Mommy is back on Diaper duty, Part 1
For holidays, my son came over to my house. We've had a good time cooking, going on hikes and beeing in nature together. He is almost 19 now, it is quite interesting to listen to him and get to know, what the "kids" are up to today. Very different from when i grew up, let me tell you that! 😂
The other day i was at my PC looking for nice routes to hike with him. When i was typing "Ad..." for "Adventure Path", instead "Adult baby diaper lover" came up. I never heard that term before, so i hit enter, to see what it means.
I couldn't help but giggle, when i saw a grown ass man in soggy diapers with babyprints on them! 😂 I went clicking through the content, when suddenly a picture came up... I know this guy....you got to be kidding me!!!! 😂
Omg, it's a picture of my son in a baby body, he was drinking from a baby bottle and had a thick, wet Pampers-themed diaper between his legs! What the heck is happening here....? 😆
I didn't get to see him like this, since he was a little kid. Odd but also kinda cute... 😂
Well, to be honest, he was almost 9 when he was fully potty trained... He loved his Pampers back then and didn't want to potty train at all...
It really was his tumblr, so i continued exploring it.
His last post came up, him showing packs of "Adult" diapers, that said "Super Dry Kids"
"Up to my mom's house for holidays! Stay padded, stay safe fellow babys!"
Wait, what? So it means he brought diapers to my house?! 😂 Really?
...i know, i shouldn't do that, but since he is out and about with an old friend of his, and i am sooo freaking curious, if my son still is a little Pamper packer..... i had to go upstairs to find out...
Let me tell you - he is. 😆 Didn't take long to find em, he brought two of the packs from the pictures he posted...
I was chuckling while checking the packages...🤭
One pack was open, six diapers were taken out already. I wonder where he stores the dirty ones.... Took another one out and thought about what to do when i saw that he had stripped the bed and there was a large, wet spot on the mattress...
But didn't he write in his blog, that he's in diapers every night? Maybe he can't change himself properly and his diaper leaked?!
Justin and i have a pretty strong relationship, he was the youngest of four. We talk about everything. Well, almost, i guess... 🫣
Tbh, I've always have been a quite dominant personality, but also a very loving & caring mom to my kids, so i figured - why not put him back in his Pampers, if he likes them so much?! I mean, i am his mom and it seems like, he'll wear em anyways... 🤭
I took the diaper with me, got back to my PC and continued discovering his blog...:
"I've been a lifelong DL, was a bedwetter till i was 9 and loved my Pampers ever since. "
Yep, that's right, let me tell you that. 😂
"..still a bedwetter today, i wear Pampers every night..."
Ok, interesting... Didn't expect that...😆
I wonder if he uses em...i mean like a real baby, for #1 and #2...
Didn't take me long to find out:
He does... 💩🫣 Well then, looks like mommy is back on diaper duty! 😂
The evening went on, i couldn't help but explore his tumblr for quite a while...
From all i read, he seems to be starving for a caregiver that is in charge of him and his diapers...
"To your rescue here i am" i was chuckling to myself. 😂
Suddenly he came back from his old friend...
"Hey mom, sup, how was your eve?"
"Good hun, was running errads and did some, uhm... research... How 'bout you?"
"Pretty tired, Jason and i went out in the woods. Still such a beautiful area. Love it! Um, guess I'll have a rest now, mom, i'm done for today..."
He was picking his clothes up and turned around to go upstairs...
"Didn't you forget about something, sweetie?"
I held up the diaper i took out of his bags.
His facial features slipped when he saw the diaper... His face went tomato-red. He couldn't say a word...
"Always clear the browsers history, before leaving a PC, that's not yours, hun...
I found your tumblr, i know about your little secret, Justin. Or shall i say, baby?!" 👶🏾🚼😋
He was in shock, went silent completly...
"Hun, i am your mom, no need to be ashamed. I changed dozens of your pampers back in the day, remember?!" I smiled at him.🧸
He was rooted to the spot still, not a single word coming out of his mouth...
"Sit down hun, tell me why you have the urge to wear diapers at your age?"
He sat down, so ashamed of the whole situation.
"Don't you worry, Justin. Just tell me, what's that diaper thing about?"
He confessed to me, that he is an Adult baby, ever since he likes diapers and still loves to wear em today, but doesn't know why either...
Well ok, kinda odd but...uhm, ok. Everybody got preferences...
"Sweetie, one of your blogposts states, that you still wet the bed at night. I just saw the wet spot on your mattress today. Is it about that?"
"Ya... i mean no... I mean... It might be a part of it...maybe"
"Well then, seems like i need to take care of your diapers again..."
"Nooo mom, i dont need that...!"😠
"The wet spot on your bed speaks volumes..."
"Listen Justin, i really don't want you to wet my bed, so i'll make sure your diapers suit you properly from now on... I might be a little out of practice, but i will get the job done! Better then sleeping in a wet bed!"
He looked at me in disbelief, not saying a word...
"Yap, guess mommy has to change your diapers again, who could have imagined that?! 😆 Let's see if i am still a diaper wizard, lay down on the couch"
"Nooohoo, you can't do that to me, mom.... I am 19 years old!"
"Doesn't look like you are 19 when you're in your poopy Pampers. And as long as you wet my property, i will make sure you are diapered properly! You decided to wear diapers, but aren't able to diaper yourself properly! So i will do. No argueing, lay down Justin!
He knew there was no way out and surrendered to his fate...
"Do you have changing supplies, sweetie? Wipes & barrier cream or so?"
"Moooom!!" He was moaning...
"What? When you poop your diaper like a baby, you should be protected as such! I will buy some changing supplies for you tomorrow.
"For f*** sake, nobody said i was gonna poop in my diaper!"
"Oh yeah? Your blog said otherwise..."🤭
"Moooom!!!!" he yelled at me again 😂
"What? Isn't that you, waddling through your bedroom, or shall i say Nursery, in a saggy, poopy Pampers? I know that room, son...You received that carpet from me as a housewarming gift, remember?" 😋
"Moooom! That's so embaressing!!!"
"Should have deleted the browsers history before leaving the house then, i guess?!"😋
He was so ashamed...But he just has to go through with it...
"I saw you're using a binky, that's kinda cute! You loved your binkys, when you were younger. You always carried at least one binky with you...umm...do you right now?"
"Um...maybe...?!" he said quietly
He went silent while i undressed him, when i suddenly could feel something in his trousers pockets.
"Ah, i knew it. There we go, open your mouth"
He did as he was told. I unfolded the diaper and said:
"Pretty big Pamper for a pretty big baby, huh? Aww, look at that print, just like the Pampers Brandon wore as a kid. Gorgeous! ☺️
While i put the diaper on him, i made sure the barriers go to the outside, to prevent any leakage.
He was looking so cute in his Pampers, it was the first time in years, i felt that "mommy" again... 🚼🥰
"Stand up, my little stinker" i helped him back on his feet.
"Moooom, don't say that!"
"Turn around" i checked the cuffs of his diaper again and gave him a light pat on his poofy bottom. 🤭
"You look so cute, baby!"
"But listen, Justin, you know me, i do no half measures:"
"If you want to be in Pampers, that's ok with me. It's just diapers, nothing to really worry about. You're my son, who am i to judge you?! 😘"
"But to be clear - as long as you wear your Pampers, you will not go to the bathroom! That's not how we do it! You'll be in your Pampers for the rest of our holidays, your bum will be changed by mommy only! I am not kidding, Justin!"
He was looking down to the ground, silent...
"You are not allowed to change yourself, nor take your diaper off! Don't you dare trying..."
He was making that pouty face...
"But why mom??? I can still go to the toilet, even if i wear diapers!!!
"Yeah, but why? When you wear a diaper, there's no need to go to the big boys potty anymore!"
"As long as you wear Pampers, the bathroom will be off limits for you. Didn't you write in your blog, that you'd love to have a mommy, that changes your dirty diapers? Well, there you go! - Let's see how much you like to be a baby, when you're treated like one for real..."
"Moohoom, please!!! That was just a weird fantasy i wrote about, I really don't want that, i don't want you to baby me! Please mom, leave me alone!...."
"You do hun, you do. Obviously. I mean look at you..."
"Isn't that a Pampers between your legs? Ya? Then that's that!"
"As far as i read in your blog, you never wore any longer than a weekend, right?!"
He nodded his head in agreement.
"Ok, then it might be just the right time, to make you feel like a real toddler, back in diapers. Wasn't that something, you'd like to explore? At least you wrote a long story about it, didn't you?! 😋
"Moohooom, that's so embaressing!!! I don't want that!!!"
"Really? Your blog said otherwise... As long as you are in diapers, there's really no need for potty breaks! Just like back in the day, when you were 7 or so. You didn't even mind, when having a poopy Pampers back then..."
He was looking at the table..."Mom, really? I don't need a caregiver or something...And please don't say "mommy", thats so embaressing!"
"I am your mommy, actually... 😂 Btw, sounded very different, when i read your blog."
"We'll definitly need some more diapers and changing supplies, when you're back in Pampers 24/7. Where did you got your Pampers from? And we'll need some changing supplies for my little Pamper packer" I laughed
He went tomato red again...😂
"...um threy're from Amazon..."
"Ok, i will have a look... What size do you wear? Is it "M" or "S"?
"Then isn't that your responsibility?" he said angrily...
"Ok, so you wanna be a salty little pamper packer?! - I'll find out myself!"
Quietly he said "it's "M" for the most part..."
"Enough for today, you can go nigh nighs little stinker! Do you need your binky?
"Mooom, leave me alone please!!!"
...to be continued in part 2