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22 ☥ NPD, ASPD, BPD, etc.

[autopsyfreak]

short intro:

my name is Omen, i’m 22 years old and i use it/it’s pronouns, though he/him is also acceptable.

i am also a metalhead.

i have been seeing mental health professionals on and off since i was a child. i am diagnosed with a plethora of mental illnesses, however since this page will be predominantly about my personality disorders, i will only be informing you of my diagnosis of NPD + ASPD - additionally, i have a diagnosis for BPD/EUPD, which i have reason to believe is false and moreso traits than a full disorder.

i score above 30 on a PCL-R test, if you’re curious.

i may briefly mention my other diagnosis’, but since that’s not the focus of this blog i don’t see the point in mentioning them on a pinned post.

i have a personal interest in clinical psychology, neuroscience and forensic pathology that i may mention as well.

if you believe in narc abuse dni.

i fit a lot of ASPD and NPD stereotypes, i will not tolerate anyone giving me shit for this. i do not care what you think about my disorders.

be respectful.

this is a cluster B account, no ableism is welcome here.

MDNI.

[autopsyfreak]

going to appease my personal interest in neuroscience by picking some books up from the university library surrounding cognitive neuroscience and the biology of psychological disorders.

i will be lost in my research for a while.

[autopsyfreak]

this is also just my first lot of books i will be borrowing surrounding neuroscience.

i plan to get more to study each time i have to give the previous ones back.

[autopsyfreak]

going to appease my personal interest in neuroscience by picking some books up from the university library surrounding cognitive neuroscience and the biology of psychological disorders.

i will be lost in my research for a while.

[hopethesillyheartwitch]

I think if your response to someone saying "Hey I think people with NPD/BPD/ASPD are treated badly" is "So you're saying people with NPD/BPD/ASPD can't be abusers?", I think that says more about you than it does me.

[autopsyfreak]

Have you play Fears of Fathom before? I kinda like bcz of the storyline

i haven’t, what’s it about?

[kaomoji-kun]

When I'm looking for ASPD media but ppl don't know the definition of "antisocial" so all the results that come up are about introversion and asociality.

[theoriginalcatfan]

Mental health advocates when someone has a disorder that is relatively harder to romanticize

[mistress-light]

DEAD SPACE (dev. Motive Studio)  

[autopsyfreak]

What kind of people are you drawn to and why? How do you feel around them?

i’m not really drawn to people at all to be completely honest, i’d rather just keep to myself and not have to face human interaction.

[autopsyfreak]

And as for the tarantula, I saw the picture, even if you’re not taking name suggestions, I’d still offer what sticks to me when I first saw it. I was feeling maybe Arachne, not that I believe in Greek mythology personally but I felt that spiders have a sense of hubris with their pray and they make it up with their talent in webbing, both traits similar to Arachne, if you look up the story. 🖤🕷️🕸️

i’ll have to look into it, but thank you for the name suggestion.

[autopsyfreak]

“Love your blog. It’s nice seeing someone with similar struggles and similar interests.”

- 🌀

thank you.

[forgotteninsides8765]

My drawing of Isaac Clarke lone survivor suit from the game dead space remake, drawn using graphite, watercolour and white gel pen

[autopsyfreak]

played Dead Space for the first time and holy shit i love it.

[autopsyfreak]

What’s your favorite horror game if u had to pick one Omen?

that’s a rough question, probably something along the lines of the Outlast games, Silent Hill 2 or Evil Within. anything like that really.

[autopsyfreak]

Have you played Resident Evil 9: Requiem?

i’ve recently begun playing it and i’m enjoying it so far.

[autopsyfreak]

do you like horror games?

i do, yes.

i’ve played quite a few and am open to any recommendations for ones i have yet to play.

[autopsyfreak]

what do you think caused your disorders?

genetics and trauma, as expected.