

[lets-love-giss]

“You don’t know what it’s like to have voices in your head saying that everybody hates you saying that you’re not enough saying that you don’t deserve any kind of love and support”

— Try fighting this everyday

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]